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8 Cindy M
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Have been having a break from MP as feeling overwhelmed by situation - no job, no money, potential eviction, relationship of 4 years at breaking point because of something I did. 8 because I think
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reconciliation with M is really happening. Going to have to rebuild trust, but he is giving me a chance and I am grateful he is so loving and kind. I thought it would be too much for him to forgive, trust issue too great - I would have understood if

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he didn't feel it was worth the hard work and pain. It's not going to be easy, but we do love each other and want this to work, so there's hope. He is an amazing person. Now to repay his faith in me.

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Love 1
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yippee. Forgiveness heals. Bravo for love! Hope is powerful. We all make mistakes. Forgiveness and kindness go a long way.

Claire M
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Glad to see you back and on the green. I truly wish that you can work it out, together <3

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So happy to hear things are working out for you and M. It is a lot of work...glad you guys are putting in the effort!

Cindy M
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Thanks Rikke, Sean and Jess - big hugs back.

Cindy M
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Ah Love - your posts have had a lot of meaning for me, particularly in relation to the relationship issue and my own behaviour. To have someone embody much of what you write about - especially when I have not behaved that way toward him - has been

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like a miracle to me. I doubted that the things you wrote about could happen in 'real' life, among 'ordinary' people - especially when I was not deserving of it. But there is love, there is hope, and there is forgiveness. My hope is that I'm going to

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earn them. It's been so awful, and there is still so much in my life which is scary and not easily solved, but I have experienced this amazing moment. Thank you for sharing so much and believing in what you do. You have helped me more than you can

Cindy M
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ever know. Lots of love, Love :)

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Thanks Claire <3

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Thanks Jeff - I really hope it will work out, and I'm very conscious how lucky I am to have this chance. <3

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Wonderful! You are certainly deserving of love, forgiveness & compassion- we all are. Helps to extend to ourselves and to others that which we wish to receive.

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4 Cindy M
14 May 2017 ·
3 amish. Insomnia. Sitting here with book, cat, tea and my old friend Anxiety.
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14 May 2017 ·

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14 May 2017 ·

I'm sitting here wide awake talking to my wife and the cat curled up with us

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14 May 2017 ·

Reminds me of Simon & Garfunkles Sound of Silence. Hello, Darkness, my old friend. I come to sit with you again. Here with with my book, my cat, my cup of tea. I brought a friend along, Anxiety. I forgot the rest.

Love 1
14 May 2017 ·

Wishing you peace. With you in spirit.

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14 May 2017 ·

Love and strength Dear Cindy

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how are you?

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2 Cindy M
13 May 2017 ·
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13 May 2017 ·

*biggest hugs in the world* Sorry, Cindy. Cuddle with that cat, read a book, & drink some tea. <3 xx

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13 May 2017 ·

Im sorry you are so low. I wish you a lot of strength <3

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13 May 2017 ·

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13 May 2017 ·

it's ok not to be ok every now and then.

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13 May 2017 ·

Bug higs Cindy, take good care of yourself <3 xx

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14 May 2017 ·

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3 Cindy M
12 May 2017 ·
Still not getting out of bed early enough, but making slow progess. Did job searching, tidying in the house. Waves of anxiety, even fear, some periods when I do little things, and of just feeling lost
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12 May 2017 ·

Big hugs cindy

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13 May 2017 ·

*big hugs* One step at a time with rewarding breaks in between. <3

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13 May 2017 ·

You're making progress. Be proud.

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2 Cindy M
11 May 2017 ·
Slept so much over past couple of days, feeling cloudy headed during brief periods I am up. Got up at 1pm, determined that I must make some difficult calls about finances. Made one, ended in tears.
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Jeff M
11 May 2017 ·

Just do what you can do, Cindy...one call is an accomplishment! Every day won't be this hard...these days just have to be endured.

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11 May 2017 ·

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11 May 2017 ·

One call is a huge accomplishment when you're feeling low. You'll get past this. <3

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12 May 2017 ·

What Manda said - just doing one thing is a good job. Keep it up, it'll get better <3

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3 Cindy M
10 May 2017 ·
Slept for well over 12 hours, unintentionally. Feel I could still sleep for hours. Struggling.
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3 Cindy M
10 May 2017 ·
Insomnia. Anxiety. 3 am. Great.
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3 Cindy M
09 May 2017 ·
A lot of anxiety, tearfulness, feeling low - but think I am managing it a little better.
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09 May 2017 ·

Hope you get through this x

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09 May 2017 ·

*Big hugs* Cindy. Hope something good comes your way soon x

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2 Cindy M
08 May 2017 ·
Didn't get up til 1 pm, but at least I did get up. Made a dreaded phone call, ate, took meds. Didn't get the job I interviewed for - had guessed that, but confirmation was really discouraging. Tea.
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08 May 2017 ·

So sorry, Cindy. I'm proud of you for getting up & taking care of those things. That takes great strength. <3 xx

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08 May 2017 ·

Small steps x

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2 Cindy M
07 May 2017 ·
Today was hard. Did do a few things tho - including taking my bin down to the streetSounds ludicrous, but means a high probability of seeing my neighbours and don't feel like talking/pasting on smile
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07 May 2017 ·

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07 May 2017 ·

I know that feeling of just wanting to be UNSEEN. It's when I'm needing space and authenticity- I don't want to be polite or smile.

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07 May 2017 ·

When they ask how Im doing, that's my opportunity to give them the gift of realness. You really want to know? I'm scared right now. I'm about to lose my home, my job, etc. A lot of times, people get real and respond with genuine concern.

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07 May 2017 ·

Well done for getting things done, been there, have been terrified just to put a bag in the wheelie bin in case I saw anyone. Love and hugs xx

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