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6 Occamy S
04 Dec 2018 ·
I feel like I'm on a completely wrong path, but I actually feel kinda happy here. I just need to change a few things about myself and then I'll really be happy. even if it might kill me in the end.
Lydia D
04 Dec 2018 ·

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5 Occamy S
02 Dec 2018 ·
I'm so confused with everything at the moment. What do I want in life? I usually always have a clear goal that keeps me going, but lately everything seems blurred and I seem to be self-destructing.
Jimbob W
02 Dec 2018 ·

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Penelope P
02 Dec 2018 ·

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02 Dec 2018 ·

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03 Dec 2018 ·

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03 Dec 2018 ·

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4 Occamy S
25 Nov 2018 ·
I'm really scared that I might've embarrassed myself at that party on Friday. I hope my friend still likes me :/ we had plans to go to the movies today, but he hasn't contacted me.
Jeff M
25 Nov 2018 ·

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Lydia R
25 Nov 2018 ·

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Lisa B
25 Nov 2018 · NEW

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John T
25 Nov 2018 ·

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John T
25 Nov 2018 ·

Maybe he's forgetful. Don't blame yourself for things that can be interpreted differently. 'Might've' isn't conclusive. People usually don't pass judgement on others like they would more harshly on themselves.

Occamy S
25 Nov 2018 ·

Thanks John. I guess I'm overthinking again. You're absolutely right. I tend to judge myself for stuff that other people don't even notice. 🙈

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3 Occamy S
24 Nov 2018 ·
I wanna know when the pain stops.
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24 Nov 2018 ·

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John T
24 Nov 2018 ·

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John T
24 Nov 2018 ·

Usually it stops when you can find value in something freely available, easy to do, and therapeutic. Creativity!

John T
24 Nov 2018 ·

Exercise maybe too? Running costs nothing.

John T
24 Nov 2018 ·

Distraction? Reading/tv/meditation.

maria B
24 Nov 2018 ·

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24 Nov 2018 ·

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24 Nov 2018 ·

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24 Nov 2018 ·

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4 Occamy S
15 Nov 2018 ·
Just empty :/ hope tomorrow will be better.
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5 Occamy S
13 Nov 2018 ·
Don't like when ppl get overly pushy too fast. Like... give me some space pls jeez. Barely know the guy and he already calls me baby girl and texts me non stop starting at 8am. I rly don't like that.
Crystal D
13 Nov 2018 · NEW

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John T
14 Nov 2018 ·

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3 Occamy S
12 Nov 2018 ·
They won't give me treatment unless I stay sober for 8 weeks because they think I'm addicted... I don't think I can do that to be honest. I mean I don't think I'm addicted, but I don't wanna do that.
Robert H
12 Nov 2018 ·

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12 Nov 2018 ·

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12 Nov 2018 ·

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13 Nov 2018 · NEW

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7 Occamy S
11 Nov 2018 ·
I think I have a date next month... But not sure I I can call it that. Just asked him if we could hang out and make art when he comes back to my city and he said yes. I think that's good :)
maria B
11 Nov 2018 ·

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13 Nov 2018 · NEW

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2 Occamy S
09 Nov 2018 ·
Wanna go partying tonight to get my mind off him. Promised my best friend I'll leave the speed at home but I don't know if I can keep that promise and I feel bad about it. I guess I'm addicted already
John T
09 Nov 2018 ·

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John T
09 Nov 2018 ·

I've taken dmt, mushrooms, acid, ecstasy, weed, a million different legal highs, downers, lots of drink, I always tried to avoid speed though. Be careful with that stuff.

John T
09 Nov 2018 ·

I haven't taken anything in last 4 years that wasn't prescribed though and I feel better than ever. There is a path away from all of it.

Occamy S
09 Nov 2018 ·

A lot of people have told me to stay away from speed. I was so stupid to start anyways :/ I tried mushrooms and xtc as well but they always mess with my mind too much. :( Thanks for your concern. I'll really try to be careful but it's just really har

Occamy S
09 Nov 2018 ·

Speed is one of those drugs that gets addictive waaay to fast. I would never have thought that I'd fall into something like this. Next weekend I'm going to my grandma's though so at least that'll be a sober weekend :)

John T
09 Nov 2018 ·

I understand. Try not to use drugs as a medication, have your fun, but take time out before it gets too much. You are stronger than you think and life can change quickly.

Occamy S
11 Nov 2018 ·

Thanks John for understanding and for your advice. I'll do my best to just take it easy for a while. :)

Crystal D
13 Nov 2018 · NEW

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1 Occamy S
09 Nov 2018 ·
Never really understood what lovesick meant until now.
Maria K
09 Nov 2018 ·

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3 Occamy S
08 Nov 2018 ·
I hate being in love. I hate that one person has so much control over my mood. Him telling me how he's gonna spend the weekend with a girl he met on tinder just wrecked me. I hate this so much.
Jeff M
08 Nov 2018 ·

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08 Nov 2018 ·

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08 Nov 2018 ·

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5 Occamy S
05 Nov 2018 ·
Fell in love with someone I don't want to be in love with because we're just so different and I don't know how he feels about me and if it could ever work out. Also he lives a couple hours away.
Occamy S
05 Nov 2018 ·

School will be over in March and I don't know if I'm ever gonna see him after that and I really hope he'll want to hang out more afterwards...

Jeff M
05 Nov 2018 ·

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05 Nov 2018 ·

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John T
07 Nov 2018 ·

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4 Occamy S
04 Nov 2018 ·
It was all because of drugs. I was really stupid to think getting high would help me and have no effect on my psyche at all. I'm glad I'm finally sobering up and aware of what's been happening.
Kym S
04 Nov 2018 ·

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Kym S
04 Nov 2018 ·

Well done, it's not for everyone

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05 Nov 2018 · NEW

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05 Nov 2018 ·

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2 Occamy S
04 Nov 2018 ·
Cycling between being happy and extremely sad. I thought I was past this phase already but doubts and sadness are coming back again and again and I can't take it anymore.
Keeping Track A
04 Nov 2018 ·

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Janine S
04 Nov 2018 ·

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04 Nov 2018 ·

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0 Occamy S
03 Nov 2018 ·
I really really hate myself. Why am I like this?
Robert H
03 Nov 2018 ·

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Aurelia G
03 Nov 2018 ·

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Aurelia G
03 Nov 2018 ·

Oh dear. Stay in there. This will pass <3

Keeping Track A
04 Nov 2018 ·

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Occamy S
04 Nov 2018 ·

Thanks everyone <3

Keeping Track A
04 Nov 2018 ·

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Keeping Track A
04 Nov 2018 ·

Try to practice self compassion if you can. I have felt like that at times. Like Aurelia said, it will pass xxx

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7 Occamy S
16 Oct 2018 ·
Ahead of my schedule at work and been making music regularily at home. Feeling very productive.. and also talking more and more to my colleagues.
Occamy S
16 Oct 2018 ·

Oh and also last night a therapist finally got back to me and I'll be meeting him on Thursday! Things are finally looking up!

Lydia R
16 Oct 2018 ·

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Lydia R
16 Oct 2018 ·

Yay! That's great! I'm happy for you and hope you'll get along with him. :)

Robert H
16 Oct 2018 ·

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Robert H
16 Oct 2018 ·

That's good progress! I hope he'll be helpful and kind.

Jeff M
16 Oct 2018 ·

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Occamy S
16 Oct 2018 ·

Thanks everyone! I hope so too! He sounded very nice on the phone at least :)

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6 Occamy S
14 Oct 2018 ·
Feeling tired all the time but I still managed to finish my first song just now. I'm really proud of myself for once.
Lydia R
14 Oct 2018 ·

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John T
14 Oct 2018 ·

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John T
14 Oct 2018 ·

Well done🎵🎶🎼🍄

Keeping Track A
14 Oct 2018 ·

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John T
14 Oct 2018 ·

I had an idea to make five songs in 5/4 time called '5 4 you'. Maybe in 5 different styles. I don't know... I just thought of it while I was on the exercise bike.

Albertine M
14 Oct 2018 ·

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Occamy S
15 Oct 2018 ·

@John that sounds like a really fun project ^^

John T
15 Oct 2018 ·

It would be a tribute to the EP by Sóley - Theater Island which is in 5/4 and is one of my all time favourites.

Occamy S
16 Oct 2018 ·

I don't know it but I'll be sure to check it out ^^

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3 Occamy S
12 Oct 2018 ·
Feeling sick. Really have to stop drinking on weekdays. It's never worth it. The next day at work is always horrible.
Janine S
12 Oct 2018 ·

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12 Oct 2018 ·

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John T
12 Oct 2018 ·

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4 Occamy S
11 Oct 2018 ·
Feeling weak, bruising very easily lately, the veins in my eyes keep popping... Keep having to sit back down when I get up due to almost fainting... I know I'm doing this to myself but I can't stop.
Occamy S
11 Oct 2018 ·

At least I got an appointment at a hospital station specialized in eating disorders. Maybe they can help

Jeff M
11 Oct 2018 ·

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Jeff M
11 Oct 2018 ·

I hope they're able to help you! I'm glad you have an appointment. Take care of yourself, please!

Occamy S
11 Oct 2018 ·

Thanks Jeff! I'll do my best get get better. :)

John T
11 Oct 2018 ·

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Albertine M
11 Oct 2018 ·

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Albertine M
11 Oct 2018 ·

Good luck!

Occamy S
12 Oct 2018 ·

Thank you :)

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5 Occamy S
09 Oct 2018 ·
Wrote my dad an email last night about how I feel about our situation. I hope he'll really think about it. I know I shouldn't get my hopes up too high, but I can't help it.
Penelope P
09 Oct 2018 ·

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