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3 sonny S
08 May 2018 ·
Found out that my brother decided to host mother s day. I hate the idea of being in his home. I know he's trying to make up to us, but I still feel uncomfortable around him
Penelope P
08 May 2018 ·

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danielle m
08 May 2018 · NEW

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Cindy M
08 May 2018 ·

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Sebastian P
08 May 2018 ·

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Sebastian P
08 May 2018 ·

Try to change your state. He does not want to hurt you. Imagine he just wants to be nice.

Alicia B
08 May 2018 ·

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Alicia B
08 May 2018 ·

Problematic siblings must be a nightmare. Hope it goes well in spite of him.

nixiblu .
08 May 2018 ·

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Tasha S
09 May 2018 ·

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Lieteke G
09 May 2018 ·

Try to be there for your mum.. it is only a few hours, then go home and when the need arises, hit a pillow

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5 sonny S
28 Apr 2018 ·
Still here.. I hope everyone is doing well and each day gets better than the last. Stay Famous my friends
Misfit girl L
28 Apr 2018 ·

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Lydia R
28 Apr 2018 ·

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Cindy M
28 Apr 2018 ·

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Cindy M
28 Apr 2018 ·

Great to see you! xx

H F
28 Apr 2018 ·

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H F
28 Apr 2018 ·

You too lovely Sonny

sonny S
29 Apr 2018 ·

Thank you Cindy and HF! Thank you everyone

Esther B
29 Apr 2018 ·

You too Sonny. Happy to hear from you

DesBear D
29 Apr 2018 ·

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sonny S
30 Apr 2018 ·

Thanks Esther, Des!

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2 sonny S
11 Apr 2018 ·
I found out last night that my ex moved to the city I'm in now w her bf. I don't know why but it spun me into a manic depression with a side of extreme anxiety of randomly seeing her.
sonny S
11 Apr 2018 ·

I only got 3 hours of sleep last night and I just in this funk. I've been doing good for so long. I think all the stress finally caught up to me and seeing her again, set me back

sonny S
11 Apr 2018 ·

Hopefully I can get past all this soon

Janine S
11 Apr 2018 ·

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Shelley H
11 Apr 2018 ·

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DesBear D
11 Apr 2018 ·

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Cindy M
11 Apr 2018 ·

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Cindy M
11 Apr 2018 ·

I can understand why that threw you - be kind to yourself and, as you say, give it time to pass. Big hugs xx

Esther B
12 Apr 2018 ·

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Esther B
12 Apr 2018 ·

Hope so too dear friend. You deserve some stressless nights

sonny S
13 Apr 2018 ·

Thank you everyone for the hugs.. Im better now.. I just had a quick stumble.. thank u cindy and Esther for the kind words

Misfit girl L
28 Apr 2018 ·

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2 sonny S
07 Apr 2018 ·
I smoked some cigarettes last night and I feel so so sick.. I can't believe I gave in again.. I also stop talking the girl I was seeing.. + my boss is a horrible person and gave me a panic attack
Tasha S
07 Apr 2018 ·

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Kristina M
07 Apr 2018 ·

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Cindy M
07 Apr 2018 ·

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Cindy M
07 Apr 2018 ·

But think of how much progress you'd made, Sonny - one time doesn't negate that. Hope things improve x

DesBear D
07 Apr 2018 ·

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sonny S
09 Apr 2018 ·

Thank you Cindy * hugs

sonny S
09 Apr 2018 ·

Thank you everyone

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5 sonny S
24 Mar 2018 ·
Finally under 200 lbs .. 199 as of today. 20 more lbs to go
Odie W
24 Mar 2018 ·

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Richard E
24 Mar 2018 ·

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Richard E
24 Mar 2018 ·

Well done

Kat M
24 Mar 2018 ·

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Hanna H
24 Mar 2018 ·

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Natalie C
24 Mar 2018 ·

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Tasha S
25 Mar 2018 ·

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H F
25 Mar 2018 ·

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H F
25 Mar 2018 ·

Well done 🙂

Michelle W
25 Mar 2018 ·

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Michelle W
25 Mar 2018 ·

Awesome

Esther B
25 Mar 2018 ·

YAY! Good work

Natalie C
25 Mar 2018 ·

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DesBear D
26 Mar 2018 ·

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sonny S
27 Mar 2018 ·

Thank you everyone for the hugs

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3 sonny S
20 Mar 2018 ·
I hate the fact, that I have to choose to be alone or be with a person that is wrong for me
Wendy B
20 Mar 2018 · NEW

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Natalie C
20 Mar 2018 ·

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Michelle W
20 Mar 2018 ·

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sonny S
21 Mar 2018 ·

Thank u Wendy Natalie Michelle

Tasha S
21 Mar 2018 ·

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Alicia B
21 Mar 2018 ·

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sonny S
21 Mar 2018 ·

Thanks tasha Alicia

Esther B
21 Mar 2018 ·

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Esther B
21 Mar 2018 ·

Why are those two the only options?

DesBear D
22 Mar 2018 ·

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sonny S
24 Mar 2018 ·

Thanks des Esther

sonny S
24 Mar 2018 ·

@Esther idk.. Ive been alone so long that I feel I have to choose at this point

sonny S
24 Mar 2018 ·

It's hard to meet someone

Esther B
24 Mar 2018 ·

Yeah I can relate to that feeling but im sure theres someone around thats good for you

sonny S
24 Mar 2018 ·

Thanks Esther I hope so

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5 sonny S
19 Mar 2018 ·
I'm in a moment that I need time and distance to feel safe again. At least this time I didn't get too involved based on my experience. Hopefully it will blow over in a week
Anthony M
19 Mar 2018 ·

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Tasha S
19 Mar 2018 ·

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Alicia B
19 Mar 2018 ·

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nixiblu .
19 Mar 2018 ·

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Odie W
19 Mar 2018 ·

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DesBear D
19 Mar 2018 ·

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Alicia B
19 Mar 2018 ·

You are very wise. I think I know what you mean, being a counter dependent myself (I think that's what I might be). Or maybe it's a different thing entirely. Either way, you rock!

Michelle W
19 Mar 2018 ·

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Cindy M
19 Mar 2018 ·

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sonny S
20 Mar 2018 ·

Thank you everyone for the hugs

sonny S
20 Mar 2018 ·

@Alicia you hit the nail on the head.. I fell in love with a toxic person again. I found myself attaching to her while she ruin me. I broke it off and being me I feel bad. I can't let someone undo my progress to better

Alicia B
21 Mar 2018 ·

Wow :( I know it's a tough moment, and a sad one, but I can't help but be glad that you saw the signs this time and you broke it off. Well done! Hope you feel better real soon.

sonny S
24 Mar 2018 ·

Thanks Alicia

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2 sonny S
14 Jan 2018 ·
Typical catholic mom.. she didn't tell me to not take off my sling, which I did cause arm is feeling better. And some how it's my fault that she didn't tell me not to do it. Seriously! I can't win
Shelley H
14 Jan 2018 ·

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Margot L
14 Jan 2018 ·

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Tasha S
14 Jan 2018 ·

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Love 1
14 Jan 2018 ·

hows you range of motion? Still in pain?

sonny S
14 Jan 2018 ·

Right now limited I cant lift my arm pass my shoulder.. originally they thought I ripped on spot, but I ended up ripping 3 focal points and got 5 anchors

sonny S
14 Jan 2018 ·

But it doesn't hurt, which is wild cause everyone kept telling me how bad this going to be.. I haven't taken one pain killer.. so thatd good

sonny S
14 Jan 2018 ·

Thank you everyone for the hugs

Love 1
15 Jan 2018 ·

sounds a bit like my situation. I was told 4 month recovery. Had my r.o.m back in a week. We're just studs i guess. :) Wishing you a quick recovery.

DesBear D
15 Jan 2018 ·

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nixiblu .
15 Jan 2018 ·

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sonny S
16 Jan 2018 ·

Haha! Yes we are Love1!

sonny S
16 Jan 2018 ·

Thanks des and nixiblu

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2 sonny S
10 Jan 2018 ·
I'm kinda sad that no one checked up on me after my surgery. I would never do that and haven't to someone. I feel I'm always there for people. I feel incredibly alone
Nicole Z
10 Jan 2018 · NEW

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paul M
10 Jan 2018 ·

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paul M
10 Jan 2018 ·

It kind of sucks to cross seas for people who wouldn't cross a street for you.

Lydia R
10 Jan 2018 ·

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Amelia P
10 Jan 2018 ·

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Tasha S
10 Jan 2018 ·

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DesBear D
10 Jan 2018 ·

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sonny S
11 Jan 2018 ·

I like that metaphor Paul.. thank you

sonny S
11 Jan 2018 ·

Thank you everyone

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5 sonny S
08 Jan 2018 ·
Got my surgery for my shoulder in about 30 mins
Janine S
08 Jan 2018 ·

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Anthony M
08 Jan 2018 ·

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Natalie C
08 Jan 2018 ·

Good luck Sonny - hope all goes well x

paul M
08 Jan 2018 ·

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paul M
08 Jan 2018 ·

how are you now?

DesBear D
08 Jan 2018 ·

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Esther B
08 Jan 2018 ·

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Esther B
08 Jan 2018 ·

good luck

sonny S
09 Jan 2018 ·

Thank you everyone for the hugs.. everything went well and got 5 anchors in shoulder. It means so much to me to recieve hugs and kind words from you pandas.. thank u

Love 1
14 Jan 2018 ·

ugh. sounds like a tendon tear.

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5 sonny S
25 Dec 2017 ·
Merry Christmas Pandas!
Liz S
25 Dec 2017 ·

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Shelley H
25 Dec 2017 ·

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Kyanni Y
25 Dec 2017 ·

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H F
26 Dec 2017 ·

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2 sonny S
23 Dec 2017 ·
My anxiety is super high today.. worried about dumb things. I also finally realized that eating carbs effects my energy, anxiety, and mood. But I love pizza
Wendy J
23 Dec 2017 ·

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Becca D
23 Dec 2017 ·

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Love 1
23 Dec 2017 ·

Pizza and happiness are synonymous. theyre almost interchangeable. When drafting the Declaration of Independence, Thomas Jefferson could have ended:

Love 1
23 Dec 2017 ·

'life, liberty and the pursuit of pizza' and it wouldve still made sense. When Pharrell wrote Happy, he couldve said: 'Clap along if you know what pizza is to you.' Wouldve been a better song.

Love 1
23 Dec 2017 ·

Anyway, hoping you dont have to give it up completely. A slice now and then maybe?

Weronika B
23 Dec 2017 · NEW

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Cindy M
23 Dec 2017 ·

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Natalie C
23 Dec 2017 ·

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Esther B
23 Dec 2017 ·

you can stop eat pizza only not every day

DesBear D
23 Dec 2017 ·

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nixiblu .
24 Dec 2017 ·

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5 sonny S
22 Dec 2017 ·
Not one thing that I set out to achieve was successful this year. It is incredibly demoralizing
Valeria L
22 Dec 2017 ·

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Sarah N
22 Dec 2017 ·

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paul M
22 Dec 2017 ·

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Tasha S
22 Dec 2017 ·

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Cindy M
22 Dec 2017 ·

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Esther B
22 Dec 2017 ·

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Esther B
22 Dec 2017 ·

I'm still happy you're around

sonny S
23 Dec 2017 ·

Thank you everyone for the hugs

sonny S
23 Dec 2017 ·

Thank you Esther

Love 1
23 Dec 2017 ·

I know the feeling. Hurts. Esp if we put our heart & soul into it and give it all we got. I shrug my shoulders and reckon it wasnt meant for me or isnt meant for me at the time. Still, its hard. Im with you.

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5 sonny S
16 Dec 2017 ·
I want to complain, but I need to remember that no one thinks like me and doesn't understand me.. best advice is no advice and just to be still
Lydia R
16 Dec 2017 ·

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John T
16 Dec 2017 ·

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John T
16 Dec 2017 ·

I'm pretty sure you aren't as alone as you think. There are a lot of us out there suffering pretty much the same things, and it's some people's job to deal with people like us everyday. So don't give up just yet!

Liz S
16 Dec 2017 ·

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Noel L
16 Dec 2017 ·

Who do you want to complain to Sonny? If something is wrong iand can be corrected then it may be worth saying something

Tasha S
16 Dec 2017 ·

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Babie C
16 Dec 2017 ·

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Cindy M
16 Dec 2017 ·

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Shelley H
16 Dec 2017 ·

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sonny S
18 Dec 2017 ·

Thanks everyone for the Hugs and kind words

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5 sonny S
13 Dec 2017 ·
I can't believe she is with him.. she is the reason why I'm putting myself thru this ridiculous change. And for what.. so she can be with a guy like that.. what's the point.
sonny S
13 Dec 2017 ·

I truly feel like I'm cursed when it comes to love

Natalie C
13 Dec 2017 ·

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Natalie C
13 Dec 2017 ·

Big hugs Sonny :)

Jennifer C
13 Dec 2017 ·

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paul M
14 Dec 2017 ·

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DesBear D
15 Dec 2017 ·

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5 sonny S
11 Dec 2017 ·
I'm ready for this year to be over
Chloe F
11 Dec 2017 ·

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Cindy M
11 Dec 2017 ·

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Kelly B
11 Dec 2017 · NEW

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Tasha S
11 Dec 2017 ·

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paul M
11 Dec 2017 ·

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Natalie C
11 Dec 2017 ·

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Esther B
12 Dec 2017 ·

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sonny S
13 Dec 2017 ·

Thank u everyone

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2 sonny S
09 Dec 2017 ·
I fell down today.. drank too much and all the toxic thoughts came back.. I just couldn't stop drinking
Noel L
09 Dec 2017 ·

Ouch Sonny that does not sound good. Can you get some help with the alcohol?

Cindy M
09 Dec 2017 ·

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Cindy M
09 Dec 2017 ·

Thinking of you, dear Sonny - it doesn't negate all the hard work you've been putting in. Wish I could give you a real hug. xx

sonny S
09 Dec 2017 ·

Thanks Noel.. I'm pretty good at controlling my drinking, but yesterday was just a weird day. Live and learn

sonny S
09 Dec 2017 ·

Thank you Cindy.. very true.. it doesn't ruin all the hard work :)

Noel L
10 Dec 2017 ·

Hope today is better Sonny

Natalie C
10 Dec 2017 ·

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Binky B
10 Dec 2017 ·

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sonny S
11 Dec 2017 ·

Thanks noel, I'm doing better

sonny S
11 Dec 2017 ·

Thank you Natalie binky

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6 sonny S
06 Dec 2017 ·
I just realized that I haven't thought about su***de in months! This is truly an achievement
Lydia R
06 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
06 Dec 2017 ·

That's great!!

Aspie T
06 Dec 2017 ·

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Megs H
06 Dec 2017 ·

That's fantastic!! 😁

DesBear D
06 Dec 2017 ·

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Shelley H
06 Dec 2017 ·

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Cindy M
06 Dec 2017 ·

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Cindy M
06 Dec 2017 ·

Yay Sonny! xx

Natalie C
07 Dec 2017 ·

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Natalie C
07 Dec 2017 ·

Proud of you Sonny x

H F
07 Dec 2017 ·

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H F
07 Dec 2017 ·

That is wonderful my friend, Hugs

sonny S
07 Dec 2017 ·

Thank you everyone for the hugs and kind words! It means a lot to me

Love 1
08 Dec 2017 ·

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5 sonny S
05 Dec 2017 ·
If there are infinite universe's, then my heart belongs to the one where we are together
Babie C
05 Dec 2017 ·

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DesBear D
05 Dec 2017 ·

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nixiblu .
05 Dec 2017 ·

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sonny S
06 Dec 2017 ·

Thank you babie des nix

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4 sonny S
29 Nov 2017 ·
Isn't strange how we do not choose our thoughts. Where do they come from and why, is it suppressed emotions or unfinished acts. Idk.. but today I woke hating my Lil bro and sis. I have reason too
sonny S
29 Nov 2017 ·

But I try not to think about them because how toxic they are. Maybe cause Cmas is coming up and I'm going to be forced to see them

sonny S
29 Nov 2017 ·

They have spent years being physically and verbally abusive to me. I had to tell them that I do not want them in my life anymore. It's horrible

Kim K
29 Nov 2017 ·

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paul M
29 Nov 2017 ·

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DesBear D
29 Nov 2017 ·

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sonny S
29 Nov 2017 ·

Thank u everyone

Margot L
01 Dec 2017 ·

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