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Myself T · 2h 2
When you do your best to do your job, and you do it, and people tell you well done to try and make you feel good but don't realise they make you feel a hundered times worse.
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Myself T · 10 Jan 2017 4
Thanks for the 'motivational' bollocking. You know what - I did my best and if it's not good enough you should have thought more about where you put me.
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Jeff M · 10 Jan 2017
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Myself T · 03 Jan 2017 1
Finally accepted: looking after my own needs is not selfish, even if the what is different from other people. If I don't ask for something, I will never get it. Asking risks being told no...
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Myself T · 03 Jan 2017
but that no is a known and no worse than the unknown no of not asking.
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Binky B · 03 Jan 2017
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Binky B · 03 Jan 2017
I love this. Saving this wisdom, if you don't mind... It's brilliant!
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Jeff M · 03 Jan 2017
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Myself T · 03 Jan 2017
Please do. I am not sure it's wisdom, but if it helps you :-)
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Myself T · 03 Jan 2017
It came from a dark place, and its me trying to find a way out... :-(
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Richard E · 03 Jan 2017
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Myself T · 30 Dec 2016 3
Dizzy, sore ears, sore face, sore throat, streaming nose. Bleurgh.
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Sandra C · 30 Dec 2016
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Richard E · 30 Dec 2016
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Hilda R · 31 Dec 2016
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Myself T · 29 Dec 2016 2
How could anyone stand to come close enough to hug me when they know what happened? But I need them too, very tight and long...
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Jeff M · 29 Dec 2016
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anonymouse . · 30 Dec 2016
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Myself T · 28 Dec 2016 3
Stolen body and mind.
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Hilda R · 29 Dec 2016
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anonymouse . · 30 Dec 2016
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Myself T · 27 Dec 2016 4
Will there ever be a day when I'm not fragile, and don't cry?
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Natalie C · 27 Dec 2016
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Richard E · 28 Dec 2016
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anonymouse . · 30 Dec 2016
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Myself T · 26 Dec 2016 3
Dirty, worthless, used, piece of rubbish.
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Claire M · 26 Dec 2016
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Claire M · 26 Dec 2016
No. Amazing, wonderful, lovable. Big hugs Myself x
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anonymouse . · 26 Dec 2016
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anonymouse . · 26 Dec 2016
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Jeff M · 26 Dec 2016
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Myself T · 26 Dec 2016
Thank you Claire, and everyone else... it means a lot, a real lot, that people care..
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Han M · 27 Dec 2016
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anonymouse . · 30 Dec 2016
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Myself T · 26 Dec 2016 4
I hate myself. I wish I was a different person. I wish I didn't have a hole in my centre.
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Daaimah B · 26 Dec 2016
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Jake G CHIEFPANDA · 26 Dec 2016
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Myself T · 25 Dec 2016 5
I really and truly wish everyone a peaceful and perfect Christmas... whatever that means to you... my thoughts are especially with anyone who finds Christmas hard. You deserve a peaceful and happy day
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Cindy M · 25 Dec 2016
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Richard E · 26 Dec 2016
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Myself T · 24 Dec 2016 4
I feel like I'm living in another persons life... this hurts too much.
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Fara H · 24 Dec 2016
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Nick H · 24 Dec 2016
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Nick H · 24 Dec 2016
I feel like this, it fluctuates but never really goes away.
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Myself T · 24 Dec 2016
Hugs to you Nick. This is a really nasty feeling. I think it's part of acceptance...
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Binky B · 25 Dec 2016
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Myself T · 24 Dec 2016 3
Realised every time I do something, and accept it doesn't need to be perfect, someone laughs at what I do or criticises it. No wonder I feel like I am never good enough for anyone :-(
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Hilda R · 24 Dec 2016
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Richard E · 25 Dec 2016
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Myself T · 23 Dec 2016 4
Need space. Need calm. Mentally overwhelmed. Seriously - I have no idea how I am going to get through a week of company meeting in January.
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Alma B · 23 Dec 2016
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Hilda R · 24 Dec 2016
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Myself T · 22 Dec 2016 5
Just trying to relax. Trying to take the time as it comes. Not thinking too much. Sending love and light to everyone...
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Binky B · 22 Dec 2016
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Myself T · 21 Dec 2016 5
Had a positive morning, cleaning and reorganising a bit of my house. Now starting to feel less good. Sadness creeping in..
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Sophia M · 21 Dec 2016
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Richard E · 21 Dec 2016
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Myself T · 20 Dec 2016 5
There is a difference between deliberately making someone feel bad and doing what you need, with an effect being someone else feeling bad as a side effect, right?
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Claire M · 20 Dec 2016
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Hilda R · 21 Dec 2016
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Myself T · 19 Dec 2016 2
Conflicted. My fear of saying this out loud is in conflict with my need to speak, with my need for at least some people to understand why I hurt so much and why I'm so non-functioning at the moment.
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Jeff M · 19 Dec 2016
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Cindy M · 20 Dec 2016
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Myself T · 19 Dec 2016 5
I am not a quote writing secretary. I am also on holiday. Therefore, you can find someone else to do the things you are not interested in doing.
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Astrid E · 19 Dec 2016
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Myself T · 18 Dec 2016 5
Today I will try to have a nice day out with good friends. No pressure to do anything, just be me and relax.
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John S · 18 Dec 2016
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Richard E · 18 Dec 2016
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Myself T · 17 Dec 2016 3
Wishing there was a way to make this go away... it hurts so much, more than I ever thought it would after I talked about it. I need a friend by my side and the only one is in another country...
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Sarah H · 17 Dec 2016
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Richard E · 18 Dec 2016
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Myself T · 17 Dec 2016 3
Going round in my head again. I want to be honest with people, but not sure how. It's the only way to stop my pain... and it's frightening.
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John S · 17 Dec 2016
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Richard E · 18 Dec 2016
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Myself T · 16 Dec 2016 3
Already got things on the cards for next year... wondering if I should tell a few more people that I'm a but not right, and ask for their support rather than struggling along in my own...
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River L · 16 Dec 2016
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Richard E · 18 Dec 2016
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Myself T · 16 Dec 2016 4
Will someone please explain why I am constantly being asked for the same information again and again? It really makes me irritated...
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Hilda R · 16 Dec 2016
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Myself T · 15 Dec 2016 2
I am a good person. I try my best. I must try to remember these things. Even when I feel like the world is spinning in the wrong direction to me...
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caapi C · 15 Dec 2016
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Myself T · 15 Dec 2016 5
Feeling calm. Feeling vulnerable, trying to be kind to myself and focus on doing what I need to do and giving myself some credit for doing that.
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Sam A · 15 Dec 2016
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Myself T · 15 Dec 2016
Thank you Clint... i can't understand why I feel so upset and bad about something that happened 17 years ago. Seems like I should be able to get over it by now....
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Myself T · 15 Dec 2016
Frustrated with myself that I can't :-(
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Hilda R · 15 Dec 2016
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Myself T · 15 Dec 2016
Thank you Clint... I guess it's a set of parameters that I'm not used to operating under... and I expect myself to just be ok, to get on and manage.
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Hilda R · 16 Dec 2016
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Myself T · 14 Dec 2016 3
Was feeling better for a while today. Now feel horrible and vulnerable again.
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Nora S NEW · 14 Dec 2016
I feel the same way! Hoping that you will feel better soon??
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Richard E · 14 Dec 2016
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Myself T · 13 Dec 2016 6
Product development meeting! Invigorating and exciting. I love to solve problems and build new stuff!
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Hilda R · 13 Dec 2016
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Myself T · 12 Dec 2016 4
Strange day. Got a huge order, exceeded my sales target for the year. Should feel happy, just feel flat and empty. At least minimal tears today...
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Myself T · 13 Dec 2016
Thank you Cliff B , very strange my total apathy towards this. It's like I'm cold and dead inside...
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Myself T · 13 Dec 2016
My company only want to call me a sales person because I'm the least bad at it... I am way better at other things, but since they dumped me in the team of idiots I will have to do this for now... that's why I feel apathetic, because I could be more
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Myself T · 13 Dec 2016
and give more value... it's their loss in the end.
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Myself T · 11 Dec 2016 1
Crying so much my face hurts. Tears feel like acid. Thoughts racing all over the place. Suddenly found I needed to talk... no answer :-(
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Myself T · 11 Dec 2016 1
I don't know how much longer I can do this being me thing... it hurts too much. I want to be someone else...
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