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3 Livvy B
27 May 2013 ·
things in my life are going great, I just feel so UGLY. :(
Marsha L
27 May 2013 ·

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Genevieve W
27 May 2013 ·

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8 Livvy B
27 May 2013 ·
got a call back from an interview, got a gorgeous fella, beautiful baby rabbit - just feel so fat!
Cindy W
27 May 2013 ·

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Ikra S
27 May 2013 ·

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0 Livvy B
13 May 2012 ·
my boyfriends fallen out with me because I replied to a tweet my ex sent me asking if I'd played some video game. :s I'm so confused its a total overreaction!! :(
Josie H
13 May 2012 ·

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Josie H
13 May 2012 ·

Good luck

Panda M
13 May 2012 ·

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4 Livvy B
13 May 2012 ·
exhausted body. wiiiide awake mind.
Shakti R
13 May 2012 ·

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SteveO
13 May 2012 ·

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5 Livvy B
12 May 2012 ·
no sleep for me thanks to my diet pills. :( took my last one at 3pm its still having effect!
Steve J
12 May 2012 ·

Whats a diet pill!how does it work?

Linnea H
12 May 2012 ·

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Linnea H
12 May 2012 ·

Why do you use it?:(

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5 Livvy B
10 May 2012 ·
losing weight, as long as I concentrate on the present moment I feel okay
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0 Livvy B
08 May 2012 ·
at the surgery, my doctors meant to see me now but they've just seen someone else now I'm doubting myself whether I had an appointment or all
Serena G
08 May 2012 ·

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Sophie S
08 May 2012 ·

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Cyndi <3s-Her-Crush
08 May 2012 ·

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1 Livvy B
08 May 2012 ·
drs appointment in 20 mins. I feel confused and sleepy this morning. only fell asleep 3 hours ago.
Serena G
08 May 2012 ·

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Sophie S
08 May 2012 ·

Wats wrong Hun?

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0 Livvy B
08 May 2012 ·
Nobody wants me.
Ikra S
08 May 2012 ·

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Emma D
08 May 2012 ·

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08 May 2012 ·

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10 Livvy B
05 May 2012 ·
bouncy bouncy bouncy bouncy fun fun fun fun FUN the wonderful thing about tigger is I'm the only one!!!!!
Serena G
05 May 2012 ·

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Serena G
05 May 2012 ·

t t f n ta ta for now XD

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3 Livvy B
05 May 2012 ·
CAN'T SLEEP!!! docs don't want me hooked on zopiclone again so I've been advised to try a milky drink to help me sleep -__-
Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

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Steve J
05 May 2012 ·

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Steve J
05 May 2012 ·

I often shower before bed most nights n that helps calm your body n mind etc puts you into bed mode :)

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

Horlicks! People swear by it.. I'd just prefer zopiclone to be honest lol :')

Jacey L
05 May 2012 ·

Melotonin is a herb based sleeping aid.

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

nothing works like zopiclone though lol.. zopiclone is heaven :p best sleeps ever :)

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

nothing works like zopiclone though lol.. zopiclone is heaven :p best sleeps ever :)

Steve J
05 May 2012 ·

That's the skin colour changing thing right! Like how sunlight exposure is spose to regulate sleep patterns n stuff.

Steve J
05 May 2012 ·

I'd probably misuse any real sleeping drug I'd prob just wanna go to sleep n not wake up for a couple days at some point :p

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

Lol I used to misuse zopiclone.. take it and stay awake.. the first time I took it (around 1.5 years ago), I took 2 and stayed awake instead of sleeping.. I hallucinated :O it was fun but I was a little scared at one point

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

once I took 4 at uni.. in the chemistry labs... it obviously ended badly lol

Steve J
05 May 2012 ·

Wtf!!lol what was the bad ending? I was in Australia at my cousins years back n I had a hangover headache my lil cousin gave me some headache pills they were instead something he used for epilepsy or somin he had and I just passed

Steve J
05 May 2012 ·

Right out an was sedated for hours lol like when others got home that day they tried to wake me an I was like just like drowsy like as if I'd been shot in the ass with a tranq dart lol

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

lol well I was running around the lab leaning against bottles full of chemicals. Then I was dropping chemicals on to my hands.. I was sat listening to my tutor and i kept falling backwards LOOL

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

and she had to hold me and take me to wash my hands (I touched loads of acid lol) and she kept me with her till 9pm when she walked me home. She was scared lol

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

she thought I might get run over - aww thats cute.. unfortunately she's the one giving me a hard time at the moment!

Steve J
05 May 2012 ·

Ah rite so it's like a right wee relationship u have with her now then :) I'm sure she probably wants to protect u like nurture u like a mum n help u with ur talents etc :)

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

lol well she certainly isn't doing that now.. but that's because of the ogre (head of chemistry) lol he is an interfering prick

Steve J
05 May 2012 ·

Something tells me you don't like this guy :p that last sentence sounded like you fancy throwing a Bunsen burner at his forehead :)

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

Lol I wish I had the guts ;)

SteveO
05 May 2012 ·

Zopiclone really has no abuse potential.

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

It has, I've done a whole project on it as part of my university course.

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

Plus I know from personal experience. It is not as bad as benzodiazepines and it is less likely to have an effect on hardcore drug users

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

BUT it is still habit forming & addictive.. Some research has shown it to be as bad as benzos.

SteveO
05 May 2012 ·

Really. & what likeable effect does it have on u?

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

Slows your central nervous system and makes you act drunk. And it numbs your emotions. bad thing is that you can't remember it the next day looool

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

And you make a total prat of yourself too. I wouldn't advise doing it!

SteveO
05 May 2012 ·

So no real likeable effects then.

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

And if your body isn't used to drugs or if you take enough, it can make you hallucinate. The hallucinations vary from fun to scary making toy paranoid.

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

You*

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

Well it depends what you would be using it for I guess. I used it when I was panicking and didn't have the guts to do something that needed doing (since it numbs emotions)

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

But as I said, if you do this kinda thing with other prescribed medication (particularly benzos) then you could have a higher tolerance to it

Livvy B
05 May 2012 ·

Zopiclone rules but I only get given it when I'm in hospital and they can monitor my use. I haven't been known to abuse it either.

Livvy B
05 May 2012 ·

Wait that's a lie haha. Only once though!

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

Lol my GP gives it to me but only 3 at a time & sometimes she doesn't give it :)

SteveO
05 May 2012 ·

Each to their own I guess.

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

Well as I said, if you abuse drugs a lot, you will find that zopiclone won't do much for you.

SteveO
05 May 2012 ·

I'm just worried. If ur trying to abuse something like Zopiclone now what might the future hold?

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

No I wasn't trying to abuse zopiclone. I took it in moments of stupidity when I was under stress because it numbs my emotions. I've never taken more than 4 anyway. I would never ever touch illegal drugs because.. well they're illegal for a reason!

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

I would NEVER abuse drugs intentionally. I just took it impulsively.

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

And even then, I only did that around 4 times and when under extreme stress

SteveO
05 May 2012 ·

U did say u misused it.

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

You clearly do not understand what I am saying. I said I have done it when under very extreme stress... BUT I told my doctor what I had done & that I won't do it again.

SteveO
05 May 2012 ·

I clearly do not understand u r right.

SteveO
05 May 2012 ·

I suppose what was more worrying was the use of "lol" over & over when u were describing the rather worrying effects it seemed to have on u.

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

Just because you may do that sort of thing, please don't assume I would. And 'lol' is just a thing I say a lot so get over it :)

SteveO
05 May 2012 ·

I'm over it. Didn't mean too offend u & cannot really see why u were. I didn't imply anything or insult you.

SteveO
05 May 2012 ·

No need for the attitude.

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

Please reassess your own life rather than suggesting how I may turn out. I am stressed out about other things at the moment and could do without people implying I might turn to abusing drugs.

SteveO
05 May 2012 ·

Fair enuff. I'll reassess my life thanks for the advice. At least I can take advice. You clearly know it all already. U prob done a whole project on it at school lol.

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

university as it happens, not school. Or is that word to long for you?

SteveO
05 May 2012 ·

Yeah it is. Can I just say Uni. Is that alright.

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

lol I think this brings out conversation to an end. bye!!

Ikra S
05 May 2012 ·

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SteveO
05 May 2012 ·

Bye

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2 Livvy B
04 May 2012 ·
at the hairdressers with my mum. nervous, hope my hair turns out ok!
Steve J
04 May 2012 ·

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Steve J
04 May 2012 ·

What kinda style you gonna get?:)

Livvy B
04 May 2012 ·

Root touch up and a chop to get rid of my long dead hair!

Serena G
04 May 2012 ·

I'm sure you'll look great! :) xx

Steve J
04 May 2012 ·

Is that like 'scene' hair u got there :) ..this is me tryin to be knowledgable on hair :p x

Serena G
04 May 2012 ·

Lol I used to be in hairdressing and I haven't a cule what your on about Steve lol..

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2 Livvy B
04 May 2012 ·
spent last night in hospital, manic. didn't get to vote, damn! still feeling a little zippy this morning
Fritiof A
04 May 2012 ·

Where do you live? :), which ideology were going to get your vote. I' m really interested in politics by the way.

SteveO
04 May 2012 ·

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Livvy B
04 May 2012 ·

Yorkshire, I'm a big old' Tory :)

Fritiof A
04 May 2012 ·

Well, I have since i was 10 been a member in the socialistic party and active in it since like a year ago. We have extremely different believes, but I'm still sorry you didn't get to vote, I think everyone should get to speak their minds. :)

Livvy B
04 May 2012 ·

Oh definitely, I think voting should be mandatory personally.

Fritiof A
04 May 2012 ·

I don't, because sooo many people don't really know what theyr'e voting for. I think they should teach about the country's party politics much more, politicans, even the ones on my side, all try to fool the "dumb" voters inte voting for them.

Fritiof A
04 May 2012 ·

Teach much more about it in the schools you know.

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0 Livvy B
03 May 2012 ·
Im cutting, Im confused as hell, getting out of bed is overwhelming. Im drinking. Also I dont think my mood can be defined between happy or sad. #bpd
Tiggy P
03 May 2012 ·

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Andrew C
03 May 2012 ·

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0 Livvy B
03 May 2012 ·
I have got to stop emotional eating!! I do it because I'm sad but it only leaves me sadder afterwards
Ikra S
03 May 2012 ·

same!

Magz E
03 May 2012 ·

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Serena G
03 May 2012 ·

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Serena G
03 May 2012 ·

Ditto! :( xx

Alesha H
03 May 2012 ·

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3 Livvy B
02 May 2012 ·
4am wired as hell. what is it to feel tired? I can't imagine the feeling anymore.
Ikra S
02 May 2012 ·

lol :) how you doing?

Livvy B
02 May 2012 ·

I'm pulling my hair out and doing puzzles. I don't know why I can't sleep. Whats keeping you up? Xx

Ikra S
02 May 2012 ·

my uni work.. got loads to do.. its making me crazy :/ hope you feel better soon.. how was your appointment with the psychiatrist?

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0 Livvy B
02 May 2012 ·
Doctors tomorrow. How do I feel? I DONT FEEL ANYTHING
Ikra S
02 May 2012 ·

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5 Livvy B
01 May 2012 ·
just got an interview at McDonald's. unsure how to feel about this. a job is a job though right
Serena G
01 May 2012 ·

So true a job is a job! *hugs*

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5 Livvy B
30 Apr 2012 ·
5:11am - I CAN'T SLEEP O__________O
Livvy B
30 Apr 2012 ·

5:44am toss... Turn... Toss... Turn

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5 Livvy B
30 Apr 2012 ·
Happy Anniversary Will and Kate - and happy anniversary to me, one year hospital free today!! - self esteem low but I hate the world less today.
Ikra S
30 Apr 2012 ·

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Chalk M
30 Apr 2012 ·

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