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5 Nicola M
21 Feb 2012 ·
Steve j's birthday today! Steve j's birthday today! Steve j's birthday today! Steve j's birthday today!
Steve J
21 Feb 2012 ·

Flamin eck dont make so much a fuss about it lol cheers fo :Dx

Yellow F
21 Feb 2012 ·

HAHAHA Happy Birthday Steve!!

Valerie B
21 Feb 2012 ·

Happy birthday :-)

Tankgirlbex B
21 Feb 2012 ·

happy birthday xx

Steve J
21 Feb 2012 ·

Thanks :) its very very kind of you all :D x

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5 Nicola M
21 Feb 2012 ·
Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you! happy birthday dear Steve J , happy birthday to you? Wishing Steve J a wonderful day!
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1 Nicola M
20 Feb 2012 ·
is back after 5weeks in mental unit! was dumped by the love of my life whilst I was in there! first week home and feel so unhappy! missed Tracy and pops! x
Jake G
20 Feb 2012 · CHIEFPANDA

Welcome back! :)

Steve J
20 Feb 2012 ·

Wow!!youve been released!that must be a good thing right :D

Yellow F
20 Feb 2012 ·

Awww Nicole, how has it been?

Jay J
20 Feb 2012 ·

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Rachel
21 Feb 2012 ·

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Rux H
21 Feb 2012 ·

Yes, welcome back! Sorry to hear about the rest.

Rux H
21 Feb 2012 ·

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Nicola M
21 Feb 2012 ·

Ahhhh thanks guys! Feeling pretty good today! U lot get me through!

Yellow F
21 Feb 2012 ·

that's great!!! glad we can be here to help Nicola :)

ann marie S
21 Feb 2012 ·

hi nic welcome back hun how r u

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0 Nicola M
16 Jan 2012 ·
so they have finally stuck me in a mental home! mental people walking into your room looking through your stuff wen ur sleeping! :(
Nicola M
16 Jan 2012 ·

I'm not like these noisy people with no grip on reality! It's so scary! Steve, mark, TW , anyone please help me! :'( x100000

Rux H
16 Jan 2012 ·

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Rux H
16 Jan 2012 ·

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Rux H
16 Jan 2012 ·

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Rux H
16 Jan 2012 ·

Yes, I meant all 3.

Rux H
16 Jan 2012 ·

Hang in there Nicola... Life may take a long time but it'll get better eventually.

Nicola M
16 Jan 2012 ·

Thank you rux! Wish ur hugs were real!xx

Mark D
16 Jan 2012 ·

Aww babe, hang on in there. I know its hard but we are gere for you. You have my number..... Anytime day or nite xxxxxxxxx

Rux H
16 Jan 2012 ·

You're more than welcome. Find one of the REALLY crazy people and call them Rux then ask for hugs! Hang in there.

christelle c
16 Jan 2012 ·

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Yellow F
16 Jan 2012 ·

they are all there to help and make you feel better, hang in there. It sounds like you have the support you need at the moment, we're all here for you as well xx

ann marie S
16 Jan 2012 ·

so sorry to hear that babe hang in there xxxxxxxxxxxxx

ann marie S
16 Jan 2012 ·

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ann marie S
16 Jan 2012 ·

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ann marie S
16 Jan 2012 ·

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Em T D
16 Jan 2012 ·

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Steve J
16 Jan 2012 ·

Wtf!!thats gona be an interesting little holiday! You might get lucky and meet brad pitt from 12monkeys film :D that was his best ever acting lol princess your just gonna have to hang in there and

Steve J
16 Jan 2012 ·

Do what the docs tell you etc like im sure theyl be properly concerned with helping you as apose to all those movies we watch an the docs n staff are always drugging you up n just leaving you lying around sedated etc n

Steve J
16 Jan 2012 ·

Theres a night Porter guy that always abuses all the girl patients etc etc im totally convinced that none of that happens nowadays :) xxx

Steve J
16 Jan 2012 ·

Nic dont stop coming on here i/we want atleast one daily update so we can still chat n stuff xxx and dont worry you wont be forgotten about :) if they try to lock you away send us the details and wel totally setup a little Ateam squad and break you out :D

Steve J
16 Jan 2012 ·

I can do that tom cruise bit and come down the airvents suspended on a rope to the mission impossible music in headphones :) xxx meantime i suggest really relaxing and trying to heal :) xxx

TWPouchou
17 Jan 2012 ·

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TWPouchou
17 Jan 2012 ·

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TWPouchou
18 Jan 2012 ·

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TWPouchou
21 Jan 2012 ·

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Conor M
25 Jan 2012 ·

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Valerie B
30 Jan 2012 ·

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0 Nicola M
15 Jan 2012 ·
I'm I'll! this isn't me! Iv just broke and shown my crisis team my hidden noose and drugs! I no its a step to getting better but I feel awful and angry! :'(
Pil D
15 Jan 2012 ·

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Em T D
15 Jan 2012 ·

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ann marie S
15 Jan 2012 ·

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Nicole S
15 Jan 2012 ·

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Mark D
15 Jan 2012 ·

A step in the right Direction Nic, im so proud of you please dont be angry with yourself. It shows there is a part of you that is ready to accept help X-D xxx

Steve J
15 Jan 2012 ·

The ole hidden noose!!always a winner when you bring a new date home after the movies for coffee and they find it under the sofa :D

Steve J
15 Jan 2012 ·

Im kidding :) welldone nic im proud of you :D you gotta let it all out i reckon before you can start to repair properly :) x

Steve J
15 Jan 2012 ·

Your a beautiful amazing woman i know these things already an weve only been friends a couple weeks :) you know maybe we fall over in life so we can become great at picking ourselves back up so we can go forth and become brilliant in the future xxx

Steve J
15 Jan 2012 ·

N your gonna have a brilliant future princess :) trust tracy :p x

Mark D
15 Jan 2012 ·

Well said Trace ;-)

Steve J
15 Jan 2012 ·

Cheers pops :D lol

ann marie S
15 Jan 2012 ·

big hugs to u sweetie xxxxx

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1 Nicola M
15 Jan 2012 ·
confused and I'll never under stand!
Steve J
15 Jan 2012 ·

Hey nic :) x jee i totally say too much on here i think sometimes lol i just lost my inbox if you had spoke to me in one btw

Nat M
15 Jan 2012 ·

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Nicola M
15 Jan 2012 ·

Tut and there me thinking you hate me!. How are you! Done any good?x

TWPouchou
15 Jan 2012 ·

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ann marie S
15 Jan 2012 ·

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TWPouchou
17 Jan 2012 ·

Erf :S... can take this like a new adventure it could be great! Just relax and t

TWPouchou
17 Jan 2012 ·

and take time for yourself ;) ... Hold on honney!!! Hold on!!!

TWPouchou
17 Jan 2012 ·

I always be here for you.. like other Pandas!!!! XXXX

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1 Nicola M
14 Jan 2012 ·
is missin TW, Steve J and mark D!x
Mark D
14 Jan 2012 ·

Im here

Steve J
14 Jan 2012 ·

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Nicola M
14 Jan 2012 ·

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Nicola M
14 Jan 2012 ·

Where's TW?

Steve J
14 Jan 2012 ·

Not sure perhaps she is tired n just sleeping all day or something :)

ann marie S
14 Jan 2012 ·

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Steve J
14 Jan 2012 ·

Nicola nicola sweet sweet nicola :p have you ever used a taser ive always wanted to be tasered to see how much i can resist it :p haha (u have to read that imagining i was singing it to you in an opera stylee)lol it was very vic reeves lol

ann marie S
14 Jan 2012 ·

hi nic how u feeling today?

Nicola M
14 Jan 2012 ·

Steve ur Tracy! Unless u have serious mental health issues then the is no way u be able to resist' lol! Steve my job was meant to be our secret! Lol! I'm now imaging u look like vic reeves!x what u been up to today?x

Nicola M
14 Jan 2012 ·

Am I'm ok thank you. Very nervous about tonight as tonight Iv got to have a meting with my social work, nurse and counsellor . They said I have to tell my parents everything about how I feel! If I don't then they take me...

Nicola M
14 Jan 2012 ·

To hospital! If I do tell them tho then they said the doctor might make me go Hosp on Monday anyway! No nice . I'm too ashamed of myself! X

Steve J
14 Jan 2012 ·

Ah sorry i just cant resist the thought of you as a female superhero protecting the city haa :D i dont look like vic reeves lol im too young looking for my age :)

ann marie S
14 Jan 2012 ·

oh nic i am so sorry chin up though if u wanna chat am here xxxxxxx

Nicola M
14 Jan 2012 ·

Oh Steve, your not Tracy! Well only at the weekends maybe! It was meant to say... Steve ur crazy!xxx

Steve J
14 Jan 2012 ·

I have spend the afternoon very lazily and relaxingly alone shaving and then lying in the bath following the football scores to see how my yahoo fantasy football team is doing :p im still in the bath actually hahaaa :p and u?

ann marie S
14 Jan 2012 ·

*Hugs*

ann marie S
14 Jan 2012 ·

lol steve

Steve J
14 Jan 2012 ·

Theyre thinking about putting you in the hospital to stay a while!? You do t have to be ashamed :) although i know its hard not to think like that x you gotta write down everything youve ever felt if you cant say it and then give it to the doc xxx

Steve J
14 Jan 2012 ·

I knew u meant crazy lol lol x

ann marie S
14 Jan 2012 ·

steve u r good at giving advice and nic m we r all behind u u shouldnt feel ashamed

Steve J
14 Jan 2012 ·

Thanks anne marie lol ive just over excited you abit with that bath chat aint :p

Nicola M
14 Jan 2012 ·

Ahh thnk you Ann! Your so kind! What you done today Ann? Steve, that is one long bath by sounds of it! I can't have my phone in the bath coz I'm wayyy to clumsy! I haven't even checked my fantasy football! We do a fiends and family....

ann marie S
14 Jan 2012 ·

lol steve ur crazy but sound like a very nice bloke

ann marie S
14 Jan 2012 ·

yr welcome nic ive done buggar all cause i cant go out, what have u been doing did u get my email addy

Nicola M
14 Jan 2012 ·

One! There's just over 40 of us so 1st prize can be up to 500 quid sometimes! I got the mounted wooden spoon again last year! Anyone up for a big hug?!

Steve J
14 Jan 2012 ·

BIGHUGGGGGG :p

Steve J
14 Jan 2012 ·

Yea im in a wee league with some friends and assosiates of my brother lol its my first ever one. Its great fun. Did you get a wooden spoon cause girls belong in the kitchen !!hehee :p yea i once decided to have a bath one morning when i

Steve J
14 Jan 2012 ·

Came home drunk and i was chatting to someone and i fell asleep and drowned my phone lol im fine fo cause im amphibious :p

Mark D
14 Jan 2012 ·

Hugs to Nicola M, and any one else wot wants em, even u Tracy ;-)

Steve J
14 Jan 2012 ·

My thankyou kind sir il have to flash you my suspenders sometime :p

ann marie S
14 Jan 2012 ·

lol steve ur sooooooo funny

ann marie S
14 Jan 2012 ·

*Hugs*

Nicola M
14 Jan 2012 ·

Thanks! Ha ha to mark! Bet Tracy loves it! Isn't it sweet we have a nick name so early on in our panda relationships!x now what can we call Mr D and the lovely Ann ? ;)

Nicola M
14 Jan 2012 ·

I smashed my iPhone4s on the very first day of getting! But that makes a change coz they normally end up down the toilet, even wen I'm soba! Falls out my work trousers pocket! And i still haven't learnt my lesson!

Nicola M
14 Jan 2012 ·

Ann I hope you don't mind me asking, but do you have help, like psychologist/ counsilor?x

ann marie S
14 Jan 2012 ·

i have a mental health nurse nic but they tried to push me onto reablement i said no so they r getting bk to me mon

Mark D
14 Jan 2012 ·

Call me Daddy lol, makes me feel all nuturing like and Steve, if you want any womens clothes I know a couple of guys who could hook u up ;-)

TWPouchou
15 Jan 2012 ·

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Nicola M
15 Jan 2012 ·

Ann what is reablement? Iv not heard of that on! Sounds like ur nurse isn't doing enough for you!x

Nicola M
15 Jan 2012 ·

Ha ha! Can I call u pops insteads then coz that's Moore homely! X

ann marie S
15 Jan 2012 ·

reablement is where they put u in classes like cooking etc nic i agree they arnt doing enough for me

Mark D
15 Jan 2012 ·

I can luve with pops lol ;-)

Nicola M
15 Jan 2012 ·

Errr to classes wen u can't step outside the front door! Pffft! Nhs and that allll over! Idiots! You need someone to come to ur house at first surely! That's what my lil sis had wen she was young! Ann what ur email address again!

Nicola M
15 Jan 2012 ·

and how do they expect you to go

Nicola M
15 Jan 2012 ·

Err don't no how that sentence dropped out that post! Sorry! On and Ann, sorry to hear about mummy and hub! Not what you need right now is it!x

Nicola M
15 Jan 2012 ·

Ohhhhh and that's pops! X lol! Wonder where Tracy is!x

Nicola M
15 Jan 2012 ·

Thanks*

Mark D
15 Jan 2012 ·

And wot about u Nicimoo? Lol

ann marie S
15 Jan 2012 ·

my email addy is runfatboyrun@supanet.com, thanks nic i am sick of them fighting all the time u see i live with parents so i am unsure if i want sum 1 to come out to my house

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1 Nicola M
14 Jan 2012 ·
is missin
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14 Jan 2012 ·

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1 Nicola M
13 Jan 2012 ·
so my councillor called my crisis team as I am not opening up to them with my true feelings about living! Now they are going to visit me twice a day instead of once! son sob!
Nicola M
13 Jan 2012 ·

Feel a waste of peeps time and so ashamed!xxx

Nicola M
13 Jan 2012 ·

Sob sob**

Don D
13 Jan 2012 ·

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Don D
13 Jan 2012 ·

Itll be okay

Steve J
13 Jan 2012 ·

Hey gorgeous :) your a great gal just give it your best shot an youl be back on your feet eventually an we can laugh about this stuff in the future :D now lets watch graham norton :) x

ann marie S
13 Jan 2012 ·

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ann marie S
13 Jan 2012 ·

hi nic m did u get my email addy?

TWPouchou
13 Jan 2012 ·

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TWPouchou
13 Jan 2012 ·

I must agree... These people are there to help you, but they can't if you don't let them approach you, if you don't give them a chance to try... and the better way is to be honest with them...

ann marie S
13 Jan 2012 ·

i wanna help nic m sum 1 to chat too

TWPouchou
13 Jan 2012 ·

I know it's really not easy to do... It's stressful... but it's for the best...

TWPouchou
13 Jan 2012 ·

They are not there to judge you just to help ;) ... Like us ;) XXX

Elizabeth C
13 Jan 2012 ·

I have a councilor and I'm 13 and struggle with the option of living but trust me if you tell them then they WILL help you . So open up coz if u do things will get better :)

Britt C
13 Jan 2012 ·

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13 Jan 2012 ·

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0 Nicola M
13 Jan 2012 ·
wish I could sleep and stop planning my death!!! :'(
KimyK
13 Jan 2012 ·

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Alesha H
13 Jan 2012 ·

Nicola I know life's hard cause the world just gets worse everyday and I can't sleep either but u know u have to keep floating even though u realy want to sink

John N
13 Jan 2012 ·

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kat m
13 Jan 2012 ·

stay strong because u are even if u don't realize it just yet..

Patrick B
13 Jan 2012 ·

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Shakti R
13 Jan 2012 ·

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Shakti R
13 Jan 2012 ·

Just hang on there ... Let the feeling pass

Rux H
13 Jan 2012 ·

Hang in there Nicola. Tomorrow a new day.

Rux H
13 Jan 2012 ·

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Chelsea A
13 Jan 2012 ·

Hang in there! I know life sucks and we think we know how it is, but I don't know but I'll support you every step of the way! ^_^ cause we all deserve a fighting chance!

Chelsea A
13 Jan 2012 ·

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Heather
13 Jan 2012 ·

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Elisha K
13 Jan 2012 ·

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Elisha K
13 Jan 2012 ·

Times are tough especially when it comes to this point. Look how many people care about you that don't even know you, think about how much the people who actually do know you must care

Elisha K
13 Jan 2012 ·

You are loved. It's hard to believe that it's enough but life is worth fighting for. Hope you feel better and got some sleep *hugs*

TWPouchou
13 Jan 2012 ·

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TWPouchou
13 Jan 2012 ·

When I want to die, when I'm ***al, there is one thing taht really help me... I just stop to consider death as an option of my problems...

TWPouchou
13 Jan 2012 ·

I erase this thought of my mind and I do something else, I try to be concentrate on something else, anything...

TWPouchou
13 Jan 2012 ·

It's not easy, but it help... Maybe that could help you too ;)

TWPouchou
13 Jan 2012 ·

Hold on Nicola!!! Don't forget we are here ;) XXX

Steve J
13 Jan 2012 ·

If you dare do anything silly again im gonna come down there n smack your ass girly :D x

Alesha H
13 Jan 2012 ·

Yah Nicola don't u dare give up

ann marie S
13 Jan 2012 ·

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ann marie S
13 Jan 2012 ·

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Mark D
13 Jan 2012 ·

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Mark D
13 Jan 2012 ·

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Mark D
13 Jan 2012 ·

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