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5 Katie L
17 May 2015 ·
Just coming from despairsville, feeling like connections slip thru my fingers like water. Feeling so alienated. Thinking there HAS to be a way forward. Happy about the new Muppets TV show:)
Jim C
17 May 2015 ·

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Nicola H
17 May 2015 ·

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Maxine W
17 May 2015 ·

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Paul K
17 May 2015 ·

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Cindy M
17 May 2015 ·

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Cindy M
17 May 2015 ·

Big hugs Katie - thinking of you x

Audrey N
18 May 2015 ·

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4 Katie L
16 May 2015 ·
Deeply lonely. I miss seeing my scene partner like crazy, mess tho it was. Loneliness settled on me, numb from the weight; waves of pain, gasp for breath, numb again.
Ilkay K
16 May 2015 ·

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Katie L
16 May 2015 ·

Hi Ilkay, thanks for being here with me:) hugs back

Nicola H
16 May 2015 ·

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Glen T
16 May 2015 ·

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John S
16 May 2015 ·

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Jim C
16 May 2015 ·

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Jeff M
16 May 2015 ·

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Jeff M
16 May 2015 ·

We're here for you!

Tuxi A
16 May 2015 ·

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Cindy M
17 May 2015 ·

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Katie L
17 May 2015 ·

Thank u for the support words Jeff! Hugs+Thanks John, Tuxi, Glen, Cindy, Nicola and Jim <3 <3 <3

Jodie A
17 May 2015 ·

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5 Katie L
15 May 2015 ·
Fine, drama this morning, then therapy was intense. My therapist thinks my mom is borderline personality, I'm scared I am too. I'm sad that my mom lives to manipulate ppl and can't be a parent
Kiki N
15 May 2015 ·

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15 May 2015 ·

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Claire H
15 May 2015 ·

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Amy C
15 May 2015 ·

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Lauren I
15 May 2015 ·

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Lauren I
15 May 2015 ·

Sounds stressful Katiebear. I'll be thinking of you.

Glen T
15 May 2015 ·

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Audrey N
15 May 2015 ·

It's rough when you have to play parent to your parent. Super big hugs to carry you through!

Tuxi A
15 May 2015 ·

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Katie L
16 May 2015 ·

Thank u for the support words Lauren and Audrey, I feel less alone! Thank u Kiki, CF, Claire, Amy, Glen and Tuxi BIG HUGS BACK

John S
16 May 2015 ·

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5 Katie L
14 May 2015 ·
Pretty fine. Had 2 days of feeling meaninglessness/disconnected:( so painful. Just auditioned, almost didn't, got a kind of instant callback. Wtv happens I'm glad I went & working 2 give my best
Amy C
14 May 2015 ·

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John S
16 May 2015 ·

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Tuxi A
14 May 2015 ·

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Katie L
15 May 2015 ·

Thank you Samantha, Thank you Alice, Thank you Amy, Thank you Nicola, Thank you Audrey, Thank you Tuxi, HUGS BACK

Nicola H
14 May 2015 ·

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Audrey N
14 May 2015 ·

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6 Katie L
11 May 2015 ·
5.5 rounded up. A little angsty/restless, also have a cough in my chest that hurts:( HOLY CRAP I wrote a song today, first time :D walking singing my own song, felt amazing pride/connection
Tasha S
11 May 2015 ·

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Paul K
11 May 2015 ·

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11 May 2015 ·

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Sarah M
11 May 2015 ·

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Audrey N
11 May 2015 ·

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Nicola H
11 May 2015 ·

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Katie L
15 May 2015 ·

Thank you Tasha, Paul, Glen, Sarah, Audrey and Nicola- hugs back!

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5 Katie L
10 May 2015 ·
ok, numb? excluded by my family. I can't be alone with my mom, she abused me. It's mother's day, it's painful
Jen T
10 May 2015 · NEW

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Katie L
10 May 2015 ·

Hi Jen, thanks! HUGS

Laura E
10 May 2015 ·

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Katie L
10 May 2015 ·

HUGS Laura, thank you

Natalie C
10 May 2015 ·

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Pure O
10 May 2015 ·

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Sarah M
10 May 2015 ·

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Nicola H
10 May 2015 ·

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Glen T
10 May 2015 ·

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Zelda H
10 May 2015 ·

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10 May 2015 ·

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10 May 2015 ·

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Katie L
11 May 2015 ·

THANK you Pure, thank you Sarah, Nicola, Glen, Zelda, Audrey and Nicola again:) BIG HUGS BACK AND ALL AROUND

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5 Katie L
09 May 2015 ·
Productive but lonely, plus anger. Almost desperate lonely. But calm w/the emotion. Had thought/impulse desire 2 walk thru the nite without stopping. Watching Breakfast at Tiffany's
Nicola H
09 May 2015 ·

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Glen T
09 May 2015 ·

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Amy C
09 May 2015 ·

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Audrey N
09 May 2015 ·

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Audrey N
09 May 2015 ·

I love that movie :) Nothing bad can ever happen to you at Tiffany's.

Cindy M
10 May 2015 ·

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Cindy M
10 May 2015 ·

It is a great movie - hope it helped your spirits

Katie L
10 May 2015 ·

Thank you Selah, Nicola, Glen, Amy, Audrey and Cindy <3 I'm watching it again right now!

Pure O
10 May 2015 ·

i get desperately lonely too. going to try to figure out how to conquer that. wish you the best of luck!

Katie L
11 May 2015 ·

Thank you Pure! Thank you for your hope! Luck from me to you, I'm with you:)

Katie L
11 May 2015 ·

ps I don't know why lonely/upset feelings make me want to walk, long solitary, ranging/roaming walks. Then after I think I'm more ready to try connecting w/ppl

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5 Katie L
08 May 2015 ·
caught a glimpse of myself moving forward
Esther B
08 May 2015 ·

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08 May 2015 ·

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08 May 2015 ·

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08 May 2015 ·

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08 May 2015 ·

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Cindy M
08 May 2015 ·

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Tuxi A
08 May 2015 ·

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Katie L
10 May 2015 ·

Thank you Esther Glen CF NIcola Melody Audrey Cindy Tuxi HUGS BACK

Pure O
10 May 2015 ·

yay!

Katie L
11 May 2015 ·

Thanks Pure:)

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5 Katie L
07 May 2015 ·
I am lonely. Feeling discouraged/disappointed by old connections, feeling I don't trust people to be genuine and kind if I let them close to me:(
Cindy M
07 May 2015 ·

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Cindy M
07 May 2015 ·

Hope we make you feel a bit less lonely, Katie. sorry you're going through this, especially when you are so genuine and kind.

Alana G
07 May 2015 ·

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Katie L
07 May 2015 ·

Hello Cindy! So nice to see you:) Hello Alana! Thank you for the HUGS:):)

Glen T
07 May 2015 ·

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Ilkay K
07 May 2015 ·

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07 May 2015 ·

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melimel C
08 May 2015 · NEW

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melimel C
08 May 2015 · NEW

sorry, i know how u feel

Katie L
08 May 2015 ·

Thanks Mel! Thank you Glen, Ilkay, and Audrey HUGS back

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5 Katie L
06 May 2015 ·
Lonely, lil' lost. Had amazing EFT tho, took time 2 repeat 'til pain was gone, it was in my jaw. In the process i cried, then felt a tingle start in my legs & run thru my body, then laughed, pain went
Pandamonium Z
06 May 2015 ·

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Katie L
06 May 2015 ·

Hi Pandamonium, thanks for giving me company!

Sarah M
06 May 2015 ·

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Jodie A
06 May 2015 ·

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Amy C
06 May 2015 ·

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Nicola H
06 May 2015 ·

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Audrey N
06 May 2015 ·

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Cindy M
06 May 2015 ·

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Katie L
07 May 2015 ·

Thank you Sarah, Jodie, Amy, Nicola, Audrey and Cindy! BIG HUGS BACK

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5 Katie L
05 May 2015 ·
Didn't pass the audition I worked on for 2 months. Ow. It's a loss, but I feel almost numb. Felt like there could not have been more drama off stage, I think I kind of shut down to cope.
Bunny X
05 May 2015 ·

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Katie L
05 May 2015 ·

Hi Bunny! Thank you, hugs back:)

Natalie C
05 May 2015 ·

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Nicola H
05 May 2015 ·

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Glen T
05 May 2015 ·

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Audrey N
05 May 2015 ·

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Cindy M
05 May 2015 ·

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Cindy M
05 May 2015 ·

really sorry Katie - comforting hugs. think you're right about the numbness as kind of protection, that's happened to me and it can be helpful. xx

Katie L
06 May 2015 ·

Thank you Natalie, Nicola, Glen, Audrey and Cindy HUGS back

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5 Katie L
02 May 2015 ·
mix mood overload= neutral. new scene partner went 2 er this morning :0 he will b fine, but won't b my partner. called old partner 2 try again. audition in 2 days. feel like I have no safety net
Paul K
02 May 2015 ·

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Jim C
02 May 2015 ·

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Glen T
02 May 2015 ·

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Nicola H
02 May 2015 ·

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Cindy M
02 May 2015 ·

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02 May 2015 ·

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Katie L
05 May 2015 ·

thank you Paul, thank you Jim, thank you Glen, thank you Nicola, thank you Cindy, thank you Audrey <3 <3 <3

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5 Katie L
01 May 2015 ·
Fine but sad, missing my 1st scene partner, sad that there are many obstacles to dating him, wanting him still:( just made a BIG DECISION, wait for it... to SLEEP because I'm... TIRED!! Lol:)
Jim C
01 May 2015 ·

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01 May 2015 ·

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Kate W
01 May 2015 ·

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Melody T
01 May 2015 ·

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Jeff M
01 May 2015 ·

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Cindy M
01 May 2015 ·

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Cindy M
01 May 2015 ·

Hope you got some rest

Audrey N
02 May 2015 ·

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Katie L
05 May 2015 ·

Thank you all!

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3 Katie L
30 Apr 2015 ·
Feel fine/not upset except INTENSE, intense anxiety and heightened feeling+ stress. told my scene partner I need to change partners, I have feelings for him, that was really hard:(
Kate W
30 Apr 2015 ·

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Glen T
30 Apr 2015 ·

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Natalie B
30 Apr 2015 ·

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Amy C
30 Apr 2015 ·

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Jeff M
30 Apr 2015 ·

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Lauren I
30 Apr 2015 ·

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Lauren I
30 Apr 2015 ·

You have to do what feels right for you Katiebear. Take care of yourself *big hugs*

Sara H
30 Apr 2015 ·

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30 Apr 2015 ·

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Cindy M
30 Apr 2015 ·

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Cindy M
30 Apr 2015 ·

Thinking of you Katie - you made a hard decision but the right one for you. Look after yourself x

Audrey N
30 Apr 2015 ·

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Katie L
01 May 2015 ·

Oh thank you so much for the LOVE and support sweet pandas!! Thank you for the kind words Laurenbear and Cindybear:):)

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5 Katie L
29 Apr 2015 ·
I'm fine, MAJOR stress 2day, just did EFT. Stayed up/out all nite yesterday til 8am, staying away, not knowing what to do. Somethings not right w/my scene partner, I might have to change partners :''(
Shannon D
29 Apr 2015 ·

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29 Apr 2015 ·

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29 Apr 2015 ·

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29 Apr 2015 ·

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Katie L
30 Apr 2015 ·

Thank you Shannon, Pandamonium, Melody and Audrey, HUGS back!

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4 Katie L
27 Apr 2015 ·
Emotional, upset, lonely, scared a little hurt. Feel let down by my scene partner. Flashes of self-destructive thoughts. Trying to keep center and be reasonable/gracious with him
Pandamonium Z
27 Apr 2015 ·

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Kate W
27 Apr 2015 ·

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27 Apr 2015 ·

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27 Apr 2015 ·

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27 Apr 2015 ·

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27 Apr 2015 ·

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Katie L
29 Apr 2015 ·

Hugs for A B, Pandamonium, Kate, Amy, Melody, Natalie and Audrey:):)

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5 Katie L
26 Apr 2015 ·
A little heightened, a little fluttery anxiety, a little chest pain. Good rehearsal today, got some groceries!
Claire H
26 Apr 2015 ·

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Katie L
26 Apr 2015 ·

Hi Claire! hugs back:):)

Glen T
26 Apr 2015 ·

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26 Apr 2015 ·

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Katie L
27 Apr 2015 ·

Hi Glen, Hi Audrey:):) hugs for you both!!

Estelle D
28 Apr 2015 ·

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Katie L
29 Apr 2015 ·

Thank you Estelle!

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5 Katie L
25 Apr 2015 ·
Didn't eat enough 2day, run out of money:( I'm fine, keeping mind open 2 resources 2 have support. Rehearsals are getting into the intensive work, digging deep, good, challenging
Glen T
25 Apr 2015 ·

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25 Apr 2015 ·

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25 Apr 2015 ·

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Katie L
26 Apr 2015 ·

Thank you Glen, Melody and Jim:) Hugs back!

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5 Katie L
24 Apr 2015 ·
A little stressed atm making plans for the morning. My therapist is GREAT. 3rd session was 2day, I feel bonded w/her, that she supports me, and that she has some understanding of my situation- wow!
Audrey N
24 Apr 2015 ·

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Katie L
25 Apr 2015 ·

Hi Audrey! Hugs back:):)

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5 Katie L
23 Apr 2015 ·
Sum anxiety 2day. Tried EFT and smelling lavender. Man was condescending/a little mean 2 me on the phone, it upset me/hurt feelings. Still gonna ask him 2 donate rehearsal space, practicing boldness
Audri G
23 Apr 2015 ·

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23 Apr 2015 ·

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23 Apr 2015 ·

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23 Apr 2015 ·

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23 Apr 2015 ·

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23 Apr 2015 ·

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Katie L
24 Apr 2015 ·

Hello Audri, Claire, Cindy, Jodie, Glen, and Audrey! Hugs back:):)

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