I've been carrying around an anxious feeling too. On the brink of a panic attack nearly all of the time. Think I need to meditate. Hope the family stuff goes well. Are they coming to you?
Thanks, Manda. I hate that feeling, like it's always looming! Ugh... Yeah, they're coming to my house this year. Tonight... going to be a long few days. Nice to have them, but at the same time, it's exhausting!
Anxiousnes really sucks, hope it is a bit less now. I hope you enjoy the time with your family
Hard for me to see too even though I have SO many. Time to start up the gratitude journal again. Thanks for the reminder! 😊
Glad to see green, Jeff!
It was a loop course. Do as many 1.7 mile loops in 8 hours. Tons of food, a nice warm lodge to take refuge in, a lot of people I don't normally talk to. Shared good beer and running stories after.
I just wanted to do more than 18 (that's what the other guys were doing, and I wasn't invited this year). Ended up doing nearly 30!
That sounds like such an awesome day! Congrats!
I'm jealous! It would take me a couple of months to build up to just 5k! A distance I used to love running. I found anything much further difficult because I'd either have to slow down or stop. I need to get back into shape...
That's awesome, Jeff! Well done! Glad you had the opportunity to hang out with some new people.
Pro: Really good for me at this company. More money. Manage at least one employee. Higher profile. Great experience. Interesting project.
Con: Lose opportunity to set my own schedule. Will make it tougher to get home to let dog out and get to evening runs. Higher stress. Less support.
Difficult choice. What does your heart say? Freedom with time is worth a lot for me.
Tough decision, but well done to be considered for career development. Do what
you feel best for you 😀
is there a possibility to try it for let's say 6 months? it would be a nice step forward; good for your career, skills and finances. I remember you positing updates about wanting something new in your life..? I would say get the chance :)
Good luck!! xx
Two beers is nothing...Maybe didn't drink water after and before going to bed? Ugh. So tired today. Still trying to get up earlier and do some exercises and meditation. Dog doesn't like me closing the door...keeps whining and scratching at it...
...makes it hard to meditate! Silly dog.
Good way to start the day. Hopefully, dog will adjust to morning routine
I wish I found it easier to get out the flat on my own, if I didn't have worries of gangs and crime I'd love to start running again. Careful drinking water before bed, makes me wake up needing a piss around 5am...
sometimes alcohol just messes you up after 1 or 2 glasses..
Dog woke me up at 4 am this morning. Been trying to get up at 4:45, but 4 am is way too early! It's my fault, though...he sleeps all day while I'm gone and has lots of energy!
I dreamt last night that I was eating a lot of delicious Mexican food. I woke up with a stomach ache! Weird...
It is so cold outside! There's a layer of frost over everything. I know that's normal for this time of year, but I'm not ready. It will get easier to deal with eventually. Happens every year...
You have the awareness. Thats good. Some plow on unaware of cause/effect. May you find the balance and relief youre needing.