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6 Manda P
3d ·
Feeling SO much better. Started Latuda, weaning off Geodon, & cut Lamictal in half. No idea why he changed those. Been on them 11 years. Feeling hunger. Food tastes good. Therapy & dietitian tomorrow.
John T
3d ·

I'm on Lurasidone too!

John T
3d ·

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John T
3d ·

It should definitely increase your appetite!

Jeff M
3d ·

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Jeff M
3d ·

Wonderful to see this, Manda! Nice to see they have found something that's working!!

Lydia R
3d ·

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Esther B
3d ·

Happy you've found your appetite and that you're feeling happy!!

Margot L
3d ·

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Cindy M
3d ·

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Cindy M
3d ·

Such good news! xx

Natalie C
3d ·

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Natalie C
3d ·

Well done Manda :) xx

Katie Rose S
3d ·

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Mandy O
2d ·

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Mandy O
2d ·

Great News! Really happy for you xx

Alicia B
2d ·

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4 Manda P
7d ·
Went to bed early. Didn't even 'relax' which says a lot. Kept my distance last night to not cause trouble. Thought I'd make it this morn, but more 'pushback' from me. Two f*ck-ups before 7:30AM. WTG!
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7d · NEW

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Jeff M
7d ·

Aw, Manda, I'm sorry you're having a rough morning already. Remember that F-ups are all about perspective (yours or his)...they're not reality. Be kind to yourself, and if others judge you, let it go...have to be good to yourself right now!

Janine S
7d ·

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Esther B
7d ·

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7d ·

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1 Manda P
11 Apr 2018 ·
I haven't cried this much since my dad died years ago & it's not even noon. Just another Manda f*ck-up this morning, but I really can't take this much longer. See psychiatrist tomorrow. Need him ASAP.
Luke G
11 Apr 2018 ·

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Luke G
11 Apr 2018 ·

By the way, what's a Manda?

Luke G
11 Apr 2018 ·

Ah, it's you. Sorry, I did a luke-f*ck-up.

Manda P
11 Apr 2018 ·

Hey, Luke. Thank you for the hug & getting what some might call a smile out of me with your Luke f*ck-up even though it wasn't one.

Lulu S
11 Apr 2018 ·

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Lulu S
11 Apr 2018 ·

Hope tomorrow goes well for you

Mandy O
11 Apr 2018 ·

Hang in there my lovely Panda twin - remember it's ok to cry - even though it doesn't feel great! Hope your psych app tomorrow will be of help. Thinking of you ❀️🐼 xx

Manda P
11 Apr 2018 ·

Thank you, Lulu & my Twinny. Your support means a lot. πŸ’š

John T
11 Apr 2018 ·

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Love 1
11 Apr 2018 ·

I usually feel lighter after a good cry. We all f* up time to time. Just trying the best we can.

DesBear D
11 Apr 2018 ·

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DesBear D
11 Apr 2018 ·

❀️❀️

Cindy M
11 Apr 2018 ·

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Cindy M
11 Apr 2018 ·

Sending lots of love and strength, dear Manda. xx

Jeff M
11 Apr 2018 ·

Hope you're doing ok, Mandabear. Thinking of you!

Manda P
7d ·

Thanks so much, you awesome Pandas, you. I wish I could give you all IRL hugs. You guys remind me that people still care. πŸ’–πŸ’šπŸ’–

Esther B
7d ·

Hang in there. Xoxoxo

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3d ·

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3 Manda P
10 Apr 2018 ·
Starting to feel better now that I've stopped Wellbutrin. Still bad off though. Have already cried today. Stupid ED complicating everything. Forgot meds Sat night & went thru hell. F*ck everything.
Tom K
10 Apr 2018 ·

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10 Apr 2018 ·

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Cindy M
10 Apr 2018 ·

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Cindy M
10 Apr 2018 ·

Big hugs Manda xx

Lydia R
10 Apr 2018 ·

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Alicia B
10 Apr 2018 ·

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Alicia B
10 Apr 2018 ·

Oh, that sounds awful :( Sorry to hear that. Hope you sort out your med situation soon and feel all better. Big hugs

Jeff M
10 Apr 2018 ·

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Jeff M
10 Apr 2018 ·

Sorry Manda! :( Like Alicia said, I hope the meds get sorted and you feel better...

Margot L
10 Apr 2018 ·

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DesBear D
10 Apr 2018 ·

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Mandy O
11 Apr 2018 ·

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Mandy O
11 Apr 2018 ·

Thinking of you Twinny πŸ’•

Lydia R
11 Apr 2018 ·

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Lydia R
11 Apr 2018 ·

πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–

Manda P
11 Apr 2018 ·

Thank you so much for the support, Pandas. πŸ’š Sorry I'm not doing a good job of supporting you. Hopefully I'll be able to get back in a groove soon.

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3d ·

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1 Manda P
06 Apr 2018 ·
Not well. I'm still screaming at not here BF & even screamed at cat which means cuckoo. I've been crying all day & just wait till BF gets started. He's going to be mad I'm not eating fast enough. Die.
Zoe D
06 Apr 2018 ·

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06 Apr 2018 ·

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06 Apr 2018 ·

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Lydia R
06 Apr 2018 ·

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Lydia R
06 Apr 2018 ·

Is there anyone you can call? Maybe even your therapist? Doesn't sound good at all.

Anna .
06 Apr 2018 ·

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Natalie C
07 Apr 2018 ·

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Natalie C
07 Apr 2018 ·

I hope you are ok Manda, just seen this and worried about you. Stay safe and take care❀

Love 1
07 Apr 2018 ·

Ugh. It'll get better, but still sucks to be in the funk (where better seems far away).

Manda P
07 Apr 2018 ·

I'm ok, Pandas. I called my Mental Health Center & the psychiatrist told me to stop the new med & go to the hospital to be evaluated. BF thinks I don't need to because I'm fine, but I cried while driving again.

Manda P
07 Apr 2018 ·

Also, I've given my anti-anxiety med & sleeping pills to BF so I won't even have a chance to try anything crazy.

Lydia R
07 Apr 2018 ·

Please do what's best for you at the moment and not what BF tells you he thinks might be best for you. That's why you visit professionals, right? Hope this gets better for you soon! πŸ’–

John T
07 Apr 2018 ·

Good luck, Manda. We're all hoping you start feeling better soon! Give the doctors a chance. You've done so well already to express yourself and reach out.

Cindy M
07 Apr 2018 ·

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Cindy M
07 Apr 2018 ·

Manda, thinking of you, sorry you're in such a difficult place. Hope you will consider going to hospital since that's what the psychiatrist is recommending. Lots of love xx

DesBear D
07 Apr 2018 ·

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DesBear D
07 Apr 2018 ·

Thinking of you! You'll get through this! ❀️

Margot L
07 Apr 2018 ·

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Jeff M
07 Apr 2018 ·

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Jeff M
07 Apr 2018 ·

Manda, hope you're ok! Sending you strength!

Manda P
10 Apr 2018 ·

Pandas, thank you so much for your care & concern. I'm doing a tad bit better. At least not wanting to die right now. Sending all the love right back at ya. πŸ’š

John T
10 Apr 2018 ·

I'm glad to hear it, Manda. Just take things one foot in front of the other for a bit.

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2 Manda P
06 Apr 2018 ·
Off to a rough start. Normal morning conversation turned bad. Lots of arguing. They finally left, but BF forgot something so it turned even worse. Bad night. Argue, lecture, crying, su*c*d*l thoughts.
Kristina M
06 Apr 2018 ·

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06 Apr 2018 ·

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Jeff M
06 Apr 2018 ·

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Jeff M
06 Apr 2018 ·

Sorry, Manda. We're here if you need us. I hope your day improves...

Lydia R
06 Apr 2018 ·

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Lydia R
06 Apr 2018 ·

Definitely always there to chat if you feel like it! Big hugs!

Lydia R
06 Apr 2018 ·

That really is a *** start into the day, I'm sorry. I hope you have some time to calm down and that things will be better when they come back later.

paul M
06 Apr 2018 ·

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Manda P
06 Apr 2018 ·

Thanks so much, lovely Pandas. I've been on the closet floor crying, stopped, moved to kitchen for bfast & started crying again! I just want to sleep, even though I'm not tired, but I can't skip eating. I've got a bad feeling about the weekend. 😒

DesBear D
06 Apr 2018 ·

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07 Apr 2018 ·

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4 Manda P
05 Apr 2018 ·
Less motivation today. Actually slept in but still so tired. HUGE blow up last night. Came close to hitting BF in the head with a full water bottle. So crazy. Definitely still in 6 month long episode.
Dave C
05 Apr 2018 ·

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05 Apr 2018 ·

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05 Apr 2018 ·

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05 Apr 2018 ·

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05 Apr 2018 ·

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05 Apr 2018 ·

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06 Apr 2018 ·

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06 Apr 2018 ·

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4 Manda P
04 Apr 2018 ·
EXHAUSTED. We can't figure out if it's depression, lack of nutrients, or both. Appt w/dietitian. Lots of laundry, cleaned kitchen sinks, eating, & yoga. Want to get in bed but I'll be picked up soon.
Margot L
04 Apr 2018 ·

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Lydia R
04 Apr 2018 ·

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Lydia R
04 Apr 2018 ·

Really hope it's just a nutrition problem so that it's easily manageable. But I'm also tired. Here we call it β€žspring tirednessβ€œ. Don't know if that's a thing in the US as well. Hope you can rest well tonight!

Line R
04 Apr 2018 ·

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Alicia B
05 Apr 2018 ·

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Alicia B
05 Apr 2018 ·

Spring is definitely hard for many people in Europe, I've seen that now :( Hope you both feel better soon, girls <3

Silke V
05 Apr 2018 ·

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Jeff M
05 Apr 2018 ·

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Jeff M
05 Apr 2018 ·

You mentioned that you've changed your diet recently. Lack of sugar and such has a big effect for a short while. Same happened with me. I hope it's just that!

DesBear D
05 Apr 2018 ·

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Manda P
05 Apr 2018 ·

Thanks so much, Pandas. πŸ’š I've never heard of springtime illness. Only if people getting depressed in the winter. Jeff- I'm eating lots of fruit so does that kind of sugar effect me differently? I used to eat bad sugar all the time.

Lydia R
05 Apr 2018 ·

If you cut down on the β€žbadβ€œ sugar or even reduced the intake drastically you're basically detoxing and it'll take a few days or even werk for you to fell better. And it's not a spring illness, but just being tired all the time when spring starts.

Lydia R
05 Apr 2018 ·

Alicia, does this mean Russians don't experience this? And is it for you? Did you notice a change in your energy since living here?

Manda P
05 Apr 2018 ·

Thanks for the clarification, Lydia. It's been longer than a week after changing though & I do still eat bad sugar in a dessert most nights. Who knows. Hopefully I'll have a better idea after meeting with the psychiatrist again & my appt w/dietician.

Lydia R
05 Apr 2018 ·

Wow, sorry for all the typos. lol I'm even too lazy to correct them and hope you understand my gibberish.

Manda P
05 Apr 2018 ·

I got it! 😊

Alicia B
06 Apr 2018 ·

In Moscow people seem to be extra happy in spring because they are finally getting some sunlight 😊 I still love spring, but here those around me are getting all tired and sad.

Lydia R
06 Apr 2018 ·

I also love spring, and I'm not getting sad, just a bit tired in the beginning and then sneezy.

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06 Apr 2018 ·

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5 Manda P
03 Apr 2018 ·
Waiting to have blood drawn. The stupid nurse didn't put a date on the order so they've had to fax it to my Mental Health Center & now I'm waiting for the fax back. Psychologist appt in an hour.
Lydia R
03 Apr 2018 ·

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Jeff M
03 Apr 2018 ·

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Jeff M
03 Apr 2018 ·

Good luck, manda!

Natalie C
03 Apr 2018 ·

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Natalie C
03 Apr 2018 ·

Oh what a nuisance, them not including the date! Hope you are not kept waiting too long x

Margot L
03 Apr 2018 ·

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Manda P
04 Apr 2018 ·

Thanks, Pandas. πŸ’š Natalie, I waited an hour & was apologized to twice & still made it to my appt with 3 minutes to spare!

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6 Manda P
02 Apr 2018 ·
Spring Break over. Sad for them to go back but feeling good today. Psychiatrist appt went well. Started antidepressant. Kept saying I had a β€œsensitive” case of Bipolar Disorder. Warned psych hospital.
Mark W
02 Apr 2018 ·

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Jeff M
02 Apr 2018 ·

Welcome back! Hope spring break was enjoyable! And I hope the antidepressant works well for you!

Jeff M
02 Apr 2018 ·

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Lieteke G
02 Apr 2018 ·

Hope you had a good time! At least you get help. Well done for asking for it.

Brooke A
02 Apr 2018 ·

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02 Apr 2018 ·

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02 Apr 2018 ·

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Manda P
03 Apr 2018 ·

Thank you, Jeff & Lieteke. It was definitely fun. Now we're counting down to Summer Break! Thanks for all the hugs, Pandas. πŸ’š

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7 Manda P
23 Mar 2018 ·
Spring Break for BF & daughter starts NOW! We are so pumped! Some stuff to do but LOTS of relaxing. Appt w/psychiatrist via video call on Thurs. Super nervous. Worse than phone anxiety!
Lydia R
23 Mar 2018 ·

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Lydia R
23 Mar 2018 ·

Oh yes, I can imagine. Would be the same for me, I've never video chatted before (except with my mum and bro) so hopfully it'll be a good experience for you! Happy to see green. :)

Natalie C
23 Mar 2018 ·

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Natalie C
23 Mar 2018 ·

Oh good luck Thursday, hope it goes well x

Line R
23 Mar 2018 ·

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Love 1
24 Mar 2018 ·

Hope you all enjoy your time together

DesBear D
24 Mar 2018 ·

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Cindy M
24 Mar 2018 ·

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H F
25 Mar 2018 ·

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Manda P
02 Apr 2018 ·

Thank you, Pandas. πŸ’š Even though we had something to do each day it was still an enjoyable time. All 3 of us were very sad for it to end. 7 weeks till Summer Break!

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02 Apr 2018 ·

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5 Manda P
20 Mar 2018 ·
Met w/new therapist again. She is pretty new age. Nothing like my psychologist who is in the process of retiring. Still trying to gain weight. A bit more motivation to get things done going on.
Penelope P
20 Mar 2018 ·

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Lydia R
20 Mar 2018 ·

Do you like her?

Lydia R
20 Mar 2018 ·

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Manda P
20 Mar 2018 ·

I'm not sure, Lydia. She's nice (besides saying I say, β€œnobody loves me” in a very mocking way), but I feel like a lot of the stuff she is doing is bogus. I just need to get over it though. No one will match my psychologist & I need therapy.

Manda P
20 Mar 2018 ·

Thanks for the hugs, ladies! πŸ’š

Mark W
20 Mar 2018 ·

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Sydney P
20 Mar 2018 ·

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Odie W
20 Mar 2018 ·

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Maria K
20 Mar 2018 ·

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Maria K
20 Mar 2018 ·

Funny, I've always thought the new age was bogus too. You don't sound thrilled. hopefully you will do what is BEST for you.

Jeff M
20 Mar 2018 ·

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Natalie C
20 Mar 2018 ·

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Michelle W
20 Mar 2018 ·

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Alicia B
21 Mar 2018 ·

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Esther B
21 Mar 2018 ·

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Esther B
21 Mar 2018 ·

Hopefully you two will get somewhere. Do you think she's able to help you? Xoxo

Kaya L
21 Mar 2018 ·

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DesBear D
22 Mar 2018 ·

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Manda P
23 Mar 2018 ·

Thanks, lovely Pandas. πŸ’š I called & cancelled my next appt w/her. I don't think I can get anywhere w/her. Going to ask psychologist if they can place me w/a therapist at my Mental Health Center. I think I'd be more comfortable w/anyone else!

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02 Apr 2018 ·

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5 Manda P
15 Mar 2018 ·
What?! 7 days since I updated?! Wtf have I been doing?! New therapist tomorrow. Super nervous about it. Will feel SO good once I'm back home. Eating LOTS of fruits & veggies. Starting yoga on Monday.
Lydia R
15 Mar 2018 ·

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Lydia R
15 Mar 2018 ·

Yay! Sounds good. Hope it'll do you some good, new therapist, good diet and yoga. :)

DesBear D
15 Mar 2018 ·

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Manda P
15 Mar 2018 ·

Thanks, Lydia. I guess even the new therapist can be a good thing, too. Thanks for showing me that! πŸ’–

Manda P
15 Mar 2018 ·

Thanks for the hug, Desenator! I have no clue why I just typed that. I think because it sounds badass just like you! πŸ’š

Jeff M
15 Mar 2018 ·

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Jeff M
15 Mar 2018 ·

Good for you! Have fun a yoga!

nixiblu .
15 Mar 2018 ·

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Odie W
15 Mar 2018 ·

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Cindy M
17 Mar 2018 ·

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Manda P
17 Mar 2018 ·

Thanks, Jeff. I'm doing it at home. No way could my social anxiety handle a class! Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! πŸ’š

Love 1
24 Mar 2018 ·

Fruits and veggies are the way to go. Yoga is awesome too. I'm happy for you. You're taking good care of yourself

Manda P
02 Apr 2018 ·

Thanks, Love! It feels great to actually care about my health. Not exactly sure what flipped the switch but I am thankful.

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5 Manda P
08 Mar 2018 ·
Anxiety. Set up appt w/my 2nd therapist because I guess I need one? Med lady sent me there. Also have appt with my first psychiatrist via video call. Stopping Trileptal bcuz of the puking & dizziness.
Jeff M
08 Mar 2018 ·

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Jeff M
08 Mar 2018 ·

Good luck, mandabear! I hope they're helpful!

Manda P
08 Mar 2018 ·

Thanks, Jeff! πŸ’š

Lydia R
08 Mar 2018 ·

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Lydia R
08 Mar 2018 ·

Exciting but also frightening. Hope the new one is good!

John N
08 Mar 2018 ·

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08 Mar 2018 ·

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08 Mar 2018 ·

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08 Mar 2018 ·

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Cindy M
08 Mar 2018 ·

Good luck x

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08 Mar 2018 ·

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H F
09 Mar 2018 ·

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H F
09 Mar 2018 ·

<3

DesBear D
09 Mar 2018 ·

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Manda P
09 Mar 2018 ·

Thanks so much, my lovely Panda friends. Of course you'll be hearing how it goes! πŸ’š

Anna .
10 Mar 2018 ·

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11 Mar 2018 ·

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Mandy O
13 Mar 2018 ·

Good luck Twinny!

Mandy O
13 Mar 2018 ·

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10 Manda P
07 Mar 2018 ·
I almost forgot! I've talked about MoodPanda in therapy so much that my psychologist is now going to recommend it to his Bipolar patients to help see mood patterns & thrive in a supportive community.
Manda P
07 Mar 2018 ·

He is also recommending it to all his colleagues at my Mental Health Center!

Beeds B
07 Mar 2018 ·

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07 Mar 2018 ·

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07 Mar 2018 ·

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Love 1
07 Mar 2018 ·

it is an awesome app. Helps me on my spiritual journey. Plus we have each other.

Cindy M
07 Mar 2018 ·

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Cindy M
07 Mar 2018 ·

Have you told the Chief Pandas?

Jeff M
07 Mar 2018 ·

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Jeff M
07 Mar 2018 ·

Woo hoo! Spread the word. Pandas of the world unite!

Tasha S
07 Mar 2018 ·

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Miles W
07 Mar 2018 ·

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Leia L
07 Mar 2018 ·

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Manda P
07 Mar 2018 ·

Jeff & Love, Pandas are gonna take over the world & clean it up a bit. 😊 No, Cindy, I haven't. I will shoot them a message now. Thanks for the idea & thanks for all the hugs, Pandas! πŸ’š

H F
07 Mar 2018 ·

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Jake G
07 Mar 2018 · CHIEFPANDA

Amazing :-) Thank you, and thanks for the message, Manda. I'd award you some shiny medals as a thank you, but you're all shiny already!!! :-D This place is nothing without all of you - so thank you

Love 1
07 Mar 2018 ·

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Jeff M
07 Mar 2018 ·

In my mind, Manda is shinier than ever! :)

Lydia R
07 Mar 2018 ·

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Lydia R
07 Mar 2018 ·

That's really great! My therapist wasn't that interested in it until now. :')

Caroline S
07 Mar 2018 ·

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Manda P
08 Mar 2018 ·

Aw, thank you, Pandas! You all are what made my medals shiny! πŸ’–

nixiblu .
08 Mar 2018 ·

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09 Mar 2018 ·

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10 Mar 2018 ·

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Mandy O
13 Mar 2018 ·

That's great! Let's all spread the word just like Manda 🐼😁 x

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13 Mar 2018 · CHIEFPANDA

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Manda P
15 Mar 2018 ·

Thanks again, dear Pandas. You guys are the best! πŸ’š

Scout S
06 Apr 2018 ·

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6 Manda P
07 Mar 2018 ·
Despite being up since 3:30AM, I feel great. Yesterday was a really good day. I think the increased Lithium &/or winter finally wrapping up is doing it. Reported puking again & we lowered suspect med.
Lydia R
07 Mar 2018 ·

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Lydia R
07 Mar 2018 ·

Really good to read! πŸ’–

Manda P
07 Mar 2018 ·

Thank you, my dear Lydia! 😘

John T
07 Mar 2018 ·

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Cindy M
07 Mar 2018 ·

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Jeff M
07 Mar 2018 ·

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07 Mar 2018 ·

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07 Mar 2018 ·

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Michelle W
07 Mar 2018 ·

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H F
07 Mar 2018 ·

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Manda P
08 Mar 2018 ·

Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! It's great to see you H F! Not sure if you updated because I haven't got to checking that yet, but I hope you are well! xx

Mandy O
13 Mar 2018 ·

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5 Manda P
05 Mar 2018 ·
SO TIRED. Up late adulting. Went straight to Amish store after dropping them off this AM. Far away. Came home & ate lunch. Went to hometown to spend time with (ex)stepdad. Very nice. Puked in morn.
Kat M
05 Mar 2018 ·

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05 Mar 2018 ·

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Nick N
05 Mar 2018 ·

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05 Mar 2018 ·

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05 Mar 2018 ·

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Love 1
05 Mar 2018 ·

sounds like a good day minus pucking

Love 1
05 Mar 2018 ·

puking. How do you spell that?

Tasha S
06 Mar 2018 ·

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DesBear D
06 Mar 2018 ·

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Natalie C
06 Mar 2018 ·

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Manda P
07 Mar 2018 ·

@Love, it was a great day besides puking (which is how you spell it. I'm a professional puker). Now I don't even think that's a word. πŸ˜‚

Manda P
07 Mar 2018 ·

Thanks for all the hugs, Pandas. πŸ’–

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4 Manda P
01 Mar 2018 ·
Therapy yesterday. Going to start taking notes in there. Told him how I got so sick over the weekend & he had me tell a nurse before I left. She wanted me to tell my med lady who said my blood...
Manda P
01 Mar 2018 ·

...pressure had dropped because of too much Trileptal in my system. So now I'm taking it 4 times a day 4 hours apart. BF told me I have to eat more because he thinks it's effecting my energy & my psychologist said the same thing yesterday. F*ck.

Jeff M
01 Mar 2018 ·

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Jeff M
01 Mar 2018 ·

Just eating more doesn't help. Eat more good food. Fruits and veggies and things that fill you up without making you feel sick or bad about yourself. I want to see you healthy too, Mandabear! Rooting for you!

DesBear D
01 Mar 2018 ·

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Manda P
01 Mar 2018 ·

Thanks, Jeff. I've been eating a lot of dried fruit but never put the connection to get fresh fruits & veggies. I'm so f*cking sick of eating Clif Bars so it would be a welcome thing. Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. πŸ’š

Lydia R
01 Mar 2018 ·

Definitely try to eat more fresh veg and fruits. Right now I'm on an avocado trip, and if you like them they're a good choice to eat well and feel sated for some time. I can also send you the recipe for my fav salad. :)

Lydia R
01 Mar 2018 ·

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Nick N
01 Mar 2018 ·

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Tasha S
01 Mar 2018 ·

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Jeff M
01 Mar 2018 ·

Clif bars are full of sugar. Dried fruit eliminates everything healthy about fruit. Apples and PB, things like that... Fill you up and so much better for you!

Jen B
02 Mar 2018 ·

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Manda P
02 Mar 2018 ·

Thank you, Lydia. I'd love the recipe. @Jeff- I had no clue! BF is supposed to be some expert in foods & that is what he's telling me to eat. Those Clif bars are SO F*CKING SWEET! 🀒

Mandy O
04 Mar 2018 ·

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Love 1
04 Mar 2018 ·

I snack most of the day on fruits and raw veggies. Sometimes ill dip veggies in hummus or tabouli. Its easy and healthy

Manda P
05 Mar 2018 ·

Yes! Hummus! I love it. Will have BF whip some up for me. Thanks for the idea, Love. And thanks for the hugs, Pandas. πŸ’š

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3 Manda P
26 Feb 2018 ·
Exhausted. I'm SO sick of this episode. 5 months now. BF stayed home on Fri. Trileptal dizzy followed by evening of puking on Sat. Visit MIL in hospital yesterday. I'm still way too skinny. Hard time.
Zoe D
26 Feb 2018 ·

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John T
26 Feb 2018 ·

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Lydia R
26 Feb 2018 ·

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Lydia R
26 Feb 2018 ·

If I could magically make it go away I would. :/ Big hugs dear Manda! πŸ’š

Yondie Y
26 Feb 2018 ·

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Odie W
26 Feb 2018 ·

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Margot L
26 Feb 2018 ·

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Lieteke G
26 Feb 2018 ·

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DesBear D
27 Feb 2018 ·

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Jeff M
27 Feb 2018 ·

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Jeff M
27 Feb 2018 ·

So sorry you're going through such a hard time, and even harder when those around you are struggling too. Sending you lots of strength and hugs, Mandabear!

Love 1
28 Feb 2018 ·

Wishing you rest and peace.

Manda P
01 Mar 2018 ·

Thank you, sweet Pandas. His mom is still in the hospital so we're going over there after school. I had to pull out deep breathing techniques walking through there. It's so scary to see her so sick. I wish I could say this puts things in...

Manda P
01 Mar 2018 ·

...perspective for me, but I need to remember I've been walking around with my illnesses in me demolishing anything that gets in it's path for 17 years.

Natalie C
01 Mar 2018 ·

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Love 1
01 Mar 2018 ·

Sometimes, just our presence is enough.

Manda P
02 Mar 2018 ·

We went over to see her again last night. I did so much better. She looks better, can get up & walk around, & can go to the bathroom by herself. Might get to come home today & only lives a few minutes from us.

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5 Manda P
22 Feb 2018 ·
BF had dental surgery gone wrong. Still out getting his meds. He is NOT going to be happy when he gets home. Blood work ok. Thought I was better but keep losing my sh*t. Like BIG TIME lose it.
Natalie C
22 Feb 2018 ·

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TomΓ‘s H
22 Feb 2018 ·

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Metron A
22 Feb 2018 ·

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Lydia R
22 Feb 2018 ·

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Emily G
22 Feb 2018 ·

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Cindy M
22 Feb 2018 ·

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Kris B
22 Feb 2018 ·

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Tasha S
22 Feb 2018 ·

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DesBear D
23 Feb 2018 ·

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Jeff M
23 Feb 2018 ·

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Jeff M
23 Feb 2018 ·

Glad your bloodwork is ok!

Manda P
26 Feb 2018 ·

Thanks, Jeff. It eases the mind a bit. Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. πŸ’š

Love 1
28 Feb 2018 ·

We all have our bad days and lose it from time to time. The Dalai Lama even admits to getting angry and regretting actions and words when in that state.

Manda P
01 Mar 2018 ·

Wow, Love. I had no idea about your Dalai Lama information. I find that very interesting. Maybe it's time to read up on the guy.

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