Thank you everyone. I really appreciate it.
The sorry was preferable, as I didn't feel at all that I was being called out on 'bad behaviour'. But the 'Don't message me again tonight' is probably why I let things slide for a while, though I also know I was trying to connect for a while.
what a cock
I'm sorry to hear that. hope you've had a change to talk to someone else?
Thank you everyone. *Hugs*
Thank you Candi.
Thank you Ruhil Ariana.
actually hugs are not that helpful.
If you need help - more help than virtual panda hugs can provide - call someone. Especially if you're at the end of your rope. I hope things get better for you soon!
I agree with Jeff....pls call someone and stay safe.
There really is no one I really can call. Don't tell me there are services out there. If I call them, I have cops show up at my door. That is worse than killing myself.
Take a stuff animal or pillow and turn it into a punching bag. It helps:)
Breathe.........in....out.....in....out. stay calm x
actually did sleep surprisingly.
Yay 4actualy sleepin! Hav Ex Dy, Jigme, Dear!
going to shower.
not sleeping tonight.