Obsession really sucks. Sorry you have to deal with it too, paul.
so, I'll reduce my expenses to as little as possible and I think, that in 2 years I should be pretty close to getting out of debt. Or, if not, at least I won't have very expensive thing, that eats money like a bonfire.
Shorter time, less risk. Hope this will work.
Sounds like a smart plan!
Until then - work, work, work, work, work, work, work, work, call in sick, work, work, work, work.
Yep, that's about it...
Good plan. Fiction? Non-fiction? Both?
That's awesome, paul! I got a book journal for Christmas & recorded everything until I started to use my Kindle. I've lost count!
Well done you. Goodreads is a good thing
Mostly I read fiction.
What a beautiful expression of honesty and vulnerability. That's as good a place to start as any. It's authentic. It's true. There is a thirst behind that statement that will guide you to your desire.
Ugh. Back problems def slow us down.
I got lower back issues from a really bad car wreck, if its ur lower back like me, youtube pelvic floor stretches. Hope this helps
Hope you get rid of that soon xx
It's stupid, though. I have work not because I'm good, but because not many have bothered to learn things I do. I the need me at dance events only because I have penis. Sad.
'And they need me at dance events....'
That's awesome! Hope you can keep it up!
I'm experiencing that with yoga. It feels so great!
At the root level, the mind is good & ok.
Yep, exactly. My numbers bounce all over the place but I know deep down that it's really ok.
Hope you are able to stay on track, paul, but don't get down on yourself if you have to stray.
I haven't found them either:(
In an environment like that, people recognize empathy and comfort, I think. Your presence is comforting. That's pretty amazing!
That's a great confidence boost, paul. Take advantage of it!
I did :) such boosts last for about a day, though.
D is the X, correct?
Too many letters :) What do you mean by X?
No :) D is a woman I am obsessed with for last 5-6 years.
Ahh, kinda sweet, actually. does she know this?
It would be sweet, if I was 16 years old. I'm 45 and it is bitter. I don't know, if she knows.
I'm 46. Doesn't stop me from approaching women. Sometimes I get rejected, but more often than not I get to enjoy time together. Go for it, Paul.
I'll try :) but it's not the age, really. It's tension and my opinion of myself that is the problem.
And she is 16 years younger than me. Except November, than it's 15.