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5 Cindy M
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Feeling really down and tired, so much work to do on top of flat hell - but I have some good friends at work and we had laughs today. I also did some good work. Need to remember this stuff sometimes
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2 Cindy M
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Actually was the worst news from landlord: they've decided to sell the flat and have given 3 months' notice. Since I'm in the same position that made moving difficult last summer - cat, no deposit -
Cindy M
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this is pretty much the worst news I could have received. Tomorrow I have to face it and be sensible and start to plan - tonight it's comfort food and chocolate.

Penelope P
2d ·

Oh Cindy I'm sorry to hear this. Moving is such a trial and I've done it 12 times since leaving the family home and I've been given notice twice in one year! We are both going through the mill. Hope you keep strong my dear panda friend.

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So sorry Cindy. :( This really is the worst news.

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Sorry to hear this, Hopefully you can find a place that works and you can stay in until you are ready to move.

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I'm so sorry to hear this! Despite how crushing this surely feels I hope you'll find something better this time. Sending you a lot of strength for the next months.

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Ugh, what a pain. I hope you are able to find something good in 3 months! Try not to let the stress take over!

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18h ·

Oh, no. So sorry you got stuck in such a crap situation, Cindy. You shouldn't have to go through this again! I'm with Lydia though. Maybe this turns out to be a blessing in disguise. Hope it sorts out soon. xx

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I'm sorry to hear this Cindy. It's not what you need. But I hope you find a great place. Xx

Cindy M
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Thank you all so much for your hugs and messages. It means so much to me - you're all wonderful! Lots of love xx

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5 Cindy M
4d ·
5 simply because not feeling much except tired. 12.30 and not yet out of bed (got up at 6.30 to feed cat, take meds - but not getting up at that hour on a Sat after the week I've had). Got first flat
Cindy M
4d ·

inspection on Mon and a lot of cleaning to do but right now..meh. not a good attitude.

Cindy M
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Lydia - hope not! But you're right, this is the new(ish) flat I moved into at end of Sept. Apparently landlord didn't do inspections before but now wants to do one regularly (not sure yet how often). Fair enough but right now just tired!

Cindy M
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And so great to see posts for

Cindy M
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Lydia - so great to see posts from you! You were missed xx

Cindy M
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Thanks for all the hugs, dear Pandas

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5 Cindy M
4d ·
End of a long and difficult week. Really tired. Trying to think about what is going well, where I have made progress (however small), rather than just focusing on what I haven't done. Not so good at
Cindy M
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that, need to persevere

Penelope P
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Wish I could do that, negatives always seem to shout louder.

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Cindy M
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Well, Pen, it's work in progress - I find it quite hard, probably not my natural bent! Will see how it goes

Cindy M
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Thanks for the hugs, Panda pals xx

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5 Cindy M
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5 Cindy M
7d ·
Another not great day at work but I feel okay, at least for now
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4 Cindy M
15 Jan 2019 ·
Not a good day at work - mainly because a lot was happening and need to manage that as well as what's already on my plate
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5 Cindy M
13 Jan 2019 ·
Spent time with M today, first time I've seen him since I broke it off with him, just before Christmas. He had asked if we could meet up - but I'm not sure what was going on. We caught up about what
Cindy M
13 Jan 2019 ·

we've been doing since we last met, talked about work, it was all amicable, but I wasn't sure why I was there. Are we going to continue being friends? He means a lot to me and I don't want to lose him as a friend, if possible, but it felt quite

Cindy M
13 Jan 2019 ·

strange to me that we never referred back to our last conversation. Maybe he wants to just move ahead? It's a 5 simply because I don't know what to think.

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3 Cindy M
11 Jan 2019 ·
No Reason Given
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11 Jan 2019 ·

Sorry you're feeling low. I bet you just wanna have fun.

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11 Jan 2019 ·

*big big hugs* my sweet friend. xx

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5 Cindy M
08 Jan 2019 ·
Doing stuff at work but of course not the stuff I need to get done - aargh. On the positive side, got up on time again so woo me.
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5 Cindy M
07 Jan 2019 ·
I did my exact hours today (9-5) but felt much longer as I had so little sleep and the office was freezing. So much work, especially before Thursday...Tired...
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07 Jan 2019 ·

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07 Jan 2019 ·

Take some time for you! Even if its just taking a hot bath and putting on a face mask. <3

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4 Cindy M
07 Jan 2019 ·
Sleeping is going to be harder than I thought, even though I did stuff today - on completely different sleeping schedule (ie incompatible with working life). Just have to suck it up now and tomorrow
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6 Cindy M
06 Jan 2019 ·
Not feeling a 6 but need to give myself one as I did a bit of cleaning and quite a bit of cooking, so less to do in this back-to-work week. Froze some of what I made as well, which is what I used to
Cindy M
06 Jan 2019 ·

do - another habit I need to get back to. But small steps: tomorrow, just get up on time!

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John T
07 Jan 2019 ·

Well done! I need to do some cleaning too. Too busy waiting for a delivery...🤦🏻‍♂️😫

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5 Cindy M
05 Jan 2019 ·
Though the day was a loss, did get myself out of bed around 5, took shower, put on clean clothes and walked to the shop and back, with much healthier food than last couple of weeks. Made some porridge
Cindy M
05 Jan 2019 ·

for dinner - haven't had it in so long and it's a favourite. Cat enjoyed licking the bowl :) Tomorrow small steps back to work on Monday (ran into my boss at Tesco - freaky!)

Katie Rose S
05 Jan 2019 ·

Managing to take care of yourself & getting out of the house some days is all anyone can ask for. Hope tommorow is better, and good luck for monday xxx

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06 Jan 2019 ·

Well done, Cindy, for getting yourself out of bed & taking it to the next level by showering & getting out of the house. Hope your Monday back goes well. xx

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4 Cindy M
04 Jan 2019 ·
So tired of myself
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04 Jan 2019 ·

I've had so many days recently where I've thought the same about myself ❤️❤️ Big hugs!

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6 Cindy M
03 Jan 2019 ·
Reading in bed, my cat asleep on my lap - snoring. God I love her - she and her snoring make this moment a 6
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04 Jan 2019 ·

Nice to appreciate those little moments of bliss!

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4 Cindy M
03 Jan 2019 ·
Well today was a write off - didn't get out of bed despite having arranged to meet M. Haven't heard from him since I broke it off just before Christmas but had said we could meet in new year if he
Cindy M
03 Jan 2019 ·

wanted to. Felt bad having to call and say I wasn't coming but, among other things, hormone headache....Have offered another time. Need to get my s**t together (she says for the umpteenth time - sigh)

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3 Cindy M
02 Jan 2019 ·
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02 Jan 2019 ·

Sorry to see you are feeling so down Cindy, sending you big hugs xx

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4 Cindy M
01 Jan 2019 ·
Still eating too much, and badly, but trying to set some other things right and making plans. Veering from tearfulness to determination and back again and every place in between.
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4 Cindy M
01 Jan 2019 ·
Why am I such an idiot? Why do I never learn from anything?
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