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6 Silke V
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Finally. Booked myself a sothys sensations orientales body treatment. The 3th of march in the afternoon.
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5 Silke V
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5 Silke V
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1 more day, almost weekend
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Have a good weekend Silke

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You too Cindy!

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5 Silke V
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Boss just texted me, apparently I'm starting work later again tomorrow... What about all this hours she paid me and I still have to work, when will I do that?
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5 Silke V
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Tomorrow will be a ***ty day again at work. Gonna try enjoy my evening.
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5 Silke V
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Feel like I have way too many mood swings lately
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5 Silke V
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Almost done with work. 50 minutes. Today there were enough treatments for me to do. So that was good. Feel like I'm losing my love for my job, today it came back a little bit. Managed to get through
Silke V
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the day okay. Gonna do some little chores now. A 5,5 I think.

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5 Silke V
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Lately I sometimes feel like I might need antidepressants again. But I guess feeling how I feel lately is just a part of life?
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5 Silke V
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6 Silke V
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Bf just left. Now it's back to the real life. Think I'm gonna go to a store now and than unpack everything, put everything back to it's spot. And probably watch some TV or edited some photos.
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6 Silke V
11 Feb 2018 ·
Don't want to go home tomorrow. Back to reality. The day after I have to go to work again 😞 my mom said earlier this week she finds my bf's brother should apologise towards me. I said I don't believe
Silke V
11 Feb 2018 ·

he'll do that. Yesterday talking to my boyfriend, that I'm curious how his brother will act towards me when he first sees me again. But apparently bf told him he wants him to apologise towards me. Curious how that'll go.

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11 Feb 2018 ·

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Jeff M
11 Feb 2018 ·

That's good! I hope he does. It would be a nice gesture, and really sweet that your bf told him to.

Silke V
11 Feb 2018 ·

What happend a week ago can get me verry sad all of a sudden, can make me doubt, makes me more insecure, bf doesn't like me being insecure. So far he can deal with it I think. I told him it'll take a bit of time and I think he understands that.

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11 Feb 2018 ·

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11 Feb 2018 ·

Of course it'll take time to trust him again and to make the pain stop. That's only normal, but I hope you'll emerge stronger after this.

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5 Silke V
10 Feb 2018 ·
Emotionally not so good. It's all so mind f******
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11 Feb 2018 ·

Lots of love, Silke xx

Silke V
11 Feb 2018 ·

Thanks!

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9 Silke V
10 Feb 2018 ·
On our way to Den Haag in The Netherlands
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10 Feb 2018 ·

Have fun! :D

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10 Feb 2018 ·

Have fun! Eat some d

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10 Feb 2018 ·

Eat some frikandellen and drop for me

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10 Feb 2018 ·

Have a wonderful time!

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5 Silke V
09 Feb 2018 ·
Thinking about the fact that his brother let him choose between him and me. When I think about it I feel dissepointed, little bit angry, empty and useless. And I find that my mom is right, he should
Silke V
09 Feb 2018 ·

apologise towards me, instead he's hiding. Curious how long that will take and how he will act towards me when he'll face me again.

Silke V
09 Feb 2018 ·

The part that my bf chooses is, it's kinda amazing. Think it's must have been a difficult decision, probably why first let go of me. He makes me feel worthy, even makes me emotional. I feel like he completes me, he learns me new things. I hope it

Silke V
09 Feb 2018 ·

lasts between us, cause I truly love him I guys. I'm so looking forward to our weekend. Feel like I'm forgiving him pretty good for what happened. Sometimes I can be a bit sad when I think about it, or I make a comment about one of the things that ha

Silke V
09 Feb 2018 ·

happend. But he has to deal with that, it'll go away in time.

Maria K
09 Feb 2018 ·

Your bf has to chose his own path. Sometimes it means going against family. & You can't change who your family is. If your bf faces you you must find out why he thinks you are unworthy. Is it status, beauty, or ?? Hopefully it's not shallow

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09 Feb 2018 ·

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Jeff M
09 Feb 2018 ·

You said, I believe, that you are his first significant relationship? Perhaps he's struggling to determine how best to behave and change his life...patience is important, though I know you've been very patient so far. I know he'll choose you!

Silke V
09 Feb 2018 ·

To be clear he chose me. And yes Jeff I'm his first real relationship. His brother is coming around a bit toward my bf. But he did not expect that my bf would choose for me. So guess he now dislikes me even more. But who cares. As long as my bf and

Silke V
09 Feb 2018 ·

I are happy.

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Cindy M
09 Feb 2018 ·

Really hope things work out, Silke - he's a lucky guy!

Jeff M
09 Feb 2018 ·

Yes, definitely. As long as you guys are happy! I'm glad that you chose each other. :)

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5 Silke V
09 Feb 2018 ·
Doctor only lets me stay home today. Tomorrow I took the day of for a weekend away I already had planned with bf
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09 Feb 2018 ·

Hope the days off help you recharge and relax!

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4 Silke V
08 Feb 2018 ·
Maybe bf is right. Maybe I should go to the doctor and call in sick for a bit. I'm crying like a child, my job get me down mentally. It's not well at all. Constantly looking for another job.
Silke V
08 Feb 2018 ·

Think I might call in sick tomorrow morning and go to the doctor, see what he said, if he's okay with writing me sick.

Silke V
08 Feb 2018 ·

Do you guys remember how happy I used to be at this job when I started it?

Jeff M
08 Feb 2018 ·

I remember the optimism and excitement! Work is hard...it's where we spend a good portion of our day and our creative and intellectual energy. To do so in a difficult environment impacts the rest of our lives. I've been there too...

Jeff M
08 Feb 2018 ·

Sounds like talking to your doctor is a good idea. Maybe talk to your boss? You may have already...but sometimes it helps to tell them you're unhappy and see if there's an opportunity to make it easier... otherwise, all you can do is keep

Jeff M
08 Feb 2018 ·

looking for something new and try to find outlets outside of work for that positive energy. *Big hugs*

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Anna N
08 Feb 2018 ·

I hope the doctor can help you get back on your feet. Work can be so stressful sometimes, so make sure you take care of yourself!

Silke V
08 Feb 2018 ·

What can say to my boss Jeff, I find there are not enough clients on my agenda, it makes me unhappy and doesn't give me satisfaction anymore? What can she say? Clients are staying away, her prices are too high. You mean well Jeff, but I don't option

Silke V
08 Feb 2018 ·

I hope so too Anna. Thanks everyone

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Jeff M
08 Feb 2018 ·

I see what you mean, Silke. Maybe there are other tasks you can do in between? Probably not... Sorry.

Esther B
08 Feb 2018 ·

I'm sorry. I remember your optimism yes but maybe this is the sign you need to find something new. Its not ok if your work makes you feel less about yourself.

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08 Feb 2018 ·

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Silke V
08 Feb 2018 ·

Yes there are Jeff, but I'm tired of doing them. I have to do more other tasks than what is my main job. I want to do pedicures, manicures, facials, massages,..

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5 Silke V
07 Feb 2018 ·
So insecure tonight. Trying to stay strong. He's nodesing I'm insecure but guess he's okay with it
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07 Feb 2018 ·

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Sue B
07 Feb 2018 ·

Know the feeling, get that all the time

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Jeff M
08 Feb 2018 ·

Yeah, insecurity is tough, but normal. I always recommend honest talk. Let the other person know you're insecure, so they can help reassure you.

Silke V
08 Feb 2018 ·

I have difficulty talking when I'm insecure. But he saw I was insecure by my behavior, and then he tries to make me feel comfortable so I can do what I was too insecure about. Guess I felt a bit ashamed too, but we managed. It's difficult ha 🐼

Esther B
08 Feb 2018 ·

Life is never a dull moment!

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6 Silke V
07 Feb 2018 ·
His brother went to bed at 8.25 pm last night, verry mature isn't. Guess he doesn't dare to see me. The mom is gonna help me with my curriculum Vitae and will give me tips for when I have a job
Silke V
07 Feb 2018 ·

interview bc I don't know anything about it.

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07 Feb 2018 ·

Great to see some green again! xx

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Esther B
08 Feb 2018 ·

It is immature. MAybe he feels threathened cause his brother is seeing you and that means less time for him? I can help you with your CV as well.

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5 Silke V
06 Feb 2018 ·
Wish I could easily explain on here why bf did what he did Sunday. But psychologist said that he didn't mean it bad and that it's okay to give him another chance. Basically his brother made him chose.
Silke V
06 Feb 2018 ·

And bf hasn't got relationship experience yet, he was a friends with benefits kinda guy. And apparently he didn't communicate enough. But I hope we can work it out. He showes in so many ways that he made the wrong decision. Yesterday he would even ha

Silke V
06 Feb 2018 ·

have gone to the psychologist with me if I wanted to?? I thought about it and said I want this time to go alone and next time he can come. So I told my psychologist and she found it verry positive. It's a whole thing with his brother, I was not

Silke V
06 Feb 2018 ·

welcome there anymore and this morning he called my bf to say that I can stay the night during weekdays but in the weekend he wants rest. It took me a while before bf got a kiss from me, let him spent the night. Tonight I'm going to his place. Probab

Silke V
06 Feb 2018 ·

probably will see his brother for the first time after all of this, not sure how I'll reach on it. But told bf I just want to watch TV in the bedroom (don't want to see his brother yet, too early). This are only little parts of the story not sure it

Silke V
06 Feb 2018 ·

matters to other people, but I just hope you understand my decision. Psychologist is sure he didn't want to break up with me. It was just pressure of his brother, frustrations he didn't talk about and no relationship experience, he admitted he might

Silke V
06 Feb 2018 ·

freaked a bit bc thing are getting settled.

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06 Feb 2018 ·

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Jeff M
06 Feb 2018 ·

I understand...it's hard to be in a relationship, especially with no real relationship experience. Even then, every relationship is different. It's not always 1+1=2. You fit with a different person differently... I've messed things up by being stupid

Jeff M
06 Feb 2018 ·

or freaking out. I think giving him another chance and time to figure things out is really positive! I'm glad the psychologist was able to give you advice too!

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John T
06 Feb 2018 ·

I'm happy for you. Your psychologist sounds good. As long as you and bf keep talking about how you feel and work with each other to make sure you're both ok, you'll be fine. 👍

Esther B
06 Feb 2018 ·

Vervelend deze situatie als je wil praten kan je me altijd appen! xx

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Silke V
07 Feb 2018 ·

Sorry to hear that Jeff, thanks everyone!

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