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6 Esther B
18m ·
City for breakfast. Lunch at home. Tried to run but still sore pelvis from horseriding. Walked home instead. At least I got some excercise.
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6 Esther B
17h ·
stayed in bed until 12 cause of my headache. got up and strolled around the city. managed to do some errands as well.
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Esther B
3h ·

Thanks friends. Feeling a bit better :)

Jeff M
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Jeff M
3h ·

Glad you managed to get out of bed and accomplish things. I woke up today with a headache...feel hungover, but didn't drink!

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5 Esther B
2d ·
Went to the gym. Sore muscles from horsebackriding. Now just crying because I feel so lonely. Trying to make contact through dating apps but it makes my mood even lower so guess I should stop that.
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2d ·

I found those apps made me feel worse too. People didn't respond or responded rudely. Was more work than it was worth, I guess. Sorry you're feeling so lonely, Esther! :(

Esther B
2d ·

It's difficult hey. therapist says I should be more steady before I try this again but I don't want to be lonely all the time.

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Manda P
2d ·

I think you really need to take the advice of your therapist. You need to take time for YOU. Find out what makes Esther happy. xx

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Love 1
1d ·

Our need for connection is beautiful. It hurts when its not satisfied. Sometimes our friends can relieve us of that. But sounds like theres more. Need for affection, intimacy, commitment maybe?

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Esther B
1d ·

Hi Love, I just miss the affection I guess. It's been more then 1 year now.. and I know just affection from a random stranger isn't helpful at all but still. Sometimes I don't know what to do.

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6 Esther B
4d ·
back in holland. had a great weekend. we had a massive rain and hail today so we were too cold and had to skip some parts of the trail. horses were so nice!! that feeling when you kenter upwards a
Esther B
4d ·

hill and you feel that impressive power underneath you. it's amazing. can't explain it. very very special

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Claire M
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I love horses, and being around them, but I am bit afraid of riding and haven't done it in years. I am so happy you had this chance, sounds absolutely amazing!!

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Esther B
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Thanks Claire! I hadn't been on a horse in more then 2 years so it was a bit scary for me as well but luckily it's like riding a bike.. you will never forget how to do it! I love to groom them maybe as much as riding on them.

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Manda P
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You are so lucky. I've only been up close to a horse once. Riding one looked like so much fun. I'm glad you had a good time. You really needed that! xx

Love 1
3d ·

what a magical experience. Sounds like you made a deep connection and were rooted in the present.

Esther B
2d ·

I was Love. I love spending time with animals. Makes the deeper connection easier to access.

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7 Esther B
5d ·
in the Belgium Ardennes. Horsebackriding on endurance horses. We had a 5hour trailrace it was fabulous!!
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Loved your instagrams!!

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The pictures & videos where amazing! So jealous! Glad you had a good time. xx

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6 Esther B
6d ·
had an okay session with therapist. he said it's probably better if I don't date anyone at this stage in my life cause I need to build a stronger me. A partner is the cherry on the cake and not an es*
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Esther B
6d ·

sential ingredient of the same cake. (that's my own comparison). let's see how it goes. maybe if I stop wanting it so badly it is time to try again. a partner is not there to fill a gap.

Savanna S
6d ·

If your partner is helping you through what your going through, then great! But don't treat them like a lifeline, it will complicate your relationship and make it harder for you to heal. 💛💛

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I think what your therapist said makes a lot of sense. He is a professional after all. So go ahead & focus on YOU, one of the sweetest girls in the world. Those men will still be out there waiting when you're ready. 💖

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Esther B
5d ·

thanks a lot Manda for your sweet comment and all other pandas as well zzz

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4 Esther B
7d ·
tired. couldn't sleep after his visit last night. grumpy at work but luckily 1 hour left before I have 2 weeks off.
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Jeff M
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Ooo two weeks off! That's awesome. What are your plans?

Esther B
7d ·

Sleep!! No plans yet. Np money for activities

Lydia R
7d ·

Sleeping is a very good plan.

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Manda P
7d ·

Ah, sleep for two weeks! Enjoy! 💚

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Jeff M
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Sleep sounds good!

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Esther B
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Thanks 💕💕

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4 Esther B
7d ·
Think I need to date more to know what I want but if every time I try this I get the same rejection I don't want to do this anymore.
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4 Esther B
7d ·
had this meeting with a guy. would like to know him better but this morning he told me he missed a kind of chemistry. oh well what's new.
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6 Esther B
12 Sep 2017 ·
Introduction at work. Got me inspired to actually do more to make the world a better place. Be more picky when it comes to groceries. Know where your meat comes from etc.
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12 Sep 2017 ·

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Claire M
12 Sep 2017 ·

Amazing!! Thinking about these things is very important and actually pretty easy too. Glad to see you on green ❤️

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12 Sep 2017 ·

So happy to see a 6, Esther! 💖

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Esther B
12 Sep 2017 ·

Thanks! I've had a good day. Hope you did too!!

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Manda P
13 Sep 2017 ·

I've just hugged you twice! Must not be much action on MP today. All caught up. *more hugs for you* 💖

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Cindy M
13 Sep 2017 ·

Yay green! xx

Esther B
6d ·

Thanks lovely friends

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