go dancing anyway.
Hey it's okay my house is a mess too
You went for a walk when you didnt feel like it. Thats something to be proud of.
nd everyone is here. if you feel like you can't support someone - just don't say anything.
't know how to lose weight healthily. i don't know how to think about what i eat from a health perspective without becoming obsessed.
I feel you
Happens to me all the time. I hope you feel better soon
May you be able to connect with her!
Thanks pandas- she recognized and spoke to me today :) but i don't think she has much time left
That's good news. Will you be able to be by her side? Is she in hospice?
JF-basically. i hope i will be there
Oh my goodness... I know exactly how you feel because the same thing happened to my now dead grandfather. I'm so sorry you have to go through this... The worst part for me is that I never really got to know him... Now he's gone. I felt like I should
weep for him but honestly, I didn't really feel anything. I cried because a man was dying and insane and in pain but not because he was close to me. My father never got to know him either, though, and we felt the same... I really hope that you had
the opportunity to know your grandmother before she got sick. I don't want anyone to have to feel like I did... I'll pray for you, and her... I hope her death is quick and painless. Don
't feel guilty if you miss her death though... You can't help it, and I don't think your grandmother would be angry at you if you were thinking straight. I know you want to blame someone, mostly yourself, for the pain you and everyone around you feel
but sometimes, it's no one's fault. I had a dream last night of my grandfather, like he was before he died, without his mind. I remembered the old pain and guilt woke up feeling so lonely... Just hold on, ok? It feels stupid, but letting go is worse
Kristian- i hadn't seen your messages before - thank you. it helped to hear that
I always feel terrible in the morning :P It usually gets better after half an hour, but I always wake up feeling alone, and like everything I believe in is false. :P
Equity, equality, fairness, peace are all worthy goals. The world needs more advocates for love. Glad you're inspired.