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5 paul M
1d ·
Usual emotional turmoil before party with friends. Feeling slightly sick.
Jeff M
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5 paul M
3d ·
Hot and tired. Life's ok, except I will see D in the weekend again. So tired of being obsessed with her.
Tasha S
3d ·

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Cindy M
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Manda P
2d ·

Obsession really sucks. Sorry you have to deal with it too, paul.

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5 paul M
13 Jul 2018 ·
Tired but OK.
Janine S
13 Jul 2018 ·

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Tasha S
13 Jul 2018 ·

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13 Jul 2018 ·

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13 Jul 2018 ·

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Cindy M
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5 paul M
10 Jul 2018 ·
I plan to get rid of my car and concentrate on the loan payments. Earlier I planned to repay everything in about 7 years. Now I think, that this is too risky. I can lose job, health and whatnot...
paul M
10 Jul 2018 ·

so, I'll reduce my expenses to as little as possible and I think, that in 2 years I should be pretty close to getting out of debt. Or, if not, at least I won't have very expensive thing, that eats money like a bonfire.

paul M
10 Jul 2018 ·

Shorter time, less risk. Hope this will work.

Cindy M
10 Jul 2018 ·

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Lydia R
10 Jul 2018 ·

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Jeff M
10 Jul 2018 ·

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Manda P
10 Jul 2018 ·

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Manda P
10 Jul 2018 ·

Sounds like a smart plan!

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10 Jul 2018 ·

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10 Jul 2018 ·

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5 paul M
06 Jul 2018 ·
Another week ending, nice. One thousand more weeks and I will almost be ready to retire.
paul M
06 Jul 2018 ·

Until then - work, work, work, work, work, work, work, work, call in sick, work, work, work, work.

Lydia R
06 Jul 2018 ·

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Jeff M
06 Jul 2018 ·

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Jeff M
06 Jul 2018 ·

Yep, that's about it...

Silke V
06 Jul 2018 ·

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Cindy M
06 Jul 2018 ·

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DesBear D
07 Jul 2018 ·

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5 paul M
06 Jul 2018 ·
Started to eat chili peppers I'm growing on the windowsill. Nice.
Tasha S
06 Jul 2018 ·

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06 Jul 2018 ·

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06 Jul 2018 ·

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DesBear D
07 Jul 2018 ·

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5 paul M
04 Jul 2018 ·
I was going to read 55 books this year (goodreads). 28 done. On the track.
Alicia B
04 Jul 2018 ·

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Love 1
04 Jul 2018 ·

Good plan. Fiction? Non-fiction? Both?

Manda P
04 Jul 2018 ·

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Manda P
04 Jul 2018 ·

That's awesome, paul! I got a book journal for Christmas & recorded everything until I started to use my Kindle. I've lost count!

Lydia R
04 Jul 2018 ·

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Cindy M
04 Jul 2018 ·

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Cindy M
04 Jul 2018 ·

Well done you. Goodreads is a good thing

Jen B
04 Jul 2018 ·

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DesBear D
04 Jul 2018 ·

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paul M
05 Jul 2018 ·

Mostly I read fiction.

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5 paul M
29 Jun 2018 ·
I don't know, how to become a friend with someone.
John T
29 Jun 2018 ·

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Lydia R
29 Jun 2018 ·

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Love 1
29 Jun 2018 ·

What a beautiful expression of honesty and vulnerability. That's as good a place to start as any. It's authentic. It's true. There is a thirst behind that statement that will guide you to your desire.

Terrry H
29 Jun 2018 · NEW

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29 Jun 2018 ·

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29 Jun 2018 ·

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Cindy M
29 Jun 2018 ·

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5 paul M
27 Jun 2018 ·
Back feels fine today, could tie my shoes in less than 10 minutes and without cursing.
Shelley H
27 Jun 2018 ·

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Love 1
27 Jun 2018 ·

Ugh. Back problems def slow us down.

sonny S
28 Jun 2018 ·

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sonny S
28 Jun 2018 ·

I got lower back issues from a really bad car wreck, if its ur lower back like me, youtube pelvic floor stretches. Hope this helps

Jeff M
27 Jun 2018 ·

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Jeff M
27 Jun 2018 ·

Yay progress!

DesBear D
27 Jun 2018 ·

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Lydia R
27 Jun 2018 ·

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27 Jun 2018 ·

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27 Jun 2018 ·

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5 paul M
25 Jun 2018 ·
My back is better, still, picking stuff from the floor is a problem. I dropped a spanner at Friday, it still is waiting on the floor, I don't need it that much.
Shelley H
25 Jun 2018 ·

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Tasha S
25 Jun 2018 ·

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Lydia R
25 Jun 2018 ·

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Jeff M
25 Jun 2018 ·

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DesBear D
25 Jun 2018 ·

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Manda P
25 Jun 2018 ·

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Cindy M
25 Jun 2018 ·

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26 Jun 2018 ·

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5 paul M
22 Jun 2018 ·
Stupid back, I think I've pinched a sciatic nerve. Pain is not strong but annoying.
Tasha S
22 Jun 2018 ·

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John T
22 Jun 2018 ·

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Lydia R
22 Jun 2018 ·

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sonny S
22 Jun 2018 ·

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Cindy M
22 Jun 2018 ·

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Cindy M
22 Jun 2018 ·

Hope you get rid of that soon xx

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22 Jun 2018 ·

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Shelley H
25 Jun 2018 ·

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5 paul M
19 Jun 2018 ·
Feeling a little childish. I won't go to the dance event (no money for that). But male dancers are needed, even the likes of me. Their disappointment will be nice for me.
paul M
19 Jun 2018 ·

It's stupid, though. I have work not because I'm good, but because not many have bothered to learn things I do. I the need me at dance events only because I have penis. Sad.

paul M
19 Jun 2018 ·

'And they need me at dance events....'

Manda P
19 Jun 2018 ·

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DesBear D
19 Jun 2018 ·

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19 Jun 2018 ·

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5 paul M
18 Jun 2018 ·
Hm, maybe after all these years I've found a motivation for workout? if I am sitting all day I begin to feel bad, stiff, painful joints. After dancing I feel much better.
Jeff M
18 Jun 2018 ·

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Jeff M
18 Jun 2018 ·

That's awesome! Hope you can keep it up!

V R
18 Jun 2018 ·

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Lydia R
18 Jun 2018 ·

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18 Jun 2018 ·

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Cindy M
18 Jun 2018 ·

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DesBear D
18 Jun 2018 ·

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Manda P
19 Jun 2018 ·

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Manda P
19 Jun 2018 ·

I'm experiencing that with yoga. It feels so great!

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5 paul M
15 Jun 2018 ·
Yesterday for 2-3 hours I felt good, definitely 6, maybe even 7. Today...not so good. Still, OK.
Sarah L
15 Jun 2018 ·

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15 Jun 2018 ·

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Love 1
15 Jun 2018 ·

At the root level, the mind is good & ok.

Raf F
15 Jun 2018 ·

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Manda P
15 Jun 2018 ·

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Manda P
15 Jun 2018 ·

Yep, exactly. My numbers bounce all over the place but I know deep down that it's really ok.

Lydia R
15 Jun 2018 ·

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15 Jun 2018 ·

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15 Jun 2018 ·

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5 paul M
14 Jun 2018 ·
Making grand plans of loan repayment. Earlier it was 7 years, now it is 2. I feel pessimistic, though. I remember plans I made in June 2015. So stupid it was.
Sarah L
14 Jun 2018 ·

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DesBear D
14 Jun 2018 ·

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Tasha S
14 Jun 2018 ·

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Manda P
15 Jun 2018 ·

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Manda P
15 Jun 2018 ·

Hope you are able to stay on track, paul, but don't get down on yourself if you have to stray.

Cindy M
15 Jun 2018 ·

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5 paul M
13 Jun 2018 ·
happy thoughts, happy thoughts, music, imagination. I have to do a lot of those, to forget the pain of loneliness and uselessness.
Sarah M
13 Jun 2018 ·

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13 Jun 2018 ·

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13 Jun 2018 ·

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Lydia R
13 Jun 2018 ·

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13 Jun 2018 ·

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Jeff M
13 Jun 2018 ·

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13 Jun 2018 ·

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13 Jun 2018 ·

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13 Jun 2018 ·

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13 Jun 2018 ·

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5 paul M
12 Jun 2018 ·
Started to write those daily 750 words again.
Lydia R
12 Jun 2018 ·

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DesBear D
12 Jun 2018 ·

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Tasha S
12 Jun 2018 ·

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5 paul M
11 Jun 2018 ·
Questioning myself. What I am? What I want? No real answers.
Tasha S
11 Jun 2018 ·

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Jeff M
11 Jun 2018 ·

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11 Jun 2018 ·

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Cindy M
11 Jun 2018 ·

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Cindy M
11 Jun 2018 ·

I haven't found them either:(

DesBear D
12 Jun 2018 ·

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5 paul M
08 Jun 2018 ·
It's fun walking through hospitals. Apparently, I exude an aura of wisdom and benevolence, and people mistake me for a doctor. Their mistake, but still, it's nice.
Jeff M
08 Jun 2018 ·

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Jeff M
08 Jun 2018 ·

In an environment like that, people recognize empathy and comfort, I think. Your presence is comforting. That's pretty amazing!

Anna D
08 Jun 2018 ·

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Lydia R
08 Jun 2018 ·

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DesBear D
08 Jun 2018 ·

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Natalie C
08 Jun 2018 ·

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Manda P
09 Jun 2018 ·

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Manda P
09 Jun 2018 ·

That's a great confidence boost, paul. Take advantage of it!

paul M
11 Jun 2018 ·

I did :) such boosts last for about a day, though.

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5 paul M
08 Jun 2018 ·
Yesterday D acted like a normal person towards me. Made my giddy with joy. Pathetic...
Lydia R
08 Jun 2018 ·

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08 Jun 2018 ·

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Love 1
08 Jun 2018 ·

D is the X, correct?

DesBear D
08 Jun 2018 ·

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08 Jun 2018 ·

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paul M
09 Jun 2018 ·

Too many letters :) What do you mean by X?

Love 1
09 Jun 2018 ·

ex wife

Manda P
09 Jun 2018 ·

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paul M
10 Jun 2018 ·

No :) D is a woman I am obsessed with for last 5-6 years.

Love 1
10 Jun 2018 ·

Ahh, kinda sweet, actually. does she know this?

paul M
11 Jun 2018 ·

It would be sweet, if I was 16 years old. I'm 45 and it is bitter. I don't know, if she knows.

Love 1
11 Jun 2018 ·

I'm 46. Doesn't stop me from approaching women. Sometimes I get rejected, but more often than not I get to enjoy time together. Go for it, Paul.

paul M
12 Jun 2018 ·

I'll try :) but it's not the age, really. It's tension and my opinion of myself that is the problem.

paul M
12 Jun 2018 ·

And she is 16 years younger than me. Except November, than it's 15.

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