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Everything checked out fine so trying to get a new doctor in case pain happens again & take it from there. Think this extended release med is making me too tired. Will keep an eye on it.
Just good to know you're okay xx
Big hugs Manda, you know yourself best - so dont be afraid to stand up and question them especially when you are worried/in pain. Maybe ask for second opinion and take along any research. X
Thanks, Pandas & Natalie. xx I spoke to the referral line & she said it would take 5-7 days to place me with someone so I'm just going to my regular office & filling out the application to transfer from my NP to the only doctor there. I feel bad...
...but this is serious & that NP has never known what she was talking about. The only good she's done for me is treat an ear infection. Doing this first thing in the morning. Hope I can see the doctor soon. If not & it happens again, considering...
...going to Urgent Care or the ER. I want to know what in the hell is going on.
how are you?
I'm ok, Love. Thanks for caring. I ended up going to Urgent Care & she sent me straight to the ER for a cardiac workup. Blood work & EKG came back normal. Doctor said to follow up with family doctor which I'm going to try & get on Tuesday. No pain...
...since last Wednesday. Again, thank you for your concern. <3
relieved to know you are ok
Holding thumbs for your BF. Can't you call the nurse and remind him of his appt?
Sorry youre feeling so low, sending you big hugs :( <3
Thank you for all the support, Pandas. It means a lot. <3 xx
...I was still at home. Told them to get back inside & that I'd be right there. Sped like a madwoman & was 10 minutes late. The looks on their faces was like it was the end of the world & BF said he was 'really disappointed'. I lost it. Told him to..
...buy his own f*ucking car because I was done sharing MINE. We've been sharing the car for 5 years & that was the FIRST time I was late. TEN minutes late. I was out of control mad. Insisting he buy a car this weekend. Yelling like a crazy...
...person. He tried to cover my mouth like he used to do & I fought him with all my might & told him he'd NEVER do that again. I was so out of control. It took a long time to cool down. He thinks the whole thing happened because I'm really scared...
...of this health issue & don't know how to handle it. Who knows. It was crazy. I'm better now though & omg, I think this is the most I've written on MP ever!!
How do you feel now dear Manda? Things like that can understand. I don't think it's a nice response from your BF to say he's disappointed when you're always on time. People make mistakes. It's not really a mistake actually. Just a flaw. Too bad it
Escalated. To cover your mouth is rude as well. I'm sorry I sound so negative but I don't think you did anything wrong cause you were only 10 minutes late. I'm proud of you for speeding up like that.
Thanks, my sweet Esther. I feel fine now. Trying to read to pass the weekend quickly because I want to hear back from the surgeon. I might do yard work because it is 60*F out & I never completely raked the leaves last Fall. Vigorous work...
...though. Even though I'm cleared to resume normal activities, still afraid I'll hurt myself. Maybe the fresh air will do me some good though!
Can you take a little walk and bring away old newspapers or so? Holding thumbs for good news Monday. I just realised my comment is very weird. Don't wanna sound too negative about your bf but just think he over reacted. And don't feel guilty about
You losing it.. love you
It's ok :)
Maybe skip the yard work
Oh Manda, don't feel too quilty about it. I think he overreacted too, and you are having a lot of stress now about the health issue. I'm happy you feel better now. How are you and him now, did you talk it through? Ugh, I'm really tired right now...
... I wanted to say more but somehow my brain just doens't function. Sorry! I hope you're ok <3
You weren't rude, Esther. BF can be a really big jerk sometimes. Even my psychologist agrees. I ended up mowing the yard to chop the remaining leaves up & raked when the mower stopped on me. Drove to the gas station to get a bag of ice, a pop...
...& fill the tank up with gas so we don't have to worry about it on Tuesday when I take BF for his eye surgery. Nervous about that because I don't know where it is, don't know what the parking situation is, & know BF doesn't trust my driving. =(
Hope they're able to help you, mandabear!
Hope you will hear from them soon. Xxx
Stay strong Manda. Whatever it is, I'm sure they will help you with it. It might be scary but you can do anything, you're strong and powerful. Lots of love
Thanks, Pandas. If it's not a gallstone, I'm afraid there is something wrong with my heart. That is waaaay scarier than another surgery so I'm hoping that's what it is. Monday can't come fast enough!
Good luck, Manda! Get healthy <3
Thank you, Courtney! <3
:-( sounds like youre really going through the wars. I hope they are able to sort it very soon x
I love it!!
I like that one, too. Peace and love, man!
Glad you're following it up - hope it's not anything serious x
That's annoying, hopefully it's just still healing and will go away soon. Best of luck x
Hope everything's ok x
Could it be Your liver Manda? <3 and Hugs
Thinking of you x
I have no idea what it is. I called the surgeon's office today, but he was out. They are calling me back on Monday. The nurse said he might want to do a scan on me & my Sis (who is an RN) said it could be to see if there is still a gallstone stuck...
...in a duct in which case I might have to go through surgery again! This is driving me crazy!
Oh no, I'm sorry to hear this :( My biggest hugs love, whatever happens, you can get through it!
Thank you, Pandas, for all the love. Each of you are so special to me. <3 xx