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4 H F
14 May 2017 ·
I am scared as to the depths of sadness I may go to in the future... Will I be reachable?
Alex S
14 May 2017 · NEW

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14 May 2017 ·

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14 May 2017 ·

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14 May 2017 ·

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14 May 2017 ·

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14 May 2017 ·

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14 May 2017 ·

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15 May 2017 ·

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15 May 2017 ·

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Stephen C
15 May 2017 ·

Please take care. Big Hugs

DesBear D
15 May 2017 ·

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15 May 2017 ·

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H F
16 May 2017 ·

Thank You my Lovely Friends, I appreciate You so much, I think if I ever get bad my first line of action would be to increase the AD

H F
16 May 2017 ·

Thank You Stephen, I will try, Big Hugs

Binky B
16 May 2017 ·

You're welcome. I think you are right, increasing AD could be a crucial first step. Hugs x

Tonya R
17 May 2017 · NEW

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4 H F
06 May 2017 ·
Started out happy-ish and nice day then partner starts giving me trouble about what I haven't done. I know what I haven't been doing and need to do but stressing me about it just exhausts me further
H F
06 May 2017 ·

and then I don't want to do it. It's like I can never have a whole semi- happy day without someone wanting to take away what tiny bit of joy I may have

Natalie C
06 May 2017 ·

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Natalie C
06 May 2017 ·

Big hugs HF<3

Love 1
06 May 2017 ·

In between the lines, am I reading needs for rest & space, maybe understanding & consideration?

Tasha S
06 May 2017 ·

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06 May 2017 ·

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06 May 2017 ·

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06 May 2017 ·

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H F
06 May 2017 ·

Thank You Natalie <3

H F
06 May 2017 ·

Yes Love (always sounds funny, lol) that is correct. Fortunately my partner realised this and he apologised genuinely. Given His sincerity, I forgave.

H F
06 May 2017 ·

Thank You Tasha, Binky, Jeff and Rorschach. Hugs X 4

Cindy M
06 May 2017 ·

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H F
06 May 2017 ·

Thank You Cindy <3

Reba C
06 May 2017 ·

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Manda P
06 May 2017 ·

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Manda P
06 May 2017 ·

I'm glad he realized & forgave. My BF never does that. You're doing perfectly well, H F. Don't let him tell you differently. <3

Richard E
06 May 2017 ·

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Love 1
07 May 2017 ·

Forgiveness I sweet!

A V
07 May 2017 ·

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A V
11 May 2017 ·

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15 May 2017 ·

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H F
16 May 2017 ·

Thank You Reba, Hugs

H F
16 May 2017 ·

Thank You Manda, Yes it was good and thank You for the compliment, Hugs <3

H F
16 May 2017 ·

Thank You Richard, Hugs

H F
16 May 2017 ·

Thank You Love, Yes it can be, I don't tend to forgive easily I must say

H F
16 May 2017 ·

Thank You A V :), Hugs X 3!!!

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3 H F
03 May 2017 ·
Just plain fed up. My tolerance is low. I just don't seem to care about things I used to AT ALL. I don't do things with care and love like I used to because there is no reserve. Concerned about health
Ray E
03 May 2017 ·

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Manda P
03 May 2017 ·

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Anonmous A
03 May 2017 ·

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Manda P
03 May 2017 ·

So sorry, H F. You should be concerned about health first & foremost. Let the other worries drift away. <3

Anonmous A
03 May 2017 ·

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Jeff M
03 May 2017 ·

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Jeff M
03 May 2017 ·

Sometimes you just run out...you have to recharge. It's ok to coast on empty for a while. You'll fill up again! Hope you feel ok, HF!

Binky B
03 May 2017 ·

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Manda P
03 May 2017 ·

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Manda P
03 May 2017 ·

Double hugs for you, H F. Hope you feel better soon. <3

Christina E
03 May 2017 ·

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Natalie C
03 May 2017 ·

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Cindy M
03 May 2017 ·

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Cindy M
03 May 2017 ·

Lots of love, H F xx

Richard E
03 May 2017 ·

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DesBear D
04 May 2017 ·

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DesBear D
04 May 2017 ·

<3 <3

Rorschach T
04 May 2017 ·

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Wendy A
04 May 2017 ·

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Wendy A
04 May 2017 ·

Love you HF hang in there!!!

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07 May 2017 ·

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5 H F
01 May 2017 ·
The inspection was over on Thursday - it went fine but I was exhausted. Have been too tired to post or to do much actually. I think my Hashimoto's has really been playing up this month. Haven't been
H F
01 May 2017 ·

doing much because of it. May have to visit Doc again to test thyroid function. Thinking of You all.

Max L
01 May 2017 ·

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Love 1
01 May 2017 ·

Relief it's over. The exhaustion is there. May you get relief from that too.

Rorschach T
01 May 2017 ·

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Patty D
01 May 2017 ·

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Manda P
01 May 2017 ·

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Manda P
01 May 2017 ·

So glad it's over. What a weight off your shoulders. xx

Jeff M
01 May 2017 ·

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Jeff M
01 May 2017 ·

That's good to hear, HF. Hope you feel better and get to relax and recoup!

DesBear D
01 May 2017 ·

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DesBear D
01 May 2017 ·

I have Hashimoto's, too! It is a pain! Feel better <3

Cindy M
01 May 2017 ·

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Cindy M
01 May 2017 ·

Have a good rest, dear H F xx

Natalie C
01 May 2017 ·

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01 May 2017 ·

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02 May 2017 ·

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07 May 2017 ·

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4 H F
22 Apr 2017 ·
Feeling quite depressed today. Bad dreams, bad quality sleep and difficulty breathing which started up again two days ago after a long time of normal breathing.
H F
22 Apr 2017 ·

Rental inspection soon, yuck. No doubt the cleaning is going to make my breathing worse :(.

Rorschach T
22 Apr 2017 ·

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Rorschach T
22 Apr 2017 ·

H F, I left you a message a few days badk on behalf of Manda. Hope you read ti

Rorschach T
22 Apr 2017 ·

Sorry to hear you are having a crap time btw.

Reba C
22 Apr 2017 ·

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Manda P
22 Apr 2017 ·

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Manda P
22 Apr 2017 ·

So sorry to hear, H F. A rental inspection would cause me anxiety. I'd come help you clean if I could. Apparently I don't clean my house enough so surely I have extra time to help with yours! Really hope your breathing returns to normal too. That...

Manda P
22 Apr 2017 ·

...sounds scary. xx

Natalie C
22 Apr 2017 ·

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Esther B
22 Apr 2017 ·

Rental inspection sounds like crap. I'd wish you didn't have to do that every time. I'm sorry you're feeling very low. Is there any medical treatment for your trouble with breathing?

DesBear D
22 Apr 2017 ·

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DesBear D
22 Apr 2017 ·

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Richard E
22 Apr 2017 ·

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Cindy M
23 Apr 2017 ·

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Cindy M
23 Apr 2017 ·

I empathise with you about the rental inspections - and with your breathing problems that's extra nasty. Thanks for your support when you're feeling so down, lovely H F. Hope you feel a bit better soon xx

Binky B
23 Apr 2017 ·

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H F
23 Apr 2017 ·

Thank You my Panda Friends, Hugs X 9

H F
23 Apr 2017 ·

Thank You Rorschach - no I hadn't read it, sorry. Thank You very much, I will make contact.

H F
23 Apr 2017 ·

Thank You Manda, Yes I really don't feel up to all the tidying and cleaning. Ah thank You for the kind thoughts and lol, people sometimes don't realise how much work housework is unless they are doing it!

H F
23 Apr 2017 ·

Manda - Yes the breathlessness is distressing and uncomfortable and makes me quite tired! Which is not helping because I have a lot of tidying to do. <3 and Hugs

H F
23 Apr 2017 ·

Yes it is Esther, me too! It's a very intrusive process and they even take photos of each and every room which I really find quite a violation of privacy. I do understand they need to show the owner but it's OTT.

H F
23 Apr 2017 ·

Thank You Esther, Yes as You know depression sucks :(. I had this problem with breathing last year but then it went. I did go to Dr but He wasn't sure. If it continues I will have to have xray and tests. I think it is allergies causing asthma

H F
23 Apr 2017 ·

Esther - I don't smoke... I think Our new oil heater might be giving off a kind of paint smell which might be causing it. I seem to be very sensitive since the fire, probably was exposed to irritants at the site, the smell was unbelievable

H F
23 Apr 2017 ·

Thank You Desbear <3

H F
23 Apr 2017 ·

Ah Cindy thank You, We're in this together :D! Hope You are feeling okay too <3

Cindy M
23 Apr 2017 ·

My lot take photos too - only one room each visit, but like you it annoys me, tho I can hardly say that!

H F
23 Apr 2017 ·

Yes Cindy when You rent, it doesn't matter what We prefer, lol. But it is so intrusive! They are supposed to take a photo without getting the tenant's belongings in the photo if possible but they don't care!

Esther B
23 Apr 2017 ·

Hmm if only you could find a cause so you can deal with it.. my brother has it sometimes as well and then he needs to use an inhaler but guess everyone is different. Is there any news when it comes to the insurance? Baie liefde vriendin

Anonmous A
30 Apr 2017 ·

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30 Apr 2017 ·

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H F
01 May 2017 ·

Yes Dear Esther Wish I could pinpoint the cause... Weird and disconcerting. No news, all the onus is on Us to list everything and cost everything as the lists of items in the house provided were very general and vague. Baie liefde na Jou my vriendin!

H F
01 May 2017 ·

Anonmous! Thank You for the love and hugs, right back at You :D <3<3<3

A V
07 May 2017 ·

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4 H F
04 Apr 2017 ·
Not too good. Feeling very depressed lately. Overshadowed constantly. Don't feel understood. Don't feel acknowledged.
Doodles B
04 Apr 2017 ·

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Cindy M
04 Apr 2017 ·

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Cindy M
04 Apr 2017 ·

Oh H F, I'm so sorry. Have you been able to tell those concerned how you're feeling? I know that's not easy. Thinking of you xx

Manda P
04 Apr 2017 ·

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Jeff M
04 Apr 2017 ·

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Jeff M
04 Apr 2017 ·

Sorry, HF. I hope it's just a dip, a rut. I've been feeling that way too, and I'm trying hard not to let it get me down too much. Hope you find a way to pull out of it! *Big hugs*

Manda P
04 Apr 2017 ·

I'm so sorry, H F. Like Cindy, I hope you've been able to talk to someone. I'm glad you're back on here. Pandas are always here for you. Once the issue of what outside information is shared, I'll let you know & give you mine. I've got your back. <3

H F
04 Apr 2017 ·

Wow what an amazing and quick response from my Panda Friends!!! How lucky am I. I really count on Your support. Thank You SO much. Love and Hugs to each of You

paul M
04 Apr 2017 ·

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Rorschach T
04 Apr 2017 ·

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Natalie C
04 Apr 2017 ·

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sonny S
04 Apr 2017 ·

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sonny S
04 Apr 2017 ·

Hope u feel better

Natalie C
04 Apr 2017 ·

Big hugs HF <3 thinking of you x

Esther B
04 Apr 2017 ·

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Esther B
04 Apr 2017 ·

Sorry to read this. Wish I could do things to make you feel better but I guess that's not an option. Thinking of you and hoping you will find a bit of sunshine or light to cheer you up a bit :))

Christina E
04 Apr 2017 ·

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Richard E
04 Apr 2017 ·

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DesBear D
05 Apr 2017 ·

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DesBear D
05 Apr 2017 ·

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Binky B
05 Apr 2017 ·

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Binky B
05 Apr 2017 ·

Sounds like you feel let down by those in your life :-( hope you can find someone to understand xx

Love 1
07 Apr 2017 ·

That's tough. When our basic needs for acceptance and acknowledgment are not met ,it hurts. I'm trying to reconcile the fact that some people I love cannot and look elsewhere, sometimes within, for fulfillment

Anonmous A
14 Apr 2017 ·

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Anonmous A
14 Apr 2017 ·

Thinking of you HF. Your always in my thoughts. Im sorry your feeling this way. Try and go for a walk n distract yourself from these thoughts. Huge hugs xx

A V
15 Apr 2017 ·

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Rorschach T
16 Apr 2017 ·

Hi H F, if you email me on vitrioleater at gmail.com I can put you in touch with Manda ok

Manda P
16 Apr 2017 ·

Yeah, H F. I know you wanted to know how people got in touch outside of MP. Rorschach is kind enough to post his email. If you email him, he'll give you my email address & you can feel free to write anytime.

Anonmous A
17 Apr 2017 ·

Mwah xx

A V
07 May 2017 ·

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A V
07 May 2017 ·

Wowies the Panda community is so beautiful sharing their love outside of MoodPanda. HF if you want someone else to be in contact with I am here for you. We've been keeping up with each other's lives for 5 years!! :)

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5 H F
22 Mar 2017 ·
Feeling okay, trying to help Myself with everything. Because who else is going to, right? A shout out to my loyal Panda Friends and my new Panda Friends for Your comments and Hugs, especially on my
H F
22 Mar 2017 ·

last post. It takes effort and thoughtfulness to hug and especially comment, so a BIG thank You as I really appreciate it. I apologise for not responding as I was in a bad space and exhausted.

Jeff M
22 Mar 2017 ·

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Jeff M
22 Mar 2017 ·

So glad you're feeling ok and not in as bad a space, HF. Always happy to see a post or hug from you. Keep helping yourself! That's the hardest but most important thing to do! *Big hugs*

Manda P
22 Mar 2017 ·

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Binky B
22 Mar 2017 ·

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Binky B
22 Mar 2017 ·

Hey H F, great to hear from you. Keep on being awesome :-)

Manda P
22 Mar 2017 ·

Never apologize for not responding, H F. Us Pandas sometimes go through really hard times & responding to each post can be overwhelming. We will love you no matter what. Look after yourself. I'll be thinking of you! xx

Rorschach T
22 Mar 2017 ·

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Reba C
22 Mar 2017 ·

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sonny S
22 Mar 2017 ·

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DesBear D
22 Mar 2017 ·

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Esther B
22 Mar 2017 ·

Don't apologise. We help each other when needed. It's normal and okay to be off for a bit. Just happy to see you around. Any progress on the insurance thing? If you don't wanna talk about it I understand. Xx

Richard E
22 Mar 2017 ·

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Natalie C
23 Mar 2017 ·

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03 Apr 2017 ·

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2 H F
16 Feb 2017 ·
I act like I've got everything under control. Treading water constantly. I wear a smile for years. But inside I am fallen apart, broken with not much hope for anything good in the future. Not any hope
Christiana H
16 Feb 2017 · NEW

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H F
16 Feb 2017 ·

for being able to cope. Very little belief that that there is any hope for a true happiness for me. Always ready for the worst and little faith (now) in divine help because of experiences. A deep sadness and fear that remains hidden but lies so clos

H F
16 Feb 2017 ·

close underneath and permeates everything.

Renee M
16 Feb 2017 ·

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Binky B
16 Feb 2017 ·

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Éva H
16 Feb 2017 ·

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Binky B
16 Feb 2017 ·

Dear H F, your words are poetic. This is real... I hear you.

Sasha M
16 Feb 2017 ·

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Reba C
16 Feb 2017 ·

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Richard E
16 Feb 2017 ·

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Christina E
16 Feb 2017 ·

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Esther B
16 Feb 2017 ·

I'm so sorry that you feel this way. I wish I had something wise to say to make you feel better but I don't know what. I'm thinking of you though. Stay strong xx

Cindy M
17 Feb 2017 ·

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Cindy M
17 Feb 2017 ·

Thinking of you, dear H F. xx

DesBear D
17 Feb 2017 ·

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DesBear D
17 Feb 2017 ·

Lots of love

Anonmous A
17 Feb 2017 ·

H F, love you lots. I know how you feel I think maybe you relate to lots of people on here. I certainly feel like that. I wonder if it's being on the AD'S? Since my dose has been doubled im depressed when I started. Hold on in there. Big hugs xx

Manda P
18 Feb 2017 ·

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Manda P
18 Feb 2017 ·

My dear H F, hope you are feeling better by now. I know how these feelings can carry you away. You are strong though. Hold on tight & wait for it to pass.

A V
25 Feb 2017 ·

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A V
25 Feb 2017 ·

HF I go to that place and I once lived in that place. There will be light for you

Valerie V
27 Feb 2017 ·

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3 H F
10 Feb 2017 ·
Feel upset again...
H F
10 Feb 2017 ·

Justifiably. Not pay

H F
10 Feb 2017 ·

Oops. I meant not Partner this time. Pretending that I'm not upset but it's been at the forefront of my mind the whole of last night and today. Confused and offended by what loved one implied

H F
10 Feb 2017 ·

What a shame. But will do my best to overlook although quite difficult. Disappointed too.

Reba C
10 Feb 2017 ·

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10 Feb 2017 ·

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Lucy M
10 Feb 2017 ·

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10 Feb 2017 ·

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10 Feb 2017 ·

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Tasha S
10 Feb 2017 ·

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10 Feb 2017 ·

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10 Feb 2017 ·

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Richard E
11 Feb 2017 ·

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H F
16 Feb 2017 ·

Thank You for the Hugs, Hugs back

Richard E
16 Feb 2017 ·

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25 Feb 2017 ·

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5 H F
07 Feb 2017 ·
Partner trying to make up for upset but I'm privately still hurting from upset. I was delivered a large café bought coffee in bed today. Wow, I could so get used to that. Beautiful.
Valerie V
07 Feb 2017 ·

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Binky B
07 Feb 2017 ·

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Binky B
07 Feb 2017 ·

Sounds lovely, H F. I want one everyday too

Tasha S
07 Feb 2017 ·

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Reba C
07 Feb 2017 ·

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Manda P
07 Feb 2017 ·

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Manda P
07 Feb 2017 ·

Glad your partner is at least trying. I know it's hard to just get over it when they are doing nice things. Take your time.

Cindy M
07 Feb 2017 ·

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Richard E
07 Feb 2017 ·

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08 Feb 2017 ·

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25 Feb 2017 ·

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