Not a good combination, Esther. Have you been out today? Maybe fresh air will do you some good?
Yes Lieteke, 1.5 hour walk with the dog
That really is a walk! Pretty proud of you you made the courage to go! Shame it didn't help to get rid of the headache.. hope you will get some sleep tonight
Sounds like a pretty good day! Glad your friends are there for you!
Good for you! Gotta keep focusing on those good things, like the beautiful weather and the loving dog. Keep yourself occupied. We're all rooting for you so much!!
Animals are awsome, they always put a smile on my face. :) Glad you're feeling better, even if it's only for a short while. Enjoy this moment!
Enjoy the beautiful weather Esther
It's a positive thing that you feel well enough to go out with the dog, let the good weather do it's thing, and don't be hard on yourself if you don't manage to do everything you want. Small steps!
Thanks Jeff Shelley Lydia silke John and Jen. I've already survived most of the day so I'm happy :-)
Next week is still better than a few months, but I hope the time passes quickly for you. At this point any kind of waiting turns into torture.
That's what I thought Lydia! 2 weeks is better then 3 weeks
And if there's a crisis I can always call someone.. :)
Lovely to have you here sweet Esther, many hugs from PP x
I'm sorry you have to wait for the care you need, but I love your perspective here. You are getting the help you need, and you are so amazingly and inspiringly strong!
So sorry for your wait, but at least you have some optimism on that point. Good to see your paretns and friends are there to support you. Hope you get the help you need. Keep us posted how you feel. We all want to be there for you. 💜
You are all so kind. Thank you so much for your support xoxo
Always happy to see you posting, Esther! Take care of yourself, too, and all the best for you. Thinking of you! <3
Of course I'm not happy about you feeling low, but that you're posting at all. :)
It's good to see you, been worried. Glad you've got support and care. Lots of love, keeping you on my thoughts xx
So sorry to see you're struggling so much. Very happy you have your family and friends to be there for you. We are here for you as much as we can be. Sending you all my strength, Esther! *Big hugs*
Hope you'll feel better soon. Good to know there are people taking care of you!
thinking of you lots <3
Oh dear, I'm so sorry thos happened, but so glad you didn't succeed. Big hugs Esther, I hope you're getting all the help you need right now!
Oh, Esther, so sorry to hear that! Very happy you are still here. Hope you get the help you need and whenever you want to cry, scream, talk about anything, we are here for you!💜
I'm so sorry you were feeling so bad, but like everyone very glad you're still here. Hope they can help you, sweet Esther. Thinking of you xxx
Esther I am so glad you are still here. If you weren't I would be very, very sad. Always here for you xxx
So glad you are still here, dear Esther. Hope you are getting the care you need. I'll be thinking of you. xx
Thanks all. Was sent home with my parents. They call me tomorrow about what to do.
We are all here for you whenever you feel you want to “talk”! 💜
Love you and thinking of you ❤️
Blij dat je er nog bent. Gelukkig ben je niet alleen. Veel moed en dikke knuffel.
Esther, how are you this morning?
♥♥ thanks all
YOUR JOB. I NEED HELP YOU ****
Ugh, that sucks, I'm sorry. I usually also only get telephone numbers and have to call myself and I hate calling people. Habe you asked him why he won't call them?
Mmm...ice cream sounds good!
sounds like a good day
It was Love. Satisfied :)
What flavor of ice cream? 😊
Way to go Esther!
Happy pandaversery, Estherbear! We're so glad you're still here! :)
Yay! Happy Pandaversary, Esther! The place wouldn't be the same without you. 💖
♥🐼 my pandafriends. Thank you all for your kind words
Lots of love, Esther - always. xx
Wow Esther, well done!!!! And a football match of all things!
sometimes the best way to overcome a fear is to face it squarely as you did.
Great job, Esther!
Thanks all. I guess it is Love! And nothing bad happened so I can train my mind with this victory.
Well done my friend!
Well done, Esther! xx
So happy to see a post from you, even though you're still feeling so low. Been wondering how you are, how you're doing. Lots of love and strength your way xx
Thanks Cindy for your kind words. Thought of you all but I was having a difficult time posting. Hope you're doing well! Xx
Ek voel dieselfde my Vriendin. Liefde <3
Happy to hear from you vriendin!!! Xxx
Hope you got home ok, Esther!
Hope you're okay xx
Glad to read this! 💕
Furry companions are great, aren't they? Glad that you are feeling better...
You can indeed, Esther. Crossing everything and thinking of you xx
Yes you can! *hugs*
Yes you will Esther
*big hugs* for you, Esther
Yes, for sure! You are SO STRONG!
You are strong. Your mind is throwing ideas and thoughts at you, but you are stronger than those thoughts and ideas. They are not reality! I hope you can find distraction and separation from those thoughts!
You are strong - we're with you, Esther. xx
We're just mirroring the support you show us! I hope you can recuperate at your parents.
John said it! You're very lovable, dear Esther
I'm so glad they are there for you and you're able to be safe! I hope you're able to get in at some point and get the care you need. Rooting for you so strongly, Esther! You deserve to feel better! *Big Hugs*
Probably couldnt ask for a more loving environment.
So glad you have your parents to go to, Esther. I'd think that'd be very comforting. I'll be thinking of you. xx
Glad you'll be safe. Hoping you can get the right support and help. xx
Thanks friends xxx
We also want you to live ❤️ wishing you lots of strength and competent professional help!
We want you to live! That's such a great, powerful thing to realize. I know it will be difficult. We're here for you as much as we can be!!!
That's a huge step in the right direction. I hope you continue to feel that way. 💖
So glad to hear this. And we want you here too. Hope is necessary.
I hope it passes quickly, Esther. :( Wish we could help!
Sorry to see this, sweet Esther. I hope you feel better soon. 💖
Thanks all. I've got meds to sleep but it's all probably the side effects.. hate this feeling