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7 Love 1
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A good day. My precious children are with me.
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6 Love 1
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Resting all day. Feels sooo good. The pain is intense, but im building up a tolerance for it. Because Im rested, I can face this with a considerable degree of aplomb.
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Manda P
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Glad everything turned out ok & that you are resting. Take good care of yourself!

Love 1
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thx, Manda. Im a take good carr of yourself pro. :)

Love 1
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care

Manda P
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You certainly are. I'm learning how to become a pro too. It all started with Insight Timer! Seriously!

Love 1
10h ·

it helps. listened to guided meditation on pain management. Percocet helps, too.

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6 Love 1
1d ·
OUCH!!!! pain meds wearing off. Holy cow, this hurts.... but mood is good. hehe.
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Jeff M
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I hope you get the good meds, Love! And recover quick!

Love 1
22h ·

thx, J. Me, too. Im trying to stay off them, but pain is intense. Punking out.

Kristin a.k.a Lily K
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Use 'em while you need them!

Love 1
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Trying to use sparingly. They gave me Percocet. I hear its highly addictive. I dont like it. Causes drowsiness, but does help abate pain.

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7 Love 1
1d ·
Been in a meditative state since operation. Using pain to strengthen concentration. Practicing gratitude. Extending empathy & compassion to those who suffer. Mine is temporary. But old age comes 4 me
Love 1
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which is to say my recovery may foreshadow challenges to come. The body is corruptible, but meditation is one thing i can get better @ w/age & sharpen w/ razor of suffering

Love 1
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Now, if I can remain as equanimous, clear, level headed and positive w emotional pain as i am w physical pain, Ill be boss of my mind. #Aspiration #Resolution

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Divorce was like having heart ripped out of chest without anaesthesia. I came through it w/some wounds, but theres my opportunity for transcendence and liberation. #perspective

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Great perspective, Love. You always know how to figure it out.

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6 Love 1
2d ·
On gurney at surgical center waiting. Going to meditate.
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Perfect time for it! As I said on other post, thinking of you!

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8 Love 1
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Good neighbor, leader of men. Owns construction company. Has all the tools Im missing for project. Good looking out, neighbor!
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7 Love 1
2d ·
DIY. Installing doors. Productive. #HomeImprovement
Love 1
2d ·

Need to drill, install, stain 3 doors before surgery tomorrow as I will be out of commission.

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Manda P
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Hope surgery goes well!

Love 1
2d ·

thx, Manda. Ready to go.

Manda P
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Thinking of you then. Let us know how it went. 💚

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6 Love 1
3d ·
Woke up 2 meditate. Drifted in & out of consciousness. Im in bed w/a girl. There are 2 lesbians in adjacent bed having fun. I gesture 4 them to join us. Bell rings. Ill set that as my sankalpa. :)
Jeff M
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I always wake up from those kinds of dreams just as they're really getting good! Stupid reality! :)

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3 Love 1
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Angry, but I could see thru it. I was possessed by it, but, for a few brief instances of sanity, I could disengage. It was as if I were watching an actor playing a role. Still angry, but superficial
Love 1
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I posted a 7 this morning, a 3 now. Balance. On another note, Im feeling a simmering hatred for X, as in I hope the b!tch gets a terminal disease & dies a painful death hatred. F#cked up, I know... Whatever. Wheres my voodoo doll?

Love 1
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Anyway, Im ranting. Im going to give my Anger a cute name like Snowball or Whiskers. Whiskers is a beast with sharp fangs and bloody claws. Im going to get it a sweater- winters coming and Whiskers is a cold blooded dragon.

Love 1
3d ·

Whiskers just swallowed up all my compassion and loving kindness. No! Bad, Whiskers! Bad! Spit them out, NOW!

Love 1
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Whiskers sh!ts on my roses of positive thoughts. No! Bad, Whiskers! No! Grabs Whiskers by neck and shoves snout in dung. No! No sh!tting on my roses of positivity.

George S
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Lots of hugs to you and whiskers

Kristin a.k.a Lily K
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Now give Whiskers love and compassion. Embrace all that he is, accept him for his true nature. He has the right to be here as much as any emotion.

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*giant hugs for x

Emma Luna L
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**Giant hugs for the both of you*

Emma Luna L
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Messed up the first one😅

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Love 1
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Thanks for the hugs and giant hugs for Whiskers.

Love 1
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Thx, Kristin. Underneath the armor-like scales and frightful countenance is a tender, sweet dragon.

Manda P
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Manda P
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Love, you just need to sit down & have a serious one on one with Whiskers. He doesn't deserve his nose shoved in sh*t. No one does. Hope you find balance soon, my friend. 💚

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7 Love 1
4d ·
Instead of judging conditions as pos or neg, choosing how to RESPOND- which can be pos or neg- is my RESPONsibility. Condition may not be my choice, but response IS. This is hard work, but Im game.
Love 1
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If I can get good at this, wont be as dependent on conditions being a certain way to feel good. Cultivating equanimity & detachment

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Alicia B
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I'm with you, Love. I've come to appreciate my bipolarity, it has taught me so much, and it's not over yet :)

Manda P
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Manda P
4d ·

I'm trying hard too. I found a great teacher on Insight Timer that is really helping me to accept change, let go, & love myself. It makes me cry, but I take that as a good sign.

Love 1
3d ·

Hi, Alicia & Manda! Im hearing celebration, determination, hope & resolve in your reply. I know it waxes and wanes, but theres usually a silver lining.

Love 1
3d ·

As for me, Im choosing to suffer. I threw all this out the window. Ill return to it in the morning and try again when im feeling calmer.

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Manda P
3d ·

Hope the calm finds you soon. Or I guess you find the calm? You always seem in charge of which way the wind blows.

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Alicia B
2d ·

i sometimes let myself suffer and throw everything out of the window, too. It's sort of therapeutic, when it happens once in a while. Hope you feel better soon, big hugs.

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