Ha, I know what you mean! I see these little 'loner' habits sometimes and wonder what other people think of me. Other times I wish I didn't care and could just embrace being crazy old coot!
I want to wait for some 15 - 20 years, I still need employment and not being crazy old coot looks great in my resume.
Sounds to me like you're applying at the wrong places then! :)
Yeah, I feel the same. I can go back 20 years and see the same things...makes me wonder if those 20 years have been worth it at all. :(
I certainly was not that stiff those 20 years ago and my knees ached lot less :)
I'm really sorry to hear that, Paul - hope you can find a way soon.
Hope you can get this sorted soon, paul.
...who turned out to be Saint George who killed a dragon 1000 years ago with a holy sword. George was supposed to return sword to angel who brought it to him, but, since the sword granted an immortality to its bearer...
...George decided to keep it for himself and over next 1000 years slowly degraded. Finally angel found him and demanded sword back, but George knew about that beforehand and made a bet with some unknowing people, betting everything he owned...
...basically, his shack and a sword for a certain task, which George thought, was impossible. In this way he thought that he has secured a sword, because now it was bond by a name of the saintly warrior. But people did the task and....
...and George disintegrated, and angel was left without a sword. Story was told from a point of view of those people, a couple who had no idea, what was going on and had to deal with an angry angel and a demon (hired to help to find George).
Something like that :)
I like it!
Sounds good, Paul!
Glad you're still alive and also that you still have the ability to lose yourself in something
Yes, that 'flow' thing, it sometimes still happens to me.
Nice to hear from you, paul. What is your story about?
Feelings of other's are more true to me, their needs more real and urgent than my own.
But I - what right do I have to feel anything?
I'm always wrong anyway.
Yeah, but your experience could have been more extreme. Just a scolding or physical action?
Scolding, I think. Physical action required privacy :)
A FIVE!!!!!!!!!! Way to go, paul! That's awesome! Hope this continues!!
Good! But be careful if you're taking other medications. St John's Wort is a very interactive* drug. *Wrong word.
Is it well controlled Paul?
I hope you feel better now.
It is well controlled if I take medicine. But I'm out of it and it looks that I won't get my pills for next two weeks.
Why can't you get your pills? Sounds awful.
Glad you got a break, paul, no matter how small.
Good to see a light at the end of the tunnel! Good for you for making positive changes!
Good luck! Hugs
Sometimes we all need a push out the door, and if you can push yourself out, you're probably doing better than you think. Keep going.
Yes, I still can do it, in most cases.
Wish it weren't biting you xx