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1 Penelope P
13h ·
I wish I could cry but I just don't anymore as I used all my tears up in 2010-2011. What a state I am.
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1 Penelope P
16h ·
Back home now and the silence is deafening.
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2 Penelope P
19h ·
Gas check done and the guy was pleasant. Now going to get ready to go meet a friend for coffee. Time to put on the mask and pretend all is fine.
V R
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2 Penelope P
22h ·
Good sleep last night for first time in ages. Gas safety check today. I hate tradesmen in the house, makes me anxious.
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1 Penelope P
1d ·
Second consecutive night with no contact. It has to be done I suppose even though it makes me so very sad.
Tasha S
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Cindy M
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Cindy M
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Know what it's like - thinking of you dear Pen xx

Alicia B
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3 Penelope P
2d ·
Evenings are always tricky as I don't do much because I'm so drained from the day and then the overthinking begins.
Jen B
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John T
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Try a low energy hobby to do in the evenings, reading, something on a computer (with screen dimmed/night mode on).

Robert H
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paul M
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I'm lucky in such cases - when I'm tired I have no energy for overthinking.

Jeff M
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Penelope P
1d ·

I try πŸ˜”

Tasha S
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3 Penelope P
4d ·
So I stay strong and make myself miserable or I give in and have a few laughs but still end up miserable and feel like I've wasted my time. Either way end up feeling like a loser.
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Alicia B
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Alicia B
3d ·

It really is a hard choice. They say a certain type of people are hard to let go of. I feel it almost every day tbh. Used to be every minute of every day. So progress can be made. I'm sure in time it'll hurt less and less.

Alicia B
3d ·

Sorry if I meddle too much. I just feel like I have lived the situation

Alicia B
3d ·

But maybe I'm completely wrong.

Esther B
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Penelope P
3d ·

Thanks all for the hugs.

Penelope P
3d ·

Thanks Alicia and no, I do appreciate your support so I do not see it as meddling at all. I have never been so obsessed about any guy as much as this one and now he's back in my life after 5 years.

Penelope P
3d ·

We have never had a romantic relationship but there is such a connection it is hard to resist the temptation to keep trying to make it something more. I'll maybe stop posting about it.

Penelope P
3d ·

I really overthink stuff and now he's just sent a photo it's brought all the feelings back. Like I knew it would if I saw him again. I'm such an idiot, I shouldn't have made contact again. Sorry and thanks.

Alicia B
3d ·

Please, don't stop posting about it. It's good to talk about. And it's good for those of us who have been or are in a similar situation to read about it and maybe talk.

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3 Penelope P
4d ·
I have been strong today and not given in even though I've been tempted. It kills me but I need to keep from falling somehow.
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3 Penelope P
4d ·
Oh my, I can actually feel a cool breeze πŸ™Œ
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3 Penelope P
4d ·
Just alright I guess. Nothing happening. Popping a gift round to my friend in a while. Not really in the mood for a chat.
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1 Penelope P
6d ·
Wet eyes. β€œI can't make you love me” is probably not the best track to play when you've got pms and he's just texted more feeble excuses. Totally sick of this now.
Alicia B
5d ·

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Alicia B
5d ·

Some people just can't love us. It's heartbreaking. Hope you feel better soon.

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2 Penelope P
6d ·
Watered the plants. Might treat myself to some hash browns for breakfast. Might sit outside a bit but not much or I'll end up like a prune. Mood will still be bleugh though.
Ade W
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Lydia R
6d ·

Hope you can enjoy the outside (wear a cap or do you have a sunshade?) and always treat yourself!

Maite P
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Cindy M
6d ·

Like Lydia, hope you treated yourself. Sorry to see you so down. If you decide to give someone another chance, that's okay, regardless of how it turns out. I've been there too - there are some people it's not easy to give up on, and what might be

Cindy M
6d ·

the right decision for someone else isn't necessarily right for you. Hope you find the right way for you, big hugs xx

Penelope P
6d ·

Thanks all, yes Lydia, I have a good floppy sun hat! Back in though, it's just too hot for me.

Penelope P
6d ·

@Cindy, it's difficult when you have one person who's scared to commit and the other has no courage. Annoying when we have so much in common and totally compatible!

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1 Penelope P
6d ·
Then 4:45 fgs
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1 Penelope P
6d ·
Like again at 3am.
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1 Penelope P
6d ·
I wake in the night. Don't matter what time. Every night.
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Penelope P
6d ·

Thanks all.

Lydia R
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Penelope P
6d ·

Thanks pandas

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1 Penelope P
6d ·
Looking for an answer to an old question So easy can't explain it And anything I say to you is gonna come out wrong anyway...
Tasha S
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Alicia B
6d ·

Is that a song?

Penelope P
6d ·

Concrete Seconds by Pinback

Lydia R
6d ·

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Lydia R
6d ·

Pinback!! 😍😍😍

Penelope P
6d ·

I'm only just really discovering them but they are brill! 😍

Ade W
6d ·

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Lydia R
6d ·

I've listened to them a lot during my teens, and I still like them and should definitely start listening to them again. Very soothing. Though not sure if they're still active.

Penelope P
6d ·

No albums for quite a long time but not sure that they've split totally.

Alicia B
4d ·

Gotta check them out.

Ade W
4d ·

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1 Penelope P
7d ·
Need someone to convince me that I just need to chill about this because I'm overthinking. But that's what I do. Only 2 people know about it anyway.
Robert H
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Cindy M
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Lydia R
7d ·

Just chill!(?) Even though I'm not sure if the overthinking is unnecessary or not. Big hugs! πŸ’•

Jake G
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Alicia B
6d ·

hard to say without knowing the situation. Maybe your gut is telling you something, and it's not overthinking. Why is this thing being a secret? Must be a reason for that. Just a thought.

Penelope P
6d ·

A secret because last time it didn't work out and so this time I just look stupid again.

Lydia R
6d ·

You don't look stupid, at least not to us. I'm sure many of us have been in similar situations, at least I have.

Penelope P
6d ·

Thanks Lydia, I wish I had someone like you in my life 😌

Lydia R
6d ·

You have, at least virtually! 😁

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1 Penelope P
7d ·
Not great at 4am again
Lydia R
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1 Penelope P
7d ·
Totally sick of this. I am always treated like an insignificant piece of sht.
Janine S
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7 Penelope P
7d ·
Nice to be able to talk things through with a friend. Puts a lot of it into perspective. Just waiting now....
Janine S
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