Hope you feel better
Thanks friends. Feeling a bit better :)
Glad you managed to get out of bed and accomplish things. I woke up today with a headache...feel hungover, but didn't drink!
I found those apps made me feel worse too. People didn't respond or responded rudely. Was more work than it was worth, I guess. Sorry you're feeling so lonely, Esther! :(
It's difficult hey. therapist says I should be more steady before I try this again but I don't want to be lonely all the time.
I think you really need to take the advice of your therapist. You need to take time for YOU. Find out what makes Esther happy. xx
Our need for connection is beautiful. It hurts when its not satisfied. Sometimes our friends can relieve us of that. But sounds like theres more. Need for affection, intimacy, commitment maybe?
Hi Love, I just miss the affection I guess. It's been more then 1 year now.. and I know just affection from a random stranger isn't helpful at all but still. Sometimes I don't know what to do.
hill and you feel that impressive power underneath you. it's amazing. can't explain it. very very special
I love horses, and being around them, but I am bit afraid of riding and haven't done it in years. I am so happy you had this chance, sounds absolutely amazing!!
Thanks Claire! I hadn't been on a horse in more then 2 years so it was a bit scary for me as well but luckily it's like riding a bike.. you will never forget how to do it! I love to groom them maybe as much as riding on them.
You are so lucky. I've only been up close to a horse once. Riding one looked like so much fun. I'm glad you had a good time. You really needed that! xx
what a magical experience. Sounds like you made a deep connection and were rooted in the present.
I was Love. I love spending time with animals. Makes the deeper connection easier to access.
Loved your instagrams!!
The pictures & videos where amazing! So jealous! Glad you had a good time. xx
sential ingredient of the same cake. (that's my own comparison). let's see how it goes. maybe if I stop wanting it so badly it is time to try again. a partner is not there to fill a gap.
If your partner is helping you through what your going through, then great! But don't treat them like a lifeline, it will complicate your relationship and make it harder for you to heal. 💛💛
I think what your therapist said makes a lot of sense. He is a professional after all. So go ahead & focus on YOU, one of the sweetest girls in the world. Those men will still be out there waiting when you're ready. 💖
thanks a lot Manda for your sweet comment and all other pandas as well zzz
Ooo two weeks off! That's awesome. What are your plans?
Sleep!! No plans yet. Np money for activities
Sleeping is a very good plan.
Ah, sleep for two weeks! Enjoy! 💚
Sleep sounds good!
Amazing!! Thinking about these things is very important and actually pretty easy too. Glad to see you on green ❤️
So happy to see a 6, Esther! 💖
Thanks! I've had a good day. Hope you did too!!
I've just hugged you twice! Must not be much action on MP today. All caught up. *more hugs for you* 💖
Yay green! xx
Thanks lovely friends