Maybe he's forgetful. Don't blame yourself for things that can be interpreted differently. 'Might've' isn't conclusive. People usually don't pass judgement on others like they would more harshly on themselves.
Thanks John. I guess I'm overthinking again. You're absolutely right. I tend to judge myself for stuff that other people don't even notice. 🙈
Usually it stops when you can find value in something freely available, easy to do, and therapeutic. Creativity!
Exercise maybe too? Running costs nothing.
I've taken dmt, mushrooms, acid, ecstasy, weed, a million different legal highs, downers, lots of drink, I always tried to avoid speed though. Be careful with that stuff.
I haven't taken anything in last 4 years that wasn't prescribed though and I feel better than ever. There is a path away from all of it.
A lot of people have told me to stay away from speed. I was so stupid to start anyways :/ I tried mushrooms and xtc as well but they always mess with my mind too much. :( Thanks for your concern. I'll really try to be careful but it's just really har
Speed is one of those drugs that gets addictive waaay to fast. I would never have thought that I'd fall into something like this. Next weekend I'm going to my grandma's though so at least that'll be a sober weekend :)
I understand. Try not to use drugs as a medication, have your fun, but take time out before it gets too much. You are stronger than you think and life can change quickly.
Thanks John for understanding and for your advice. I'll do my best to just take it easy for a while. :)
School will be over in March and I don't know if I'm ever gonna see him after that and I really hope he'll want to hang out more afterwards...
Well done, it's not for everyone
Oh dear. Stay in there. This will pass <3
Thanks everyone <3
Try to practice self compassion if you can. I have felt like that at times. Like Aurelia said, it will pass xxx
Oh and also last night a therapist finally got back to me and I'll be meeting him on Thursday! Things are finally looking up!
Yay! That's great! I'm happy for you and hope you'll get along with him. :)
That's good progress! I hope he'll be helpful and kind.
Thanks everyone! I hope so too! He sounded very nice on the phone at least :)
I had an idea to make five songs in 5/4 time called '5 4 you'. Maybe in 5 different styles. I don't know... I just thought of it while I was on the exercise bike.
@John that sounds like a really fun project ^^
It would be a tribute to the EP by Sóley - Theater Island which is in 5/4 and is one of my all time favourites.
I don't know it but I'll be sure to check it out ^^
At least I got an appointment at a hospital station specialized in eating disorders. Maybe they can help
I hope they're able to help you! I'm glad you have an appointment. Take care of yourself, please!
Thanks Jeff! I'll do my best get get better. :)
Thank you :)