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5 Jodie A
11 Jan 2016 ·
Thought a friend was mad at me a few days ago, turns out she isn't. So I was feeling sui****l for nothing at all, caused by my own overthinking.
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11 Jan 2016 · NEW

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Jay T
11 Jan 2016 ·

Our minds can play the worst tricks on making us see the worst in a situtation,. When reality shows things are fine all along hold onto that though, let it drown out the urge to blame yourself further for having had doubts in the first place. :-) x

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11 Jan 2016 ·

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2 Jodie A
23 May 2015 ·
Not seen psychiatrist in 2 months, stopped medication. I don't know why. They haven't got in touch with me about this, shows that they never have cared all along. Keep having flashback dreams too
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23 May 2015 ·

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2 Jodie A
19 May 2015 ·
Steroids are giving me serious mood swings. I'm a very horrible person at the minute & I hate how I treat people, I don't deserve to be with other people.
Amy C
19 May 2015 ·

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19 May 2015 ·

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Natalie C
19 May 2015 ·

:( sorry to hear this, I found myself really irritable whilst on them. I hope these side effects improve

Cindy M
19 May 2015 ·

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Cindy M
19 May 2015 ·

hope it gets better, Jodie - thinking of you xx

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3 Jodie A
18 May 2015 ·
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4 Jodie A
17 May 2015 ·
Just wanted to say thank you to all you lovely pandas out there. You are all very special.
Maxine W
17 May 2015 ·

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Tasha S
17 May 2015 ·

as are you :)

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Cindy M
17 May 2015 ·

you are too - glad you're here x

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5 Jodie A
15 May 2015 ·
Not good, not bad, just here. Energetic but apathetic. Maybe this is what 'normal' feels like? My brain confuses me.
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15 May 2015 ·

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5 Jodie A
15 May 2015 ·
2nd update in less than an hour (sorry) but I am feeling very weird- like my brain is going to burst out of my head but feeling good otherwise but still thinking of SH. Confused is not the word
Amy C
15 May 2015 ·

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Amy C
15 May 2015 ·

I've found the violence in GoT to be a weirdly good distraction from SH urges... ooh, what about painting your nails? it at least postpones the urge & keeps your hands busy

Jodie A
15 May 2015 ·

I really enjoy GoT (although I'm a book fan too & am a bit confused by what they're doing to the tv show I still like it). My nail polish needs removing and repainting. Good idea

Jodie A
15 May 2015 ·

My grammar is horrific! Aah I apologise.

Amy C
15 May 2015 ·

Oh! me too! I think they're deliberately deviating from the books now so as to ensure that they can surprise those who have read up to the end of ADWD. It's not horrific at all!

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15 May 2015 ·

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Pseudo Bear !
15 May 2015 ·

I hope your brain doesn't burst out of your head. that sounds... unpleasant. you know, maybe your body is trying to tell you slmething, I dunno.

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7 Jodie A
15 May 2015 ·
Gained 5 pounds in a week, steroids are a hoot... but I am full of energy, which is great!! Dreading the inevitable crash but I'll take this good mood for now & run with it
Nicola H
15 May 2015 ·

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Jodie A
15 May 2015 ·

Can't even sleep, my mind is going a hundred miles a minute! Beats fatigue though

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15 May 2015 ·

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5 Jodie A
09 May 2015 ·
Feeling ok today, had a day with a really close friend yesterday- nice to focus on something other than my health & it helps being with someone non judgmental who I can talk to without fear.
Amy C
09 May 2015 ·

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10 May 2015 ·

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Cindy M
10 May 2015 ·

glad you have a friend like that - and nice to see a 5

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4 Jodie A
07 May 2015 ·
Saw GI dr - he says I definitely have Crohns. Started on steroids, new meds & scheduled MRI. I should be more upset but I'm just relieved that it's not all in my head.
Jodie A
07 May 2015 ·

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07 May 2015 ·

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Jodie A
07 May 2015 ·

I keep hugging myself instead of leaving a comment! :/ also had 8 vials of bloods taken, surprised I have any left!!

Amy C
07 May 2015 ·

Gosh, are you sure they're not vampires? do you feel a bit of relief though, knowing what it is you've got? I had an ex with crohns -he lived a normal life (did get a magical key for disabled loos)

Claire H
07 May 2015 ·

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Jodie A
07 May 2015 ·

Haha the lady taking my bloods did have a tourniquet with vampires on it. I feel relieved that my GI dr & nurse took me seriously & squeezed me in at the last minute. Totally different ball game to my experience with MH services.

Jodie A
07 May 2015 ·

I also want a magic loo key!!

Jeff M
07 May 2015 ·

'Magic Loo Key' sounds funny! But it's good to get a diagnosis! Crohns is a rough condition, but it's totally treatable, and with treatment you can eat better and be healthier. Always better to know! *Hugs*

Amy C
07 May 2015 ·

I'm glad they listened and you're on your way to getting the help you need. I do really hate how physical illnesses are given more respect than mental ones though

Audrey N
07 May 2015 ·

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Audrey N
07 May 2015 ·

So glad you know what's going on! It is a relief. Amy, that is wrong. If I had a broken leg, you wouldn't send me home and tell me to try to relax and get over it.

Tasha S
07 May 2015 ·

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07 May 2015 ·

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Jodie A
07 May 2015 ·

Totally agree, it feels like in MH services once they've slapped a label on you, everything you do is related to that 'diagnosis'. You can't just... be. I also feel psych Drs to be incredibly sceptical in my experience.

Jodie A
07 May 2015 ·

I also think 'magic loo key' sounds like a kids book!

Nicola H
07 May 2015 ·

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Amy C
07 May 2015 ·

Do you know of the Biff, Chip & Kipper books? I think they might ' ve had a magic key

Cindy M
07 May 2015 ·

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Cindy M
07 May 2015 ·

my sister has Crohns - once it finally got diagnosed they were able to help her manage it, as Jeff says. such a difficult time for you; big hugs and rest! xx

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07 May 2015 ·

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Jodie A
08 May 2015 ·

I remember those Amy! I wonder if it worked on disabled loos.

Jodie A
08 May 2015 ·

Thank you for your lovely comment as usual Cindy, big hugs to you too. :)

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