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Manda P · 12h 6
Chewed a pain pill to see if I could get a buzz from it. Felt nothing. Didn't even take pain away. How stupid. Made a deal & get my Fireball on the 30th instead of March. Has to last 2 months. Won't.
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Courtney O · 11h
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Manda P · 9h
Nothing, Courtney. Small argument with BF this morning that put me in a bad mood. Bored. I like to be self destructive. Took a bunch of Klonopin but don't feel that either. Sure will feel that Fireball though assuming I receive Dr.'s orders to...
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Manda P · 9h
... resume normal activities on the 30th. Your post made me realize I wish I had pot so bad though! =p
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Manda P · 15h 5
Slept till 8:30. BF made iced coffee & mine was mostly ice. I complained & then he tried to give me his & I yelled. That hurt my abdomen. Don't know why I got so mad. Shower today. More reading.
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Courtney O · 11h
It's easy to get mad when you don't feel good. I hope you feel better soon Manda <3
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Manda P · 9h
Thanks, Courtney. Only hurts to walk when I get out of bed for a couple of minutes which is a huge improvement. Still gotta take it so easy. If I don't Nurse Sis said hernia could poke back through muscle. Don't want that to happen. At least BF is...
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Manda P · 9h
...helping with some things.
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Manda P · 9h
Thanks for the hugs, dear Pandas. xx
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Manda P · 2d 6
Been up since 6, but pretty good mood despite continued pain & daughter at MIL's. Then she is going to a sleepover tonight. Texted Nurse Sis & she was helpful w/advice. Need to take it really easy.
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Luna G · 1d
Big hugs, have a nice lie in. Moms work so hard!
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Hoping you can relax and recover.
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Manda P · 16h
Thank you, Pandas. I'm lucky to have such sweet friends here. <3
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Manda P · 2d 5
Took bandages off. My belly button went from an innie to an outtie. I almost cried. Mom says it'll go back in. I hope she's right. Still in pain when I do anything, but am stopping the painkillers.
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Claire M · 2d
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Natalie C · 1d
Big hugs mine was like that for a while after my surgery. It will settle itself down when its healed x
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Esther B · 22h
It will be all right sweetie xx
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Manda P · 16h
Thank you, Lovely Pandas. xx
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Manda P · 3d 6
Noticing an improvement today. Ate a real meal last night. Finally going to take a shower tonight & take the bandages off. Nervous to see what's under there. Mom sent a pick me up gift. Was sweet.
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Claire M · 3d
Yay for the improvement!
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Manda P · 5d 5
Forgot to mention surgeon fixed up a hernia while he was in there. May be why I'm experiencing such pain in my abdomen, especially when I get up from lying down. Could be why I can't drive till 30th.
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Esther B · 4d
Stay strong Manda. Do you have painkillers?
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Manda P · 3d
Yes, I do, Esther. Been taking one when I get out of bed & one when BF & daughter get home after I've been sitting so long watching Netflix. Going to cut that one out & may be able to get by without one in the morning in a day or two. Felt a...
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Manda P · 3d
...significant improvement this morning.
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Courtney O · 11h
Oh my husband had a hernia too. Did you get the mesh or just stitches? He just got stitches and now he's healed, it's like nothing happened.
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Manda P · 9h
I have no idea what I got. BF didn't even tell me about it till next day. Duh. He just doesn't think sometimes. Guess I will ask the surgeon on my follow up.
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Manda P · 9h
Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. They mean a lot. <3
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Manda P · 5d 5
Feeling better. Ate jello & soup today. Drinking pop makes me burp so hopefully that is helping the gas. Heard from all my fam except lil bro who I'm closest to. Feelings are kinda hurt.
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Manda P · 6d 4
Slept horribly bcuz of gas pain. Every time I moved from left side to back, painful shock in my neck & shoulder. Walked around the house each time. Still there, but trying to sit up & watch TV.
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Esther B · 4d
Hope you're feeling better soon. Plus let me know if I can do anything for you..
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Manda P · 3d
Thanks, Esther. You're support means a lot. <3
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Manda P · 6d 4
I have no gallbladder & I'm alive! He said I had about a golf ball sized stone in there. They gave me pain meds. Sleepy so will probably go to bed soon. Hope not too much gas pain in the morning.
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Binky B · 6d
Glad it went well!
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Claire M · 6d
Yay it went all well!! :)
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Cindy M · 6d
Glad it went well - I was thinking of you. I know a few people who've had this operation recently, and they really did notice an improvement in their health and wellbeing. Hope it's the same for you
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Manda P · 6d
Thank you, Binky, Claire, & Cindy. The surgeon did tell me he thought I'd feel a whole lot better over well too. I hope you guys are right! Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. xx
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Manda P · 15 Jan 2017 4
Up all through the night despite taking all that Klonopin, Tylenol PM, & Nighttime cold medicine. Realized I can't take Klonopin today bcuz I forgot to report it on my meds since I keep it separately.
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Manda P · 14 Jan 2017 1
Feeling REALLY down. Have taken 16mg of Klonopin & might take more. Nothing can keep my interest. Feel like crying. Just want to sleep. Really afraid they won't give me pain meds after what I said.
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Manda P · 14 Jan 2017
What the hell, made it an even 20mg. Will probably just make me sleepy. I still have 66mg left if things got too crazy.
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Esther B · 15 Jan 2017
I'm sorry you're so down and sleepy. Is there something I can do for you?
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Manda P · 15 Jan 2017
Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. @Esther- I didn't take anymore Klonopin & just went to bed shortly after 6:30. 12 hours later & I'm up. Wil probably take a lot more Klonopin today to try & forget how stupid I was to tell them about the ***e...
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Manda P · 15 Jan 2017
attempt. I just don't have a lying bone in my body. Especially if it comes to something like literally putting your life in other people's hands. My Sis is a nurse & said they ask everyone those questions so maybe it doesn't mean anything.
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Manda P · 14 Jan 2017 4
Surgeon's office called to get my medical history & asked a lot about my mental health. I was honest, even about ***e attempts because I can't lie & now I'm afraid they won't give me pain meds.
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Manda P · 13 Jan 2017 5
BF text woke me up. Have to keep phone near for surgery instructions. Saving all chores & laundry till weekend since I don't know how long it'll be before I can do them again. Feeling sad & nervous.
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Alexandra W NEW · 13 Jan 2017
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Alexandra W NEW · 13 Jan 2017
I had a big surgery a month ago, I was so scared but it all went fine and now I'm almost back to normal. Good luck &a healing vibes!
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Claire M · 13 Jan 2017
Big big hugs Manda, it will be fine <3
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Manda P · 13 Jan 2017
Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. I'm glad your almost back to normal, Alexandra. Mine isn't a big surgery so I feel silly for worrying about it. Just freaks me out that they are removing an organ from my body! Claire, <3
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Jeff M · 13 Jan 2017
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Natalie C · 13 Jan 2017
:-( sad you have to go through more surgery. Dont feel silly, times like this are always send emotions flying high. Good luck! I hope all goes well and you feel brighter soon x
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Alexandra W NEW · 13 Jan 2017
It's not silly to worry about it, surgery is scary for anyone. It will all be behind you sooner than you think!
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Manda P · 14 Jan 2017
Thanks, Pandas. Going to the hospital is scary to me. Even to get my blood drawn or just have an ultrasound!
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Manda P · 12 Jan 2017 4
Finished watching Jessica Jones on Netflix. Carpet cleaned the bedroom. Doing a lot of laundry. Feel sad. Hoping to meet bro for brunch on Sat. Haven't seen him in months. He makes me feel better.
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Claire M · 13 Jan 2017
I hope you can have a good old catchup with him! :)
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Tasha S · 13 Jan 2017
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Manda P · 13 Jan 2017
He never replied to my text, Claire. 25 years old with a job & then coaches high school basketball. Hard man to get a hold of I guess. I'll try again today & keep my fingers crossed! @Tasha- Yes, I loved it! Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. xx
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Manda P · 11 Jan 2017 3
Had a good day until BF made a comment about not taking paternity leave. I told him all he'd do would be play video games & he said 'so what?' It's so you can help with the baby which he didn't do.
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Courtney O · 11h
Why would he not be able to help? It's about bonding too. My husband said he wouldn't take paternity leave cause we couldn't afford it and then a week before the baby came, he worked something out with his boss and had time off.
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Courtney O · 11h
I know it's stressful when men say that. They don't seem to understand how much they're needed.
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Manda P · 9h
Thanks, Courtney. I pushed myself way to much after birth. Up & down a lot of stairs & super cleaning because MIL flew down to see newborn daughter & is super judgemental. Ripped an enternal stich open. BF offered no help what so ever.
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Manda P · 9h
Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. xx
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Manda P · 10 Jan 2017 6
Slept till 11. Daughter has play practice after school so we have been eating dinner later which means taking my medicine later which means staying up later. Surgery next Monday. Getting nervous.
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Claire M · 10 Jan 2017
What surgery it is? I'm sure it'll go fine, I will keep you in my thoughts x
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Manda P · 10 Jan 2017
I'm having my gallbladder removed. Very common surgery, but still scary to me. Thank you for thinking of me. xx
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Claire M · 11 Jan 2017
I see. I get it, it would be scary to me too. But they know what they are doing and it will be totally fine! :)
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Natalie C · 11 Jan 2017
Good luck with your surgery. Will be thinking of you and hope you have a good speedy recovery!
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Manda P · 11 Jan 2017
Thanks, Pandas. The surgeon said it's a two week recovery. I don't know if that's only if they have to open my side or not. If they do that, I have to stay a day or two in the hospital.
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Manda P · 09 Jan 2017 7
Was able to sleep until alarm went off at 10 to call Mom. Binged 'The Unbreakable Kimmy Schmidt' with daughter yesterday. Got all the way through half of season 2. Was fun to watch TV with her.
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Claire M · 09 Jan 2017
Ah that show is so funny!
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Manda P · 09 Jan 2017
Yeah, we got good laughs out of it, Claire. I promised to not watch anymore without her. Can't wait to finish the season.
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Manda P · 08 Jan 2017 4
Borrowed carpet cleaner from 'FIL' in early Dec, but said I wouldn't do it till Xmas tree was down. Did office, but have to redo & he's already asked to have it back. Offended, but BF says I'm wrong.
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Manda P · 07 Jan 2017 5
Watched entire season of Stranger Things yesterday. That is NOT like me. Only ate dinner. Forgot to take meds till 8. Up till midnight. Felt very manic. Tired this morning. We'll see how today goes.
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Tasha S · 07 Jan 2017
Stranger Things is so good!
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Cindy M · 08 Jan 2017
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Esther B · 08 Jan 2017
Oohh what did you think? I just LOVED it. I hope your day is okay now
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Manda P · 08 Jan 2017
I absolutely loved it too, Esther. Can't wait for season 2! My day went better until an argument with BF before dinner. Just ate & retired to the bedroom. Took Tylenol PM in the middle of the night so I'd sleep in later.
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Manda P · 05 Jan 2017 3
Watched Fight Club today. Way better than the book & I don't usually say that. Arguing with BF since he came home. Don't want to be around him. Already in bed for the night. Tired anyway.
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Richard E · 05 Jan 2017
Great film
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Esther B · 06 Jan 2017
Sleep well dear Amanda. Thinking of you xx
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Natalie C · 06 Jan 2017
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Manda P · 04 Jan 2017 6
Don't have time to watch the movie. Spent all day scrolling through FB. Bad Manda. Did get dressed, doing some laundry, & making a batch of iced tea. Think I might even log onto WoW. It's been days,
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Manda P · 04 Jan 2017 6
BF & daughter back at school. Slept 12 hours. Feel ok. Don't have the desire to drink. Going to watch Fight Club because I just finished the book. Have seen it before, but that was a long time ago.
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Manda P · 03 Jan 2017 4
Not going to think I want to drink today. BF & daughter's last day of Xmas break. It has been such a stressful one. Still staying in bed to read unless they ask me to come out. Feel like crying.
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Jeff M · 03 Jan 2017
You can do it! Sometimes getting out and distracted is the best way to avoid dwelling on something. Good luck, mandabear!
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DesBear D · 03 Jan 2017
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Manda P · 04 Jan 2017
Thanks for the encouragement, Jeff. I went with it & ended up out in the living room watching a movie with BF. It was a nice time. Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. And, Des <3
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Manda P · 02 Jan 2017 2
Feel bad. Want to drink bcuz the only thing that makes me feel better. All Klonopin in the world won't work. Just staying in bed all day reading. Wonder what would happen if I took 20 mgs of Klonopin?
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Christina E · 04 Jan 2017
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Manda P · 01 Jan 2017 2
Took 10 mgs of Klonopin. Want to drink. Have been out of Fireball since Xmas. Thinking about getting some & hiding it in attic. Would drink Patron, but don't think I could stomach it. Want to leave.
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Esther B · 01 Jan 2017
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Jeff M · 01 Jan 2017
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Jeff M · 01 Jan 2017
I think if you have to hide it, that's a bad sign. Maybe you can get help from your loved ones if you want to stop? Or figure out how to drink responsibly for your situation? Sending you strength, mandabear...
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Erika A · 01 Jan 2017
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anonymouse . · 01 Jan 2017
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Hilda R · 01 Jan 2017
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Natalie C · 01 Jan 2017
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Manda P · 01 Jan 2017
Thanks, Pandas & Jeff. Concerning help from my loved ones (other than BF) is no use. They are a bunch of 'alcoholics' themselves. Drink everyday, but pretends it is normal. They'd be hypocrites to tell me to stop. BF says no more liquor till...
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Manda P · 01 Jan 2017
...March 1st. He says it's hurting my body with all the medicine I take for my disorders. Alcohol is the only coping mechanism I have right now. I'm in a really bad place. Things would be fine if I had pot, but I don't know anyone to get some from.
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Christina E · 01 Jan 2017
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Jeff M · 01 Jan 2017
Alcohol can help, as can medicine, but they rarely work well together. If you're doing medication, you really should consider taking time off of alcohol. Maybe you can find something else...I don't know, yoga or walks or something just to mentally
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Jeff M · 01 Jan 2017
feel like a reward or something. It's really hard, I know, and I completely acknowledge how helpful alcohol can be, so I'm not telling you to stop. Just be responsible, cuz we care about you!
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Manda P · 01 Jan 2017
Thanks so much for your concern, Jeff. We lowered my meds because I was sleeping 14 hours a day, but maybe they need raised again. I've told BF multiple times that I want to leave him over Xmas break & haven't done that for years. I just stay in...
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Manda P · 01 Jan 2017
...bed & read all day even though BF asks me to come hang out with him. I might try yoga after they go back to school, but it'll mean contacting my ex to get a digital copy of my favorite routine. BF prob won't like that.
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DesBear D · 02 Jan 2017
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Manda P · 30 Dec 2016 8
Daughter's sleepover successful! Didn't have to do anything to keep them entertained just like our moms said. I'm not worried about any in the future. So happy for daughter that she finally had one.
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Nick H · 30 Dec 2016
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Jeff M · 30 Dec 2016
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Natalie C · 30 Dec 2016
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Natalie C · 30 Dec 2016
Thats great! Well done :)
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Binky B · 31 Dec 2016
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Binky B · 31 Dec 2016
What a success, well done! X
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DesBear D · 31 Dec 2016
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Shelley H · 31 Dec 2016
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Hilda R · 31 Dec 2016
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Esther B · 31 Dec 2016
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Esther B · 31 Dec 2016
Great job. Proud of you
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Manda P · 01 Jan 2017
Thanks, Pandas. Next one not till Summer so don't have to think about it for a long time. Still so happy for her. xx
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Manda P · 29 Dec 2016 7
Today is daughter's 10th bday! I can't believe she is 10 now. That's too close to a teenager! She's having a sleepover which I'm really nervous about, but am just trying to remind myself it's for her.
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Courtney O · 29 Dec 2016
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Jeff M · 29 Dec 2016
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Danielle S NEW · 29 Dec 2016
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Tasha S · 29 Dec 2016
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Tasha S · 29 Dec 2016
Hope all goes well, and hope she has a lovely birthday :)
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Natalie C · 29 Dec 2016
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Natalie C · 29 Dec 2016
Hope your daughter has a lovely a birthday and sleepover! :D x
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Hilda R · 29 Dec 2016
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Manda P · 29 Dec 2016
Thank you, Pandas. All the girls are here eating pizza. They sure are talkative!! I think I was worried for nothing. They'll keep themselves more than busy!
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DesBear D · 30 Dec 2016
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Courtney O · 30 Dec 2016
:)
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Binky B · 30 Dec 2016
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Christina E · 30 Dec 2016
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Manda P · 28 Dec 2016 2
Wasn't tuned into social media yesterday so just now finding out about Carrie Fisher. What a devastating loss to the mental health community. Even more so to those of us with Bipolar Disorder. So sad.
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Jeff M · 28 Dec 2016
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Binky B · 28 Dec 2016
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H F · 28 Dec 2016
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H F · 28 Dec 2016
Yes, I liked Carrie and very sad, quite young. Feel very sorry for Her young daughter. Hugs
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nixiblu . · 28 Dec 2016
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Manda P · 27 Dec 2016 3
Sh*tty mood. Daughter @ sleepover. Miss her. BF pissing me off. So much to do before daughter's sleepover on Thurs. 1 of the girls is allergic to cats so they have to be put away & house cleaned well.
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Shelley H · 27 Dec 2016
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Shelley H · 27 Dec 2016
Seems like you've got a full plate there Mandy Panda
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Cindy M · 27 Dec 2016
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DesBear D · 27 Dec 2016
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Jeff M · 27 Dec 2016
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Binky B · 28 Dec 2016
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Manda P · 26 Dec 2016 5
Went way overboard with the last of my Fireball last night. It was 9 shots. The kind of 9 shots that have you in the bathroom puking. BF took care of me though. I think I had him tuck me in 3 times.
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Kaisa H · 26 Dec 2016
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anonymouse . · 26 Dec 2016
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Jeff M · 26 Dec 2016
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Natalie D NEW · 26 Dec 2016
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Binky B · 27 Dec 2016
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Binky B · 27 Dec 2016
Hope you are not to hungover today. I don't drink much anymore because I get really bad hangovers.
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Han M · 27 Dec 2016
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H F · 27 Dec 2016
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Tasha S · 27 Dec 2016
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Christina E · 27 Dec 2016
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H F · 27 Dec 2016
Glad Your boyfriend looked after You! I know this sounds like a horrible idea but maybe not having anything at all in the house would help? I do understand that sounds awful. But less temptation, from personal experience I know I do drink more
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H F · 27 Dec 2016
when it is there. Big Hugs
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Natalie C · 27 Dec 2016
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Esther B · 27 Dec 2016
Ouch Manda I hope you're not too hungover today. That fireball thing makes my head hurt in advance;p
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Manda P · 27 Dec 2016
No hangover as I puked before I went to bed & got up in the middle of the night to take Tylenol PM & drink two full glasses of water. No more alcohol until March 1st. How boring. Thanks for caring, Pandas. <3
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DesBear D · 27 Dec 2016
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