Negatively affected me and currently I just need some support right now.
Sorry you're going through a really toygh time right now Shelby, reallt hope things improve again for you :)
We're here for you!
Thank you so much everyone! I truly mean it from the bottom of my heart. I wish I could just have one giant group hug with all of you.
Thanks Jodie! *hugs*
Thanks Becca! *hugs*
nice to see a post from you, Shelby - wondered how you were. big hugs - the Panda family is here for you!
Awww, thanks Cindy! I okay, wish things were better, but I'll take an okay day over a crappy one.
hope you feel better soon. sending positive vibes
Thank you so much Esther!
Thinking of you, Shelby!
Thanks Amanda & Tasha! *hugs*
glad that you came back, knowing that you need support and we'll be here for you x
Thanks Sarah, it feels good to know I will has have this Moodpanda family supporting me. *hugs*
Thanks Darren! *hugs*
Thank you, Tuxi! *hugs*
Thank you, Trisha! *hugs*
All I can do is go between crying & hurting so badly to telling myself to suck it up. I wish I could numb it all out forever. Hopefully this Xanax & trazodone will calm me & put me to sleep.
Remember Self care. hugs!
Thanks Pandas! I'm really trying think of all the eventual positives doing this may bring. Even if now it seems hard. @Catasha- today so far I've put my self-care as a top priority.
Thank you, John S.
i feel this way a lot :(
Also I can't sleep... But then again I didn't take any meds.
Ouch! What a thing to say to your own sibling ...
Wow - that is a very spiteful thing to say. We listen to you. You are important and valid and extremely worthwhile. Don't listen to those who are saying things in anger or are mean-spirited. You have support,
Ugh. Your sister sounds like a real jerk. So what if you pay your therapist? Your therapist is there to help you.
And being a therapist is an emotionally stressful job, so those who go into it do it because they want to make a difference in others' lives! Take it from someone who wanted to be a therapist but broke under the pressure.
Thank you everyone for listening and commenting. I wish I could hug you all in person! *big hugs*
Rach- thanks for the pep talk. It's nice sometimes to be reassured I'm not as crappy as people make me feel sometimes.
Rawr- thank you for the support. I'm sorry you broke under pressure. You sound like you would of made a good therapist. *hugs*
Sisters can be mean, sometimes... Maybe she was just angry and didn't really mean it... Sometimes people say stupid things...
I agree with Tuxi. Sisters can be awfully mean to each other. We can say just the right thing to get at each other. Try not to let it affect you. You do pay your therapist, but they wouldn't have gone into the profession if they didn't care.
Tuxi & Amanda- yeah sisters know exactly how to push just the right buttons. It just hurts because she knows how hard starting therapy was for me. Ughh low blows suck.
yes, keeping it hidden is very tiring. Hope you can release a bit on here where you can say things as they are x
Keeping it hidden is so hard, I can really relate Shelby. As Sarah M says we are all here to listen on MP. Take care of yourself
I can relate too, Shelby - keeping the 'happy' or even 'I'm okay' face on is unbelievably wearing.
It's good to know I'm not alone. I just having a hard time being this anxious. I become almost dysfunctional and then depressed.
Thank you, Sarah, Mel, Jodie and Cindy.
Thank you, Kat.
I understand crippling anxiety & how it is magnified when you can't express it. Hope you feel better soon. *extra hugs*
Thank you, Tuxi & Anna!
Amanda- I've had my therapy session today and my therapist helped me work through most of it. Also thank you so much *hugs*
Thank you, Tasha.
i have horrible anxiety I hope you feel better :(
Thank you everyone! Sorry, I didn't thank each of you individually, but I needed a day to just take care of myself. *hugs*
Thank you, Erin! *hugs*
Thank you, Cindy!
Thanks Everyone! Currently watching the news this morning to see! Fingers crossed!
Thanks everyone! Class wasn't canceled but I bundled up like an Eskimo!
Thank you Steven!
You're Welcome Shelby :)
Thank you, Janet & Anna! :)
Yippee!! HAZAAH! Congrats! :->. Hugs!
Thank you guys!!!
You'll be fine. Used to be a college instructor. Get to know yours early so they out a face to a name and it will pay off later.
Thank you, Pseudo for the kind words. I do usually get to know my professors. That's how I got to be a pathology TA.
Also thank you, Anna!