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8 Love 1
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Las Vegas w/ sisters and nieces.
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4 Love 1
2d ·
Set up home inspection appt. Packed for flight out to Nevada tomorrow. Productive. Still pissed though. 'Let it go,' says my Inner Guide. Not now, IG. You're right! But not now. I'm a live wire.
Kristin L
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Kristin L
2d ·

You can eather try to let it go, or you can choose to accept that pissed feeling. Just embrace it and watch it move inside you. But you already know this right 😉

Love 1
2d ·

Yes. It's a choice. This is a surface anger- with deep roots. I can accept what's here (bodily sensations, agitated mind) and ease up on the 'correctness' of my position.

Michelle F
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Alicia B
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Alicia B
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You will let it go when the time comes I'm sure. Otherwise it can transform into suppression, right? Big hugs to ya, dear panda

Binky B
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Binky B
1d ·

Are these feelings related to your x-wife? Feel free to wallow

Binky B
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Maybe an expression of your feelings, for example a painting, a song, even a letter to her in which you express yourself fully, then burn it afterwards (if you feel like it). Or do a Rorschach, do martial arts? 💪👊 Jackie Chan the s*** out of it.

Love 1
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I used the energy to lift weights. Transformed some of it. Meditation to calm the mind, then reflection. As compelling as I think my narrative is, it's still just a story- not truth.

Binky B
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Ok, you got this. I wanna see some more mankinis on show. Flex. 👏

Tasha S
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1 Love 1
2d ·
Another unexpected surprise from X. I understand now why people lose their heads, but doesn't excuse me from losing mine. Just another test. Empathizing. I get it.
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Binky B
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Oh <3. So low. Just so you know, I don't have FaceTime (I'm on android). Do you use any other messaging apps, maybe WhatsApp? Failing that, can I email you? Hugs x

Michelle M
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3 Love 1
2d ·
Blue. I can probably do something to lift this, but don't care to. It's important to feel this and open up to it. I KNOW there's something beautiful here needing attention. So, I need to wait and give
Love 1
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it space so that whatever it here can feel safe to express and reveal itself.

Love 1
2d ·

Whatever is here

Binky B
2d ·

I'm just going to sleep now but I'm wishing you clarity. May you honour your emotions by allowing them space, feeling them deeply. Sit with them a while...

Binky B
2d ·

Love is sad. And that's okay. *big warm hug*

Love 1
2d ·

It's 130am in the UK. Night owl. Good night, Binky.

Lydia R
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Binky B
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I checked and New England is not that far behind... I guess that's why they can it New England xD. Well, 5 hours, anyway.

Christina S
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Jeff M
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I saw two shooting stars last night, I wished on them, but it was only satellites. It's wrong to wish on space hardware...I wish I wish I wish I care...

Jeff M
2d ·

I don't wanna change the world...I'm not looking for a new England, I'm just looking for another girl

Kristin L
2d ·

Jeff, have faith. Everything will be ok.

Binky B
2d ·

Are they song lyrics Jeff?

Love 1
2d ·

When you wish upon a satellite... Isn't that a Disney song?

DesBear D
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Kaya L
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Jeff I love this song! It's Jamie t! Hope you feel better soon love!

Cindy M
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Love 1
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Thanks Kaya. Nothing lasts... including this bad spell I'm under. It'll pass soon.

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6 Love 1
3d ·
2h improvising on piano. Dark mood lifts.
Love 1
3d ·

But the dark mood brought me to the piano; the dark mood softened me; the dark mood opened my heart; the dark mood humbled me; the dark mood allowed me to connect to love. Thank you, beautiful suffering.

Kristin L
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Alicia B
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Well said and a lovely realisation, as always. Hugs

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5 Love 1
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Uptick. 5.4 Assembled team 2 help w/database. Making progress. Not as overwhelmed. I enjoy what I do (edtech/admin), but feel its time for a major upgrade. Need to weigh whats best for all though.
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Binky B
3d ·

You can do it! I would like to msg but am wary of stepping out of panda bubble too quickly.

Manda P
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It's scary to do, Binky, but so worth it! A whole new side to Panda life! 😊

Love 1
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No worries. Follow your heart. Thanks for replying, too. ☺

Christina S
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Binky B
3d ·

My <3 is afraid to be vulnerable. Thanks for your understanding and patience.

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5 Love 1
4d ·
Day with daughter. Her: ' I asked my belly if he wanted some gum and he said yes.' I gave her gum.
Lydia R
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Sergiu P
4d ·

This is so sweet

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Manda P
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Aw! Cuteness overload! 😊

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Binky B
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Good girl. She listens to her gut xD

Love 1
3d ·

The enteric brain.

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4 Love 1
4d ·
Headache. Poor sleep. Midday nap will help address symptoms, but I need to address the fundamentals and get back to basics. Reassess
Michelle P
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Love 1
4d ·

Last decade focused on marriage, family, children, career. X destroyed that. Need to reimagine my life, double my income, focus on kids.

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Manda P
3d ·

Big goals. At least the doubling your income I would think. You'd naturally focus on your kids since visits are limited. That must be so difficult.

Alicia B
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Binky B
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<3

Love 1
3d ·

I should clarify- not so much doubling income, but allowing the magic to flow so that it feels as if. Examples in my life abound. I travel for free b/c friend works for airlines. Kids go to pvt school b/c of nature of work

Love 1
3d ·

I received thousands of dollars in gym equip free. School district paid off my student loans. Friend gave me a drum kit, etc. So, I don't have to kill myself making more $ for this lifestyle that I choose.

Love 1
3d ·

Everything I need comes. Maybe I should say double the magic. Double my blessings. Double my good fortune. Actually, sounding pretty selfish and should 'be content with such things as ye have.'

Love 1
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Yeah, that's a much better prayer: let my heart be without covetousness... 'in whatsoever state I am, therewith to be content.' or 'In everything give thanks.' Amen.

Cindy M
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1 Love 1
4d ·
Plummets.
Love 1
4d ·

path from 6 to 1: physically tired, restless mind, awake/can't sleep, anger, lust, self-pity

Love 1
4d ·

On the positive side, I know this unpleasantness is temporary; these states are ephemeral. Alcohol would've been my maladaptive response to distress & would've prolonged my misery. Now, I'll just accept this, reflect, learn hopefully.

Love 1
4d ·

I know how I got here. 100% responsible. Stop measures not effective. Need better early warning system & decision subsystems

Love 1
4d ·

With God's help, I'll figure this out.

Love 1
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Kristin L
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Alicia B
4d ·

Your awareness level is amazing. Zell done on no alcohol! Hope you feel better very soon. Extra hugs and smooches

Tasha S
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Love 1
4d ·

Alcohol, drugs, sex, distraction, entertainment were poor strategies I used years ago. Made my moods worse. Live, learn, grow I guess

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Manda P
3d ·

Ouch! Sorry you felt this low, Love. Looks like you rebounded a bit though so well done!

Jeff M
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6 Love 1
4d ·
2 week ago, I deposited a large check in the ATM and left my card in the machine. Froze the account and was issued a new card today. I withdrew some money and again left my card in the ATM. Yeah, dumb
Sergiu P
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Sergiu P
4d ·

*** happens :))

Love 1
4d ·

yup. Scatterbrained sometimes.

Love 1
4d ·

Left stove on. Burned 2nd pot in 2 days.

Alicia B
4d ·

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Alicia B
4d ·

Oh, dear. I am like this, too, when stressed. The cards situation is especially annoying.

Lydia R
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Manda P
3d ·

Thank goodness for OCD. Stuff like that would never happen to me. I check to make sure I put credit cards back in wallet multiple times after paying. My psychologist is right. Sometimes it's a positive thing.

Love 1
3d ·

Definitely can be a strength!

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