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4 Cindy M
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4 Cindy M
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Finding it hard to manage sad and defeatist thoughts. Part of it is just that I'm tired, but that's not the main reason I'm struggling. Wish I could take pleasure or pride in something. Feel worn down
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I've been feeling that lately as well. Big hugs, Cindy!

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I'm in this same boat at this stage in life. Lots of hugs and calming vibes to you. <3

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4 Cindy M
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Sorry you're feeling so low Cindy. Been thinking of you.

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3 Cindy M
08 Nov 2018 ·
Struggling to get through the days at work - my boss is off, not back till Monday, but has clearly told her deputy to keep an eye on me. Not feeling respected or valued, sad, angry - but it's the
Cindy M
08 Nov 2018 ·

sadness and lack of confidence that threaten to overwhelm me once

Cindy M
08 Nov 2018 ·

I leave each day. Feeling tearful right now....

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08 Nov 2018 ·

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Natalie C
08 Nov 2018 ·

So sorry Cindy, that's terrible work/your boss has made you feel so down. Remember you can only do your best! I just hope they notice what you can achieve & ☹

Natalie C
08 Nov 2018 ·

Fingers crossed things will eventually work out xx

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08 Nov 2018 ·

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Jeff M
7d ·

That's so hard, Cindy. My last job was quite a bit like that. As hard as it is, you need to leave work at work and don't carry it with you after. Don't let your job take over your life...

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6d ·

Sorry you are having to deal with that, Cindy. Once again, I'm so thankful I don't have to work. Make sure to take extra special care of yourself once you're home from work. *big hugs*

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4 Cindy M
07 Nov 2018 ·
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4 Cindy M
06 Nov 2018 ·
Overslept and was really late to work - particularly embarrassing in current situation. Just more s**t. Week seems interminable
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06 Nov 2018 · CHIEFPANDA

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06 Nov 2018 ·

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Tasha S
06 Nov 2018 ·

What a coincidence that we did it on the same day πŸ™ˆ I know how you feel

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07 Nov 2018 ·

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07 Nov 2018 ·

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Cindy M
07 Nov 2018 ·

Tasha - I know! Spooky!

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4 Cindy M
05 Nov 2018 ·
Really tired and everything at work is still s**t, but at least the atmosphere feels less oppressive today. Trying to manage my expectations, tho - doesn't mean I've been pulled out from under the bus
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05 Nov 2018 ·

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3 Cindy M
05 Nov 2018 ·
Awake. 1.14 am. Work tomorrow, need to be up at 6 at latest, really before then. But very, very awake.
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05 Nov 2018 ·

Hope you are sleeping well. Blessings.

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3 Cindy M
04 Nov 2018 ·
Kept myself busy once I got up this afternoon: cleaning, cooking, laundry. Played some music. Everything distracted me from thoughts of work and this coming week. Now in bed, need to go to sleep
Cindy M
04 Nov 2018 ·

shortly, tearful. Hope I can manage this

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04 Nov 2018 ·

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Keeping Track A
04 Nov 2018 ·

Good job on being productive. You can manage this. Sleep well Cindy!

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05 Nov 2018 ·

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05 Nov 2018 ·

I hope this week goes better, Cindy!

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4 Cindy M
04 Nov 2018 ·
Been awake awhile but still in bed (10.40) with cup of tea and cat.
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04 Nov 2018 ·

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3 Cindy M
03 Nov 2018 ·
So tired. Got up at 9 and went out and did shopping, went to library. Came back to flat, chatted with R for a little while, got into bed to read and sit with cat, fell asleep almost immediately. Ate,
Cindy M
03 Nov 2018 ·

now back in bed. Only 8.30 pm, but bet I'll be asleep soon.

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03 Nov 2018 ·

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04 Nov 2018 ·

Rest well!

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3 Cindy M
02 Nov 2018 ·
Such a long and awful week - not sure how I did it, but of course partly that I have the support and faith of so many colleagues. So long since I felt this low. Need rest and try to keep from focusing
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02 Nov 2018 ·

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02 Nov 2018 ·

on this over the weekend.

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Natalie C
02 Nov 2018 ·

Sorry to see your having a terrible week too, sending you big hugs and love. πŸ’• Hope your weekend is better give your a break & treat for getting through the rough time xx

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2 Cindy M
31 Oct 2018 ·
And just when I thought it couldn't get worse....boss basically throws me under a bus. REALLY looking forward to tomorrow.....
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01 Nov 2018 ·

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2 Cindy M
30 Oct 2018 ·
One of the worst days I've ever had at work. Ever - in my working life. I managed to get through the day and had support from a couple of colleagues, but now at home the sadness and anger and
Cindy M
30 Oct 2018 ·

bitterness are kicking in. Tearful, headachy, tired - and need to be at work early tomorrow. Need to try to protect my confidence in my self but I know that is not going to be easy.

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30 Oct 2018 ·

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30 Oct 2018 ·

oh Cindy, this sounds tough! Sorry to hear you are having such a tough time! Welldone for sticking it out! xxx

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Jeff M
30 Oct 2018 ·

Ugh, I'm so sorry. I've had some of those days. You think they'd never end and you can't imagine how you can go back tomorrow. But you can. Deep breaths and keep that part of your life separate. Remember, work is not who you are...

Jeff M
30 Oct 2018 ·

...it's just how you make a living. You can do it, Cindy. Sending you lots of strength to get through tomorrow, and I hope you don't keep it with you all night tonight.

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30 Oct 2018 ·

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nixiblu .
30 Oct 2018 ·

Poor Cindy. You've been doing so well lately. It's just a blip. You are strong. Cuddle the cat and have some tea. Tomorrow is a new and hopefully better day

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31 Oct 2018 ·

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31 Oct 2018 ·

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Cindy M
31 Oct 2018 ·

Thanks so much, Pandas, for your hugs and support. Can't tell you how much it means at the moment xx

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01 Nov 2018 ·

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02 Nov 2018 ·

You're welcome Cindy! hope things are going alright now! !

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5 Cindy M
21 Oct 2018 ·
My birthday - 51, so at least a little better than having to face 50 last year...but rather meh. Spent last night and this morning with M, for first time in a while. Had nice time, gave me the book I
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21 Oct 2018 ·

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me M
21 Oct 2018 ·

wish you very happy birday!

Cindy M
21 Oct 2018 ·

asked for - meh. Got myself some chocolate etc for tonight, with new book - meh. Not feeling much yet still feeling like I'm trying to hold off sadness.

Catarina M
21 Oct 2018 ·

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21 Oct 2018 ·

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John T
21 Oct 2018 ·

Happy birthday!

John T
21 Oct 2018 ·

Plan a day out in those lovely Scottish hills. Nice days out don't have to be expensive, or on your birthday, sounds like you need something to look forward to.

Penelope P
21 Oct 2018 ·

Happy birthday Cindy, hope you had a nice day.

Natalie C
21 Oct 2018 ·

Happy Birthday Cindy πŸŽ‚β€

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21 Oct 2018 ·

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Jeff M
21 Oct 2018 ·

Happy birthday, sweet Cindybear!

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21 Oct 2018 ·

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21 Oct 2018 ·

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DesBear D
21 Oct 2018 ·

Happy happy birfday!

sonny S
22 Oct 2018 ·

Happy Birthday Cindy! Hope you have an amazing year!! We grow from knight to prince to king, in your case a Queen. Build your castle and rule the way you want. You can do what ever you want this year because your the ruler of your castle! Happy Bday

nixiblu .
22 Oct 2018 ·

Happy Birthday Cindy.

nixiblu .
22 Oct 2018 ·

I hope it was amazing. I'm happy you had time with M.

Esther B
22 Oct 2018 ·

Happy belated birthday dear Cindy. May all your wishes come true. 🐼😘

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24 Oct 2018 ·

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5 Cindy M
13 Oct 2018 ·
4 am. Woken by loud neighbours (?) but at least it's Saturday....last night had really lovely dinner out with friend
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13 Oct 2018 ·

Glad you enjoyed your dinner with friends!

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13 Oct 2018 ·

Glad you were able to enjoy a lovely dinner! πŸ’•

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13 Oct 2018 ·

Good to hear you had a good evening, it's a shame about the noisy neighbours. Hope you can catch up on sleep soon xx

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13 Oct 2018 ·

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5 Cindy M
07 Oct 2018 ·
Thanks so much for the comments and hugs on my posts - I'm way behind in commenting/thanking but I've read and treasured every one, particularly at such a s****y time in my life. MP is so special
Cindy M
07 Oct 2018 ·

because of every one of you xx

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07 Oct 2018 ·

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Alicia B
07 Oct 2018 ·

Love ya, Cindy, stay strong <3

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07 Oct 2018 ·

❀ big hugs xx

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08 Oct 2018 ·

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08 Oct 2018 ·

Lots of love 🐼❀

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09 Oct 2018 ·

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4 Cindy M
07 Oct 2018 ·
Spent most of weekend in bed, sleeping/resting, after a difficult week at work given volume of work/not feeling well/after effects of move. In theory should have been trying to organise stuff in new
Cindy M
07 Oct 2018 ·

place but just too tired. Flat mate is nice guy and I think it'll work okay tho not ideal at our age!

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07 Oct 2018 ·

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Esther B
08 Oct 2018 ·

You're a tough cookie. Give yourself some time to fit in. If you're not feeling well then there will be another day to sort out stuff. No pressure. X

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10 Oct 2018 ·

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2 Cindy M
01 Oct 2018 ·
Locked myself out of the new flat - it has one of those doors which locks when you pull it shut. Cant' even remember the last time I did something like this! Sitting here in the library, which
Cindy M
01 Oct 2018 ·

fortunately is open til late tonight, as Rob won't be back til 7 (it's 3.30 now, damn it). where is my phone? in the flat. Do I know where he works or have any other way to get in touch? Of course not. So sitting here with my shopping, reading.

Cindy M
01 Oct 2018 ·

Didn't go to work today as still feeling ill and tired. But I needed more paracetamol etc so went off to the shop for a few things, thinking I'd then come back and get in bed. Ha ha ha. I suppose at least it means I'll never do this again...

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01 Oct 2018 ·

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Jeff M
01 Oct 2018 ·

I did that in an apartment several years ago, with phone inside...had to wait for neighbors to get home and find the number for landlord. What a pain! Hope you have a relaxing wait at least!

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01 Oct 2018 ·

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01 Oct 2018 ·

Oh no Cindy, hope you are in and settled for the evening now x

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02 Oct 2018 ·

Hope you're back home safe.

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05 Oct 2018 ·

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4 Cindy M
28 Sep 2018 ·
Last day of move to new (shared) flat. Surrounded by stuff - feeling down about loss of independence, stress of moving, worry about my cat 'fitting in' with R's cats, all the stuff piling up at work.
Cindy M
28 Sep 2018 ·

Still ill as well - coughing a lot and voice still affected. And of course, so so so f*****g tired.Trying to look on the bright side (wry smile): will have a freezer again for the first time in 6 years and put some ice cream in there for later on.

Cindy M
28 Sep 2018 ·

really need to find more positives than that, but I also realise I don't cope well if I don't acknowledge that I do feel down, feel grief at moving from a place that I love, that I haven't left voluntarily.

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28 Sep 2018 ·

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28 Sep 2018 ·

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John T
28 Sep 2018 ·

Find something to treat yourself to. Doesn't have to expensive or extravagant, just something you'll really enjoy, and make some time for it.

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28 Sep 2018 ·

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Jeff M
28 Sep 2018 ·

Good perspective, Cindy. Ice cream really does make a lot of things better. I'm sure the cat will be fine. I'm sure you will too!

John T
28 Sep 2018 ·

'Feliway friends 30 day starter kit' could help kitty.

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Esther B
28 Sep 2018 ·

I'm sorry you feel this way. But this is not going to be forever? or am I wrong? Stay strong Cindy bear cc

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28 Sep 2018 ·

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Natalie C
28 Sep 2018 ·

Thinking of you Cindy, hope the move goes well & your soon able to settle and make the place more homely. Get well soon xx

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29 Sep 2018 ·

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Manda P
29 Sep 2018 ·

Hope everything with the move worked out ok. I'm sure your kitty will be just fine & boy, oh, boy is that ice cream gonna taste good! Feel better soon, Cindy. xx

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