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1 Arthur W
01 Aug 2017 ·
is doing or how he is doing and feeling him in my heart but can't hold him, play with him, see him, talk to him and him share things with me...To be a FATHER to HIM!
Stephen C
01 Aug 2017 ·

Poor you Arthur - from reading your threads in past posts I know you have had things awful over the issues with access. I really hope things improve for you soon

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1 Arthur W
01 Aug 2017 ·
to talk to my son! And does not help still that no one grasps the depth of sadness and other emotions that I keep buried inside and trying to function through the day while wondering what my son...
Sara P
01 Aug 2017 ·

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Sara P
01 Aug 2017 ·

:(

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1 Arthur W
01 Aug 2017 ·
while I am at work as it is not permitted...but these are the games she plays, only tries to call when she knows I am at work and cannot answer the video call and then accuses me of not wanting...
Sara P
01 Aug 2017 ·

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1 Arthur W
01 Aug 2017 ·
after a weekend of no work at the second job and a rainy Saturday so could not go out anywhere to walk off the mood some, my cellphone gets blown up by video calls that she knows I cannot answer...
Alicia B
01 Aug 2017 ·

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1 Arthur W
01 Aug 2017 ·
on 3 years in November! Got no calls or anything on Father's Day and has been dead-air all these many weeks since BUT Monday morning (yesterday) while I am at work trying to start the day...
Alicia B
01 Aug 2017 ·

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1 Arthur W
01 Aug 2017 ·
It amazes me and saddens me beyond words how a whole weekend can pass and never get a call, a messages, a photo, or even an update about my son that I have not seen nor talked to coming soon....
Alicia B
01 Aug 2017 ·

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1 Arthur W
18 Jul 2017 ·
Just can't even put into words right now the moodiness and depth of sadness I am and have been feeling these days...
Lydia R
18 Jul 2017 ·

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1 Arthur W
28 Jun 2017 ·
just not seeing no end to any of these problems or the pain I live with and hide from everyone each and every day! Just have not been able to 'see' and 'feel' my dreams anymore....
Sara P
28 Jun 2017 ·

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Sara P
28 Jun 2017 ·

Dear Arthur, I can only imagine your pain. It sounds terrible. But you can always tell us your problems, Pandas are here...

Sean W
28 Jun 2017 ·

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David W
28 Jun 2017 ·

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David W
28 Jun 2017 ·

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David W
28 Jun 2017 ·

Two hugs apparently!

David W
28 Jun 2017 ·

Time will help. If you need help we are all here.

Sara P
28 Jun 2017 ·

All Pandas united to help you heal!!!

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1 Arthur W
28 Jun 2017 ·
Feeling more and more alone and lonely with every passing day! And feel more and more that my life will be spent ALWAYS working and spent alone without love, without money, and without my son....
Sean W
28 Jun 2017 ·

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David W
28 Jun 2017 ·

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2 Arthur W
24 Jun 2017 ·
while I just suffer in silence behind that fake smile and laughter with so much pain buried deep inside....But hope everyone else enjoys their day and weekend and appreciates what and who they have
Lydia R
24 Jun 2017 ·

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Sara P
28 Jun 2017 ·

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2 Arthur W
24 Jun 2017 ·
not that any of this helps me feel any better....so now to endure and get through another lonely weekend thinking about and missing my son and no one around that truly understands how I am feeling...
Sara P
28 Jun 2017 ·

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2 Arthur W
24 Jun 2017 ·
that could not even put into words even if I did have someone that I could talk to, but I don't why I post here from time to time and blow up my private journal with voice and video posts...
Sara P
28 Jun 2017 ·

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Sara P
28 Jun 2017 ·

It's ok to talk about it. It's good for you to speak openly about your pain.

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2 Arthur W
24 Jun 2017 ·
other years I missed it because of work and working, this year not working but too damn moody to be around anyone especially with some of the feelings I have been having this past week....
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2 Arthur W
24 Jun 2017 ·
and making it yet again difficult for me to get money for my son's needs too. Today is Field Day for Amateur Radio operators, have been licensed for years and never been or attended a Field Day...
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2 Arthur W
24 Jun 2017 ·
Have had not work at the second job this week which mean no 2nd paycheck next week, which means another week of scraping by doing and going without things I want and need...
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2 Arthur W
24 Jun 2017 ·
and here I could not see and talk to my son, let alone share and enjoy the day with him....sadly this mood has just carried over into the work week and growing more and more sad and moody...
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2 Arthur W
24 Jun 2017 ·
Last Sunday, Father's Day was so sad and depressing sitting here home alone while all the other fathers were out being shown love by their wives & kids & enjoying the day being loved & appreciated
Cindy M
25 Jun 2017 ·

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Sara P
28 Jun 2017 ·

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2 Arthur W
28 May 2017 ·
Why i work two jobs and have no life or fun or anything that I really need or want or be able to see and be with my son when I want and to have a home, a real home to bring him to live with his daddy!
Binky B
28 May 2017 ·

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2 Arthur W
28 May 2017 ·
I took a loan against my retirement to be able to last see my son and give him a real birthday and party...well got to pay that loan off now along with all the other delinquent debt she left me....
Binky B
28 May 2017 ·

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2 Arthur W
28 May 2017 ·
but just as it was when she lived here, she does not care, she thinks I am hoarding money and make a 6 figure salary and so should have money coming out of my ass!
Binky B
28 May 2017 ·

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