Nothing wrong with having a method of crying. I wish I could cry. Pretty sure it's my meds, it might not be but it's easy to blame. Normally the only way I can cry is if I drink. Which is: A, very bad. And B, not recommended on anti-depressants.
Sorry you feel scared Madison. I hope it can pass soon
Oh my lovely. I'm so pleased you're getting yourself checked out. I hear you, I'm getting all anxious over just an eye infection. I wish you a speedy recovery in time for xmas xxxx
Thwy may not be Madison
I'm so sorry you are dealing with that fear! I know how hard anxiety can be, especially about those things.
Fear can be so strong Madison that we can feel chained to despair. My antidote is Hope. Hope gives me the possibility that fear can be replaced by feelings of love joy happiness and self kindness. I hope they do for you as well.
Do you need to wean off it Madison rather than just stop? Hope you stay well. Brave decision.