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Esther B · 19h 4
DOWN. Coach is very positive about me finding s job but I can't find any study related job.. I still worry a lot.
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Jeff M · 17h
Sorry, Esther. Keep looking! Takes time to find what's right for each of us!
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Esther B · 2d 6
Jobcoach. Reading. Psychiatrist. Okay day.
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Cindy M · 1d
I hope having a job coach is helpful. Thinking of you x
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Esther B · 19h
Hi Cindy. She wasn't very helpful yesterday cause she couldn't give me any new advice. I already do everything she suggests but if there arentt any related job offers I'm stuck:(
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Esther B · 4d 5
Mother texted me about brother. His relationship ended 6 months ago but his ex and child still living with him. They have been fighting non stop last f3w days. Worried about my niece.
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Esther B · 3d
Thanks a lot <3
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Esther B · 5d 5
Last day at the job. Got so many presents and sweet words. Ended up crying. Embarrassed.
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Claire M · 5d
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Claire M · 5d
Don't be embarrassed! It just shows that you care. Nothing wrong with showing emotions x
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Jucimara M · 5d
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Jeff M · 5d
Aw, that's so nice! Means they really like and care about you. Good luck with your next job!
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Binky B · 5d
That's sweet of them! I cried when I left my Kat job
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Binky B · 5d
Last* big hugs x
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Manda P · 4d
Don't be embarrassed. It shows how much you meant to them. Hopefully you will build such strong relationships at your next job. xx
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Reba C · 4d
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Esther B · 3d
That's true panda friends. I just look horrible when I'm crying. But guess it was the wine as well. . I've made friends this last 2 years so I'm definitely gonna miss them.
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Manda P · 3d
No body looks pretty when they're crying! I'm sure it made them happy to see you were touched!
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Esther B · 7d 6
Cat is settling down. Washing herself and she plays a bit. Happy as a little child with my new roommate.
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Claire M · 7d
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Claire M · 7d
So happy for you :)
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Tuxi A · 5d
Cats are awesome, aren't they? :)
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Esther B · 5d
Tuxi!!!! I've missed you
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Esther B · 08 Jan 2017 3
Been stuffing my face with chocolate and sweets. Haven't been to the gym in 10 days. F A T.
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Silke V · 08 Jan 2017
Dan weet je wat te doen morgen ;)
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sonny S · 08 Jan 2017
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sonny S · 08 Jan 2017
My wearnest are chocolate chip cookies
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sonny S · 08 Jan 2017
*weakness
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Claire M · 08 Jan 2017
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Manda P · 08 Jan 2017
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Manda P · 08 Jan 2017
At least you go to the gym sometimes! I sit on my butt all day. You'll get back on track. xx
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Richard E · 08 Jan 2017
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Esther B · 09 Jan 2017
Ja als het eens kon vandaag. Kan woensdag pas ivm werk en afspraken :( @manda: you can exercise at home as well!
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Manda P · 09 Jan 2017
Of course I can exercise at home, I just have to find the motivation to do it which is especially not likely to happen in the winter. All I wear are hoodies so if my stomach poofs out a bit you can't tell. It's when the warmer weather hits that I...
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Manda P · 09 Jan 2017
...get really worried. I know the exercise would help my mood though. Been considering take yoga back up.
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Esther B · 08 Jan 2017 5
Headache. Cat is sweet but still a bit scared. It will be all right I guess. She moved from her home to a shelter and now she's at my place. Must be very stressful.
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4Give 1 · 08 Jan 2017
Yes. A lot of love, patience, and compassion- which you have to give- will calm her.
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sonny S · 08 Jan 2017
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Claire M · 08 Jan 2017
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Claire M · 08 Jan 2017
Very stressfull indeed, she will be fine I'm sure! Just give her time, and wait her to get to you, instead of going to her.
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Reba C · 08 Jan 2017
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Manda P · 08 Jan 2017
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Manda P · 08 Jan 2017
Yes, poor thing is probably very stressed. She just needs time to feel safe. You are good for giving her a home.
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Richard E · 08 Jan 2017
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Esther B · 08 Jan 2017 7
Got my own cat. I'm so happy
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Alma B · 08 Jan 2017
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Cindy M · 08 Jan 2017
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Cindy M · 08 Jan 2017
So happy for you! Is this the one you were searching for?
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Binky B · 08 Jan 2017
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Han M · 08 Jan 2017
Congrats! I'm thinking about having a cat too
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Claire M · 08 Jan 2017
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Claire M · 08 Jan 2017
<3<3<3 Cats are the best
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Esther B · 08 Jan 2017
Yes Cindy! We found her in a shelter. My mom picked her up for me. So happy. Her owner was in the hospital and her neighbor brought her to a shelter. Very strange story but it's alright in the end :)
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Silke V · 08 Jan 2017
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Manda P · 08 Jan 2017
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Manda P · 08 Jan 2017
What is her name?
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Esther B · 10 Jan 2017
She's called Misty Manda. But I'm trying to come up with another name.. Minnie or Mindy or Minoes
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Manda P · 10 Jan 2017
I'd say Minnie or Minoes only because I already know two Mindys. =p
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DesBear D · 7d
yay! :D I like Minnie!
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Claire M · 7d
Then there is me who actually likes her current name the most :D
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Esther B · 7d
Haha Claire its just that I know another misty cat and that's a horrible little thing ;p
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Claire M · 7d
Oh well then it makes perfectly sense to change the name haha
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Esther B · 05 Jan 2017 4
Hate the person I've become.
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Manda P · 05 Jan 2017
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Manda P · 05 Jan 2017
No, Esther, you can't do that. You are a wonderful person. What is making you feel that way?
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sonny S · 06 Jan 2017
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sonny S · 06 Jan 2017
Dont beat ur self up..it's not ur fault, we're not the same 5 yrs ago, 10 years ago. So that means 5 years foward we will be completely different from who we are now. Have faith for the future
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Esther B · 08 Jan 2017
That's true Sonny. @Manda I don't know. I'm not very nice to the people around me. I just feel lonely and angry and I blame everyone for it.
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Manda P · 08 Jan 2017
I sometimes do the same thing, Esther. Those that love you will know that's not what you really mean though.
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sonny S · 08 Jan 2017
I feel the same way right now. I find myself apologizing alot to people because I've become very upset at the smallest things.
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Esther B · 04 Jan 2017 3
Headache. The joy I had by picking up my cat next week is ruined cause her owner is sick and now his neighbours brought the cat to a shelter. Now have to find her somehow.
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Manda P · 04 Jan 2017
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Manda P · 04 Jan 2017
That is so sad. I hope you are able to find her. Kitty friends are so wonderful. Wishing you luck!
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Esther B · 03 Jan 2017 5
Ate a whole packet of chocolate cookies. Oops. Skipped the gym cause my house is a mess and it makes my head messy as well. Down about finding a new job
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anonymouse . · 03 Jan 2017
I hope u find one soon !!
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Esther B · 02 Jan 2017 4
Feeling sick. Probably from stressing out these last days
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Esther B · 01 Jan 2017 4
Down. Don't know if it will be better soon. Everything is just too much.
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Esther B · 01 Jan 2017 4
Don't like NYE. At friends place but she's fighting with bf all the time. Tense. Wanna go home and sleep. don't have the energy to remain in this negative house. Friend is so tensed and angry
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Esther B · 01 Jan 2017
@jeff luckily it's over. Back to work tomorrow :/
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Jeff M · 01 Jan 2017
I hate it too...
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Esther B · 31 Dec 2016 5
Keep on dreaming about men and being in a relationship. Spending nye at friends place. Not comfy. Feeling tense.
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Pontus W · 31 Dec 2016
I see you. All the best to your acts on improving your relationship status ??
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Pontus W · 31 Dec 2016
...status <3
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Esther B · 01 Jan 2017
I'm not going to act on my relationship status? You either meet someone or you don't.
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Esther B · 27 Dec 2016 5
First 8 hours of work since July. Tired. 13 days left. Stressed about new job.
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Esther B · 26 Dec 2016 6
Had 2 fun days at friends family. Off to bed now. Work tomorrow. 14 days at current job left.
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Esther B · 27 Dec 2016
Thanks all! My loyal friends :))
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DesBear D · 27 Dec 2016
woohoo, go us, we are getting out of horrible jobs! <3 proud of you!
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Esther B · 25 Dec 2016 5
Headache.
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Esther B · 24 Dec 2016 5
Slept for 15 hours. Just wanna relax all day
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Manda P · 24 Dec 2016
Glad I'm not the only one sleeping so much. It's weird because I don't do it when BF & daughter are home. It's going to be a loooong Christmas break!
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Esther B · 24 Dec 2016
I am just lazy. Long week at work with lot of insecurities. Don't feel like doing anything today.
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Manda P · 24 Dec 2016
Hope you've been able to relax, Esther. Always thinking of you. <3
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DesBear D · 25 Dec 2016
sounds like you deserve a relax day <3
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Cindy M · 25 Dec 2016
Hope you had a lovely Christmas dear Esther. Thinking of you x
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Esther B · 26 Dec 2016
Thanks Cindy
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Esther B · 26 Dec 2016
I enjoyed it! Thanks for all the hugs and thoughts. Much appreciated
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Esther B · 23 Dec 2016 4
Weekend. Anxious. Feeling fat. Had 3 cups of wine and a lot of snacks. Meeting friend for sushi later but don't feel like socialising. Just want to sleep.
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Manda P · 23 Dec 2016
It's ok, Esther. Too have that much. It's ok to indulge. Don't beat yourself up over it. Thinking of you. <3
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Esther B · 24 Dec 2016
Thanks a lot friends. Again this proves I don't need to work.
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Esther B · 24 Dec 2016
I mean. I shouldn't drink. Weird autocorrect.
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Esther B · 22 Dec 2016 5
Allright. Touched by this 6 year old kid who already raised 700.000 euros (and still counting) for serious request for kids with pneumonia. He has terminal cancer and this was his last wish.
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Esther B · 22 Dec 2016
https://kominactie.3fm.nl/actie/lak-aan
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Binky B · 23 Dec 2016
Wow, it's up to 988k now! How amazing, it always touches me, how generous people can be. And, what a great kid he is. Thanks for sharing.
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H F · 23 Dec 2016
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Esther B · 23 Dec 2016
It's 1.5 million euros now!! And the donations for him and his family are around 120.000 euros already.
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Esther B · 21 Dec 2016 5
Told therapist I'm having a hard time. Finding job that suits me better instead of taking a job like this that makes me vry unhappy. Winter nt helping either. Looking for something to hold on to.
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Jeff M · 21 Dec 2016
I'm struggling in the same way lately... hoping after the holidays I can pull myself back up. Hope you do too, esther!
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DesBear D · 21 Dec 2016
<3 I am trying to do the same! it is so hard.
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Esther B · 22 Dec 2016
Thanks all for your support. Let's do this together
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Esther B · 20 Dec 2016 5
Another attack in Europe. Makes me very sad
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anonymouse . · 20 Dec 2016
I am so upset and disappointed and disgusted :(
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Astrid E · 20 Dec 2016
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Esther B · 19 Dec 2016 2
Really anxious and depressed. Don't know if I can make it through the holidays or even through this day. Thinking of overdose all the time.
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* ChloĆ« * · 19 Dec 2016
Oh Esther Bear... sorry to see you feeling so low. Thinking of you and sending big hugs. xxxx
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Astrid E · 19 Dec 2016
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Binky B · 19 Dec 2016
Esther that is very sad to hear, I am also thinking of you and sending extra big hugs xx
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Jeff M · 19 Dec 2016
I'm sorry, Esther! Can you talk to someone? Your doctors or someone? Did they give you advice for when it gets like this? We are always here for you...you'll get through this. *Big hugs*
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H F · 19 Dec 2016
Hello my Friend, very sorry to hear that, I agree with Jeff, is there a professional You can call to help You through this? I'm thinking of You, Love and Strength Always <3 <3 <3
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Claire M · 19 Dec 2016
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Claire M · 19 Dec 2016
Agreeing with other pandas, please ask for help from someone who can help you with these thoughts. You're in my mind x
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Manda P · 19 Dec 2016
I'm thinking of you, sweet Esther. Please don't ever think that is the only way out. So many people would miss you. Agreeing with the other Pandas that you've got to call someone. I know I'm late, but just always remember that. Inbox me on FB...
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Manda P · 19 Dec 2016
...if you ever need someone to 'talk ' to. Let the professional help on the urge to overdose though. Those are very serious thoughts that should not be discounted. Much love, <3 xx
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Silke V · 19 Dec 2016
Are you safe Esther? pretty worried, hope you'll feel better soon x
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DesBear D · 19 Dec 2016
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DesBear D · 19 Dec 2016
So sorry, Esther <3 Please stay strong for us and hold on. I know the thoughts can be so overwhelming, but I promise things will get better. As Manda said, msg me on facebook too if you need, please. We love you <3
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Richard E · 19 Dec 2016
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Esther B · 20 Dec 2016
Thanks lovely friends. I've managed it through the day. Sometimes these thoughts get so overwhelming that I just freeze and don't know what to do. Normally this happens during the nights or evening and then I just read a book or go to sleep. This
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Esther B · 20 Dec 2016
Time it was just when I woke up. I had a call shift at work for the very first time since I got 'sick' so I guess I worried a lot about that and the holidays just stress me out I guess. I'm going to my friends place but still, it's always a bit too
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Esther B · 20 Dec 2016
Much for me. Sometimes I can't handle all these social activities all together and then I think it's best just to disappear but that's just the easy way out as Manda says cause it's not a solution for my problems at all. Will talk to therapist today.
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Esther B · 20 Dec 2016
Thanks a lot all of you. I will message you on Facebook when I can't handle it anymore xxxxx
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Cindy M · 22 Dec 2016
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Cindy M · 22 Dec 2016
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Esther B · 18 Dec 2016 5
Footballgame ended with a draw. Angry and frustrated. Wish I could see it as just a game. Fight with ex again. Tired of everything.
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Esther B · 18 Dec 2016 5
Bad dreams
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Esther B · 17 Dec 2016 4
I don't feel like socialising the last few weeks. Feel disappointed in people I know or thought I knew. Just leave me alone. I will manage. Therapist says I'm really strong. Managed a lot on my own.
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Binky B · 17 Dec 2016
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Esther B · 18 Dec 2016
Thanks Binky Sam Richard Reba Claire Tasha Nixi Christina and Manda. Thanks for you kind words Amanda. Mean a lot to me
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Manda P · 18 Dec 2016
Your therapist is right. You are incredibly strong! I know you can make it through anything. xx
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Esther B · 16 Dec 2016 4
Tired. Had job interview but guess I didn't do well. Just tired. Afraid of depression.
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Claire M · 16 Dec 2016
Maybe you can avoid the depression if you start working against it now? Give your body and mind a good rest x
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Binky B · 17 Dec 2016
Big hugs, dear Esther x
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Esther B · 17 Dec 2016
That's true Claire. I try to work out on a regular basis but guess this Friday I was just tired of the tension for my job interview and work. Big hugs back Binky! hugs back to all of u
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Esther B · 15 Dec 2016 5
I've had too many sweets. Craving sugar because of period. They delivered my coach and table today but I'm not able to put things together by myself so I have to wait a bit more.
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Esther B · 16 Dec 2016
Coach = couch / sofa
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Esther B · 13 Dec 2016 4
I fell during running lasy night. Tried to break my falll with leftarm. Now sore shoulder and blue and very painful knee. Panic attwck because i cant leave the house for cinema. cant explain.
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DesBear D · 13 Dec 2016
ow! hope it heal up soon <3
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Esther B · 14 Dec 2016
Thanks friends. It's still a bit sore. Hopefully I can run again pretty soon. Just can't train my shoulder.
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Manda P · 15 Dec 2016
Feel better soon, dear Esther. <3
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