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1 Taryn H
18 Dec 2017 ·
I'm back and so ***ing low. I just want to cut and be done. I'm torn between wanting to be alone and wanting to just be with someone that really understands. I am in so much pain and so ***ing tired
Taryn H
18 Dec 2017 ·

37 years old and I still haven't got it right and I feel like it's never going to change. I'm always going to feel too much. I just want to let go. I'm so tired of holding on for everyone else.

Taryn H
18 Dec 2017 ·

Drinking doesn't kill it for long enough and I just want to be numb.

Taryn H
18 Dec 2017 ·

I'm such a *** up.

Jeff M
18 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
18 Dec 2017 ·

I know how you feel, Taryn. It just becomes so much. I too try drinking as a way to numb things (and feel worse for it after). But you're not a F-up. You're just struggling, like I'm struggling. Maybe we will always struggle, I don't know.

Jeff M
18 Dec 2017 ·

I wish I had better words of encouragement, but I will lend you what strength I have to help you keep struggling.

Taryn H
18 Dec 2017 ·

*hugs* Jeff, thank you for being here. I am here with you. *holds your hand in this ***ed up lonely place*

Antonia B
18 Dec 2017 ·

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Antonia B
18 Dec 2017 ·

Taryn, I've been/ am there too. I know how awful and painful it is. I know there isnt anything I can say to make it better, but I really hope someday it'll be easier for you. Please be safe and know that people care about you.

Maria K
18 Dec 2017 ·

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Maria K
18 Dec 2017 ·

Panda Taryn, I will turn 43 very soon. Seems like forever not be depressed. I know your dark cloud. We all wish we could hug you & tell you that you are important! No matter what it is, We care! Try to fight for you

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5 Taryn H
22 Feb 2017 ·
I am always other. Nothing like everyone that surrounds me.
Renee M
22 Feb 2017 ·

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John S
22 Feb 2017 ·

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Binky B
22 Feb 2017 ·

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Claire M
22 Feb 2017 ·

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Jeff M
22 Feb 2017 ·

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5 Taryn H
22 Feb 2017 ·
Had a ***ty evening with 'friends' last night. Feeling better than yesterday though despite wanting to sleep and avoid work.
Renee M
22 Feb 2017 ·

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Binky B
22 Feb 2017 ·

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Claire M
22 Feb 2017 ·

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Jeff M
22 Feb 2017 ·

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07 Mar 2017 ·

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4 Taryn H
21 Feb 2017 ·
I've been really happy for the last 6 months... and now suddenly for the last 3 days depression has crept up on me. I feel it like a weight trying to drag me under. I want to cry or sleep all day.
Taryn H
21 Feb 2017 ·

Possible factors: job and getting triggered by One Child.

Jeff M
21 Feb 2017 ·

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Meg H
21 Feb 2017 ·

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21 Feb 2017 ·

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21 Feb 2017 ·

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Claire M
22 Feb 2017 ·

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8 Taryn H
06 Sep 2016 ·
Had white cells checked. All good. Got a pretty bad cold now though so that explains it. Very grounded and stable. Feeling happy overall.
Binky B
06 Sep 2016 ·

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Tasha S
06 Sep 2016 ·

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Stephen P
07 Sep 2016 ·

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Claire M
07 Sep 2016 ·

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Mandy O
15 Dec 2016 ·

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6 Taryn H
11 Aug 2016 ·
Exhausted today. DP/DR lurking on the edges. M says its all the stress leaving my body after quitting my awful job. Time for sleep.
Meggie B
11 Aug 2016 ·

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Stephen P
11 Aug 2016 ·

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Binky B
12 Aug 2016 ·

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8 Taryn H
01 Aug 2016 ·
On top of my work and totally in love with my wifey. Life is good.
Stephen P
01 Aug 2016 ·

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Cheyenne M
01 Aug 2016 ·

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Claire M
01 Aug 2016 ·

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Binky B
02 Aug 2016 ·

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Shelley H
02 Aug 2016 ·

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8 Taryn H
30 Jul 2016 ·
I made a lovely new friend today!! :) <3
Claire M
30 Jul 2016 ·

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John W
30 Jul 2016 ·

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Jennie F
30 Jul 2016 ·

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Helen M
30 Jul 2016 ·

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Stephen P
30 Jul 2016 ·

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Tasha S
31 Jul 2016 ·

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31 Jul 2016 ·

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5 Taryn H
26 Jul 2016 ·
Confronted the bully and I feel better even though it was overall a complete waste of time. Two more weeks left of this job and one more hour until I can leave this awful place.
Andy M
26 Jul 2016 ·

Good on you for standing up for yourself. Even if it didnt achieve anything, you have let it out.

Tasha S
26 Jul 2016 ·

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Claire M
26 Jul 2016 ·

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Claire M
26 Jul 2016 ·

Good job. You can do this, hang in there!

Igor I
26 Jul 2016 ·

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Alex D
26 Jul 2016 ·

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26 Jul 2016 ·

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Martin C
26 Jul 2016 ·

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Amanda T
26 Jul 2016 ·

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Amanda T
26 Jul 2016 ·

You go girl! Girl power!!!

Alice T
26 Jul 2016 ·

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Jeff M
26 Jul 2016 ·

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26 Jul 2016 ·

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Stephen P
26 Jul 2016 ·

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Taryn H
30 Jul 2016 ·

<3 <3 <3

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6 Taryn H
26 Jul 2016 ·
Going to confront a bully today.
Claire M
26 Jul 2016 ·

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Tasha S
26 Jul 2016 ·

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26 Jul 2016 ·

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Stephen P
26 Jul 2016 ·

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7 Taryn H
21 Jul 2016 ·
Terrible PMS last night. Need to get some Starflower. Lots of work today!
H F
21 Jul 2016 ·

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Stephen P
22 Jul 2016 ·

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8 Taryn H
20 Jul 2016 ·
Warm and cozy in my bed watching documentaries and working. Wishing my honey was home but pretty happy and content anyway.
Max L
20 Jul 2016 ·

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Tasha S
20 Jul 2016 ·

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Evan R
20 Jul 2016 ·

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Claire M
20 Jul 2016 ·

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Stephen P
21 Jul 2016 ·

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7 Taryn H
18 Jul 2016 ·
Back to work. Meh. Still need to learn to stand up for myself with E. A lovely afternoon and evening with my wifey though.
Silke V
18 Jul 2016 ·

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18 Jul 2016 ·

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Claire M
19 Jul 2016 ·

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Stephen P
19 Jul 2016 ·

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8 Taryn H
15 Jul 2016 ·
Can't sleep. Le sigh.
Stephen P
15 Jul 2016 ·

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Binky B
15 Jul 2016 ·

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Tasha S
15 Jul 2016 ·

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Claire M
15 Jul 2016 ·

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9 Taryn H
04 Jul 2016 ·
So happy and in love. <3
Lucian B
04 Jul 2016 ·

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Amanda T
04 Jul 2016 ·

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Ariella N
04 Jul 2016 ·

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Claire M
04 Jul 2016 ·

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Claire M
04 Jul 2016 ·

Wonderful xxx

Silke V
04 Jul 2016 ·

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Stephen P
05 Jul 2016 ·

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Andrea G
06 Jul 2016 ·

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Andrea G
06 Jul 2016 ·

Wow ! So pleased for you both

Melissa H
08 Jul 2016 ·

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8 Taryn H
30 Jun 2016 ·
I'm so happy. It was my last day on my contract with the city today! I'm getting a brand new bed tomorrow and I love being on holiday with my honey! Time to play The Witcher :)
Helen M
30 Jun 2016 ·

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Tristan G
30 Jun 2016 ·

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Stephen P
01 Jul 2016 ·

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Melissa H
01 Jul 2016 ·

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Binky B
01 Jul 2016 ·

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5 Taryn H
23 Jun 2016 ·
One last night of work overload and then its DONE! I can do this.
Lucian B
23 Jun 2016 ·

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Jeff M
23 Jun 2016 ·

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Amanda T
23 Jun 2016 ·

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Amanda T
23 Jun 2016 ·

Oh yes you can!!!

Tristan G
23 Jun 2016 ·

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Stephen P
24 Jun 2016 ·

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Andrea G
24 Jun 2016 ·

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H F
25 Jun 2016 ·

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Melissa H
25 Jun 2016 ·

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29 Jun 2016 ·

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6 Taryn H
23 Jun 2016 ·
Its a happy sunshiney day. :)
Binky B
23 Jun 2016 ·

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Jeff M
23 Jun 2016 ·

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Lucian B
23 Jun 2016 ·

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Stephen P
23 Jun 2016 ·

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25 Jun 2016 ·

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29 Jun 2016 ·

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5 Taryn H
23 Jun 2016 ·
3am and done for the night. A is deliberately ignoring me. I deserve better. There are so many people who WANT to be in my life and really love me. Letting go of her completely now.
Priscilla C
23 Jun 2016 ·

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Claire M
23 Jun 2016 ·

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Binky B
23 Jun 2016 ·

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23 Jun 2016 ·

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25 Jun 2016 ·

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4 Taryn H
23 Jun 2016 ·
Annnnnd still working...
Lucian B
23 Jun 2016 ·

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Claire M
23 Jun 2016 ·

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Binky B
23 Jun 2016 ·

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23 Jun 2016 ·

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