37 years old and I still haven't got it right and I feel like it's never going to change. I'm always going to feel too much. I just want to let go. I'm so tired of holding on for everyone else.
Drinking doesn't kill it for long enough and I just want to be numb.
I'm such a *** up.
I know how you feel, Taryn. It just becomes so much. I too try drinking as a way to numb things (and feel worse for it after). But you're not a F-up. You're just struggling, like I'm struggling. Maybe we will always struggle, I don't know.
I wish I had better words of encouragement, but I will lend you what strength I have to help you keep struggling.
*hugs* Jeff, thank you for being here. I am here with you. *holds your hand in this ***ed up lonely place*
Taryn, I've been/ am there too. I know how awful and painful it is. I know there isnt anything I can say to make it better, but I really hope someday it'll be easier for you. Please be safe and know that people care about you.
Panda Taryn, I will turn 43 very soon. Seems like forever not be depressed. I know your dark cloud. We all wish we could hug you & tell you that you are important! No matter what it is, We care! Try to fight for you
Possible factors: job and getting triggered by One Child.
Good on you for standing up for yourself. Even if it didnt achieve anything, you have let it out.
Good job. You can do this, hang in there!
You go girl! Girl power!!!
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Wow ! So pleased for you both
Oh yes you can!!!