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0 Amanda T
06 Dec 2016 ·
WTF is wrong with my life. They decided to avoid me. They even put my call to voicemail. Am I that annoying? Okay I might sound kinda harrassing but i have been put in this uncertainty for ages.
Amanda T
06 Dec 2016 ·

WAY TO LONG EVEN FOR A NORMAL PERSON TO ENDURE!!! Fml. I seriously, sincerely hate my life and myself from the bottom of my heart

Kelly S
06 Dec 2016 ·

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Binky B
06 Dec 2016 ·

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Astrid E
06 Dec 2016 ·

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Cindy M
06 Dec 2016 ·

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Natalie C
06 Dec 2016 ·

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DesBear D
06 Dec 2016 ·

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Amanda T
07 Dec 2016 ·

Thank you so much for the hugs xx

Amanda T
07 Dec 2016 ·

Appreciate it Clint. Hope you are doing well too!

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0 Amanda T
03 Dec 2016 ·
I can't take this anymore. I feel like running away
Kaisa H
03 Dec 2016 ·

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Kelly S
03 Dec 2016 ·

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Binky B
03 Dec 2016 ·

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Tasha S
03 Dec 2016 ·

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Amanda T
06 Dec 2016 ·

Thanks for the hug guys

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5 Amanda T
30 Nov 2016 ·
Anyone in here has an idea what does a food review event like? Being a blogger myself, I was invited to this event. Hit me some pointers guys. Thanks in advance!
Fadumo D
30 Nov 2016 · NEW

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Cindy M
30 Nov 2016 ·

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Binky B
01 Dec 2016 ·

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DesBear D
01 Dec 2016 ·

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Amanda T
06 Dec 2016 ·

Thank you for the support xoxo

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0 Amanda T
29 Nov 2016 ·
Have been really really worried and anxious about my job outcome. I am engulfed with a train of bad and negative thoughts. What if I don't get the job? And what if there are no other jobs out there
Hilda R
29 Nov 2016 ·

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Amanda T
29 Nov 2016 ·

for me. There are so many 'what ifs' in my mind right now

Astrid E
29 Nov 2016 ·

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Tasha S
29 Nov 2016 ·

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Jeff M
29 Nov 2016 ·

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Simon J
29 Nov 2016 ·

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Binky B
29 Nov 2016 ·

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Anna .
30 Nov 2016 ·

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Amanda T
30 Nov 2016 ·

Thanks for the hugs lovelies!

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0 Amanda T
25 Nov 2016 ·
Broke down again. Hitting rock bottom
Tasha S
25 Nov 2016 ·

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Maria K
25 Nov 2016 ·

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Natalie C
25 Nov 2016 ·

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DesBear D
26 Nov 2016 ·

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Binky B
27 Nov 2016 ·

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Binky B
27 Nov 2016 ·

Dear Amanda... I hope you are feeling better soon xx

Amanda T
27 Nov 2016 ·

Thank you so much for the hug guys

Amanda T
27 Nov 2016 ·

Hey Clint. I'm trying to. I do feel much better now atm. Hopefully good news is otw! I hope you are doing fine too :)

Amanda T
27 Nov 2016 ·

Dear Binky, thank you for your kind words xoxo

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0 Amanda T
24 Nov 2016 ·
Yesterday marked the day I self-harm myself after so long. The anger, frustration, sadness and disappointment are too overwhelming till I exploded and couldn't take it anymore :'(
Jeff M
24 Nov 2016 ·

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Jeff M
24 Nov 2016 ·

Don't feel bad... We all have setbacks. If this got you through the day, then it's ok. You can L ways start again!

C P
24 Nov 2016 · NEW

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Laura B
24 Nov 2016 · NEW

We're with you Amanda. Love, your community

Amanda T
24 Nov 2016 ·

Thanks for the comfort Jeff. I do feel much better now

Amanda T
24 Nov 2016 ·

Awww. Laura! Im so touched by your message. Love all of you too

Tasha S
24 Nov 2016 ·

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Tasha S
24 Nov 2016 ·

I know how you feel, I've been so close to it lately, I hope you're ok x

Natalie C
24 Nov 2016 ·

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DesBear D
25 Nov 2016 ·

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Amanda T
25 Nov 2016 ·

Thank you so much for your kind words Clint. It has been really tough for me this week and may be next week as well. Im so happy to have you as my closest friend on MP

Amanda T
25 Nov 2016 ·

Thank you Tasha. You take care and stay strong on whatever you are facing too!

Amanda T
25 Nov 2016 ·

Thanks for the hugs my pandas

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0 Amanda T
22 Nov 2016 ·
Why are they discriminating? Is it wrong to have mental health problems. Even so, I don't see a solid reason for them refusing me. Can someone give me a job? I need a god damn job.
Amanda T
22 Nov 2016 ·

I wanna leave my country

tess s
22 Nov 2016 · NEW

Hey I know exactly how you feel! keep going. they don't deserve you

Jeff M
22 Nov 2016 ·

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Tasha S
22 Nov 2016 ·

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nixiblu .
22 Nov 2016 ·

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Natalie C
22 Nov 2016 ·

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DesBear D
22 Nov 2016 ·

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Binky B
23 Nov 2016 ·

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Amanda T
24 Nov 2016 ·

Thank you so much pandas <3

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0 Amanda T
22 Nov 2016 ·
*** it!!!! I think they didn't like me
Alexis B
22 Nov 2016 · NEW

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Jeff M
22 Nov 2016 ·

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nixiblu .
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Natalie C
22 Nov 2016 ·

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DesBear D
22 Nov 2016 ·

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Amanda T
24 Nov 2016 ·

Thank you so much for the hugs and supports pandas! Though the outcome is pretty bad.

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0 Amanda T
21 Nov 2016 ·
Im super nervous for tomorrow's agenda. Will be having a chit chat session with my prospective bosses and colleagues. Hopefully, everything goes well
Love 1
21 Nov 2016 ·

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Allan M
21 Nov 2016 ·

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Jeff M
21 Nov 2016 ·

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Jeff M
21 Nov 2016 ·

Good luck!

nixiblu .
22 Nov 2016 ·

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Amanda T
24 Nov 2016 ·

Thank you so much for the wishes MP fam! xoxo

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0 Amanda T
18 Nov 2016 ·
It's my last day in Sydney here and whatever is in my head are all body shaming. I feel like I have not been eating clean within this 3 weeks. I feel fat and have gained lots of weight. I really feel
Amanda T
18 Nov 2016 ·

Upset, sick and disgusted about myself. I am in my constant battle of my ed thoughts and wanting to enjoy life and get better. I am struggling to find the benchmark aka the greyarea. Im so wating to go back to 45kilo or less

Amanda T
18 Nov 2016 ·

Or it could be I have been on my current weight throughout this whole year and is just I was not triggerred because I kept avoiding the fact of checking my own weight. I feel so bloody guilty when I see girls who are skinnier than me on the streets.

Amanda T
18 Nov 2016 ·

I feel like a giant and worse of all no sense of self control/discipline in my life at all and at the same time Im using food to cope with my anxiety. My life is all ***ed up!!!

J P
18 Nov 2016 ·

Everything will be okay!! Your weight does not define you.

Steph S
18 Nov 2016 · NEW

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Tasha S
18 Nov 2016 ·

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Leia L
18 Nov 2016 ·

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Amanda T
18 Nov 2016 ·

Thanks JP for your kind words.

Amanda T
18 Nov 2016 ·

Thanks for caring Clint! Don't worry about making me feel worse or not cause you definitely did not! And thanks for the hugs pandas!

Natalie C
18 Nov 2016 ·

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6 Amanda T
27 Oct 2016 ·
Hello friends! I know I am nowhere near being a perfect advocate/youtuber. However, I recently posted a video on my channel.
Amanda T
27 Oct 2016 ·

Do check it out and let me know on what should I do nexthttps://youtu.be/YWuGZfmFxLg

Amanda T
27 Oct 2016 ·

https://youtu.be/YWuGZfmFxLg

Amanda T
27 Oct 2016 ·

Approved! But did you manage to watch the video?

Amanda T
27 Oct 2016 ·

And thank you for 'following' me

Binky B
28 Oct 2016 ·

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Amanda T
29 Oct 2016 ·

Thanks for the hugs and support Stephen and Binky panda!

Amanda T
30 Oct 2016 ·

Omg. Im flatter! Thanks :) do keep the support coming Clint!

H F
30 Oct 2016 ·

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0 Amanda T
22 Oct 2016 ·
Can somebody please advise me on how to stop body shaming on myself????!!!! I feel so fat everytime
Valerie V
22 Oct 2016 ·

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Han M
22 Oct 2016 ·

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Binky B
22 Oct 2016 ·

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DesBear D
22 Oct 2016 ·

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Natalie C
22 Oct 2016 ·

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Natalie C
22 Oct 2016 ·

Dont listen to anyones opinion about the way you look. Sorry not much help , i seem to be doing this a lot lately too :-(

Amanda T
27 Oct 2016 ·

Body shaming, ed, anxiety and depression always keep me in an isolated loop

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0 Amanda T
18 Oct 2016 ·
Anxiety is killing me!!!!!!!
H F
18 Oct 2016 ·

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Hilda R
18 Oct 2016 ·

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John H
18 Oct 2016 ·

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Jeff M
18 Oct 2016 ·

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paul M
18 Oct 2016 ·

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DesBear D
19 Oct 2016 ·

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Binky B
19 Oct 2016 ·

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Amanda T
20 Oct 2016 ·

Dear Clint, unfortunately Im still searching for one. I used to self harm back then to cope with the feelings but it has been awhile since I last did it. But it happened to me 2 weeks ago in the car with my dad

Melanie S
20 Oct 2016 ·

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0 Amanda T
12 Oct 2016 ·
I am forever on the go in terms of overthinking and over-worrying. Why? Why must this happen to me????
Star A
12 Oct 2016 · NEW

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Hilda R
12 Oct 2016 ·

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Jim R
12 Oct 2016 ·

This has helped me - elastic band around your wrist, every time you start ruminating etc. give yourself a hard snap.

Bwalya K
12 Oct 2016 ·

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Tasha S
12 Oct 2016 ·

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Jeff M
12 Oct 2016 ·

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DesBear D
12 Oct 2016 ·

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Amanda T
15 Oct 2016 ·

Thanks for the hugs pandas

Amanda T
15 Oct 2016 ·

Jim, will try it. Hopefully the hack works on me too. Jim, i will definitely check out the video on youtube. Thank you so much for the suggestions guys <3.

Yosefhnathanael A
16 Oct 2016 ·

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0 Amanda T
06 Oct 2016 ·
Had the worst panic attack ever after so long. It has been awhile since I last overdosed but I did it today. I just couldn't take it anymore when things are out of my control
paul M
06 Oct 2016 ·

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DesBear D
06 Oct 2016 ·

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Binky B
07 Oct 2016 ·

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caapi C
07 Oct 2016 ·

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Amanda T
08 Oct 2016 ·

Thanks for the hugs my lovelies

Steve H
10 Oct 2016 ·

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Yosefhnathanael A
16 Oct 2016 ·

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John H
18 Oct 2016 ·

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0 Amanda T
26 Sep 2016 ·
Overwhelmed by series of uncertainties and this is driving my anxiety bloddy insane. I feel so so helpless. I feel like everything is out of my control and my life is turning upside down. Even thought
Amanda T
26 Sep 2016 ·

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Andy M
26 Sep 2016 ·

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Amanda T
26 Sep 2016 ·

of resorting to self harm again to cope with the feelings. And sorry about the hug again. Totally hate the fact that I am 'different'

Andy M
26 Sep 2016 ·

Take time to look after yourself. If you feel alone talk to someone. If you are overwhelmed with thoughts write them down. If you are on edge go for a walk. It will get better in time.

Andy M
26 Sep 2016 ·

I know how it feels to be that low. Everyone is different and it is important to love yourself.

Love 1
26 Sep 2016 ·

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Darrell R
26 Sep 2016 ·

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Jeff M
26 Sep 2016 ·

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Alice T
26 Sep 2016 ·

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Esther B
26 Sep 2016 ·

Everyone is a bit different that's what makes us human. I hope you will not self harm and talk to someone about your feelings.

DesBear D
26 Sep 2016 ·

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nixiblu .
26 Sep 2016 ·

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Amanda T
27 Sep 2016 ·

Thanks my lovely pandas for all your encouragement and support. You guys are just too kind! Nonetheless I really feel out of control whenever I think of those uncertainties. It has been dragging for like ages. Nobody likes it don't we?

caapi C
28 Sep 2016 ·

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Amanda T
01 Oct 2016 ·

Realistically I agree with you Clint. But it's just so hard for me. Hopefully it gets better :x

Yosefhnathanael A
16 Oct 2016 ·

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0 Amanda T
22 Sep 2016 ·
Okay. I have gotten the job offer some time back in July from a company. However, when I was undergoing my medical scrutiny, the results of my urine test was tested positive with drugs. The company is
Amanda T
22 Sep 2016 ·

aware of my medical condition as I disclosed it to them during my interview etc. They totally know about it. But why is it taking them so bloody long to get back to me about my placement. This whole thing has been dragged since mid July when I signed

Amanda T
22 Sep 2016 ·

the offer letter and returned it to them by hand. What is wrong now?????!!!!! I hate this and I have been living in this ***. Every night I couldn't get a proper sleep

Anna .
22 Sep 2016 ·

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Amanda T
22 Sep 2016 ·

This uncertainty is really driving me crazy!!!!!!!

Binky B
22 Sep 2016 ·

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Ross L
22 Sep 2016 · CHIEFPANDA

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Gina W
22 Sep 2016 ·

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Jeff M
22 Sep 2016 ·

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DesBear D
22 Sep 2016 ·

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Amanda T
27 Sep 2016 ·

Thank you for the hugs <3

Yosefhnathanael A
16 Oct 2016 ·

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1 Amanda T
21 Sep 2016 ·
Am I a weirdo? I feel like everyone is hating me and I have no idea why. Am I such an asshole?
Ikra S
21 Sep 2016 ·

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Jeff M
21 Sep 2016 ·

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Hilda R
21 Sep 2016 ·

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Tasha S
21 Sep 2016 ·

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DesBear D
22 Sep 2016 ·

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Amanda T
25 Sep 2016 ·

Clint. Yeah I agree. Im just being too sensitive and emotional

Yosefhnathanael A
16 Oct 2016 ·

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1 Amanda T
18 Sep 2016 ·
Was in the car with fam. Almost hit onto a motorcyclist. It was't even our fault but they were acting all so rude and actually wanted to start a fight. Had a panic attack because of this
Amanda T
18 Sep 2016 ·

I wonder will I ever have the courage to drive long distance. We were on a road trip fyi

Laura K
18 Sep 2016 ·

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Shelley H
18 Sep 2016 ·

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Amanda T
19 Sep 2016 ·

Thanks for the hugs pandas

Amanda T
19 Sep 2016 ·

I was so tensed up and started panicking. Though it wasn't our fault, the way they sounded was like as if it was us. I doubt I can handle such situation in life alone

DesBear D
19 Sep 2016 ·

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6 Amanda T
14 Sep 2016 ·
Hello everybody!!! Sorry for being away awhile. How is everyone doing? Hope all is well
Han M
14 Sep 2016 ·

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Hilda R
14 Sep 2016 ·

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Jeff M
14 Sep 2016 ·

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paul M
14 Sep 2016 ·

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paul M
14 Sep 2016 ·

Yes, hope so, too.

DesBear D
15 Sep 2016 ·

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Amanda T
15 Sep 2016 ·

Glad to hear that guys. I wish the same for all of us Paul M

Binky B
15 Sep 2016 ·

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Binky B
15 Sep 2016 ·

So glad to see you back on here! I'm mostly doing good, thank you :-)

Amanda T
17 Sep 2016 ·

Awww. You guys miss me don't you? :) glad to hear that Binky B!

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