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Maria K · 13h 5
Today I fell back to the usual didn't do anything. How do i fight my problems? I need to light a fire under me. My motivation is gone like I'm brainwashed
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Karen V · 7h
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Claire M · 4h
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Maria K · 4d 8
Week has been good. Nice time at movies the other day. It was a treat. At work, I tried to help this lady who didn't even acknowledge me. Idk why, sort of scared me how people act like that.
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Sandra C · 4d
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Maria K · 5d 9
Everything is not wonderful but I feel good in spirit. Just happy to try and make it work today.
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Claire M · 5d
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Maria K · 09 Jan 2017 7
Feeling more clear headed lately. Energy better. Have to go to job #2 tomorrow. Need to get family business settled this or. Hope it will be ok
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Sandra C · 09 Jan 2017
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Maria K · 10 Dec 2016 5
Over scheduled at job #2. Went to job 1&3. Great day. Yes job #2 I can't stand. & I complained at home, cuss & argue. Why train someone who doesn't work?Have one whole day off next week.and that's ok
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Han M · 10 Dec 2016
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Maria K · 03 Dec 2016 5
Work started hard but I handled it well. Trying not to think about the phone call. Feel on edge. He's a user. Doesn't care. At least k is off.
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Maria K · 02 Dec 2016 7
Good day on my own at work. Did some improving at the office. K & I went to craft store. Just a little sad about Christmas. I don't make enough to really give them decent gifts.
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Binky B · 02 Dec 2016
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Jeff M · 02 Dec 2016
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Maria K · 30 Nov 2016 7
Doing better today. Spent yesterday with my kids & it was good. Coloring helped me ignore getting in arguments. J called & said good job-which I already told him it was. Small cold but better.
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Cindy M · 30 Nov 2016
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anonymouse . · 30 Nov 2016
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Maria K · 29 Nov 2016 5
Going to do my best today. Yesterday was terrible. Thought about hiring a sitter cause I need help.
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Deidre B · 29 Nov 2016
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Jennifer M · 29 Nov 2016
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Astrid E · 29 Nov 2016
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Maria K · 29 Nov 2016 3
I've been calm all day trying not to start a fight. But today again, there was talk behind my back, like I'm crazy. I'm so used to it, I'm numb. Stuck. Tomorrow I should ignore all & let them deal
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Amanda T · 29 Nov 2016
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Patricia S · 29 Nov 2016
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Astrid E · 29 Nov 2016
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Jeff M · 29 Nov 2016
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Maria K · 25 Nov 2016 2
I decided to be angry today. I want to be left alone but I know I am still avoiding problems. Can't get organized, can't do anything. Just want to sit here all day and not face anything.
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Chuck H · 25 Nov 2016
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Maria K · 21 Nov 2016 5
Going in a direction. Its kind of a start. I feel my co-workers get annoyed with me. just trying to be helpful. I *** too much, & need to break it.
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Jeff M · 21 Nov 2016
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Maria K · 11 Nov 2016 4
Yesterday was terrible. My son is out of control. My husband acts like our problems can blow over.Just paralyzed and watched TV. No motivation. But my mind knows everything I'm avoiding.
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Hilda R · 11 Nov 2016
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C L · 11 Nov 2016
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John S · 11 Nov 2016
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Loz T NEW · 11 Nov 2016
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Meggie B · 11 Nov 2016
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Alma B · 12 Nov 2016
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Maria K · 10 Nov 2016 3
Just do not feel like myself. Still I keeping putting off everything that needs to be done. Its piling up. Is the depression deeper than I realize? Worried about my brother too. He hasn't called back
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Jeff M · 10 Nov 2016
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Hilda R · 10 Nov 2016
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Myself T · 10 Nov 2016
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Jennifer M · 10 Nov 2016
If you have a therapist, have him or her ask you the depression questionare. I did that recently, and I am not that bad off.
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Maria K · 11 Nov 2016
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Maria K · 29 Oct 2016 2
My dog died today. So upset because my kids were irresponsible. I am so angry at them. And i let them go out too because I felt bad for them. I am a push over parent.
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Aiden Z · 29 Oct 2016
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Nana G NEW · 29 Oct 2016
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Claire M · 29 Oct 2016
I am so sorry. Big hugs x
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Megan C · 29 Oct 2016
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John W · 29 Oct 2016
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tamsin b · 29 Oct 2016
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Han M · 29 Oct 2016
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Han M · 29 Oct 2016
that's really sad. I'm sorry for this ):
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Maria K · 16 Oct 2016 5
I need help. Today with all my kids was disaster.
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Lou S · 16 Oct 2016
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Han M · 16 Oct 2016
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Amanda T · 16 Oct 2016
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Maria K · 14 Oct 2016 6
Going to work full blast again with no days off. In taking everything slow but relationship is looking shaky. I'm not ready to really reveal my feelings. I hope not to blow up later
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Kim M NEW · 14 Oct 2016
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Jeff M · 14 Oct 2016
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Maria K · 31 Aug 2016 5
Trying to start diet, which is good. But I think my daughter has lied and is motivated. Don't know what to do
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Han M · 31 Aug 2016
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Jeff M · 31 Aug 2016
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Silke V · 31 Aug 2016
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A V · 01 Sep 2016
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Maria K · 21 Aug 2016 9
My daughter is so happy, laughing & playing with our new dog. Ty Jesus for a good moment
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Han M · 21 Aug 2016
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Binky B · 21 Aug 2016
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Onyx P · 21 Aug 2016
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Maria K · 29 Jun 2016 6
Told myself never go back. I saw fake &conceded. Felt bad for my hub but he doesn't believe in himself. Sad for that. 20 yrs of trying to tell him, he's worth it & can do it.
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Anna . · 29 Jun 2016
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Tristan G · 29 Jun 2016
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Helen M · 29 Jun 2016
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Brett O · 29 Jun 2016
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Paolo C NEW · 30 Jun 2016
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Maria K · 27 Jun 2016 7
I'm giving & they're taking. Not upset, really. This is taking time. Wish I really had a million dollars.
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Fiona C · 28 Jun 2016
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Anna . · 29 Jun 2016
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Maria K · 27 Jun 2016 7
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Fiona C · 28 Jun 2016
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Anna . · 29 Jun 2016
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Maria K · 23 Jun 2016 7
Family has been happy & mostly respectable to me only after I gave my all. I have peace for now.
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Daria V · 23 Jun 2016
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Amanda T · 23 Jun 2016
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Lucian B · 23 Jun 2016
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Alassea I · 23 Jun 2016
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Meggie B · 23 Jun 2016
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Maria K · 20 Jun 2016 4
Dinner was fine. (I know my place). Hope he really had a great day cause I won't ever again.
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Alex D · 20 Jun 2016
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Maria K · 19 Jun 2016 1
What I thought was love just wasn't. Just wasn't...now it makes perfect sense. This diary will remind me and that way I'll won't deceive myself in the future.
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Lucian B · 19 Jun 2016
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Spencer F · 20 Jun 2016
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Maria K · 19 Jun 2016 1
Got a beautiful compliment the other day, only to be overshadowed by an unloving truth. So I've been very low lately. Been thinking how I'll get through this truth.
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Lucian B · 19 Jun 2016
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Maria K · 15 Jun 2016 6
Feeling better.
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Maria K · 08 Jun 2016 3
I tried but didn't do good enough. I really thought I did ok. Could of did better. Then my fail was rubbed in my face today. Just want to cry. My family doesn't respect me & it upsets me deeper.
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Linda S · 08 Jun 2016
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Daria V · 08 Jun 2016
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R. S NEW · 08 Jun 2016
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R. S NEW · 08 Jun 2016
Sorry for that :(
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Susanne M · 08 Jun 2016
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Susanne M · 08 Jun 2016
I'm so sorry to hear that, sending you loads of cuddly hugs <3
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Maria K · 28 May 2016 9
My sister's are coming in town. I'm so happy & relieved. I hope they help me with a big problem and support me.
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Amanda T · 28 May 2016
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Susanne M · 28 May 2016
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Maria K · 23 May 2016 1
Ups & down. A lot of anxiety. Trying to keep it together. Just going to keep praying I get through all this.
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Susanne M · 23 May 2016
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