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Zsuzsa G · 17h 2
It's been a while since work tried to get rid of me but I'm still waiting to be stabbed in the ribs again. Wish I could leave but, well, you know what it's like for jobs. I'm lucky to have one even if
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Zsuzsa G · 17h
...they don't want me around
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Zsuzsa G · 15 Jan 2017 7
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Zsuzsa G · 12 Jan 2017 9
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Zsuzsa G · 18 Dec 2016 3
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Zsuzsa G · 13 Dec 2016 7
I don't know why but despite the #chronicpain I feel happy right now. Now's the moment to live in. And not when everything seems grey. Just holding on to this glimmer of shiny hope. Shine away :)
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Kazayla M NEW · 13 Dec 2016
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Zsuzsa G · 12 Dec 2016 2
Aaaaand pain flare-up. It's a life sentence. I'm trying. *** knows I'm trying but it's such an up-hill struggle, constantly. No rest from the pain. Never. Ever. Ever.
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John S · 12 Dec 2016
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Zsuzsa G · 10 Dec 2016 3
Really severe pain flare-up. Been at level 8-9 for a couple of days now. Walking and concentrating on anything other than the excruciating pain is difficult and work never understands. It hurts.
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Zsuzsa G · 04 Dec 2016 8
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Zsuzsa G · 03 Dec 2016 4
Tesco delivery service are doing my head in!!! Apart from that, and the pain, I'm doing ok...
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Zsuzsa G · 02 Dec 2016 5
Dream: the world is flooded, I get stuck on a party boat but nobody else is there so I light candles for the dead and the missing. These go out and I wonder if I'll ever see my cat again
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Zsuzsa G · 02 Dec 2016 5
Dream: someone took my sister (I don't have one) and reduced her to glucose and injected her into a cat.
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Zsuzsa G · 01 Dec 2016 6
Doing my best not to concentrate on the pain of the stitches in my mouth... happy that I have a beautiful cat to watch tv with (and attempt to cuddle)!
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Jennifer M · 01 Dec 2016
Stitches in the mouth are the pits!
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Zsuzsa G · 29 Nov 2016 7
I'm in the bath! :D
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Jeff M · 29 Nov 2016
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Cindy M · 30 Nov 2016
Nice to see green, lovely Zsuzsa! Enjoy the little things xx
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Zsuzsa G · 27 Nov 2016 2
So down today. I miss my ex. I miss just being in his company.
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Erika A · 27 Nov 2016
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Zsuzsa G · 26 Nov 2016 1
Because I'm a ***-up , that's why
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Zsuzsa G · 24 Nov 2016 4
Mouth op. Gotta wait months for healing... the bone graft, my stitched-up gums and the big chunks of metal in my face will take a while to heal. No front teeth for this Xmas either. Feeling sad.
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Jake G CHIEFPANDA · 24 Nov 2016
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Zsuzsa G · 20 Nov 2016 2
I'm useless. I always *** up. I'm starting to think that maybe I do bad things for the right reasons and I'm moral but not necessarily a good person anymore. I am so riddled with abuse and pain.
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Zsuzsa G · 13 Nov 2016 4
It's over and I'm heartbroken but I'm using my time to make my room the way I want it. Though I keep crying. Pathetic, I know. I should be stronger. But I'm not.
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nixiblu . · 13 Nov 2016
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nixiblu . · 13 Nov 2016
Its not pathetic. You are strong. But healing takes time. And its ok to be feeling low. Big hugs
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Zsuzsa G · 22 Oct 2016 1
What is wrong with me? I'm begging for any scrap of attention from him while he 'isn't sure' he wants us to be together. Best anniversary ever.
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Zsuzsa G · 21 Oct 2016 1
He's going to leave me. I'm starting to feel empty and hollow. Alone.
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Hilda R · 21 Oct 2016
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Jeff M · 21 Oct 2016
I'm sorry, Z. :(
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Zsuzsa G · 22 Sep 2016 8
Even though I'm stressed and my #chronicpain is bad, I'm feeling pretty ok. :)
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Zsuzsa G · 13 Sep 2016 2
I feel detached. I'm working hard on several projects for home, work and personal work. Stretching myself thin trying to keep everything together.
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K R NEW · 14 Sep 2016
I also feel like detached chaos
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Zsuzsa G · 29 Jun 2016 1
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Zsuzsa G · 05 Jun 2016 5
I'm... I'm ok.
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Zsuzsa G · 10 May 2016 1
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Zsuzsa G · 27 Apr 2016 5
Feeling a bit better. Trying to adjust my mood to help manage the #chronicpain. I can't say it's easy but I'll get there...
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Zsuzsa G · 13 Apr 2016 1
Pain. Always pain. Always worse.
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Zsuzsa G · 09 Apr 2016 2
Been working on loads of creative projects. Sounds good but isn't. I'm making my slipped disc worse. I just get so ***al lying there being in pain. I'm scared that my mood will upset my boyfriend.
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Tasha S · 09 Apr 2016
If he's supportive he should get upset with you :/
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Zsuzsa G · 07 Apr 2016 0
I haven't told anyone but lately I'm feeling ***al again. Not because my life ain't great just because of how relentless the pain is. On top of the usual chronic pain I've slipped a disc and been s
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Zsuzsa G · 07 Apr 2016
...and been signed off work. Which is bad. Really bad. And this is all 3 months after breaking my face and losing my front teeth.
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Susanne M · 07 Apr 2016
So sorry to hear that, I wish you the best and send lots of protective hugs. Please stay safe.
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Zsuzsa G · 09 Apr 2016
Thank you for your hugs and kindness. They help. Believe me.
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