Ugh, six more weeks? That's excruciating! I'm sorry today is so hard for you, Silke! *Big hugs*
Oh, wow. So sorry, Silke. That sounds tough. You can do it though & you'll have Pandas counting down with you. Stay strong, friend. **big big hugs**
Thinking of you Silke and we're here for you.
Thank you pandas for all your support. I'm so grateful to have MoodPanda and all these's kind pandas!
Lots of love, Silke. ❤️
work on a day he doesn't. work. I don't enjoy our evenings bc he comes home later and is tired, what i absolutely understand. I hope they hire someone extra soon.
That's tough! I've had those kinds of jobs. I'm sure he appreciates you being there for him when he can take a breath and step back. And hopefully this leads to better things and more time in the future!
Ugh, yeah. My ex was a system engineer back when we were together & was always working or trying to unwind with his little time off. It was rough. You guys will make it though. Jeff is right in that he really appreciates you. I hope he can tell you..
...that one day. 💞
Good luck today, Silke! Let us know how things turned out!
Hope you're able to get some sleep, Silke. It's gonna be ok. *big hugs* xx❤️xx
Also sure it will be ok. Try to keep yourself distracted this week!
The evenings and nights are the hardest. During the day, when i think zbout k
*about it, there's always something that distracts me again, but during the evening i just keep thinking till i fall asleep.
Had an appointment to get my wound checked and get some of the stitches out. And i did not expect she'd say they almost had to cut trough a nerve. and that what they took away was malicious after all.
And that I have to get a second opinion next friday to see if it's okay the way it is or worst case, that my glands have to be taken away and/ or I need chemo. I was absolutely not expecting to hear this.
What was I complaining about yesterday!?
Will be thinking of you and hoping things turn out ok, that they were able to remove it! *Big hugs*
Lots of gentle love & comfort sent your way, Silke. I hope this gets sorted out soon. xx
Big hugs Silke, xx
Thinking of you, big hugs xx
...specialist. Bc my wound can not get wet and it's arround my ears. But I thought, maybe after tomorrow i still have too keep it dry so i'll just wash it now. It feels good to have it washed. But I got a haircut 2 weeks ago, bangs. And I really
...dislike it. It makes me dislike myself even more when I look in the mirror. So that's not helping. I put a bit of concealer under my eyes, bc I have really dark undereyes. I didn't go anywhere today but I thought it could help me.
I was looking for jobs, found 3 that i want to apply for. But i find there questions so difficult. Maybe I'll wait till it's weekend so my fiance can help me. I haven't seen him much this week, wich isn't really helping me either. But can't blame him
he's working constantly. A lot of selfcomplaint, I know. I just needed to write it down. Think I might write a bit in my diary.
It's ok to complain here...I do it all the time, as a way to get it out. Good luck with the job search, silke! I hope your mental status improves! *Big hugs*
I don't think you're complaining, Silke. Just talking it out. I do it all the time. I hope you feel better soon! 💖
Big hugs Silke ❤ I know how tough recovery can be, it's bound to feel harder for a while before it's get better. Take time to relax & slowly start to enjoy hobbies again. Xx
Keep resting. Don't do too much.
Glad you are back home & not in as much pain as you expected. Rest up! 💖
surgery's I was very nauseous and had to throw up a lot. Have pain on my back and feet, it's from the operation they say. And off course my neck hurts a bit too but it's not too bad, bit scared for tomorrow maybe, think the pain will get worse then
Glad it went ok, Silke! I hope the pain isn't too bad or it goes away quickly. We're all rooting for a speedy recovery!
So happy to hear everything went well, Silke. Wishing you a swift recovery! xx
Thanks for updating us - really glad it went well, hope you feel better soon
I hope everything goes well!
Thinking of you, Silke. I hope everything goes well. xx
Good luck - fasting is the pits.
I'm sure they know what they'll doing. I hope recovery goes well. Also, I noticed Jeff comment about Esther, I'm also wondering if she is ok - I wondered if you were in contact with her or had news?
Oh I didn't see the comment. Well I was just thinking about texting her. I heard her 10 days ago. We sometimes send a text. She's having that therapy, think it's very intense. As far as I know she's okay, I mean that she's safe..
Ahh good. It was on Esther's last post from November last year.
Pass on our support!
I'll do that John!!
Yes, please do pass my love on. I hope everything goes well with your surgery & that you have a swift recovery, Silke! xx
Good luck with surgery
Good luck Silke! Thinking of you X
Good luck with the surgery, Silke! Yes, please tell Esther we're thinking of her and rooting for her all the time and we hope she's doing well! (Thanks for passing that on, John!!)
That's great news! I hope you get it!
Woo-hoo! Fingers crossed!