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7 Audri G
10 Jul 2015 ·
I've been having mostly good days since I went awol a few days ago. Been busy and when I'm not busy I'm with Antonio. I guess we're dating now, but its not official. I still dont feel comfortable yet
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10 Jul 2015 ·

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10 Jul 2015 ·

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10 Jul 2015 ·

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Nicola H
10 Jul 2015 ·

good to see a 7, and that you are socialising

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10 Jul 2015 · NEW

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Tasha S
11 Jul 2015 ·

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11 Jul 2015 ·

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Kara L
11 Jul 2015 ·

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Kara L
11 Jul 2015 ·

Yay. I'm glad you're having fun and meeting people. xx

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11 Jul 2015 ·

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7 Audri G
06 Jul 2015 ·
Had a really good day. Woke up with an alarm and got only 6 hours sleep. Thinking sleeping 12 hours lately has actually been making me more depressed. Felt the same steady mood all day!
Jennifer F
06 Jul 2015 ·

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06 Jul 2015 ·

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06 Jul 2015 ·

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Nicola H
06 Jul 2015 ·

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Nicola H
06 Jul 2015 ·

good to see a 7 :-D

Tasha S
06 Jul 2015 ·

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06 Jul 2015 ·

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Audrey N
06 Jul 2015 ·

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Cindy M
06 Jul 2015 ·

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Cindy M
06 Jul 2015 ·

Nice to see green!

Kara L
07 Jul 2015 ·

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Kara L
07 Jul 2015 ·

That's fantastic . I'm happy for you and I hope it keeps going. xxxx

Laura M
08 Jul 2015 ·

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Laura M
08 Jul 2015 ·

Great news Audri!

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3 Audri G
05 Jul 2015 ·
Had a hard day. I stayed up past dawn then slept till 6pm. Couldn't get myself out of bed to force feed my anorexic cat and felt like the worst person ever since his life literally depends on it.
Ruth M
05 Jul 2015 · NEW

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05 Jul 2015 ·

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05 Jul 2015 ·

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05 Jul 2015 ·

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5 Audri G
04 Jul 2015 ·
Actually feeling okay today. Unfortunately my psychiatrists office was closed. So, I'll be out of my antidepressant until wednesday. Not looking forward to the next few days.
Tasha S
04 Jul 2015 ·

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04 Jul 2015 ·

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04 Jul 2015 ·

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04 Jul 2015 ·

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04 Jul 2015 ·

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04 Jul 2015 ·

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3 Audri G
03 Jul 2015 ·
Got to see Rob today. I've been so looking forward to it but it just made me sad to be around him. It feels like we're still together when I see him. So surreal. Still hasn't really sunk in.
Sara H
03 Jul 2015 ·

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Tasha S
03 Jul 2015 ·

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paul M
03 Jul 2015 ·

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paul M
03 Jul 2015 ·

Give it time. I still have this half-together, half-divorced feeling with my wife.

Nicola H
03 Jul 2015 ·

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04 Jul 2015 ·

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5 Audri G
03 Jul 2015 ·
Felt ok all day surprisingly. Probably because I've been so busy and with my dad constantly. I think I've figured out that my depression is just a combo of loneliness and boredom. Wish I could work
Tasha S
03 Jul 2015 ·

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03 Jul 2015 ·

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04 Jul 2015 ·

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3 Audri G
01 Jul 2015 ·
Fluctuating from 1 to 5 and back again today. Guess that makes it a 3. Moved out officially today. Wish my mom gave a damn.
Annie K
01 Jul 2015 · NEW

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paul M
01 Jul 2015 ·

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paul M
01 Jul 2015 ·

Aah, parents. Providing anxiety and insecurity since 19xx.

Tasha S
01 Jul 2015 ·

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01 Jul 2015 ·

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01 Jul 2015 ·

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Cindy M
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Laura M
02 Jul 2015 ·

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Audri G
03 Jul 2015 ·

lmao paul

Kara L
04 Jul 2015 ·

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1 Audri G
30 Jun 2015 ·
Today is my last day at my apartment. I've been having a really hard time.
Kara L
30 Jun 2015 ·

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Kara L
30 Jun 2015 ·

I'm so sorry, Audri. I know this must be really tough for you. But I want you to know it won't last forever. You WILL get better and you'll be able to have your own place again. You won't have to depend on others forever. xx

Tasha S
30 Jun 2015 ·

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30 Jun 2015 ·

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Audri G
01 Jul 2015 ·

Hi Kara. <3 Well the reason I can't live alone is I have no transportation and have CFS so I can't just walk or ride a bike or even do the walking and standing for the buses. I dont know how I'll ever be independent again since I can't afford a car

Audri G
01 Jul 2015 ·

on 733 a month SSI

Audri G
01 Jul 2015 ·

Thank you SO SO MUCH for caring about me. It means a lot

Laura M
02 Jul 2015 ·

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4 Audri G
29 Jun 2015 ·
I move tomorrow. I can't believe its already here. Robs taking over my home and I'm going to my dad's. Sucks. :(
Cindy M
30 Jun 2015 ·

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Cindy M
30 Jun 2015 ·

Good luck with the move. Hope it will just be a stepping stone for you

Shannon D
30 Jun 2015 ·

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30 Jun 2015 ·

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Kara L
30 Jun 2015 ·

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30 Jun 2015 ·

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30 Jun 2015 ·

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Audri G
01 Jul 2015 ·

Thank you Cindy

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4 Audri G
29 Jun 2015 ·
My friend Amy is very sick today. She might lose her eye. I haven't gotten to talk to her all day today like I usually do and I miss her. Today was better than yesterday for me. I move in 2 days.
Lucia B
29 Jun 2015 ·

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29 Jun 2015 ·

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Nicola H
29 Jun 2015 ·

fingers crossed for Amy x

Tasha S
29 Jun 2015 ·

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29 Jun 2015 ·

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29 Jun 2015 ·

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Laura M
29 Jun 2015 ·

poor Amy. wish her the best x

Kara L
30 Jun 2015 ·

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5 Audri G
28 Jun 2015 ·
I had a great time with Audrey at her party last night. Was such a blessing to get out. Today I feel both depressed AND happy. So, I dunno how to explain that. 5 it is I guess.
Audri G
28 Jun 2015 ·

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Audri G
28 Jun 2015 ·

I think my problem is that I expect to feel fine after this breakup, but grieving is normal. I should love myself enough to let myself feel whatever I feel on this and let myself heal

Tasha S
28 Jun 2015 ·

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Tasha S
28 Jun 2015 ·

you're right, and it does take time but you'll be ok :)

Sierra S
28 Jun 2015 ·

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Cindy M
29 Jun 2015 ·

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Laura M
29 Jun 2015 ·

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Kara L
29 Jun 2015 ·

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Kara L
29 Jun 2015 ·

It hit you hard. That's okay. You will be better in time. I'm glad you got out of the house for the party . xx

Audri G
29 Jun 2015 ·

Thank you Tasha & Kara

Nicola H
29 Jun 2015 ·

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Nicola H
29 Jun 2015 ·

aww I should have told you to have a dance for me lol x

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4 Audri G
27 Jun 2015 ·
Feeling a lot better today than yesterday. Going to a party today to celebrate Audrey's belated birthday and her friends birthday. Excited to be getting out. of the house.
Tasha S
27 Jun 2015 ·

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27 Jun 2015 ·

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28 Jun 2015 ·

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29 Jun 2015 ·

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1 Audri G
27 Jun 2015 ·
I'm so unhappy being so bored. My life is so empty.
Rudra R
27 Jun 2015 · NEW

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Rudra R
27 Jun 2015 · NEW

if u feel like that you will end up like that

Rudra R
27 Jun 2015 · NEW

Try to change your thoughts your attitude your work and even people your world changes automatically

Kenzie A
27 Jun 2015 · NEW

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Tasha S
27 Jun 2015 ·

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27 Jun 2015 ·

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27 Jun 2015 ·

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27 Jun 2015 ·

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27 Jun 2015 ·

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28 Jun 2015 ·

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1 Audri G
27 Jun 2015 ·
Feeling like I want to end it all with this move coming in just a few days. I dont want to lose my home. What future can I possibly have with no independence?
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27 Jun 2015 ·

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27 Jun 2015 ·

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27 Jun 2015 ·

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Kara L
27 Jun 2015 ·

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Kara L
27 Jun 2015 ·

You will get there again, Audri. xx

Ilkay K
27 Jun 2015 ·

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27 Jun 2015 ·

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27 Jun 2015 ·

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Nicola H
27 Jun 2015 ·

it a ght motivate you more to feel better to get your independence back x

Audri G
27 Jun 2015 ·

I dont need more motivation to have independence. I have health problems that keep me from being able to take the bus which keeps me from being able to live alone without any sort of transportation.

Audri G
27 Jun 2015 ·

I'm terrified of my future relying on the kindness of friends to take care of me.

Laura M
28 Jun 2015 ·

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Laura M
28 Jun 2015 ·

Think I missed previous post. Where r you moving to, Audri? Sometimes we need to rely on others. It is hard but people like helping :-)

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4 Audri G
26 Jun 2015 ·
Slept too much again. Just didn't have the motivation to get out of bed even tho I'd slept enough already. Going to try putting my phone on the other side of the room to maybe help me get up.
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26 Jun 2015 · NEW

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26 Jun 2015 ·

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27 Jun 2015 ·

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27 Jun 2015 ·

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28 Jun 2015 ·

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3 Audri G
26 Jun 2015 ·
So bored today. I got spoiled with so many things to do at dad's. Just gotta make it through the weekend and I'll have plenty to do again. Going to be so sad closing the door to my apt 4 the last time
paul M
26 Jun 2015 ·

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Kara L
26 Jun 2015 ·

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Kara L
26 Jun 2015 ·

Glad to hear you had a good time at your dad's place. Keep yourself distracted over the weekend. Hopefully, it will fly by. xx

Lilly L
26 Jun 2015 ·

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26 Jun 2015 ·

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26 Jun 2015 ·

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Nicola H
26 Jun 2015 ·

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Nicola H
26 Jun 2015 ·

I thought I would be sad leaving our flat of 5 years, but I wasnt at all :-D

Audri G
26 Jun 2015 ·

<3

Laura M
28 Jun 2015 ·

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Laura M
28 Jun 2015 ·

Best of.luck Audri. it's hard but you can do it.

Audri G
28 Jun 2015 ·

Thanks Laura

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7 Audri G
26 Jun 2015 ·
Any suggestions for free browser-based games that you don't need friends to play?
Kara L
26 Jun 2015 ·

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Kara L
26 Jun 2015 ·

There are fun (but kind of immature) games like Hangaroo and Gravity guy. And racing and stuff. Or if you're into more interactive stuff, you could try runescape. PWI is also good but you need to download stuff for that. xx

Kara L
26 Jun 2015 ·

I wish I knew more about gaming to help you. :/

Tasha S
26 Jun 2015 ·

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Tasha S
26 Jun 2015 ·

browser based? Not something I normally play, if you ever want to know about other games I could help though.

Tasha S
26 Jun 2015 ·

I know it's not very helpful but here's a list of games if you haven't already tried googling it http://www.stuff.tv/features/kill-your-productivity-stuffs-top-30-free-browser-games

Nicola H
26 Jun 2015 ·

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7 Audri G
26 Jun 2015 ·
Had some tea and got to deal with some drama with the move to keep me busy and now I'm happy albeit happy and anxious. My moods are confusing. I think half my depression is boredom.
Sierra S
26 Jun 2015 ·

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26 Jun 2015 ·

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3 Audri G
25 Jun 2015 ·
I know the depression is mild, but I'm still tired of it. My chart on moodpanda says I'm doing better since I got on cymbalta and seroquel. But its just not how I was when I tried cymbalta b4 breakup
Audri G
25 Jun 2015 ·

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Audri G
25 Jun 2015 ·

Hopefully I'll feel better after I've been on the antidepressant for 6-8 weeks. Its only been a week and they're supposed to take a while to get to full strength.

Jasmin B
25 Jun 2015 ·

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Kara L
26 Jun 2015 ·

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Kara L
26 Jun 2015 ·

They will start working soon. Give it time. I'm glad you're feeling better these days, Auds. xx

Tasha S
26 Jun 2015 ·

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26 Jun 2015 ·

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Nicola H
26 Jun 2015 ·

you definitely seem to be doing better now :-)

Audri G
26 Jun 2015 ·

Thanks Kara and Nicola. I do feel a lot better than I did. And I'm able to eat again. So, that's a good sign.

Ilkay K
27 Jun 2015 ·

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Kara L
27 Jun 2015 ·

It is. Dessert all day everyday! :)

Laura M
28 Jun 2015 ·

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Audri G
28 Jun 2015 ·

lol :)

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3 Audri G
25 Jun 2015 ·
Feeling ***ty about the breakup. New meds seem to be helping since my mood on moodpanda has stabilized a lot since the day after I started them.
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25 Jun 2015 ·

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25 Jun 2015 ·

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25 Jun 2015 ·

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25 Jun 2015 ·

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25 Jun 2015 ·

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25 Jun 2015 ·

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25 Jun 2015 ·

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Nicola H
25 Jun 2015 ·

stay strong, you are doing well x

Sara H
25 Jun 2015 ·

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25 Jun 2015 ·

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Audrey N
25 Jun 2015 ·

Glad the meds are working so far. You got this. Hugs!

Cindy M
25 Jun 2015 ·

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Cindy M
25 Jun 2015 ·

good that you see meds helping. Be kind to yourself - you're going through an awful lot

Audri G
25 Jun 2015 ·

Thank you Nicola, Audrey, and Cindy. Cindy I needed that reminder. It is an awful lot. Its ok that I'm not doing perfectly right now. <3

Kara L
26 Jun 2015 ·

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