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5 Manda P
1d ·
Where have I been? Not sure. BF took a day off work last week & we binged 'You' which was fun because I had read the book. 2.5 hour play practices for daughter this week. Public performance on Feb 1.
Jeff M
1d ·

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Jeff M
1d ·

Is You good? I have it in my queue. I binged Sex Education all weekend.

Manda P
1d ·

Yeah, it's super good. BF loved it. Is 'Sex Education' good? I'm just now getting back into watching shows & movies. BF has a list of what I should watch. I'm not sure if he's made it to that one yet.

John T
24h ·

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John T
24h ·

I think I read about this. Something about it's American school, based in England with English actors... and it's about as realistic as my cat flying to Mars to be head butcher on a rat meat farm inside a big dome. Have I got the right show?

Manda P
23h ·

What??! I'd watch it! πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚

Alicia B
21h ·

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Alicia B
21h ·

LOL you guys, I've just binged 'You' and then 'Sex Education'. Great stuff. The former had me go to pieces though.

Alicia B
21h ·

Yeah, John, I just realised about the school! That's why I keep asking myself 'Wait, what country is it?' It's not realistic, but it's a comedy about sex, so, you know :)

Tim S
21h ·

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nixiblu .
20h ·

I'm watching stranger things. I'm enjoying

Cindy M
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Jeff M
18h ·

Yeah, I like Sex Education. Not remotely realistic. All the actors (mostly) look like they're in their 30s. But I enjoyed it. The main character is awesomely awkward.

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6 Manda P
11 Jan 2019 ·
Daughter has a 1.5 hour play practice starting now. Don't think BF will stay & wait which means I'll have to go out. Really gotta watch my speeding. Someone suggested the closest to speed limit game.
Natalie C
11 Jan 2019 ·

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Natalie C
11 Jan 2019 ·

Be safe Manda😊 xx

Silke V
11 Jan 2019 ·

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Manda P
11 Jan 2019 ·

Thanks, Natalie. I realized I was going 15mph over the speed limit & then remembered the game so I safely made it to the school. Thank you for the hugs, Pandas! Have a good weekend! πŸ€—

Cindy M
11 Jan 2019 ·

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12 Jan 2019 ·

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12 Jan 2019 ·

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12 Jan 2019 ·

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Alicia B
12 Jan 2019 ·

Great idea for a game, that :)

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13 Jan 2019 ·

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5 Manda P
11 Jan 2019 ·
Didn't hear them leave this morning but woke up 15 minutes later. Went back to sleep & slept till 11AM. Felt so good. Getting ready to eat some Biriyani. Think I'm going to do yoga today. Tired.
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11 Jan 2019 ·

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4 Manda P
10 Jan 2019 ·
UGH! I got double charged for bananas the other day but it was only a $1. Fulfilled my book buying obsession by finding two books for $8 but just checked my bank account & she charged me twice. 😒
Manda P
10 Jan 2019 ·

Went to therapy & went on & on about how much better I feel. She thought it was great but threw in a casual mention that it could be mania & now that I think of it, it probably is. 😒

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10 Jan 2019 ·

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Jeff M
11 Jan 2019 ·

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Jeff M
11 Jan 2019 ·

You can still feel better with the manic episode...doesn't have to be feeling better just because of the episode. Take pride in feeling better and recognizing it! I think you're doing so great, Manda!

Manda P
11 Jan 2019 ·

Aw! Thanks so much, Jeff. That is so sweet of you to say. You are totally right. I will let these feelings carry me through a good weekend. Thanks, again! *big hugs*

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13 Jan 2019 ·

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6 Manda P
09 Jan 2019 ·
Had to take them to school but was able to come home & go back to sleep. Showered, blood draw, car wash, grocery. I've already spent $20 & half of it was a lunch. So stupid. Bought another book.
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5 Manda P
06 Jan 2019 ·
Last day of Winter Break. Will be weird when they go back tomorrow. Took a good nap today. Daughter's 12th bday went well. Finally have $ again. Will buy candy & secret fast food. Still bingeing.
Robert H
06 Jan 2019 ·

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07 Jan 2019 ·

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6 Manda P
31 Dec 2018 ·
Rainy day. Therapy this morning. No lists, just chatting. She told me I was very intelligent & interesting. I wish it wasn't her job to say those things. It made me feel happy anyway. Twitch on NYE!
Nikole H
31 Dec 2018 ·

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31 Dec 2018 ·

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Jeff M
31 Dec 2018 ·

Aw, I agree with her. You ARE intelligent and interesting. Nice to see you feeling somewhat positive, Manda!

Katie Rose S
31 Dec 2018 ·

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31 Dec 2018 ·

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31 Dec 2018 ·

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Manda P
31 Dec 2018 ·

Aw, thanks, Jeff. I did actually tell her I thought I might be starting to feel better but didn't want to jinx it. The miracle med might actually be a miracle! Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. πŸ’š

Katie Rose S
31 Dec 2018 ·

Used to discount nice things professionals said as it was their job, but dealt with a compassionless dr & made me realise it's not their job. She was high up & well paid and utterly cold. Made me realise the good ones are actually genuine!

Katie Rose S
31 Dec 2018 ·

From what little I've seen of you, I think she was probably right <3

Cindy M
31 Dec 2018 ·

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Cindy M
31 Dec 2018 ·

She is definitely right - and I agree with Katie Rose, I've had a similar experience. Everything crossed that the meds continue to help, along with everything else you do xx

Manda P
04 Jan 2019 ·

Thank you so much, Katie Rose & Cindy. You guys are so sweet. I guess you're right about sincerity in the medical field. I've definitely had some bad encounters.

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13 Jan 2019 ·

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6 Manda P
28 Dec 2018 ·
Xmas at BF's mom's was great. Ate a plate of food no problem. Ended up wearing a really cute outfit that included yoga pants & the new snow boots BF got me that sooo many people complimented. Some...
Manda P
28 Dec 2018 ·

...of my favorite ladies there laughed at the ridiculousness of me thinking I was fat. They all said they'd love to have my figure. It's not so bad except the loss of my thigh gap & what is/ what I think/ what feels like a fat stomach. Guys, I've...

Manda P
28 Dec 2018 ·

...gained FORTY POUNDS in 8 months. I keep telling myself I won't eat in the middle of the night but always do. I pretty much hate myself with a passion. I found a subreddit for Binge Eating Disorder & I'm wondering if that's part of it. I know the..

Manda P
28 Dec 2018 ·

...Clozapine increases my appetite, & the Seroquel before it, & the Zyprexa before that... antipsychotics & eating disorders DO NOT mix!

Manda P
28 Dec 2018 ·

Daughter's bday tomorrow. There will be a 6 girls sleepover. Can't vape while they're here so pray I can keep my irritably in check & also stay up till a somewhat normal bedtime. After they leave, we have a whole other week of Xmas Break w/nothing...

Manda P
28 Dec 2018 ·

...but psych ***. Starting to look forward to them going back to school only because the tree will come down (😒) but that means I'll start parking myself in the living room on an incredibly comfortable couch & play Red Dead Redemption 2 on they PS4.

Natalie C
28 Dec 2018 ·

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Natalie C
28 Dec 2018 ·

Glad you had a nice christmas and had great company with family and friends too. They are speaking the truth when they compliment you, so as hard as it is believe them. Your beautiful. ❀ Hope your daughter has a lovely birthdayπŸŽ‚

John T
28 Dec 2018 ·

I know it's a difficult subject to tackle when I can't relate personally, but some quick research suggests women with this so called 'thigh gap' are at risk of osteoporosis, anemia, weakened ammune system, and fertility problems. Much sympathy,

John T
28 Dec 2018 ·

I hope you feel more comfortable with yourself and can focus your mind on other, happier thoughts.

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28 Dec 2018 ·

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28 Dec 2018 ·

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Jeff M
28 Dec 2018 ·

Aw Manda. That must be so tough

Jeff M
28 Dec 2018 ·

Oops hit enter. I suggest finding resources for healthy eating. So many delicious snacks that don't pack on weight. And techniques for not eating at night.

Jeff M
28 Dec 2018 ·

I'm happy you've gained so needed weight, though! Thigh gap is a recent phenomenon. It's not a real ideal, just a current and unhealthy fixation. You're beautiful!

Jeff M
28 Dec 2018 ·

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28 Dec 2018 ·

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Cindy M
28 Dec 2018 ·

Oh Manda - the world f***s with women's heads on this subject...what a minefield. I'm in one of those fat phases at the moment (thinking/worrying/knowing) and it just sucks. Hope you find the right place for you. I do know you're beautiful! xx

Manda P
28 Dec 2018 ·

Thank you so much, my wonderful Panda friends. πŸ’– I wish so badly I could just sleep through the f*cking night & then tons of calories would instantly fall away. I think you're right, Jeff. I need to find healthy food choices. Right now I eat...

Manda P
28 Dec 2018 ·

...several pieces of string cheese. I just put a new pack in the fridge (from the garage freezer) & am going to try SO HARD to not open it tonight.

Natalie C
28 Dec 2018 ·

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Natalie C
29 Dec 2018 ·

Double hugsπŸ€—, so tired I forgot I had already hugged you... hope your okay! 😁

Kaya L
30 Dec 2018 ·

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Manda P
31 Dec 2018 ·

Thanks, Natalie! I'll always be accepting of double hugs! πŸ€— Hi, Kaya! 😊

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31 Dec 2018 ·

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5 Manda P
26 Dec 2018 ·
We had a wonderful Christmas. Still have a big holiday meal to go to at BF's mom's tomorrow. Will have to eat in front of LOTS of people. Had to wear yoga pants to Christmas because I can't button...
Manda P
26 Dec 2018 ·

...my jeans. Might have bigger sizes on top shelf of closet but don't care enough to look. I'm fat though & I hate it.

Cindy M
26 Dec 2018 ·

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Cindy M
26 Dec 2018 ·

Glad you had a good Christmas. Hope tomorrow goes well.fat or curvy? :) you have g

Cindy M
26 Dec 2018 ·

had compliments on your looks . Genuine question - just wondering....

Robert H
26 Dec 2018 ·

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26 Dec 2018 ·

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Alicia B
26 Dec 2018 ·

Hate that fat feeling. Even when it's justified (with you it is definitely not), it's still stupid, and destructive, and I hate it. If I got a message like this I'd also not believe a word. So, hugs, love ya, panda

Margot L
26 Dec 2018 ·

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26 Dec 2018 ·

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Jeff M
27 Dec 2018 ·

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Jen B
27 Dec 2018 ·

Glad you enjoyed your Christmas!

Manda P
28 Dec 2018 ·

Thanks so much, Pandas! Cindy- curvy really? 5'6”, 140lbs. Some of my fave people in his family told me I looked great, & that I had been too thin, & to keep up the figure, as in don't start to lose weight again. Even the nurse at my Mental Health...

Manda P
28 Dec 2018 ·

...Center said I looked good with some meat on my bones. It's all fine & dandy until I can't wear my clothes & feel like I look like I'm pregnant because, well, when I was actually pregnant at age 26 I was over halfway through the pregnancy &...

Manda P
28 Dec 2018 ·

...& was barely showing at all. I started super skinny though. Pregnancy was great for my eating disorder. Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! πŸ’š

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13 Jan 2019 ·

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5 Manda P
21 Dec 2018 ·
Saw psychiatrist. Upping Clozapine & decreasing Geodon. Nurse told me I look good with some weight on me. NO MORE eating/drinking in the middle of the night. BF & daughter's Xmas break starts today!
Zoe D
21 Dec 2018 ·

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21 Dec 2018 ·

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Cindy M
21 Dec 2018 ·

All sounds good xx

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21 Dec 2018 ·

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21 Dec 2018 ·

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22 Dec 2018 ·

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22 Dec 2018 ·

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Jeff M
22 Dec 2018 ·

Enjoy having the family home!

Manda P
24 Dec 2018 ·

Thank you, Cindy & Jeff. xx Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. πŸ’š

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13 Jan 2019 ·

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6 Manda P
18 Dec 2018 ·
Didn't do *** today. Slept, vaped, ate, slept, vaped, ate, slept, vaped, & about to eat dinner. Cats slept with me. 😻😻 Going to get all my meds delivered to my mailbox. Will save at least 5 trips..
Manda P
18 Dec 2018 ·

...to the pharmacy a month. Won't have to worry about driving in bad weather, parking, etc. should be nice. Hopeful it'll work out. Can't believe Christmas is a week away. Right? I get my days confused sometimes. Drives BF crazy.

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19 Dec 2018 ·

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19 Dec 2018 ·

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19 Dec 2018 ·

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Natalie C
19 Dec 2018 ·

Thats a good idea to get your medicine delivered, so you can stay safe and warm indoors. I hope the new meds are working without too many side effects xx

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20 Dec 2018 ·

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20 Dec 2018 ·

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Manda P
21 Dec 2018 ·

Thanks, Natalie. I think they might actually be starting to work. Getting the meds delivered now that winter has started will definitely be convenient. Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! πŸ’š

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13 Jan 2019 ·

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4 Manda P
17 Dec 2018 ·
2PM. Slept in, vaped, yoga (!), lunch (too much), feel down stairs (caught self on railing), kitty litter, & trash down to the road. Going to fold BF's tees & dry the load of colors I started. Chill.
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17 Dec 2018 ·

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17 Dec 2018 ·

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17 Dec 2018 ·

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Jeff M
17 Dec 2018 ·

Glad you caught yourself!

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17 Dec 2018 ·

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17 Dec 2018 ·

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Cindy M
17 Dec 2018 ·

Quite a day!

Margot L
17 Dec 2018 ·

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18 Dec 2018 ·

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Alicia B
18 Dec 2018 ·

Sounds like a nice quiet day :)

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18 Dec 2018 ·

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Manda P
18 Dec 2018 ·

Oh, man, I am glad I caught myself too! My arm is actually sore today. I'm super duper thankful I didn't sprain my ankle because that's my default injury. πŸ˜‚ Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! πŸ’–

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20 Dec 2018 ·

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21 Dec 2018 ·

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4 Manda P
16 Dec 2018 ·
Neck started hurting last night. Couldn't sleep on right side. Heating pad & ice packs going. Glad it's not my back. Get to sleep in tomorrow. Blood work switched to Wednesday's due to the holidays.
John T
16 Dec 2018 ·

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16 Dec 2018 ·

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Cindy M
16 Dec 2018 ·

Hope that passes soon - sounds awful!

Jeff M
17 Dec 2018 ·

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Manda P
17 Dec 2018 ·

Thanks, Cindy. It's feeling better today but still hurts. I haven't done anything for it yet.😊Just now feeling like I'm starting my day at 2PM. 😞 Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. πŸ’š

Manda P
17 Dec 2018 ·

No clue how I put a happy face. This is not a happy moment. 😣

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20 Dec 2018 ·

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21 Dec 2018 ·

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5 Manda P
14 Dec 2018 ·
The weekend is here. Specialty grocery store an hour+ away tomorrow. Hard to find cookies & daughter's school pic going to Mom's for Xmas. Down to $5 in bank account. BF likes my new curvy/soft body!οΏ½
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14 Dec 2018 ·

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14 Dec 2018 ·

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14 Dec 2018 ·

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15 Dec 2018 ·

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15 Dec 2018 ·

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John T
15 Dec 2018 ·

Good excuse to make things! Hand drawn Xmas cards?

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15 Dec 2018 ·

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Manda P
16 Dec 2018 ·

I could put daughter to work on that, John. What a great idea! She's very artistic & I am not. I know my parents would love to get a card from her. Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! πŸ’š Hi, H F! Hope you are well, old friend. xx

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13 Jan 2019 ·

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2 Manda P
11 Dec 2018 ·
Spent all day wrapping presents only to come across two things BF didn't order & then he's asking me if I saw this & that while I was wrapping? ME! So, he gets to unwrap all the ones that could be...
Manda P
11 Dec 2018 ·

...pj sets after I go to bed tonight. I cried. I don't know how I'll not be irritable tonight.

Jeff M
12 Dec 2018 ·

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Jeff M
12 Dec 2018 ·

Wrapping is always more fun the second time! No, seriously, that's just annoying and frustrating. Hope you slept ok anyway!

Silke V
12 Dec 2018 ·

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12 Dec 2018 ·

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Manda P
13 Dec 2018 ·

Thanks, Jeff. Besides waking up twice during the night & bingeing on string cheese, I slept well. πŸ˜‚ Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! πŸ’š

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13 Jan 2019 ·

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6 Manda P
09 Dec 2018 ·
Things seem to be going pretty well. I was happy mostly the entire day yesterday. It felt different. We had to wait forever for haircuts & then forever for lunch, but it didn't bother me. Stylist...
Manda P
09 Dec 2018 ·

...wants me to hombre my hair. BF & daughter want mint green with pink streaks. Left hair wrap in even though it's transforming into a dread. She said she could put more wraps in if I want. Watch me end up with a head full of dreads. πŸ˜‚

Robert H
09 Dec 2018 ·

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09 Dec 2018 ·

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Alicia B
09 Dec 2018 ·

Your daughter and BF sound like fun :)

Cindy M
09 Dec 2018 ·

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Ann J
09 Dec 2018 ·

Go for it xD

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Manda P
09 Dec 2018 ·

Thanks, Alicia. They most definitely are. Lots of laughing in this house. Ann- I probably will. Just going to wait a couple of months so BF doesn't freak about me spending a lot to dye my hair again. Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! πŸ’š

Margot L
09 Dec 2018 ·

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09 Dec 2018 ·

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10 Dec 2018 ·

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Jeff M
10 Dec 2018 ·

Happy to see you in the green, Manda. Would love to see the hair! Sounds very cool!

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10 Dec 2018 ·

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Manda P
10 Dec 2018 ·

Thanks, Jeff! The hair will be awesome as long as it's possible. BF doesn't see why there wouldn't be mint green dye. Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. πŸ’–

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11 Dec 2018 ·

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6 Manda P
04 Dec 2018 ·
Switched pharmacy for the special med. Got it where I get all my other meds. Blood work done at 8:30AM yesterday & pharmacy texted me at 3PM to let me know it was ready. A full 24 hours before I'd...
Manda P
04 Dec 2018 ·

...be on the phone hunting it down with the stupid pharmacy. Hope it continues to be this easy. Actually cleaned both bathrooms today. Spic & span. They definitely needed it. Haircut on Saturday. Hair wrap coming out. 😒 Going to discuss dying it!

Zoe D
04 Dec 2018 ·

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04 Dec 2018 ·

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04 Dec 2018 ·

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Jeff M
04 Dec 2018 ·

Nice to see green and positivity!

Natalie C
04 Dec 2018 ·

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Natalie C
04 Dec 2018 ·

Glad to see a green day :)

Shelley H
04 Dec 2018 ·

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Cindy M
04 Dec 2018 ·

Woo!

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04 Dec 2018 ·

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05 Dec 2018 ·

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05 Dec 2018 ·

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05 Dec 2018 ·

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05 Dec 2018 ·

Yay Manda

Alicia B
06 Dec 2018 ·

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Alicia B
06 Dec 2018 ·

Happy you are back!

Manda P
09 Dec 2018 ·

Aw! Pandas, thank you for sharing my green day. It was a welcomed change. πŸ’š

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13 Jan 2019 ·

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5 Manda P
02 Dec 2018 ·
Went back to sleep an hour after I woke up. They were at church. Still addicted to the Sims but daughter chooses now to use the computer we share. Psychiatrist said to stop reading in bed. 😒😒😒
Zoe D
02 Dec 2018 ·

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02 Dec 2018 ·

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03 Dec 2018 ·

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Alicia B
04 Dec 2018 ·

Why is reading in bed bad? I do it all the time, and I have trouble sleeping, too. Is that in part because of reading?

Manda P
04 Dec 2018 ·

Yeah, he said to only associate the bed with sleeping. Hasn't made a difference besides making me dread going to bed because I HATE laying there alone with my thoughts.

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05 Dec 2018 ·

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5 Manda P
01 Dec 2018 ·
Woke up at 9:30AM to check status of house & then went back to bed until _12:30_! Haven't slept that late in such a long time. Even BF said I was making up for lost time. Addicted to The Sims 4.
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01 Dec 2018 ·

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5 Manda P
01 Dec 2018 ·
Saw psychiatrist. Raised Clozapine to 200mg for 3 weeks. Med lady for 11 years talked to me. Was sad to know I'm STILL feeling bad. Couldn't believe AER is in 6th grade. She remembers her at 6...
Manda P
01 Dec 2018 ·

...months old. 😳 Made homemade dessert passed down from my g-ma. Crust was too hard but tasted amazing!

John T
01 Dec 2018 ·

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Cindy M
01 Dec 2018 ·

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Cindy M
01 Dec 2018 ·

Hope change in meds helps. Dessert sounds amazing - great to keep things like that going.

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01 Dec 2018 ·

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Manda P
01 Dec 2018 ·

Thanks, Cindy. I'm the least likely to be found in a kitchen (midnight string cheese raids aside) but you're right, gotta keep it going. Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! πŸ’š

Natalie C
01 Dec 2018 ·

Big hugs Manda with new meds & yay for dessert!

Manda P
01 Dec 2018 ·

Thanks, Natalie! πŸ’–

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13 Jan 2019 ·

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