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6 Silke V
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The past few days have been okay. I was 'busy' so i wasn't thinkinking much. I do need a job tho..
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7 Silke V
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5 Silke V
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We cancelled our 'save the date' order last night. Bc with the cancer thing, we're not sure if it can happen on the day we first wanted. Today is a better day than yesterday.
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1 Silke V
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Wish I still had medication like Solian.
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2 Silke V
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I'm such a mess today. Went all wrong with my fiancé last night. And have to wait 6 more weeks for the results if I still have cancer or not.
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Ugh, six more weeks? That's excruciating! I'm sorry today is so hard for you, Silke! *Big hugs*

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Oh, wow. So sorry, Silke. That sounds tough. You can do it though & you'll have Pandas counting down with you. Stay strong, friend. **big big hugs**

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Thinking of you Silke and we're here for you.

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Thank you pandas for all your support. I'm so grateful to have MoodPanda and all these's kind pandas!

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2 Silke V
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Hospitaal appointment. Waiting for over an hour. Not feeling good today.
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2 Silke V
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Not okay
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Lots of love, Silke. ❤️

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5 Silke V
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My fiance always worked more than 40 hours a week, i find that okay. But lately there's more work and he's werking even more. On days he's home he still works. And he gets more than 5 to 10 calls from
Silke V
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work on a day he doesn't. work. I don't enjoy our evenings bc he comes home later and is tired, what i absolutely understand. I hope they hire someone extra soon.

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That's tough! I've had those kinds of jobs. I'm sure he appreciates you being there for him when he can take a breath and step back. And hopefully this leads to better things and more time in the future!

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Ugh, yeah. My ex was a system engineer back when we were together & was always working or trying to unwind with his little time off. It was rough. You guys will make it though. Jeff is right in that he really appreciates you. I hope he can tell you..

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...that one day. 💞

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5 Silke V
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Went to bed early. Woke up after 1 or 2 hours and nog i van't sleep anymore. Thinking about friday.
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Good luck today, Silke! Let us know how things turned out!

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5 Silke V
12 Feb 2019 ·
Didn't sleep so well
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4 Silke V
10 Feb 2019 ·
Lying awake. Thinking ' will it be okay or will it not be okay?' Although I'm pretty sure they'll tell me it's all good the way it is. Still I'm thinking 'what if they say it's not okay' wish it was
Silke V
10 Feb 2019 ·

friday already.

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10 Feb 2019 ·

Hope you're able to get some sleep, Silke. It's gonna be ok. *big hugs* xx❤️xx

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10 Feb 2019 ·

Also sure it will be ok. Try to keep yourself distracted this week!

Silke V
11 Feb 2019 ·

The evenings and nights are the hardest. During the day, when i think zbout k

Silke V
11 Feb 2019 ·

*about it, there's always something that distracts me again, but during the evening i just keep thinking till i fall asleep.

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11 Feb 2019 ·

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5 Silke V
08 Feb 2019 ·
And then they basically say that you had, maybe still have cancer living inside of you.
Silke V
08 Feb 2019 ·

Had an appointment to get my wound checked and get some of the stitches out. And i did not expect she'd say they almost had to cut trough a nerve. and that what they took away was malicious after all.

Silke V
08 Feb 2019 ·

And that I have to get a second opinion next friday to see if it's okay the way it is or worst case, that my glands have to be taken away and/ or I need chemo. I was absolutely not expecting to hear this.

Silke V
08 Feb 2019 ·

What was I complaining about yesterday!?

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08 Feb 2019 ·

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08 Feb 2019 ·

Will be thinking of you and hoping things turn out ok, that they were able to remove it! *Big hugs*

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08 Feb 2019 ·

Lots of gentle love & comfort sent your way, Silke. I hope this gets sorted out soon. xx

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08 Feb 2019 ·

Big hugs Silke, xx

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09 Feb 2019 ·

Thinking of you, big hugs xx

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11 Feb 2019 ·

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5 Silke V
07 Feb 2019 ·
So I shared last night, I'm not feeling well mentally. So this morning I did my nails nicely. After 8 days I decided to wash my hair. I wanted to wait till tomorrow, I have an appointment with the
Silke V
07 Feb 2019 ·

...specialist. Bc my wound can not get wet and it's arround my ears. But I thought, maybe after tomorrow i still have too keep it dry so i'll just wash it now. It feels good to have it washed. But I got a haircut 2 weeks ago, bangs. And I really

Silke V
07 Feb 2019 ·

...dislike it. It makes me dislike myself even more when I look in the mirror. So that's not helping. I put a bit of concealer under my eyes, bc I have really dark undereyes. I didn't go anywhere today but I thought it could help me.

Silke V
07 Feb 2019 ·

I was looking for jobs, found 3 that i want to apply for. But i find there questions so difficult. Maybe I'll wait till it's weekend so my fiance can help me. I haven't seen him much this week, wich isn't really helping me either. But can't blame him

Silke V
07 Feb 2019 ·

he's working constantly. A lot of selfcomplaint, I know. I just needed to write it down. Think I might write a bit in my diary.

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07 Feb 2019 ·

It's ok to complain here...I do it all the time, as a way to get it out. Good luck with the job search, silke! I hope your mental status improves! *Big hugs*

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07 Feb 2019 ·

I don't think you're complaining, Silke. Just talking it out. I do it all the time. I hope you feel better soon! 💖

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07 Feb 2019 ·

Thanks panda's!

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5 Silke V
06 Feb 2019 ·
After my operation i thouhgt it was normal not to feel very excited. But last few day I expected it to be better. I don't feel happy or excited about anything... not feeling good about this.
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06 Feb 2019 ·

Big hugs Silke ❤ I know how tough recovery can be, it's bound to feel harder for a while before it's get better. Take time to relax & slowly start to enjoy hobbies again. Xx

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6 Silke V
03 Feb 2019 ·
Thanks for all the support
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John T
03 Feb 2019 ·

Keep resting. Don't do too much.

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6 Silke V
02 Feb 2019 ·
Doctor asked to stay a night longer in the hospital so I did. Now I'm back home. I expected the pain to be worse, so that's good I think.
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02 Feb 2019 ·

Glad you are back home & not in as much pain as you expected. Rest up! 💖

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6 Silke V
01 Feb 2019 ·
Little update for those who want to know. Surgery started earlier, but it too longer than expected. They say it went okay. Had something to drink and eat and I'm not sick so far. With my first two
Silke V
01 Feb 2019 ·

surgery's I was very nauseous and had to throw up a lot. Have pain on my back and feet, it's from the operation they say. And off course my neck hurts a bit too but it's not too bad, bit scared for tomorrow maybe, think the pain will get worse then

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01 Feb 2019 ·

Glad it went ok, Silke! I hope the pain isn't too bad or it goes away quickly. We're all rooting for a speedy recovery!

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01 Feb 2019 ·

So happy to hear everything went well, Silke. Wishing you a swift recovery! xx

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01 Feb 2019 ·

Thanks for updating us - really glad it went well, hope you feel better soon

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6 Silke V
31 Jan 2019 ·
So apparently my operation is planned at 17.40. And in'm not aloud to eat or drink anything.
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31 Jan 2019 ·

I hope everything goes well!

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31 Jan 2019 ·

Thinking of you, Silke. I hope everything goes well. xx

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31 Jan 2019 ·

Good luck - fasting is the pits.

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6 Silke V
30 Jan 2019 ·
Operation on my salivary gland tomorrow.
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30 Jan 2019 ·

I'm sure they know what they'll doing. I hope recovery goes well. Also, I noticed Jeff comment about Esther, I'm also wondering if she is ok - I wondered if you were in contact with her or had news?

Silke V
30 Jan 2019 ·

Oh I didn't see the comment. Well I was just thinking about texting her. I heard her 10 days ago. We sometimes send a text. She's having that therapy, think it's very intense. As far as I know she's okay, I mean that she's safe..

John T
30 Jan 2019 ·

Ahh good. It was on Esther's last post from November last year.

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30 Jan 2019 ·

Pass on our support!

Silke V
30 Jan 2019 ·

I'll do that John!!

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30 Jan 2019 ·

Yes, please do pass my love on. I hope everything goes well with your surgery & that you have a swift recovery, Silke! xx

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30 Jan 2019 ·

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31 Jan 2019 ·

Good luck Silke! Thinking of you X

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31 Jan 2019 ·

Good luck with the surgery, Silke! Yes, please tell Esther we're thinking of her and rooting for her all the time and we hope she's doing well! (Thanks for passing that on, John!!)

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8 Silke V
29 Jan 2019 ·
Yesterday i recieved an e-mail for a job interview this morning. It went well for my feeling.
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29 Jan 2019 ·

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29 Jan 2019 ·

That's great news! I hope you get it!

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29 Jan 2019 ·

Woo-hoo! Fingers crossed!

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