WAY TO LONG EVEN FOR A NORMAL PERSON TO ENDURE!!! Fml. I seriously, sincerely hate my life and myself from the bottom of my heart
Thank you so much for the hugs xx
Appreciate it Clint. Hope you are doing well too!
Thanks for the hug guys
Thank you for the support xoxo
for me. There are so many 'what ifs' in my mind right now
Thanks for the hugs lovelies!
Dear Amanda... I hope you are feeling better soon xx
Thank you so much for the hug guys
Hey Clint. I'm trying to. I do feel much better now atm. Hopefully good news is otw! I hope you are doing fine too :)
Dear Binky, thank you for your kind words xoxo
Don't feel bad... We all have setbacks. If this got you through the day, then it's ok. You can L ways start again!
We're with you Amanda. Love, your community
Thanks for the comfort Jeff. I do feel much better now
Awww. Laura! Im so touched by your message. Love all of you too
I know how you feel, I've been so close to it lately, I hope you're ok x
Thank you so much for your kind words Clint. It has been really tough for me this week and may be next week as well. Im so happy to have you as my closest friend on MP
Thank you Tasha. You take care and stay strong on whatever you are facing too!
Thanks for the hugs my pandas
I wanna leave my country
Hey I know exactly how you feel! keep going. they don't deserve you
Thank you so much pandas <3
Thank you so much for the hugs and supports pandas! Though the outcome is pretty bad.
Thank you so much for the wishes MP fam! xoxo
Upset, sick and disgusted about myself. I am in my constant battle of my ed thoughts and wanting to enjoy life and get better. I am struggling to find the benchmark aka the greyarea. Im so wating to go back to 45kilo or less
Or it could be I have been on my current weight throughout this whole year and is just I was not triggerred because I kept avoiding the fact of checking my own weight. I feel so bloody guilty when I see girls who are skinnier than me on the streets.
I feel like a giant and worse of all no sense of self control/discipline in my life at all and at the same time Im using food to cope with my anxiety. My life is all ***ed up!!!
Everything will be okay!! Your weight does not define you.
Thanks JP for your kind words.
Thanks for caring Clint! Don't worry about making me feel worse or not cause you definitely did not! And thanks for the hugs pandas!
Do check it out and let me know on what should I do nexthttps://youtu.be/YWuGZfmFxLg
Approved! But did you manage to watch the video?
And thank you for 'following' me
Thanks for the hugs and support Stephen and Binky panda!
Omg. Im flatter! Thanks :) do keep the support coming Clint!
Dont listen to anyones opinion about the way you look. Sorry not much help , i seem to be doing this a lot lately too :-(
Body shaming, ed, anxiety and depression always keep me in an isolated loop
Dear Clint, unfortunately Im still searching for one. I used to self harm back then to cope with the feelings but it has been awhile since I last did it. But it happened to me 2 weeks ago in the car with my dad
This has helped me - elastic band around your wrist, every time you start ruminating etc. give yourself a hard snap.
Thanks for the hugs pandas
Jim, will try it. Hopefully the hack works on me too. Jim, i will definitely check out the video on youtube. Thank you so much for the suggestions guys <3.
Thanks for the hugs my lovelies
of resorting to self harm again to cope with the feelings. And sorry about the hug again. Totally hate the fact that I am 'different'
Take time to look after yourself. If you feel alone talk to someone. If you are overwhelmed with thoughts write them down. If you are on edge go for a walk. It will get better in time.
I know how it feels to be that low. Everyone is different and it is important to love yourself.
Everyone is a bit different that's what makes us human. I hope you will not self harm and talk to someone about your feelings.
Thanks my lovely pandas for all your encouragement and support. You guys are just too kind! Nonetheless I really feel out of control whenever I think of those uncertainties. It has been dragging for like ages. Nobody likes it don't we?
Realistically I agree with you Clint. But it's just so hard for me. Hopefully it gets better :x
aware of my medical condition as I disclosed it to them during my interview etc. They totally know about it. But why is it taking them so bloody long to get back to me about my placement. This whole thing has been dragged since mid July when I signed
the offer letter and returned it to them by hand. What is wrong now?????!!!!! I hate this and I have been living in this ***. Every night I couldn't get a proper sleep
This uncertainty is really driving me crazy!!!!!!!
Thank you for the hugs <3
Clint. Yeah I agree. Im just being too sensitive and emotional
I wonder will I ever have the courage to drive long distance. We were on a road trip fyi
I was so tensed up and started panicking. Though it wasn't our fault, the way they sounded was like as if it was us. I doubt I can handle such situation in life alone
Yes, hope so, too.
Glad to hear that guys. I wish the same for all of us Paul M
So glad to see you back on here! I'm mostly doing good, thank you :-)
Awww. You guys miss me don't you? :) glad to hear that Binky B!