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4 Esther B
4h ·
Therapy done for this week. It was quite intense. We're a small group and we're willing to share. Next week 2 new ppl are added to our group. Interesting to observe how our group will respond.
Éva H
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Esther B
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It's intense cause it's moving me. Main goals are acceptance of my 'disorder / disease / whatever you want to call it' and to be willing to recieve therapy. Its hard. I just want to work and be normal.

Jeff M
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Jeff M
4h ·

I suspect that you have to break down before you can 'repair'...get through the walls you built up, which would have to be really hard. Good for you for facing it with perspective! I'm sure you can do it, Esther!

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4 Esther B
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Feeling sad after an intense day. Negative thoughts are popping up like mushrooms. Like date doesn't wanna meet me while he said Sunday he does. But he's going away for a trip and has ppl staying over
John T
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John T
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I really like your turn of phrase, 'popping up like mushrooms'! Brilliant! I'm going to start saying that! Hope you are feeling better soon though.

Jeff M
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Jeff M
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It is a suitable phrase, because those bad thoughts are like fungi. They grow in the dark, wet places and feed on bad things and spread like crazy. (Just ignore the fact that mushrooms can be delicious!)

Jeff M
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It's tough, especially after a bad day, but have to resist those bad thoughts so they don't grow and spread!

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Manda P
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Just breathe & stop those mushrooms from spreading! It'll be ok, Esther. xx

Esther B
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thanks all 💞

Richard E
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5 Esther B
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Therapy. Touched by sadness. Drama and crisisintervention ahead. Cognitive and creative therapy done.
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6 Esther B
4d ·
Manager at work said i looked energetic. I think I'm doing okay. Not good yet but very okay. Got a nice rhythm with work/gym/therapy and social life.
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Jeff M
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That's great! Very okay is pretty good, if you ask me!

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Mandy O
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Great to hear Esther 😃

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7 Esther B
5d ·
Nice weekend with gym, friends, cat and books. Date came for dinner. Made him a Dutch meal.
John T
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John T
5d ·

The dutch make great cheese. Edam and Gouda (especially the kind with chillis in) are beautiful delicately flavoured cheeses.

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Esther B
4d ·

haha thanks John! I loooove cheese.

John T
4d ·

I remember having cheese with salt on in a Belgian pub once. Not quite Dutch but just next door!

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Mandy O
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Ooooh I looooove cheese to 👍🏼

nixiblu .
23h ·

Did someone say cheese ?????

Esther B
4h ·

Yeaahhh cheese!!! Cheese fondue!!!

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5 Esther B
7d ·
First week of work and therapy behind me. Must admit I'm pretty tired. A lot to reflect on.
Lex M
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Jeff M
7d ·

It's like a new exercise...the first few days are exhausting, but you'll get in shape for it! Hope it helps you!

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Cindy M
7d ·

Look after yourself - and everything is crossed for you re therapy xx

Esther B
6d ·

Thanks all 💞 5 more weeks to go

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6 Esther B
11 Jan 2018 ·
yesterday was our second date. we went to an Australian restaurant. nice food and cosy place. bought him a book in return. 2nd day of therapy was long. 4 groupsessions.
Jeff M
11 Jan 2018 ·

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11 Jan 2018 ·

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12 Jan 2018 ·

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5 Esther B
10 Jan 2018 ·
Loving the updated MP app; thanks chiefs!! Okay day. Bit tired though.
Jeff M
10 Jan 2018 ·

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Lydia R
10 Jan 2018 ·

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Lydia R
10 Jan 2018 ·

I still need to get used to not being able to access the community and my site with only one click anymore. I'm a creature of habit.

John T
10 Jan 2018 ·

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Jake G
10 Jan 2018 · CHIEFPANDA

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Jake G
10 Jan 2018 · CHIEFPANDA

Hey Lydia - I know what you mean :-) We'll keep working on that. It's a balance between the single click, and being able to access more things easily. Iterate and improve, iterate and improve :-) Thanks Esther

Lydia R
10 Jan 2018 ·

That's true, Jake. I didn't want to be a complete dick and complain about something like that. I'm always like that with updates at first. Always hate them and then slowly get used to them and forget why I ever complained in the first place.:)

Jake G
10 Jan 2018 · CHIEFPANDA

I hate changes at first too haha

Jeff M
10 Jan 2018 ·

Is there a way to hover your mouse over the option to bring down the drop-down options rather than have to click to bring the drop-down options? I keep hovering my mouse and expecting that...

Jake G
10 Jan 2018 · CHIEFPANDA

Will investigate

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10 Jan 2018 ·

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10 Jan 2018 ·

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sonny S
11 Jan 2018 ·

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Jake G
11 Jan 2018 · CHIEFPANDA

Jeff - experimenting with hover now :-)

Jake G
11 Jan 2018 · CHIEFPANDA

It's not quite right, but we're working through it :-)

* Chloë *
11 Jan 2018 ·

Yeah! Love it!

Lydia R
7d ·

I see the hovering works! Great job. :)

Jeff M
7d ·

Hmm...doesn't work for me.

John T
7d ·

Me neither

Lydia R
7d ·

Hmm.. what browser are you using? Maybe the update is rolled out in waves? I haven't a clue. :')

John T
7d ·

I just looked and it should be using jQuery, which is good, because jQuery is great (but I only use it for stupid, over the top effects! :-D).

Lydia R
7d ·

Are you on mobile? I mean for me it's working in the desktop version (I prefer typing on my laptop).

John T
7d ·

Maybe, I'm on Firefox at the moment, but if it was using jQuery, it shouldn't matter which browser really. Maybe it was temporarily updated then taken out, but your browser saved that version... or something.

John T
7d ·

No, I usually am, but it wouldn't matter on mobile because you don't have a mouse curser.

Lydia R
7d ·

Sounds like... magic! lol I have no clue. Still working here and so far it's a good compromise between the old single-quick and the new everything-in-one version.

John T
7d ·

Are you on Chrome?

John T
7d ·

I just checked, it's working in Chrome...

John T
7d ·

Haha, I was totally wrong about the browser not mattering!

Lydia R
7d ·

Yup, currently using Chrome!

John T
7d ·

Working in Safari too

John T
7d ·

Might too new (or old) version of jQuery. There's lot of people having problems with it with Firefox after doing a quick Google search. Although I'm going to stop talking because I'm probably wrong again!

Jake G
7d · CHIEFPANDA

We'll look into it

Jeff M
7d ·

It is working for me on Chrome on my personal computer. Perhaps my work computer blocks the function that does it. Thanks, Jake!

Jake G
7d · CHIEFPANDA

It's a very simple bit of css 🤔

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6 Esther B
08 Jan 2018 ·
Starting my 6 weeks 'diagnostic part-time therapy' tomorrow. ready for it.
Manda P
08 Jan 2018 ·

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Manda P
08 Jan 2018 ·

Good luck! I know you'll do great. 💖

Silke V
08 Jan 2018 ·

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Silke V
08 Jan 2018 ·

Good luck 🍀

Jeff M
08 Jan 2018 ·

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Jeff M
08 Jan 2018 ·

Good luck, Esther. Love your attitude for this. I'm sure this will be good for you!

Richard E
08 Jan 2018 ·

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Richard E
08 Jan 2018 ·

Hope it goes well

Reba H
09 Jan 2018 ·

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09 Jan 2018 ·

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09 Jan 2018 ·

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09 Jan 2018 ·

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Tuxi A
09 Jan 2018 ·

Good luck! I hope it will be the right thing for you!

DesBear D
09 Jan 2018 ·

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5 Esther B
08 Jan 2018 ·
I don't want to push things but I'm still nervous bout dating en stuff. Even though he said he would like to see me again. I hope I don't make the same mistakes again.
Chloe F
08 Jan 2018 ·

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John T
08 Jan 2018 ·

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John T
08 Jan 2018 ·

We are all wishing you the best, Esther!

Manda P
08 Jan 2018 ·

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Manda P
08 Jan 2018 ·

Just take it one day at a time. Enjoy yourself & relax. Rooting for you, sweet Esther! xx

Rosie L
08 Jan 2018 ·

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08 Jan 2018 ·

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Jeff M
08 Jan 2018 ·

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Jeff M
08 Jan 2018 ·

It's exciting and nerve-wracking. But try not to fret, and don't forget that he's probably nervous and anxious too! Sometimes knowing that helps!

DesBear D
08 Jan 2018 ·

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Esther B
08 Jan 2018 ·

Thanks all. If i have enough other stuff on my mind it will go better Im sure. Tjanks for your support

Richard E
08 Jan 2018 ·

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09 Jan 2018 ·

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