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Arthur W · 14 Jan 2017 2
All I have to say today about how I am feeling and my current mood is....UGH!
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Marie S · 14 Jan 2017
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Han M · 14 Jan 2017
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Han M · 14 Jan 2017
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Arthur W · 11 Jan 2017 2
and the finding out the few people I thought cared only cared as long as I was there for them and doing things for them and helping them...but now I am the one needing them...they are now MIA...
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Dora M · 11 Jan 2017
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John S · 11 Jan 2017
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Arthur W · 11 Jan 2017 2
to payday cause I have to continue paying off all this debt left me by my son's mother so have been having much difficulty saving anything to travel to see him again....feel so alone and hopeless...
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Arthur W · 11 Jan 2017 2
going through and how these things (being apart from my son for over two years and not being able to see him or talk to him) and demands and stress from working two jobs and still living only payday
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Arthur W · 11 Jan 2017 2
So frustrating when you are emotionally hurting and drained to the point where your body is aching and you need someone to talk to but there is no one to talk to because no one understands what I am
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R H · 11 Jan 2017
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Arthur W · 03 Jan 2017 2
Ended 2016 alone and lonely and started 2017 still alone and lonely and still not been allowed to see and talk with my son...but I hope 2017 brings better and happier days...
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Sarah M · 03 Jan 2017
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Jeff M · 03 Jan 2017
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Jeff M · 03 Jan 2017
I hope it does as well!
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Love 1 · 03 Jan 2017
I feel your pain. My wife filed for divorce. She had the kids for Xmas + Thanksgiving. I did volunteer work which was rewarding. How old is your little guy? Sounds like you love him more than life itself.
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Arthur W · 27 Dec 2016 1
not want to sit at home like these past couple of days....of course I now have to dodge the how was my Christmas and did I have a good Christmas questions and conversations....
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Han M · 27 Dec 2016
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Arthur W · 27 Dec 2016 1
the only way I can cope with this pain is to bury myself in work, even though I have vacation time that I am going to loose unless I use it, I have no where to go and nothing to do and obvious I do
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Han M · 27 Dec 2016
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Arthur W · 27 Dec 2016 1
But now they are upset with me because they feel I am ignoring them since I did not wish them a Merry Christmas....really??? How selfish can one be??? Well at least I return to work tomorrow....
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Han M · 27 Dec 2016
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Arthur W · 27 Dec 2016 1
Then woke up to a message from someone that at one time I thought cared about me until they blew me off like I was bothering them when I needed someone to talk to and ignored my many messages....
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Han M · 27 Dec 2016
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Arthur W · 27 Dec 2016 1
something that I should be enjoying with my son but I still do not even know how his Christmas was or what Santa got him or anything!
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Han M · 27 Dec 2016
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Arthur W · 27 Dec 2016 1
Another very long and painfully lonely day, at least I got out of the apartment today and took a walk at the park but was not easy seeing all the kids enjoying their new toys...
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Han M · 27 Dec 2016
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Arthur W · 26 Dec 2016 1
The holiday is already very emotionally difficult for me but to have to spend it alone this year (after spending Thanksgiving alone too) really has me in a funk and mood bottomed out....
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anonymouse . · 26 Dec 2016
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Esther B · 26 Dec 2016
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Gabi C · 26 Dec 2016
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nixiblu . · 26 Dec 2016
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Leia L · 26 Dec 2016
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Binky B · 26 Dec 2016
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Arthur W · 26 Dec 2016 1
Sat here home alone on Christmas, no one called and got one text message from a co-worker and still did not get to see and talk with my son...only got sent several photos and that is all!
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anonymouse . · 26 Dec 2016
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anonymouse . · 26 Dec 2016
I'm sorry :(
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Gabi C · 26 Dec 2016
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nixiblu . · 26 Dec 2016
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Arthur W · 24 Dec 2016 2
....and someone!
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Astrid E · 24 Dec 2016
These people or this person doesn't sound like a very good friend. I'd suggest you say what you feel, but if you can't or don't want to do that you can just cut off contact with them. No one can pressure you into being friends with someone who...
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Astrid E · 24 Dec 2016
In the end makes you feel worse.
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Arthur W · 24 Dec 2016 2
And one thing I forgot to add...this same person forgets my birthday every year, even when I remind them and still they forget and after they forget have to hint that they forgot something ...
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Arthur W · 24 Dec 2016 2
someone to be there for me...for once! Everyone expects me to always be there for them and to lean on me...but I always stand alone and lonely when I am the one who needs someone....
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Arthur W · 24 Dec 2016 2
to them for days now, they expect me to talk to them and I am sure wanting me to do or give them something for their birthday...but they could not and did not want give me what I needed...
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Arthur W · 24 Dec 2016 2
But now that today is their birthday they are all wanting my attention and focus on them and their birthday and actually upset even though they have not been here for me and I have not been talking
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Arthur W · 24 Dec 2016 2
they got irritated like I was bothering them and was very short saying what did I want...well, after that I wanted nothing more from them nor talk to them anymore....
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Arthur W · 24 Dec 2016 2
but they ignored me or kept trying to one up me on who was more sad and moody or had more problems to bring the focus back to them...and the one time I really needed someone to talk to....
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Arthur W · 24 Dec 2016 2
I find it so interesting and very sad how I have told someone how very sad and moody I have been feeling and how many times I asked them to be there for me for support and to have someone to talk to
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Arthur W · 23 Dec 2016 2
..very distant and absent which does not help me feel any better BUT at least shows me who the real ones are just sad there are so VERY few of them...
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Angie C · 23 Dec 2016
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Arthur W · 23 Dec 2016 2
...really do not/did not care...they only cared as long as I was good for them and giving them what they needed...attention! Once I stopped because of things I am dealing with they have just been...
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Angie C · 23 Dec 2016
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Arthur W · 23 Dec 2016 2
Its been quite awhile since I have posted anything and this time of year my really tanks anyway BUT this year things have been emotionally worse, even more seeing how many people I thought cared....
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Arthur W · 30 May 2016 2
And yet another very lonely holiday weekend that i do not get to see or tslk with my son AND have been having to work or work needing to be done, so no rest or relaxing for me either....
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Helen S · 30 May 2016
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Daria V · 30 May 2016
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Vicky B · 30 May 2016
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Susanne M · 30 May 2016
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Arthur W · 08 May 2016 2
....and just feeling veey alone and lonely and exhausted from the inceeasing demands from work and life....just finished an 8 mile walk at the park but still not feeling better....
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Marie S · 09 May 2016
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Susanne M · 09 May 2016
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Andrea G · 09 May 2016
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Arthur W · 08 May 2016 2
Feeling very sad and down and emotionally drained missing my mother whonis no longer with us, missing my son and his mother making it more difficult for me....
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Marie S · 09 May 2016
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Susanne M · 09 May 2016
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Arthur W · 23 Feb 2016 2
To the back of the line and showing them how it feels to be ignored....
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Kerri M · 23 Feb 2016
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Susanne M · 23 Feb 2016
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Julianne T · 23 Feb 2016
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Kittycat M · 23 Feb 2016
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Arthur W · 23 Feb 2016 2
So of course they get what they wanted and again i get put to the back of the line and ignored again until they realize need me yet again and now getting frustrated because now I put them....
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