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1 TinyTyranid
19 May 2015 ·
So stressed by my publishing work at uni, my new job and the application I'm trying to write to hopefully get a PhD position and lots of other stuff. I feel so stupid, broken and useless...
Audrey N
19 May 2015 ·

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Andrew D
19 May 2015 ·

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Andrew D
19 May 2015 ·

Wow it sounds like you're doing great by anyone's standards! Good on you.

Nicola H
19 May 2015 ·

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Amy C
19 May 2015 ·

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Amy C
19 May 2015 ·

I agree with Andrew- that's an astonishing amount of work!

Richard E
19 May 2015 ·

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Richard E
19 May 2015 ·

And you are none of those

Reba H
20 May 2015 ·

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DesBear D
20 May 2015 ·

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Esther B
20 May 2015 ·

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Tuxi A
20 May 2015 ·

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John S
21 May 2015 ·

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diane D
25 May 2015 ·

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Nuri V
06 Oct 2015 ·

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Anonmous A
21 Feb 2017 ·

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1 TinyTyranid
18 May 2015 ·
I have to try updating once a day again. Feel so empty and alone now that A is gone.. I miss him so much.. There is just too much happening in my life right now. I need to relax, but don't know how..
Ilkay K
18 May 2015 ·

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18 May 2015 ·

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18 May 2015 ·

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Anna M
18 May 2015 · NEW

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18 May 2015 ·

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Jeff M
18 May 2015 ·

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18 May 2015 ·

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Audrey N
18 May 2015 ·

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Cindy M
19 May 2015 ·

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Cindy M
19 May 2015 ·

Big hugs Tiny; glad to see a post from you, sorry you're so low,

Tuxi A
19 May 2015 ·

Tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! Welcome back! It's so nice to see you! :)

Tuxi A
19 May 2015 ·

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TinyTyranid
19 May 2015 ·

Thank you everyone, I have missed you lots *big fluffy hugs*

diane D
25 May 2015 ·

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0 TinyTyranid
26 Feb 2015 ·
I just wanted to share this with you. I'm so sorry for being so much gone and not supporting you my dear panda friends. I love you all https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XiCrniLQGYc
Reba H
26 Feb 2015 ·

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Jeff M
26 Feb 2015 ·

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Jessica H
26 Feb 2015 ·

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Jessica H
26 Feb 2015 ·

This is great. Thanks for sharing :)

Kate W
26 Feb 2015 ·

This animation is so good isn't it? Great for sharing with friends and family who want to understand depression but have never experienced it first hand. Simple enough for kids to get but not patronising for adults!

Cindy M
26 Feb 2015 ·

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Cindy M
26 Feb 2015 ·

Thanks for sharing this, Tuxi. Sorry you're so low - miss you and look forward to more posts when you feel like it. Take care.

Richard E
26 Feb 2015 ·

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Esther B
26 Feb 2015 ·

love you too and miss you. Please take care of yourself xx

Juno J
26 Feb 2015 ·

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DesBear D
26 Feb 2015 ·

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DesBear D
26 Feb 2015 ·

That is a great video, thank you! Hope your black dog gets smaller <3

Jeff M
26 Feb 2015 ·

Aw...this made me miss my dog (oddly enough).

Katie L
27 Feb 2015 ·

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Katie L
27 Feb 2015 ·

Thanks for sharing!

Tuxi A
27 Feb 2015 ·

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0 TinyTyranid
19 Feb 2015 ·
I feel so empty. I keep forgetting get that A is gone. I want to pet and cuddle him for comfort, but he is no longer here. I miss him so much...
Nassy D
19 Feb 2015 ·

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J J
19 Feb 2015 ·

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Binky B
19 Feb 2015 ·

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Brillo Y
19 Feb 2015 ·

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Richard E
19 Feb 2015 ·

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Richard E
19 Feb 2015 ·

Take care my little tyranid friend

Stacey H
19 Feb 2015 ·

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Lucy C
19 Feb 2015 ·

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Jeff M
19 Feb 2015 ·

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Cat E
19 Feb 2015 ·

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Richard E
20 Feb 2015 ·

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H F
20 Feb 2015 ·

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H F
20 Feb 2015 ·

Love and comforting Hugs my friend. I don't know what to say except I understand. <3<3<3

* Chloë *
20 Feb 2015 ·

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Olivia H
20 Feb 2015 ·

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Juno J
20 Feb 2015 ·

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Esther B
21 Feb 2015 ·

Stay strong xx

TinyTyranid
26 Feb 2015 ·

Thank you dear panda friends *hugs*

Nuri V
06 Oct 2015 ·

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0 TinyTyranid
18 Feb 2015 ·
A passed on during the night. I was lying on the floor beside him during the night, and both <3 and me was awake when it happened.
* Chloë *
18 Feb 2015 ·

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* Chloë *
18 Feb 2015 ·

Oh Tiny, I am so sorry. Hugs hugs hugs. I have no adequate words, but I am thinking of you <3

Richard E
18 Feb 2015 ·

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Richard E
18 Feb 2015 ·

So sorry

Olivia H
18 Feb 2015 ·

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DesBear D
18 Feb 2015 ·

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DesBear D
18 Feb 2015 ·

I am so sorry :(

Reba H
19 Feb 2015 ·

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Ann S
19 Feb 2015 ·

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Ann S
19 Feb 2015 ·

I'm so sorry :(.

Tuxi A
19 Feb 2015 ·

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H F
19 Feb 2015 ·

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H F
19 Feb 2015 ·

I'm very sorry Tiny.

H F
19 Feb 2015 ·

Love and Light <3<3<3

Nassy D
19 Feb 2015 ·

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TinyTyranid
26 Feb 2015 ·

Thank you panda friends *panda hugs* I miss him so much...

Nuri V
06 Oct 2015 ·

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0 TinyTyranid
17 Feb 2015 ·
A (rabbit) have become sick with what looks like the same disease as R passed away from. I'm so afraid, I don't know what to do without him... I can't stop crying. Vet opening in 1 hour..
* Chloë *
17 Feb 2015 ·

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* Chloë *
17 Feb 2015 ·

I hope it all turns out okay Tiny... thinking of you xxx

Sad N
17 Feb 2015 ·

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17 Feb 2015 ·

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paul M
17 Feb 2015 ·

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Richard E
17 Feb 2015 ·

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Richard E
17 Feb 2015 ·

Fingers crossed

Tuxi A
17 Feb 2015 ·

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Tuxi A
17 Feb 2015 ·

I hope he'll be okay... Fingers crossed ...

Cindy M
17 Feb 2015 ·

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Cindy M
17 Feb 2015 ·

Hope it turns out okay Tiny - fingers crossed

Jeff M
17 Feb 2015 ·

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Reba H
17 Feb 2015 ·

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Juno J
17 Feb 2015 ·

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Juno J
17 Feb 2015 ·

Hope A will be ok. Fingers crossed xx

Ann S
18 Feb 2015 ·

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Ann S
18 Feb 2015 ·

Fingers crossed!

Olivia H
18 Feb 2015 ·

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0 TinyTyranid
27 Jan 2015 ·
I can't take it anymore... I'm never going to get better... I may seem better on the outside and function better in society, but the war inside me is still the same... I feel like a failure...
Palomas -
27 Jan 2015 ·

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27 Jan 2015 ·

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H F
27 Jan 2015 ·

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H F
27 Jan 2015 ·

Love and Hugs Dear Tiny. I understand how you are feeling all too well <3<3<3

H F
27 Jan 2015 ·

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Zsuzsa G
27 Jan 2015 ·

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Olivia H
27 Jan 2015 ·

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Susan F
27 Jan 2015 ·

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Tuxi A
27 Jan 2015 ·

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Tuxi A
27 Jan 2015 ·

I am sorry to hear that you are feeling so bad right now.... You will get better, eventually... If whatever you've tried so far hasn't worked, try something else... there are so many options out there and there must be something that works for you!

Jeff M
27 Jan 2015 ·

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Jeff M
27 Jan 2015 ·

I admire you (and all the pandas here) because you keep going. Life is a struggle, but you are so strong, even if you don't realize it right now. Just get through the day, however you can. We're here for you!

Sarah M
27 Jan 2015 ·

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Reba H
27 Jan 2015 ·

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* Chloë *
27 Jan 2015 ·

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nixiblu .
27 Jan 2015 ·

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Esther B
27 Jan 2015 ·

Ah, sometimes thoughts like these will come up I guess? You're NOT a failure, look what you've accomplished last few months. Your thesis.. We are proud of you. Hope you will feel some relief soon xoxo

Anonmous A
27 Jan 2015 ·

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Anonmous A
27 Jan 2015 ·

Lots of love n hugs and big purple monster hugs <3<3

Cindy M
27 Jan 2015 ·

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DesBear D
27 Jan 2015 ·

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DesBear D
27 Jan 2015 ·

Just keep fighting - that means you are winning. As long as you don't give up completely, there is always hope <3

Richard E
27 Jan 2015 ·

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Richard E
27 Jan 2015 ·

Not a failure

Richard E
27 Jan 2015 ·

Believe in you

Richard E
27 Jan 2015 ·

Take care

Debi C
28 Jan 2015 ·

Ditto frm me in d Zero' Crowd, Bt look @all d positivs &hopefulnes abov! Look how mny ppl LUV &BLEVE IN U!Somhow, as we Keep Fiting 4Helth, we'll find relief. Comfortin Hugs!

Juno J
28 Jan 2015 ·

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Juno J
28 Jan 2015 ·

You've done so well finishing your thesis and everything! Imagine all the things you can do now that you know you've achieved that. Please don't give up <3 Sending you love and strength!

John S
28 Jan 2015 ·

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Nuri V
06 Oct 2015 ·

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07 Oct 2015 ·

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9 TinyTyranid
23 Jan 2015 ·
I have had a great day today, and enjoyed it with the two best friends of mine. I wish wet lived closer to each other so I could see them more often. I'm so incredibly lucky to have them both :)
Debi C
23 Jan 2015 ·

It's a JOY 2read Sch a terific post frm U, Tiny!!Glorious 9! UR luky!!Hapy Joy Joy Hugs!

Brillo Y
23 Jan 2015 ·

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Rawr M
24 Jan 2015 ·

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Sarah M
24 Jan 2015 ·

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DesBear D
24 Jan 2015 ·

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Sierra S
24 Jan 2015 ·

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24 Jan 2015 · NEW

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Cindy M
24 Jan 2015 ·

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Cindy M
24 Jan 2015 ·

That's fantastic, Tiny!

Richard E
24 Jan 2015 ·

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Richard E
24 Jan 2015 ·

Sounds awesome

Anonmous A
24 Jan 2015 ·

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Anonmous A
24 Jan 2015 ·

aww lovely, good to see this Tiny, big purple monster hugs my friend xx

Esther B
24 Jan 2015 ·

a 9 wow!

Juno J
24 Jan 2015 ·

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Tuxi A
24 Jan 2015 ·

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Olivia H
25 Jan 2015 ·

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5 TinyTyranid
13 Jan 2015 ·
My first day as a official guest researcher at the university. I'm not getting payed but hopefully I will get m thesis published, and get some inside information about new PhD positions.
TinyTyranid
13 Jan 2015 ·

And I have something to do until I get a payed job.

H F
13 Jan 2015 ·

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H F
13 Jan 2015 ·

Enjoy Tiny :-) <3

Jeff M
13 Jan 2015 ·

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Cindy M
13 Jan 2015 ·

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Cindy M
13 Jan 2015 ·

Hope it goes well Tiny x

Tuxi A
13 Jan 2015 ·

Congrats. That sounds really good and I hope they have a paid PhD position / scholarship for you, soon!

Tuxi A
13 Jan 2015 ·

Is there something like the DFG (German academic society) in your country, where you could apply for funding for a project with your supervisor? Are you considering other unis, that might offer you a scholarship?

Tuxi A
13 Jan 2015 ·

You might look into EU projects as well, but those have to be applied for by a professor, I think...

Tuxi A
13 Jan 2015 ·

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Richard E
13 Jan 2015 ·

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DesBear D
13 Jan 2015 ·

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DesBear D
13 Jan 2015 ·

Congrats! I hope it went well!

Katie L
14 Jan 2015 ·

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Katie L
14 Jan 2015 ·

Congratulations!

* Chloë *
14 Jan 2015 ·

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* Chloë *
14 Jan 2015 ·

Tuxi yes they do! I think how much you would want to be a PhD student on one of those is highly discipline-dependent (i.e. not in CS, ahem, ahem)

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14 Jan 2015 · NEW

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14 Jan 2015 ·

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nephilia X
23 Jan 2015 ·

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TinyTyranid
23 Jan 2015 ·

Tank you everypanda *big fluffy panda hugs* <3

TinyTyranid
23 Jan 2015 ·

Unfortunately it's not that many money in my field, and is the professors here that have to look for founding. They really want to pay me, but there's not enough money :(

TinyTyranid
23 Jan 2015 ·

But there is a position in theoretical ecology that I have been told to apply for.,but it's not until October. So we will see :) Hopefully I can get a small payed job until then. :)

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5 TinyTyranid
12 Jan 2015 ·
New much smaller storm today, and we just lost our power. Right now it is cozy with candles but I hope we get the power back soon. Luckily it still seems like we have water :)
Cindy M
12 Jan 2015 ·

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Cindy M
12 Jan 2015 ·

Fingers crossed Tiny - stay warm

TinyTyranid
12 Jan 2015 ·

Thank you Cindy. We have a fire place if we are out of power for a while and have a very hot apartment (28 Celsius), that won't let heat out quickly even if we try. So for once that is a I guess :)

TinyTyranid
12 Jan 2015 ·

I should be: Positive thing

Juno J
12 Jan 2015 ·

I guess your posts make me happy I'm not home :P Sender varme tanker fra kalde nord <3 take care!

Richard E
12 Jan 2015 ·

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Esther B
12 Jan 2015 ·

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Esther B
12 Jan 2015 ·

Take care and keep warm xx

DesBear D
12 Jan 2015 ·

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Debi C
13 Jan 2015 ·

Glad U made it thru Monstr Storm! Electrifying Hugs as dis 2nd 1 pases!Cuddles,Warmth & Luv!

H F
13 Jan 2015 ·

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