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5 Emma D
24 Aug 2012 ·
hope u all have a lovely day :)
Hudson M
24 Aug 2012 ·

Thankyou ! You too :D

Ikra S
24 Aug 2012 ·

you too :)

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3 Emma D
23 Aug 2012 ·
been knocked down for a long time now, things can only get better :)
Shakti R
23 Aug 2012 ·

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Gem W
23 Aug 2012 ·

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5 Emma D
03 Jul 2012 ·
hi guys I'm back again how is every one missed u all xxx
Ikra S
03 Jul 2012 ·

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Shelbi S
03 Jul 2012 ·

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Penelope P
03 Jul 2012 ·

Hi Emma x

Rux H
04 Jul 2012 ·

Well hello there Emma!! Good to see you back!

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4 Emma D
10 Jun 2012 ·
hi guys I'm back how is every 1???
Emma D
10 Jun 2012 ·

Hi :)

eeyore
10 Jun 2012 ·

hey Emma poppet, how's you? still kicking ass and fighting I hope? :) x

Ikra S
10 Jun 2012 ·

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Abby D
10 Jun 2012 ·

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franzapanda S
11 Jun 2012 ·

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2 Emma D
24 May 2012 ·
not feeling to gd today, feels like I'm gonna collapse from being over worked not gd at all
Cyndi <3s-Her-Crush
24 May 2012 ·

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Nuno H
24 May 2012 ·

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Sarah S
24 May 2012 ·

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Steve J
24 May 2012 ·

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6 Emma D
18 May 2012 ·
hi guys im back, how is every one????
Ashley A
18 May 2012 ·

Well how about you

John N
21 May 2012 ·

Hey

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0 Emma D
08 May 2012 ·
one dog gone to a new lovely home, two dogs left now, keeping one as he is good as gold but still need to find another one a home :(
Serena G
08 May 2012 ·

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Steve J
08 May 2012 ·

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Steve J
08 May 2012 ·

Kinda puppies u got?

Emma D
08 May 2012 ·

The one left to re home is a staff x German shep. He is my baby bless him

Emma D
08 May 2012 ·

The one I am keeping is a pug :) he is my baby as well, I love them like they are children but it's just not fair on them

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0 Emma D
07 May 2012 ·
feel guilty as I have to let my two dogs go to a new home, I can't look after them any more because of my health and work demands . feel so crap about it but deep down I know it's for the best
Nuno H
07 May 2012 ·

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Serena G
07 May 2012 ·

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07 May 2012 ·

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Mark P
07 May 2012 ·

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08 May 2012 ·

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08 May 2012 ·

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3 Emma D
04 May 2012 ·
nite!!!!
Nuno H
05 May 2012 ·

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Steve J
05 May 2012 ·

Nite emsy :)x

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5 Emma D
04 May 2012 ·
hope that u all had a gd day xxx
Steve J
05 May 2012 ·

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3 Emma D
03 May 2012 ·
I swear I did something wrong in another life. mood is low, fingers in the air saying fu@k you cancer and bipolar. god dam am I honestly that bad of a person??
Tankgirlbex B
03 May 2012 ·

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Tankgirlbex B
03 May 2012 ·

you don't deserve any of it hunny only good things xx

Steve J
04 May 2012 ·

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Ikra S
08 May 2012 ·

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6 Emma D
03 May 2012 ·
morning every one hope you all have a lovely day or are having a lovely day :) xx
Steve J
03 May 2012 ·

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Steve J
03 May 2012 ·

Evening :) x

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6 Emma D
02 May 2012 ·
oh my days any one else just want to *** slap Dave Hester of storage wars, what a horrible little man.... sorry should be horrible little boy!!!!!
Serena G
02 May 2012 ·

I sooo agree!

eeyore
02 May 2012 ·

yup, with you there!

Serena G
02 May 2012 ·

Lol... Yup!

Emma D
02 May 2012 ·

Yup lmao :)

Serena G
02 May 2012 ·

That yup is really catching tho ain't it lol.. Every time I hear it I wanna say it lol.. :)

Emma D
03 May 2012 ·

Yyyuuuuppppp and me ;)

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5 Emma D
02 May 2012 ·
been up all night, but ppl worse off I guess, hope u all have a lovely day..., enjoy :)
Ikra S
02 May 2012 ·

same.. uni work is a bore :(

Ikra S
02 May 2012 ·

not that it makes much difference, I can't sleep anyway

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5 Emma D
02 May 2012 ·
bored, fed up, pissed off, yeah yeah yeah = life
Emma D
02 May 2012 ·

Wish that's what I could tell my patients, they think they have it bad. Live in the real world, no bills, no stress, look if you didn't offend you would not be locked up... End of!!!!

Tankgirlbex B
02 May 2012 ·

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Ikra S
08 May 2012 ·

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5 Emma D
02 May 2012 ·
you think I can get comfortable in bed enough to dose off, pigs may fu??ing fly!!!!
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02 May 2012 ·

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7 Emma D
01 May 2012 ·
is really looking forward to going out tomorrow with some mates from my old job, will be nice to see the old gang again for one last time :)
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5 Emma D
01 May 2012 ·
hey guys :)
eeyore
01 May 2012 ·

hey poppet, how you feeling? wuggles xx

Emma D
01 May 2012 ·

Hey I'm ok thanks u ok?

Tankgirlbex B
01 May 2012 ·

hello emma :)

Emma D
01 May 2012 ·

Hi bex xx

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7 Emma D
25 Apr 2012 ·
now I have the all clear from the liver I can start my new job as a ward sister in peace tomoz :)
Cait S
25 Apr 2012 ·

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Cait S
26 Apr 2012 ·

Lol. I woke up to 94 notifications this morning. Way to go guys, new record! Haha

Penelope P
25 Apr 2012 ·

Nice one Emma! Really pleased x

Tankgirlbex B
25 Apr 2012 ·

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Tankgirlbex B
25 Apr 2012 ·

good news!

eeyore
25 Apr 2012 ·

good luck with the new job hon xx damn, are you having treatment at your own hospital?

Emma D
25 Apr 2012 ·

No lovely I am a phych nurse, but 2 of the nurses are friends from uni that give me treatment but it's nice as I have ppl to talk to :)

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Coolio :) can you come up and medicate me :p im thinking like itd be nice to just stay in bed for a few days on morphine or something stronger :D

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

If your one of those naughty nurses u have permission to do kimky things to me while im sedated :p

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Its oryt i dont mind so long as theyre female :p welll then in that case i suggest you hurry up n become a doc n you can be my private physician and administer me :p

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Man thats a big choice to make just to get you as my private doctor :p il do many things to confess my for another but self mutilation is prob on meatloafs 'wont do that' list :) ...you dont know that song do you :p

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

youVe been watching too much saw :p

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Mmmm hot doctors :) yum :p

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Haa ino im just being silly :p well and meaning doctors in general :p

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Oh her!!i used to watch her couple year back in another tv show 'the vice' she was an undercover cop in vice squad was a good show. :) yea she's nice.

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Haven't ever really got into holby, I used to watch ER the american one and I've never seen any others. I suspect it's good for you fo if you wanna be a doc!

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

My enjoyment of ER over the years has made me confident I can give anyone a tracheotomy :p

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Ooh that sounds like a tough call to make! I guess he was trying to handle it himself n win her confidence n trust or something. Then get her to take it to the cops. Or maybe she didn't want it all out in public etc. she's a minor an it's rape

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

So I'd of thought with him in a position of trust etc with young folk he'd have to tell the cops. Or at least have a cop friend off duty go check it out or somin. What happened?

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Ah I see!yea I get where ur coming from it may put people off chatting to docs. Maybe they showed it with him keeping it a secret hoping folk would buy into that then beable to tell there docs for real. I can get why it would

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Be very hard for young girls to not beable to find someone to help them n be too scared to tell anyone especially if it's a family member etc doing it. It would just be all confusing n stuff. Shame. I quite like the idea of being an undercover cop

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Catching rapists n child kidnappers n abuses n stuff I think out of all the crimes n stuff n bad folk those folk piss me off the most, like just floating around on the prowl an then taking some lil guy or girl that's just out

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Playing n eating sweets n knows nothing of the bigger world out there n all that crap. It's not on. :p that's my rant over :)

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

I'm sure that was just wrong cop at the wrong time with you :) I think there's dif kinds. Like I'm sure a lot really are understanding and careful n truely wanna help people, all people n stuff :) maybe if they've been

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Having a long shift n headache n really bad day n they just mess it up. I'm sure some have their uses for certain stuff like you shoulda got the other cops who were nicer n compassionate but that day you got the dickhead who's always too rough with folk

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

An uses his badge as a power thing . :) sorry to hear u had a rough time :)

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Used to flashbacks? Yea I can imagine if your under severe mental stress in flashback anxiety panic etc etc n then the cops feel they can touch you n pull u about cause your not responding etc thatl infuriate you wild prob trigger of that

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Fight or flight response n pump you with enough adrenaline to make you the hulks sexy green sister :p

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Your not going to tell me are u what it is that happened huh!?thats ok maybe Intime ul beable to open up about it all more that's cool :) that's along long time to be feeling bad n reliving trauma!x I've got a wuggle huggle for ya :)x

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

It's not much but it's from the heart :)

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

16yrs of pain 16yrs of recovery n rebuilding yourself and il see you for coffee n a muffin when your 32 :p not to make light of everything all the time, yea that sounds tough. It's great it over fo now :) Oneday when everything's out n healed n

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Buried ul still have a whole lifetime left to enjoy everything n itl be amazing :)x it's still young at 30 n I bet it's still young at 40 etc etc it's just a journey. By the time you do eventually reach a point in life n think Jee *** were freakin old

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Youl barely remember the first 16years :)x there's nothing wrong with staying forever young alil bit in the heart n you can still do some child stuff then :) maybe instead of coffee n a muffin we should do ice cream n swings n spin on a roundabout :p

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Haaa :) I've retained my child spirit pretty well while growing up :) I appreciate that I've still managed to remain idealistic n a dreamer n all that stuff :) alil naive at times but it's ok I'm strong il just beat up anyone who wrongs me :p

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

You think you Lost everything? The whole childhood experience! Do u mean mentally n emotionally or more the physical playing thing or both :)

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

I'm thinking if you can make your future as best as you want it, like fulfill your dreams n desires on what you wanna do like the little things n the big things too like doctor etc n always move forward

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Youl eventually reach a place in the near future in your future where u have things u want n are the real true person inside that your spirits wants you to be

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

And youl find the power of your present place in time holds you from your mind forever looking backwards :)x

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Something like that :p but I feel like it's true :)

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

You've come far in two years :) n 18s still young, your constantly growing n developing mentally youl be capable of mastering your own mentality n stuff :) if you believe in yourself :) which you do cause you went to uni n are out

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Here on your own giving it a crack :) u can relive your childhood if you really want too :)

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Oneday you may have a bf or someone really close to you :) then when you both have some free time he can indulge you in your missed childhood n you can play adventure golf putting n eat ice poles n fizzy cola bottles n go to the fairground n eat candy

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Floss n push on swings n cycle on bike rides n anything n everything u fancy doing n itl be great fun :) then you can just switch back to young adult mode at night n get some dinner n a sneaky glass of wine :p

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

It's not the fun fun child bit you want it's the relationship with a protecter a loving father type to teach you to read n take the training wheels of your bike n protect you etc !? I don't remember any of those things it's too long ago.

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Its oryt il not remember any of this in the morning :p haa if that's what u mean :) but I know someone who will haaa Emma when she turns on and has like a 200inbox :p

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Sorry Emms :) x hugs x

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Ooh ooh!!idea!!if your intent on a career as a doctor you could do sometime in a hospital in the children's wards n hey presto!! Making them feel btr physically mentally and enriching your own emotional needs at the sametime :) its an idea right :)x

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Alternatively, you can move in with someone understanding n not have to pay a penny and work for a year or two or however long it takes at a nursery or play school n play with kids all day long till you feel more whole :)x

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Younger kids treat u just like a best friend if you play with them , my best friends son is 3 and he totally loves me it's great he thinks I'm his friend not dads :p

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

It's pretty satisfying running about n playing with a kid n listening to all the crazy stuff they say as they experience the world fresh out the box every day :)

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

Well it wouldn't be permanent im thinking of it more as a holiday from life as you just try to get that experience you miss then when your ready youl be like "ok I've been in the sandbox long enough I wanna go out to dinner with a man :p

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

He didn't have to be a bf he was just a man lol a dr colleague :p yea ok I agree lol I wonder if shel read everything or just read the last one/two :p hey Emms :D

Steve J
26 Apr 2012 ·

It was all iqra!!:p I tried to make her stop but she was having none of it :p

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

Wow you're a psych nurse? :)

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

Lol Steve that would be rape :p and psych nurses don't administer morphine if I remember correctly :p

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

Hahaha I'm going to work for the NHS (if it's still alive by the time David Cameron finishes with it lol)

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

No morphine for you (unless you chop your leg off) :)

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

Lol yep the guy had to chop his foot off :( he was a doctor too. And a hot one :(

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

But nope I haven't heard that song

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

Lol it was a guy :p

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

I only find male doctors attractive. But oh gosh, Dr Jac Naylor off holby city is so hot - enough to turn any girl into a lesbian lol

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

Google her. Her real name is Rosie marcel. She's so hot lol and I'm straight

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

Lol holby city sometimes shows things that irritate me.

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

Eg there was a GP on there that was sexually abusing his 15 yr old daughter. The girl told a doc at the hospital. And he promised not to tell anyone

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

What happened to Safeguarding procedures? BBC should not have shown that. Doctors do NOT keep things like that confedential.

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

It's giving the wrong message out. And the fact that they made a GP a controlling child abuser.. Totally wrong message. A GP is a position of trust. It is not okay for them to show one in that way

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

Confidential*

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

He HAS to talk to someone about it. It doesn't matter what his reasons are, he isn't allowed to keep something like that secret.

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

Yeah but he was a heart surgeon. If their reasons were to raise awareness, then it would've been a GP rather than a heart surgeon. And the doctor would have helped her instead of letting her go back home to be sexually abused again

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

Lol cops are useless. I was terrified having a very realistic flashback and the police had me pinned to the wall just because I wasn't answering questions like 'what's your name etc'

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

They were very aggressive with me when I was clearly terrified. I hate police now

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

They made the flashback worse. ***s

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

There was 2 of them there. They were a disgrace. They're lucky I haven't sued their arses. Lol

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

Lol I'm used to it anyway, it's just the police bit that made it worse

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

Yeah I have them 4-5 hours at a time. Most of my day is taken by flashbacks. It's REALLY bad

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

They're so realistic that it feels like its really happening and I'm back in the situation. :/

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

Lol yeah I don't really like talking about it but it was things that happened continuously for the first 16yrs of my life and stopped 2yrs ago

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

Lol that's 14 years away :( but I guess I'll never get my childhood back. Oh well lol

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

Lol. But seriously though, this has got me thinking. If it had started when I was 16, at least I would have had a childhood.

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

I've not done the things I should have done as a child.. and that's always going to have a hold on me. This is going to be way more complicated than I thought.

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

Both lol

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

Yeah that's what I was thinking before. But what if I stop having these flashbacks and then end up very dependant and childlike. This is ***. I should've just gone into a foster home instead of trying to be an adult lol I was just 16

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

At least that way I could've had a bit of a childhood

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

Hmm. Not really because I'll never be 4 years old again and be looked after by an adult. It's just *** really. But anyway I should stop talking about it because I'm tired so things are coming out that I'll regret in the morning lol

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

Lol no what I need is a proper childhood including the fun that children have. But yeah sorry Emma :)

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

Lol not sure if that's appropriate.. doing a job to satisfy my own emotional needs. Think I need to sort them out before I become a doctor :)

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

Ew no I won't. I'm never getting in a relationship lol

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

We should stop giving Emma an overly full inbox lol

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

Hahahah

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7 Emma D
25 Apr 2012 ·
the cancer has not spread its isolated thank god :)
Steve J
25 Apr 2012 ·

Good news then :D your gonna be oryt :)xxx

Ross L
25 Apr 2012 · CHIEFPANDA

Great news

Emma D
25 Apr 2012 ·

Yea thank god. I will live to fight another day :)

franzapanda S
25 Apr 2012 ·

Congratulations :D

eeyore
25 Apr 2012 ·

That's fantastic hon, sooooooo happy for you, I can uncross my fingers and toes now :) your good news has made my day xxxx

Serena G
25 Apr 2012 ·

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Emma D
25 Apr 2012 ·

Thank you all guess what I HAVE A FUTURE aaahhhh :)

eeyore
25 Apr 2012 ·

Well you gotta sick around at least 10 years to raise Wally :) big hugs hon xxx

Tankgirlbex B
25 Apr 2012 ·

fantastic news!

Ikra S
26 Apr 2012 ·

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