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6 Binky B
15h ·
So tired, was falling asleep on tram. Back home now and I need to bake a cake for housemate's birthday, very tempted to lay down but that's not a good idea. Work was ok, I was fast. Drink more water.
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Julia C
10h ·

How did the cake go Binky? Did you manage a rest too?

Jeff M
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Binky B
8h ·

The cake went pretty well, thank you Julia :-) I managed to rest while talking to housemates, if that counts, lol. Then played late night Pokemon go whilst cycling.Still feeling tired, blaming my poor diet atm...

Esther B
4h ·

Hopefully you will get some energy by baking. Wishing you a good day xx

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6 Binky B
1d ·
Feeling a lot better. Listening to Belle & Sebastian, why have I not given them much of a chance before? This music resonates with me. Quite different from the metal I listened to earlier ;)
Yondie Y
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Jeff M
1d ·

I love B&S. I have almost all their albums. Their new music is a bit too dancey for me, but their old albums are just the prettiest, sweetest indie pop! Stars of Track and Field is one of my favorite songs!

Rorschach T
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Rorschach T
1d ·

We are so similar Binky (you poor thing lol)

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Binky B
18h ·

Oh, I'm glad to hear it Jeff! My new music goal is to listen to their albums in succession. I quite like dance stuff, but I know what it's like when an old favourite band changes their style. Rorschach I'm taking that as a compliment ;)

Binky B
18h ·

Jeff I can imagine you running to that song, you're a star too. Haha :-) actually I don't know that song. Better give it is a listen!

Rorschach T
17h ·

Thanks Binky, I'm a huge music buff but chop and change what I want to listen a lot lol.

Alena S
14h ·

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Jeff M
10h ·

Ha! I think it's sweet pop (not the best running music), but it's so good! If you like their older stuff, I can recommend a lot of bands in the style. Used to listen to indie pop music a lot.

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3 Binky B
2d ·
F***ing pi**ed off for no reason. Did a workout and hated every second but similarly IDGAF. No patience. Angry yet impotent. Restless yet careless. Ravenous. Kinda scaring myself. On way to work.
Binky B
2d ·

Seriously need to scream or something, hit something, but what can I do? Need to feel something. Could it be my hormones playing up? Changing tram driver but new driver is not here. Need a punch bag. This is unusual for me.

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Binky B
2d ·

Hopefully I'll calm down soon but urge to hit something is strong. If anyone crosses my path, good luck to them. Strange mood in the air today. At least I'll be fast at work because I'm so f***ing angry. FU. Kinda like it in a way.

Yondie Y
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Binky B
2d ·

Ready to burn the world down

Mandy O
2d ·

I could feel every word of that Binky.. I've often had that mood/feeling suddenly creep up on me.. I hope you manage to get through it without it causing you too much stress or irritation

Rorschach T
2d ·

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Rorschach T
2d ·

What's going on Binky? Are you ok? (I'm guessing this is a dumb question)

Rorschach T
2d ·

(I REALLY relate to that feeling too 'Ready to burn the world down'

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Binky B
1d ·

Mandy and Rorschach, thank you both very much. I can tell you both really understand this feeling. Really I've no idea where it came from, like Mandy said it just crept up on me out of nowhere. Feeling calmer now... The worst of it is over.

Jeff M
1d ·

I get that way sometimes too. Just feel like I'm blowing up! I don't know why (probably not hormones for me)... Hope all was ok!

Binky B
1d ·

Maybe I should take up martial arts.

Binky B
1d ·

Yeah it was a bit scary, Jeff. Glad I'm not alone. Big hug :-)

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Hi Binky B. Hope you're ok. Thinking of you. Xx

Mandy O
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Glad it's blown over Binky bear! Xx

Rorschach T
1d ·

Glad you're ok now Binky. I took up Brazilian Jiu Jitsu years ago and it helps quite a lot with my aggression. (Re: martial arts)

Julia C
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Manda P
1d ·

I get that way too, Binky & often take it out on my BF. That's not fair to him. Maybe yelling into or punching a pillow?

Claire M
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Binky B
18h ·

Thanks Elaine and Manda. We do tend to take it out on those closest to us. I was kind of glad I was alone because I don't know how I would have come across to others

Binky B
18h ·

Rorschach, I can imagine you get a lot of relief from BJJ. Kind of like a therapy, of sorts!

Rorschach T
17h ·

Yea Binky, you can't think about your problems when someone is trying to choke you lol. It's good exercise and feel pretty confident in defending yourself. (I used to get panic attacks just going to a night club)

Rorschach T
17h ·

(I feel confident because people constantly visit the club, they always say 'that BJJ stuff won't work on me' before getting choked or submitted anyway ha)

Rorschach T
17h ·

(Sorry to hijack your post, mybad)

Binky B
15h ·

No worries, just glad to hear how it helps you :-)

Rorschach T
14h ·

:)

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4 Binky B
2d ·
Slept in til midday, feeling very tired and I have no idea why. Can't really afford to be tired at work because there is so much to do.
Rorschach T
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Rorschach T
2d ·

I can answer that actually. Too much sleep can make you tired although, it's probably because you woke up in the middle of a sleep cycle (1.5 hours on average)

Binky B
2d ·

I was tired last night as well, and at work the evening before.

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5 Binky B
2d ·
Today has gone by so fast, did I time travel? Cleaning, cooking, last ever coffee training, paying off some of holiday bill, checking Myki (sorted now), car viewing for friend. Sleepy, spaced out now.
Binky B
2d ·

Amazed I did everything on my to-do list, except go to the gym. Very tempted to put it off until tomorrow. I dunno. Feeling a bit strange, perhaps best to rest but feel anxious at the thought of not going. Weird.

Yondie Y
2d ·

Yes,time did go fast depending what state you live in.it because its going to be Summer.

Binky B
2d ·

Coffee trainer was really nice today and complimented my head band, said I should try and get a job in a nice cafe, not a crappy one. Said I should find one in England which has Melburnians working there (they know their coffee hehe). So I appreciate

Yondie Y
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Binky B
2d ·

his sentiment. Feeling a bit tearful now, could do with a hug from a good friend. Guess it was a long day. Maybe I'll watch a film...

Julia C
2d ·

Big hugs my lovely x

Yondie Y
2d ·

What film are you going to watch binky.

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Binky B
2d ·

I watched Dead Poets Society :-) it was pretty good. It's coming into winter in Australia.

Binky B
2d ·

Thank you, Julia

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6 Binky B
3d ·
Dreamt of my alarm going off, then it did. Rolled out of bed easily, automatically, what a miracle it is. Had Portuguese tart and another fresh cream eclair for breakfast, just because I can. #dayoff
Binky B
3d ·

Oh and tea, two of cups of tea.

Josie B
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Rorschach T
3d ·

Breakfast of champions lol

Doodles B
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Doodles B
3d ·

That sounds lush

Julia C
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Cindy M
3d ·

Ooooooh - eclair AND Portuguese tart. Respect.

Binky B
2d ·

This is awesome, I love that you pandas are such foodies! I'm in good company. Xx

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6 Binky B
3d ·
Today I ate so much fat and sugar. 150g cheese, fresh cream eclair, cheese twist, two croissants, sweets, and another small cake thing. And bread. And sushi. Good thing it's leg day at gym tomorrow.
Binky B
3d ·

Totally binged when I got home just now.

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Lol, this was me yesterday...

Inu G
3d ·

Yummy!!!!

Cindy M
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Cindy M
3d ·

That does sound lovely....

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Ali H
3d ·

We are aloud to binge now and again

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6 Binky B
3d ·
Long ass day. K left early. #Work so quiet, but I was so slow (not just me) we didn't even finish on time. LOL. But I didn't really care. Till didn't balance, oops. Just happy to go home. #tired
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6 Binky B
4d ·
Day going ok, deli very quiet. Guy came up just to say I look beautiful. Very nice thing but I got a weird vibe and felt uncomfortable. Just finished lunch, feeling so tired I'm laughing randomly.
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Rorschach T
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Sounds creepy

Binky B
3d ·

Lol. Yeah there's a fine line between creepy and flattering. Most of the time it's creepy lol.

Binky B
3d ·

I tend to attract weirdos xDw

Rorschach T
3d ·

So true. Funny thing though, even flattery is false.

Rorschach T
3d ·

Sorry that you attract that type of person. I've found that polite and nice natured people tend to attract them (less likely to tell them to get lost)

Binky B
3d ·

Yeah that's me all over, way to accomodating!

Binky B
3d ·

I wasn't sure if he was trying you pick me up, or just trying to get out of his comfort zone by talking to girls but I was slightly annoyed and said I'm getting back to work after a minute.

Binky B
3d ·

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Rorschach T
3d ·

I find the way they do that quite opportunistic and predatory. They see it weakness and try to take advantage. I'm glad you are smart enough to shut them down

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5 Binky B
4d ·
Woke up. Had less sleep today and got another 12h shift, but reminding myself I have a day off tomorrow, thank God. This week has absolutely flown by. Looking forward to resting tomorrow. Ahh...
Yondie Y
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Yondie Y
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Thank goods

Ali H
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Ali H
4d ·

Have a long lie in bed

Noel L
4d ·

Have a good rest Binky.

Binky B
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Thank you dear Yondie, Ali & Noel. Take care :-)

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Your welcome

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