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6 Melody T
01 Nov 2015 ·
Super emotional night last night and a super stressful day today. I decided to reach out though and spend time with family instead of just wallowing in my sadness. It's made it much easier. Thank you.
Lauren I
01 Nov 2015 ·

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Lauren I
01 Nov 2015 ·

That's very admirable Melodybear! I'm proud of you!

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01 Nov 2015 ·

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01 Nov 2015 ·

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02 Nov 2015 ·

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2 Melody T
31 Oct 2015 ·
A year ago tomorrow I tried to kill myself. The memory of that has haunted me since. I'm better now but still... The next couple of days are going to be rough. I need a little love and support.
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31 Oct 2015 ·

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31 Oct 2015 ·

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31 Oct 2015 ·

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31 Oct 2015 ·

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eric N
31 Oct 2015 ·

I've tried ***e to...But I manage

Cindy M
31 Oct 2015 ·

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Cindy M
31 Oct 2015 ·

sending lots of love and support, Melanie - well done on your year, that took hard work and courage. be kind to yourself - and proud. xx

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31 Oct 2015 ·

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31 Oct 2015 ·

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Melody T
01 Nov 2015 ·

Thank you all so much :) it's nice to know there's always support here!

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9 Melody T
17 Oct 2015 ·
Had a great day with friends :) just what I needed
Tasha S
17 Oct 2015 ·

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17 Oct 2015 ·

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5 Melody T
16 Oct 2015 ·
It's been over a year since I've had sex... Kinda wish I was interested casual hooking up, just for the sex. But I can't separate it from the emotional. Sigh. Hopefully I won't have to wait another yr
Esther B
16 Oct 2015 ·

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16 Oct 2015 ·

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Aiden Z
16 Oct 2015 ·

The circumstances that being us here are very much the same in that regard. People that have relationships struggle to maintain them. You will meet someone that you'll want more than sex from and then you'll know.

Aiden Z
16 Oct 2015 ·

And just for the record I'm lonely too.

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16 Oct 2015 ·

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3 Melody T
30 Aug 2015 ·
Tired. Drained. Sad. Feeling a little hopeless. Still I press on. It's all I can do.
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30 Aug 2015 ·

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30 Aug 2015 ·

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Bridget H
30 Aug 2015 ·

Keep going. It gets better

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30 Aug 2015 ·

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30 Aug 2015 ·

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30 Aug 2015 ·

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8 Melody T
08 Aug 2015 ·
Feel really good right now. Calm. I'm starting to get nervous cuz I have a big day tomorrow, but all in all I'm in a good place. I feel (dare I say it?) normal. What a gift.Also a cute guy kissed me:)
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08 Aug 2015 ·

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Cindy M
08 Aug 2015 ·

yay!

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3 Melody T
25 Jul 2015 ·
I'm too sensitive to interact with people right now, and yet I know human interaction I exactly what I need.
Tasha S
25 Jul 2015 ·

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25 Jul 2015 ·

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28 Jul 2015 ·

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2 Melody T
20 Jul 2015 ·
Crash. Looked at his mom's FB and saw his new gf (who used to be my friend) said 'love you!' and she replied 'love you! So glad you're one of my kids :)' gross. I hate her. His mom never looked at me
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20 Jul 2015 ·

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21 Jul 2015 ·

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5 Melody T
20 Jul 2015 ·
Apparently I have PTSD. And I've gained 10 lbs. But I'm starting to really love my job so, overall, I guess I'm doing well. I'm managing.
Paul K
20 Jul 2015 ·

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20 Jul 2015 ·

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Cindy M
20 Jul 2015 ·

Managing is pretty great - well done Melody!

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20 Jul 2015 ·

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Denise C
20 Jul 2015 ·

Ive been told the same thing recently, hope we can support each other

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20 Jul 2015 ·

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21 Jul 2015 ·

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5 Melody T
29 Jun 2015 ·
Is it possible to have emotional flashbacks? I feel like the past year has been emotionally traumatic for me and my memories of it cause me pain. As far past it as I can get, I can't forget it.
Melody T
29 Jun 2015 ·

Meant to put my mood at a 4

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29 Jun 2015 ·

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6 Melody T
27 Jun 2015 ·
I'm not going to wait for him so I've decided to try online dating. Lots of people do it now, there's no shame in it. I just need a little spice in my life right now and this seems like a good idea.
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27 Jun 2015 ·

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27 Jun 2015 ·

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28 Jun 2015 ·

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Tasha S
28 Jun 2015 ·

I did that too, shouldn't be ashamed of it.

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28 Jun 2015 ·

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4 Melody T
27 Jun 2015 ·
*** him. I'm sick of feeling used and unappreciated. I wish I had someone who would stick by my side. I want a partner. I'm sick of going through everything on my own.
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27 Jun 2015 ·

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27 Jun 2015 ·

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27 Jun 2015 ·

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Tasha S
27 Jun 2015 ·

I know how you feel, I hope you find someone who values and appreciates you :)

Melody T
27 Jun 2015 ·

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5 Melody T
23 Jun 2015 ·
Today I made a step toward renewing my promise to myself to always take care of myself. I lost sight of that for a while, but day by day I'll find my way back. Feeling better today.
paul M
23 Jun 2015 ·

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23 Jun 2015 ·

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0 Melody T
22 Jun 2015 ·
Who would ever love someone like me? Someone who has depression and goes through phases where I cry every day. I feel very hopeless right now. And scared.
Tasha S
22 Jun 2015 ·

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22 Jun 2015 ·

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23 Jun 2015 ·

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23 Jun 2015 ·

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5 Melody T
16 Jun 2015 ·
I'm sad, lonely, anxious, tired, kinda excited, kinda proud, kinda calm. I guess guess overall I'm okay.
Jim C
16 Jun 2015 ·

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16 Jun 2015 ·

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4 Melody T
06 Jun 2015 ·
Cried last night over him. I'm just disappointed. I wanted us to work.
Jessica T
06 Jun 2015 ·

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Jessica T
06 Jun 2015 ·

I ffelt same a couple of months ago. stay strong. It gget beer b

Jessica T
06 Jun 2015 ·

*it will get better

Tasha S
06 Jun 2015 ·

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Tasha S
06 Jun 2015 ·

I know how that feels, I hope you and I can move on from that feeling x

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06 Jun 2015 ·

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07 Jun 2015 ·

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Melody T
07 Jun 2015 ·

Thank you all for the support. It means so much. At least we know we're not alone

Stephen P
07 Jun 2015 ·

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4 Melody T
03 Jun 2015 ·
And looks like things are over with the guy I was seeing. Oh well. I tried, an acting handled myself well. I can b proud of my attempt. It's just not the right time.
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03 Jun 2015 · NEW

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04 Jun 2015 ·

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04 Jun 2015 ·

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04 Jun 2015 ·

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Audri G
04 Jun 2015 ·

You seem to be doing pretty good considering. :)

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04 Jun 2015 ·

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Melody T
06 Jun 2015 ·

Thanks everyone :) I am doing well, Audri! I I handled everything so well and I'm proud of of myself for that. It It gives me hope that I can have a good, mature relationship one day

Audri G
07 Jun 2015 ·

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5 Melody T
03 Jun 2015 ·
I'm starting to chicken out. I'm scared to ask. I'll think of of something to ask him though. I need clarification
Kara L
03 Jun 2015 ·

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3 Melody T
03 Jun 2015 ·
I'm going to go for it and ask him if he wants to be official tomorrow. No idea how this will go. But I just need to know either way . I'm very nervous :/
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03 Jun 2015 ·

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5 Melody T
02 Jun 2015 ·
He said we're okay, but something is bothering him and apparently he's not allowed to talk to me me about it. I'm concerned :/
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02 Jun 2015 ·

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