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6 Holly S
24 Jun 2017 ·
Tired but content. Loving that I'm in love again
Esther B
25 Jun 2017 ·

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Esther B
25 Jun 2017 ·

Good for you!! ☺

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24 Jun 2017 ·

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24 Jun 2017 ·

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Manda P
24 Jun 2017 ·

Glad to see you happy, Holly! 💚

Tasha S
24 Jun 2017 ·

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Cindy M
25 Jun 2017 ·

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Cindy M
25 Jun 2017 ·

Yay!

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6 Holly S
19 Jun 2017 ·
Working like a madwoman. Covering someone on my day off. Not really minding though, more time behind the bar with the guy I'm seeing
Anna 2
19 Jun 2017 ·

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8 Holly S
16 Jun 2017 ·
Sister over :) things feel good
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16 Jun 2017 ·

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6 Holly S
15 Jun 2017 ·
Might have booty called my manager and not regretting it. Back to work at 2am
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15 Jun 2017 ·

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4 Holly S
15 Jun 2017 ·
So sleeping with my boss now. Doesn't feel like a mistake though, not sure how I feel aside from tired
Claire M
15 Jun 2017 ·

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Christina S
15 Jun 2017 ·

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Esther B
15 Jun 2017 ·

Xxx

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15 Jun 2017 ·

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Manda P
16 Jun 2017 ·

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Manda P
16 Jun 2017 ·

Hope things work out for you, Holly. xx

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16 Jun 2017 ·

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4 Holly S
11 Jun 2017 ·
I kissed my boss a week before I'm supposed to move in with him what am I doing
Marie S
11 Jun 2017 ·

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Amber H
11 Jun 2017 ·

Maybe your heart isn t in it?

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11 Jun 2017 ·

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5 Holly S
10 Jun 2017 ·
Back to London today, back to work this afternoon. It was nice whilst it lasted
Shelley H
10 Jun 2017 ·

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10 Jun 2017 ·

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10 Jun 2017 ·

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10 Jun 2017 ·

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10 Jun 2017 ·

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10 Jun 2017 ·

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Anna .
10 Jun 2017 ·

I missed you here, Holly 💜

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10 Jun 2017 ·

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7 Holly S
10 Jun 2017 ·
I feel genuinely good. I am home for the night and took my parents for dinner
Jess H
10 Jun 2017 ·

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10 Jun 2017 ·

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Cindy M
10 Jun 2017 ·

Great to see this post - must be good to be home, where they can look after you (and you them it seems). Hope things continue in the green x

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10 Jun 2017 ·

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10 Jun 2017 ·

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Manda P
10 Jun 2017 ·

Love to see green. Hope there is more of it! xx

Richard E
10 Jun 2017 ·

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Esther B
10 Jun 2017 ·

That's nice of you. Hope you enjoyed your evening xx

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10 Jun 2017 ·

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1 Holly S
08 Jun 2017 ·
Slept with a random last night. Hungover. ***al
Jeff M
08 Jun 2017 ·

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08 Jun 2017 ·

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David W
08 Jun 2017 ·

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David W
08 Jun 2017 ·

Don't ever kick yourself over what you do. As long as it's your choice.

paul M
08 Jun 2017 ·

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08 Jun 2017 ·

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08 Jun 2017 ·

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Esther B
08 Jun 2017 ·

I'm sorry you feel that miserable. Don't beat yourself up too much. I think you're going through a rough period. Lots of love

Holly S
08 Jun 2017 ·

Thank you david and Esther xx I'm not upset at myself for doing it but it's the way I handled myself after when I ran to Katy that has got me ***ed up

Silke V
08 Jun 2017 ·

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Esther B
08 Jun 2017 ·

Oh. I'm sorry :(

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08 Jun 2017 ·

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09 Jun 2017 ·

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09 Jun 2017 ·

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Manda P
09 Jun 2017 ·

So sorry you're going through this, Holly. It must be so hard but you can survive it. You're strong! <3

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2 Holly S
04 Jun 2017 ·
She's agreed to talk to me tomorrow. I'm missing her and scared I'm going to have to miss her forever.
Reba H
04 Jun 2017 ·

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04 Jun 2017 ·

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04 Jun 2017 ·

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Alice T
04 Jun 2017 ·

I'm having to go through the same thing right now, Holly. It's ***ing awful

Alice T
04 Jun 2017 ·

But us pandas are here for you just as you've been here for us in the past xxx

Alice T
04 Jun 2017 ·

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Esther B
04 Jun 2017 ·

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Esther B
04 Jun 2017 ·

Take care. Thoughts are with you

Christina S
04 Jun 2017 ·

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3 Holly S
03 Jun 2017 ·
Haven't eaten in four days since the breakup. Losing a lot of weight and need to get it under control
Stephen C
03 Jun 2017 ·

You need to eat.....! I know you must be in emotional turmoil. The problem is because there's nothing coming in and so nothing coming out and this can start a-lot of problems! Please Please PLEASE eat something however small & take special care Hugs

Manda P
03 Jun 2017 ·

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Cindy M
03 Jun 2017 ·

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Cindy M
03 Jun 2017 ·

As Stephen says, hope you can eat a little bit. Big hugs, Holly - it's such a difficult time xx

Manda P
03 Jun 2017 ·

Holly! You're back! I'm so sorry to hear of your breakup. I know that must be tearing you apart, but you must eat. Even just a little tiny something to start out with. I'll be thinking of you. <3 xx

Silke V
03 Jun 2017 ·

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03 Jun 2017 ·

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Holly S
04 Jun 2017 ·

Thanks pandas, I'm trying to and managed to eat a bit today xx

Reba H
04 Jun 2017 ·

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Manda P
04 Jun 2017 ·

Well done, Holly. I'm proud of you. <3

Christina S
04 Jun 2017 ·

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3 Holly S
31 May 2017 ·
Summers back and I feel catastrophic highs and lows. I think I need moodpanda again..
Curtis M
31 May 2017 ·

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Curtis M
31 May 2017 ·

You are not alone, you were never alone, and you will never be alone. Someone out there knows how you feel. Keep posting x

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31 May 2017 ·

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31 May 2017 ·

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31 May 2017 ·

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Esther B
31 May 2017 ·

Love your profilepicture. Was wondering how you are doing. Nice to see you around

Richard E
31 May 2017 ·

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Cindy M
01 Jun 2017 ·

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Cindy M
01 Jun 2017 ·

We'll always be here when you need us. Esther's right - great photo!

Reba H
01 Jun 2017 ·

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Holly S
03 Jun 2017 ·

Thank you guys! It's me and my sister. I missed you all

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04 Jun 2017 ·

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1 Holly S
26 May 2016 ·
it's unfair that I only update when things go wrong. I'm sorry. Want to die though
Tasha S
26 May 2016 ·

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Tasha S
26 May 2016 ·

Big hugs Holly <3 xx

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26 May 2016 ·

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26 May 2016 ·

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26 May 2016 ·

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Shelley H
26 May 2016 ·

Big hugs my friend XXXX

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26 May 2016 ·

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26 May 2016 ·

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Alice T
26 May 2016 ·

<3 xxx

Christina S
26 May 2016 ·

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Claire M
26 May 2016 ·

If you learned to upload every day, maybe seeing your good days would help you on your bad days? Big hugs x

Anna .
26 May 2016 ·

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26 May 2016 ·

<3

Esther B
26 May 2016 ·

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Esther B
26 May 2016 ·

Stay strong you can ret through his xx

Esther B
26 May 2016 ·

Get through this** big huga

Richard E
26 May 2016 ·

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Richard E
26 May 2016 ·

Be safe

Susanne M
26 May 2016 ·

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Susanne M
26 May 2016 ·

Please stay safe <3

Abby M
05 Jul 2016 ·

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07 Jul 2016 ·

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12 Jul 2016 ·

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18 Jul 2016 ·

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Manda P
28 Jan 2017 ·

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Manda P
28 Jan 2017 ·

Thinking of you, Holly. Miss you around MP. =(

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04 Jun 2017 ·

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3 Holly S
16 May 2016 ·
I was fired from one job so b/p'ing to numb it out.
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Esther B
16 May 2016 ·

I'm sorry x

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16 May 2016 ·

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04 Jun 2017 ·

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8 Holly S
12 May 2016 ·
Had a really nice night with Katy, ordered pizza and had some high quality time together without stresses. Left early this morning for work. Still cant sleep for panic, somehow calmer now though
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12 May 2016 ·

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Manda P
12 May 2016 ·

Glad you got to spend good time with Katy. She is good medicine for you. xx

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1 Holly S
11 May 2016 ·
Nervous over uni halls, irrational anger, and constant b/p'ing. Hitting low after low. Went to london and BP'ed on the train. Out of anxiety medication, cant sleep. waking up to panic attacks
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12 May 2016 ·

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8 Holly S
11 May 2016 ·
Booked flights to Estonia to see Trii !!! I'm so excited for the rest of this year, it's crazy how much I have to look forward to.
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11 May 2016 ·

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11 May 2016 ·

Yay :)

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11 May 2016 ·

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11 May 2016 ·

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11 May 2016 ·

I love Estonia!! :)

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4 Holly S
09 May 2016 ·
2 b/p today. An hour gym session. Bakery shift went really well and I got the job. Feeling good just exhausted after the intensity of the last few days
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09 May 2016 ·

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09 May 2016 · NEW

And u only give yourself a 4??? Are u appreciating the good times?

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10 May 2016 ·

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Susanne M
10 May 2016 ·

Congrats for getting the job, well done =) Sorry to hear, you're so exhausted, hopefully you'll be feeling better soon. Best wishes your way <3

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10 May 2016 ·

Well done on getting the job! xxx

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10 May 2016 ·

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Esther B
10 May 2016 ·

Yay for getting the job. Hope you have a good night's rest.

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11 May 2016 ·

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11 May 2016 ·

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11 May 2016 ·

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6 Holly S
09 May 2016 ·
Somewhere along the way my sister and I joined the gym and I'm actually feeling really good about it. b/ped for the first time in days last night and planning another after my trial shift at a bakery.
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09 May 2016 · NEW

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6 Holly S
05 May 2016 ·
Been applying for jobs in cafes around town. b/p'ing. feeling surpisingly good, finished Uni yesterday
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05 May 2016 ·

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Jeff M
05 May 2016 ·

Congratulations at finishing university! *Hugs*

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05 May 2016 ·

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05 May 2016 ·

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05 May 2016 ·

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Esther B
05 May 2016 ·

Did u get your degree? Way to go!! Good luck finding a job xx

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05 May 2016 ·

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Holly S
09 May 2016 ·

No degree unfortunately, I'm just not going back to that uni. I'm starting over in london later in the year

Holly S
09 May 2016 ·

thank you all <3

Ren J
09 May 2016 ·

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Esther B
10 May 2016 ·

Ah I'm sorry. Hope my comment doesnt make you feel bad. WIsh you all the best in London - hope that's a better uni for you

Tabby C
11 May 2016 ·

Hope you do better with the b/p'ing

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