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6 Cindystone D
06 Sep 2015 ·
My Bf is more depressed and sensitive than I am... it is strange to see myself in him. I hope hes not getting worse than this.
Anna .
06 Sep 2015 ·

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06 Sep 2015 ·

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3 Cindystone D
05 Sep 2015 ·
Feel like ***. Crying for no reason pisses and scares me off. Cant sleep once waken up.
ajay R
05 Sep 2015 ·

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06 Sep 2015 ·

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7 Cindystone D
04 Sep 2015 ·
Back in life again. Summer was steady 8, thanks for benzos anf moving. Fall is here and I can feel it in my bones. See what will happen.
Cindy M
04 Sep 2015 ·

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Jim C
04 Sep 2015 ·

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5 Cindystone D
26 Apr 2015 ·
recovering from pretty serious depression.. really got nothing else to say else that I almost lost my mental health and still am afraid of my own ***ing head
Helen K
26 Apr 2015 ·

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27 Apr 2015 ·

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Cindystone D
04 Sep 2015 ·

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Cindystone D
04 Sep 2015 ·

thank you guys

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5 Cindystone D
02 Sep 2014 ·
***ing angry.
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5 Cindystone D
22 Aug 2014 ·
***ing worse news ever. How can something like this even happen? Never to me right.. wanna feel protection and there is no one here. This world is a ***.
Rosalie X
22 Aug 2014 ·

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Sam A
22 Aug 2014 ·

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22 Aug 2014 ·

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5 Cindystone D
22 Aug 2014 ·
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8 Cindystone D
14 Aug 2014 ·
Feeling lucky again! I was so stressed earlier I had a melt down. Then again, grounding and 'self-programming' have turned the tables around completely. I have chained the dragons. Yay!!
Asper K
14 Aug 2014 ·

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14 Aug 2014 ·

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14 Aug 2014 ·

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5 Cindystone D
11 Aug 2014 ·
School was ***ed up. I'm afraid of conversation and social stuff. With no meds socializing seems impossible. Panic attacks lurk. I'm a ***ing gollum.
Erin H
11 Aug 2014 ·

Why no meds?

Erin H
11 Aug 2014 ·

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Cindystone D
11 Aug 2014 ·

I can only eat ***ty meds like seroqelprolong that make me a zombie. you cannot be a zombie in art school, nor I dont wanna get fat and sleep all day and night just eating and not feeling a thing..

Cindystone D
11 Aug 2014 ·

Ive just had a superbad day and crazy acne.. bursting everywhere. Self-confidence is below zero. If I had some balls and no brain I would propably go to school high on real drugs.

Kittycat M
12 Aug 2014 ·

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Cindystone D
12 Aug 2014 ·

Thanks guys.. *huggedi hugs back* I'm so not good at taking stress! But it will get better. I will be stronger.

alecia-lilly c
13 Aug 2014 ·

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6 Cindystone D
09 Aug 2014 ·
My mood is steady again but loneliness is the worst. I'm tired of being alone.
Richard E
09 Aug 2014 ·

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Richard E
09 Aug 2014 ·

Pandas all here

TinyTyranid
09 Aug 2014 ·

We are always here! *big hugs*

Cindystone D
10 Aug 2014 ·

Thank you TiTy <3 *hugs back*

Cindystone D
10 Aug 2014 ·

Richard 2! *huggedihugs back at ya*

Richard E
10 Aug 2014 ·

Thanks Cinderella...that was an epichug

Cindystone D
12 Aug 2014 ·

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6 Cindystone D
06 Aug 2014 ·
Relapsed twice in two months.. I'm scared of how nice it was.. Now I have to choose either or, there is no between with buprenorhpine, that ***..! I need to set some people lose now. It's so hard.
Amy C
06 Aug 2014 ·

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12 Aug 2014 ·

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Cindystone D
12 Aug 2014 ·

I'm a Relapcinderella, lol.. now third week off *yay*! Thank you for your support, my dear Yummybearettes.. Let's stay clean (as possible)!

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8 Cindystone D
14 Jul 2014 ·
Herb is the word. I'm feeling lucky again.
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7 Cindystone D
09 Jul 2014 ·
Patterns make me puke. Boredom lurks, and disorder. Bad Brains in my head.. Today I'm gonna play my guitar and lie on the balcony. Read Dave Grohls's autobiography. (try) to take it easy. Njah.....
Annie T
09 Jul 2014 · BLOGPANDA

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8 Cindystone D
06 Jul 2014 ·
I don't really care anymore.
Paul N
06 Jul 2014 · NEW

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06 Jul 2014 ·

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Cindystone D
12 Aug 2014 ·

<3

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7 Cindystone D
17 Jun 2014 ·
Weird state. Veeeeery strange days.. have found me
H F
17 Jun 2014 ·

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17 Jun 2014 ·

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Cindystone D
14 Aug 2014 ·

'sure that you know what to do? impossible yes, but it's true'

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7 Cindystone D
16 Jun 2014 ·
Coming down.. as calm as possible. Benzo-gods are on my favor.
Joshua M
16 Jun 2014 ·

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9 Cindystone D
13 Jun 2014 ·
Bi-polaris planet. Don't want to calm down.. I got some good news also today, and was worried I'll lose it for a minute.. so much going on. Working out helps. Hopefully.
Anna H
13 Jun 2014 ·

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Annie T
13 Jun 2014 · BLOGPANDA

When it's good, it's good....

Olivia L
14 Jun 2014 ·

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Cindystone D
16 Jun 2014 ·

And when it's bad.. it's horrible

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9 Cindystone D
23 May 2014 ·
Life is cool and universe's giving opportunities and gifts the whole week. Active awareness is working. I'm smiling to strangers. Alles gut!
Cindystone D
29 May 2014 ·

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Cindystone D
29 May 2014 ·

noooo tried to make some HEARTS not weird double chins :D (3

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7 Cindystone D
29 Apr 2014 ·
Cat is screaming every **cking morning like hyeena. Tired from the weekend. Brain chemistry sucks.
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7 Cindystone D
24 Apr 2014 ·
Feeling ugly. Slept like a devil (devil never ever sleeps). Craziness lurking some where. Gotta hide from it.. So Ill head to the beach after breakfast.
A V
24 Apr 2014 ·

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Cindystone D
06 Aug 2014 ·

Note to self.. Don't go find crazy from the beach. It's a ***ing hot mess.

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