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4 Manda P
1h ·
Went to the Indian restaurant for dinner which should make me happy because I love my super spicy saag, but BF & daughter were being jerks. Up at 10:30 & played The Witcher 3. Going to read now.
Ly R
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5 Manda P
24h ·
I'm all over the place. First I was happy then BF & daughter pissed me off because I'm so excited for daughter to see the ocean when we visit my parents then I drank & then I finished 'Parenthood' &..
Manda P
24h ·

...& bawled my eyes out & daughter got annoyed with me & BF made fun of the show & neither understand why I'm crying so hard. SO emotional. Don't know where to rate so a steady 5.

Sean W
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Esther B
23h ·

Lots of love. X

Ly R
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Margot L
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Stephen B
18h ·

Focus on the relationships not the expectations.

DesBear D
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Cindy M
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Cindy M
14h ·

<3

Jeff M
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Patty D
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Patty D
11h ·

Oh darling! Thinking of you! X

Binky B
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Manda P
1h ·

You're right, Stephen. That's exactly what I should do! Thank you for the advice. And thank you to the rest of you Pandas for you're kind words & hugs. They mean a lot. 💚

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6 Manda P
2d ·
It has been POURING rain all day & we had to go out to pick up 2 of daughter's friends for a sleepover. I cleaned ALL day yesterday & was super tired & sweaty. Felt proud of my productivity though.
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Stephen C
2d ·

Jolly well done you! I really hope you are taking good care of yourself because although its not my place - I do worry about the impact of the drink & weed on your long term physics & mental health. Take care Manda-Panda big cuddles

Manda P
2d ·

Thank you, Stephen. I haven't had alcohol in quite awhile (for me anyway), but that's only because I want to be prepared to go pick up some weed if I'm lucky enough to get it. BF restricted my drinking to twice a week so that's helpful & sometimes...

Manda P
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...when I drink, I really don't even feel like doing it. It feels more like a chore. Once, I took one shot & felt so sick that I put it away! Thank you so much for your continued support, Stephen. It means a lot. And thank you for the...

Manda P
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...hugs, Pandas. They always mean a lot. <3

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Natalie C
2d ·

Big hugs Manda <3 good to see green! Hope you have a nice weekend xx

Manda P
2d ·

Thanks, Natalie. You too! xx

Love 1
2d ·

Being productive feels good. Maybe its the need for organization or cleanliness or competence that is met when we can cross off items on our to-do-lists. BTW, I found Stephen's concern touching & brave.

Cindy M
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Cindy M
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Not a bad chart, Manda! Hope your example will inspire me to greater productivity this weekend. Hope your weekend is a good one xx

Manda P
1d ·

Thank you, Love & Cindy. xx

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5 Manda P
4d ·
Went to bed at 9:30, woke up at 4:30 & went back to sleep. Up at 6:00 just as BF & daughter were going to bed. Thought I wasn't tired so added a bunch to my Netflix list, but now want to sleep more.
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6 Manda P
5d ·
Disappointed I didn't hear from my person today. They did say 'soon' & that was only last night. Up at 8:00AM. Watched 'Get Out'. Went to town then watched BF play Zelda till now. Gotta stay awake.
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6 Manda P
6d ·
Was a 3 yesterday. Depressed. Feeling better w/hope of getting more medicinal greenery. Been watching BF play Zelda from wake to sleep. Will try to catch up soon. Feel bad about it. Sorry, Pandas. xx
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Cindy M
6d ·

So nice to see a post from you, tho wish you were feeling better. Don't feel bad about not being on here - I always feel the same, but I tell other people (truthfully) that breaks are fine, sometimes necessary.

Cindy M
6d ·

Pandas will always be here for you! xx

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Patty D
6d ·

Don't feel bad. Take all the time you need! <3

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Jeff M
5d ·

Glad you're feeling better, Mandabear!

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7 Manda P
17 Jun 2017 ·
Slept till 12:30. Never cleaned. Watched BF play Zelda all day. Now daughter playing Arms. Feeling much better with Trileptal increase. Sucks keeping track of scheduled meds. Better than dizziness.
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17 Jun 2017 ·

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Cindy M
18 Jun 2017 ·

Glad to hear you're feeling better x

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18 Jun 2017 ·

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7 Manda P
16 Jun 2017 ·
Drank last night & played Gwent on the PC & then Mario Kart on the Switch with daughter. Fun. Slept till 1:00. Been tired all day. Washed sheets. Watching BF play Zelda all day. Therapy was good.
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16 Jun 2017 ·

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7 Manda P
16 Jun 2017 ·
Went to bed at 2AM & slept till 12:30. Had hard time getting up. Made it to therapy, got my jury duty letter, & picked up meds. Didn't drink last night. Binged S3 of Kimmy Schmidt with family instead.
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16 Jun 2017 ·

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7 Manda P
14 Jun 2017 ·
Very productive day. Watched 2 standup comedies, cleaned both bathrooms, vacuumed downstairs, & gave the washer & dryer a wipe down. Didn't get the letter. Will just get when I have therapy tomorrow.
Ly R
14 Jun 2017 ·

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Esther B
14 Jun 2017 ·

Way to go !!

Ly R
14 Jun 2017 ·

Sounds like a good day, I'm glad. :)

Natalia W
14 Jun 2017 ·

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Manda P
14 Jun 2017 ·

Thanks, Esther & Ly. I think I'm rewarding myself with some alcohol tonight. BF & daughter made a deal where I can drink 2 nights a week so I don't get out of control. I tend to do that. =) Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! xx

Holly S
15 Jun 2017 ·

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16 Jun 2017 ·

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Binky B
16 Jun 2017 ·

Wow, busy Manda! x

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16 Jun 2017 ·

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