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4 Cindy M
10 Aug 2017 ·
Not current mood but can't be arsed to backdate it. Just noting mood on hearing of death of two of my personal icons: Glen Campbell and Jeanne Moreau. <3
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10 Aug 2017 ·

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10 Aug 2017 ·

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10 Aug 2017 ·

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10 Aug 2017 ·

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Ali H
10 Aug 2017 ·

Good to see you back on cindy glad you're enjoying your job

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Love 1
10 Aug 2017 ·

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10 Aug 2017 ·

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10 Aug 2017 ·

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10 Aug 2017 ·

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11 Aug 2017 ·

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7 Cindy M
10 Aug 2017 ·
Broadband reconnected at home so I hope this weekend to become a proper Panda again. 3rd week at work and still enjoying it, getting some good feedback. Really, really tired but just Fri to go now.
Jeff M
10 Aug 2017 ·

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10 Aug 2017 ·

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Love 1
10 Aug 2017 ·

May you get plenty of rest tonight.

DesBear D
10 Aug 2017 ·

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10 Aug 2017 ·

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Natalie C
10 Aug 2017 ·

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Natalie C
10 Aug 2017 ·

Thought of you earlier today & wondered how you were doing :) Im so pleased you are enjoying your new job! I know the tiredness is horrible but it will be worth it , keep you head up & remember its almost friday yippee! xx

Richard E
10 Aug 2017 ·

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Manda P
10 Aug 2017 ·

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Manda P
10 Aug 2017 ·

So glad you are happy, Cindy! You really deserve this! πŸ’š

Reba C
11 Aug 2017 ·

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6 Cindy M
04 Aug 2017 ·
Hi Pandas! Sorry I went AWOL but no internet at home at moment - and am finishing my 2nd week in my new job. I really like it so far, but, as with any new job, really tiring. Really miss being on here
Cindy M
04 Aug 2017 ·

...and hope to be back properly in a few weeks, when I can afford to get the broadband reconnected (sigh). I think of you all so often - hope things are going well. So much love to you all xx

Binky B
04 Aug 2017 ·

Hey Cindy! I was thinking about you yesterday. So glad to hear that your new job is going well. Missing you!

Noel L
04 Aug 2017 ·

Glad to have you back Cindy

Love 1
04 Aug 2017 ·

Cindy, relieved to know you're well and getting back on your feet.

Jeff M
04 Aug 2017 ·

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Jeff M
04 Aug 2017 ·

Been wondering how you were doing, Cindy! Glad the job is going and you're enjoying it! I'm sure it is tiring, but I know you're strong and you can do it. So happy to see you're doing ok! :)

DesBear D
04 Aug 2017 ·

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H F
04 Aug 2017 ·

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Alicia B
04 Aug 2017 ·

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Esther B
04 Aug 2017 ·

Was just thinking about you. I've sent you a message on LinkedIn for goodluck but don't know if you got it :) be back soon!

Manda P
04 Aug 2017 ·

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Manda P
04 Aug 2017 ·

I've been recently thinking of you too, Cindy. Sounds like the Pandas have been itching for a Cindy update! So glad the job got sorted out & are liking it!

Evie Y
04 Aug 2017 ·

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05 Aug 2017 ·

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05 Aug 2017 ·

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3 Cindy M
17 Jul 2017 ·
Bad cramps, backache.Eczema.Surly cat.Bad start.Back to bed, with hot water bottle, book.In half an hour, cat will swan in to 'share' hot water bottle.I will not be amused yet find myself yielding.
Lydia R
17 Jul 2017 ·

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Lydia R
17 Jul 2017 ·

Hope you'll feel better very soon and that your work situation will resolve itself quickly, too. And cuddle that cat!

Manda P
17 Jul 2017 ·

I hope you feel better soon, Cindy. Let that cat work it's healing power magic! πŸ’š

Reba C
17 Jul 2017 ·

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Jeff M
17 Jul 2017 ·

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17 Jul 2017 ·

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17 Jul 2017 ·

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17 Jul 2017 ·

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17 Jul 2017 ·

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17 Jul 2017 ·

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25 Jul 2017 ·

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Reba C
31 Jul 2017 ·

Thinking of you. ❀

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2 Cindy M
13 Jul 2017 ·
Nearly 2 weeks ago, went to start job - they decided my immigration paperwork isn't up to date. Still have job offer, but no start date til Home Office stuff gets resolved. As I have been receiving
Cindy M
13 Jul 2017 ·

Jobseekers Allowance from government and brought my eligibility to work documents to interview, it was a big, and horrific, shock.Have found it hard to tell people, since of course everything seemed to be working out.

Cindy M
13 Jul 2017 ·

As usual, it seems, in my life m it hasn't. Last few days just been in bed, thought - I can't do this anymore, can't do more than I have done, can't cope.

Love 1
13 Jul 2017 ·

Very discouraging. Hopefully this can be promptly resolved. Pretty overwhelm

Love 1
13 Jul 2017 ·

overwhelming all the same. :(

Cindy M
13 Jul 2017 ·

Today has been spent in tears after getting out of bed at 3 pm. So much humiliation,sadness, anxiety- and I feel so alone. Trying to find reasons to go on and believe in anything, much less myself.

Jeff M
13 Jul 2017 ·

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Jeff M
13 Jul 2017 ·

Aw, that stinks. You were so excited and ready to go. I hope things get worked out quickly. I imagine it is very disheartening and discouraging. But we believe in you, Cindy. You'll get through it. You're so strong!

Liz K
13 Jul 2017 ·

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Liz K
13 Jul 2017 ·

Got my fingers crossed for you that it gets worked out quickly!

DesBear D
13 Jul 2017 ·

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13 Jul 2017 ·

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Richard E
13 Jul 2017 ·

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Manda P
14 Jul 2017 ·

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Manda P
14 Jul 2017 ·

Oh, Cindy. What a nightmare! Just when it was all going so good. But you've still got the job. Focus on that. I'm sure things will come together quicker than you think. I'll be thinking of you! πŸ’š

Margot L
14 Jul 2017 ·

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14 Jul 2017 ·

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14 Jul 2017 ·

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Reba C
14 Jul 2017 ·

So sorry Cindy, have been thinking about you and hoping all went well. Please remember, this is not your fault! It is a silly paperwork issue. Try to relax in the fact that this is in someone else's hands now - call if you can to check on it, but

Reba C
14 Jul 2017 ·

otherwise I see no reason to blame yourself for the delay. They still want you, and you were transparent and brought all the necessary documents. Someone else must have made a mistake, not you. πŸ’–πŸ’•β˜‰

nixiblu .
14 Jul 2017 ·

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Kara L
14 Jul 2017 ·

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Kara L
14 Jul 2017 ·

Oh, Cindy, I'm so sorry. I know you were looking forward to the job! Hope it gets resolved soon. Reba is right, it's someone else's mistake. I'm hoping good news will come to you fast. <3 Stay strong, Cindy!

Margot L
16 Jul 2017 ·

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16 Jul 2017 ·

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6 Cindy M
01 Jul 2017 ·
Have had some really lovely emails from friends/former colleagues congratulating me on the new job.Going to change my Linkedin status shortly to show new job - hate stuff like that, but can't contact
Cindy M
01 Jul 2017 ·

contact everyone, and it will at least let more people know and see that I'm 'okay'. But getting really nervous!!

Lydia R
01 Jul 2017 ·

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01 Jul 2017 ·

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Sean W
01 Jul 2017 ·

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Manda P
01 Jul 2017 ·

I'm so happy for you, Cindy. You should shout it from the rooftops! xx

Reba C
01 Jul 2017 ·

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Esther B
01 Jul 2017 ·

Wooohooo!! I've found that exciting as well. But you can be proud of yourself for achieving this!!

Luna G
02 Jul 2017 ·

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Luna G
02 Jul 2017 ·

Great job! You should be so proud of yourself!

Margot L
02 Jul 2017 ·

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02 Jul 2017 ·

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Richard E
02 Jul 2017 ·

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Mandy O
05 Jul 2017 ·

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Mandy O
05 Jul 2017 ·

You should be a very proud panda right now :) Way to go Cindy πŸ‘πŸΌπŸ’š

Natalie C
05 Jul 2017 ·

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Love 1
07 Jul 2017 ·

Its a relief for sure. Job or no job, we are so much more. Your persistence was inspiring to me.

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5 Cindy M
01 Jul 2017 ·
Cleaning flat.Realising I have to wear real clothes on Monday - do they still fit?? are they clean??I have always had Work Clothes; aside from my interviews I haven't touched most of them in 2 years!!
Lydia R
01 Jul 2017 ·

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Lydia R
01 Jul 2017 ·

Quite an exciting time for you. :) I hope everything will be good.

H F
01 Jul 2017 ·

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H F
01 Jul 2017 ·

CONGRATULATIONS Dear Cindy! SO proud of You! So exciting :) Hugs

Sean W
01 Jul 2017 ·

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01 Jul 2017 ·

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Manda P
01 Jul 2017 ·

Hope everything works out ok with the wardrobe. I can see how that would be stressful.

Reba C
01 Jul 2017 ·

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02 Jul 2017 ·

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02 Jul 2017 ·

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02 Jul 2017 ·

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6 Cindy M
28 Jun 2017 ·
Told M about job. Think I had built it up too much to myself, forgotten that he is very English (ie doesn't do excitement), and my period had started so feeling grumpy anyway. It was fine in end
Cindy M
01 Jul 2017 ·

but I need to remember that my expectations are just that - it doesn't mean that if people don't measure up to them, the fault is with them. I know he's happy for me, and he reminded me that he doesn't find it easy to say things. I've lived in UK

Lydia R
01 Jul 2017 ·

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Cindy M
01 Jul 2017 ·

over 20 years, and I was never the best American to begin with, and probably some of what I did have has been rubbed off, but I guess I was looking for a hug or excitement - or something.

Lydia R
01 Jul 2017 ·

Aww I'm sorry. I hate when people don't react the way I imagine them, but there's not much we can do. It's awesome you got the job and everyone here is so happy for you. And I bet he is, too. In his stoic English way. :)

Cindy M
01 Jul 2017 ·

He is the Marge to my Homer. As Homer sometimes has to say to Marge, 'I said WOO. HOO. Marge' Need to remember who each of us is, and not wish for something he can't give - especially when he gives me so much in other ways (non material!)

Lydia R
01 Jul 2017 ·

Oops, read the rest of your comments just now, but I still think my comment fits rather well. I'd have hugged you for sure, that's the least one can do. But I hope you're not too disappointed.

Cindy M
01 Jul 2017 ·

Your comment really does fit, Ly R - I find that if I acknowledge my feeling, whatever it is, that helps me to begin to deal with. So yeah, it was disappointing initially but I have reflected on it and am okay. He's really lovely and caring. But I am

Cindy M
01 Jul 2017 ·

still really glad for everyone's reaction on MP!! xx

Huda H
01 Jul 2017 ·

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Sean W
01 Jul 2017 ·

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01 Jul 2017 ·

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Manda P
01 Jul 2017 ·

Aw, sorry he didn't react the way you & I expected him to. You know it's an awesome thing so that's all that matters. πŸ’š

Reba C
01 Jul 2017 ·

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Esther B
01 Jul 2017 ·

Hmm that must be a bit painful. But good on you that you were able to reflect on it as well. Sometimes people just react different then you want to. But I'm sure he's very happy for you just like us.

DesBear D
02 Jul 2017 ·

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5 Cindy M
01 Jul 2017 ·
Intriguing:neuroscientist's new book re: developing intimacy skills https://www.theguardian.com/lifeandstyle/2017/jul/01/lonely-its-time-to-brush-up-your-intimacy-skills
Lydia R
01 Jul 2017 ·

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6 Cindy M
28 Jun 2017 ·
Anticipating a 6:) Last visit to the job centre and then off to see M - haven't seen him in ages and he doesn't know about job, as I wanted to tell him in person. He's going to be away most of July
Cindy M
28 Jun 2017 ·

and August so today is important to me

Valerie V
28 Jun 2017 ·

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28 Jun 2017 ·

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Christina S
28 Jun 2017 ·

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Huda H
28 Jun 2017 ·

Have a nice time Cindy 😊

Ali H
28 Jun 2017 ·

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Kara L
28 Jun 2017 ·

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Kara L
28 Jun 2017 ·

Yay. So happy for all the good things for you, Cindy.

Margot L
28 Jun 2017 ·

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Jeff M
28 Jun 2017 ·

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28 Jun 2017 ·

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28 Jun 2017 ·

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28 Jun 2017 ·

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Claire M
28 Jun 2017 ·

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Esther B
28 Jun 2017 ·

Enjoy!

Manda P
28 Jun 2017 ·

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Manda P
28 Jun 2017 ·

Hope you are enjoying yourself, Cindy! I bet M will be thrilled for you!

Richard E
28 Jun 2017 ·

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28 Jun 2017 ·

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Alice T
29 Jun 2017 ·

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Love 1
30 Jun 2017 ·

Curious to know how this turns out. Expecting he will be elated

Mandy O
30 Jun 2017 ·

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Mandy O
30 Jun 2017 ·

I'm sooo happy for you Cindy!! Congrats on the new job!!! So so so happy for you xxxx

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