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3 Aurelia G
1d ·
Manic today. Slept little, didn't manage to go to bed last night. My head is spinning. I cry now and again. Too many thoughts. I try to realise all my diagnosis and that the old lover is back
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3 Aurelia G
21 Aug 2018 ·
Have anxiety now. Don't know why. Tired and too many things happen in my head. Will go shopping now. Eating didn't help me earlier
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21 Aug 2018 ·

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21 Aug 2018 ·

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4 Aurelia G
05 Feb 2018 ·
Going to the physician tomorrow. Hopefully get results of the blood test. Have I got arthritis? Should go to bed now.
Jeff M
05 Feb 2018 ·

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07 Feb 2018 ·

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2 Aurelia G
04 Feb 2018 ·
I have realised I will end my life. Don't know when, but I will do it. I probably have arthritis. I am in pain right now. Physical pain. And the physiological pain. I can't live like this for long
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04 Feb 2018 ·

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4 Aurelia G
21 Jan 2018 ·
Never fully content. Always tired. Have borrowed a dog this weekend. Lovely to hug him. Feel the fur. But tired all the same
Zoe K
21 Jan 2018 ·

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21 Jan 2018 ·

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22 Jan 2018 ·

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4 Aurelia G
12 Jan 2018 ·
Friday. Bus to work. Snow but not really cold. My left hand hurts today, seems like an infection. The pain moves around in my body. Left hand today, Tuesday it was in the left side of my head.
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12 Jan 2018 ·

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12 Jan 2018 ·

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12 Jan 2018 ·

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4 Aurelia G
11 Jan 2018 ·
Work out in pool today. Like being in water. Why am I never happy? I never feel real joy. I laugh and smile, but I am never happy.
Jon D
11 Jan 2018 ·

Can relate to this. I can feel good and still not feel happy. I have too many ups and downs to really feel happy. My goal is to stick with my therapy and hopefully start to feel like a β€œnormal” human again. Ride the waves, you'll get there.

Babie C
11 Jan 2018 ·

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Janine S
12 Jan 2018 ·

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Janine S
12 Jan 2018 ·

I get that. My moods are up and down a lot and I'm not really any more than okay a lot of the time.

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5 Aurelia G
07 Jan 2018 ·
A weird weekend is coming to an end. Haven't been out in two days, but have done the things I meant to in the house. Am seeing a new therapist on Tuesday. Wonder what that will be like
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07 Jan 2018 ·

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08 Jan 2018 ·

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4 Aurelia G
06 Jan 2018 ·
I have slept 14 hours . Strange dreams including exes and former school friends. Saturday has gone before it started. Am still exhausted. Trying coffee now and paracetamol
Janine S
06 Jan 2018 ·

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06 Jan 2018 ·

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4 Aurelia G
06 Jan 2018 ·
I have slept 14 hours . Strange dreams including exes and former school friends. Saturday has gone before it started. Am still exhausted. Trying coffee now and paracetamol
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06 Jan 2018 ·

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4 Aurelia G
06 Jan 2018 ·
I have slept 14 hours . Strange dreams including exes and former school friends. Saturday has gone before it started. Am still exhausted. Trying coffee now and paracetamol
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06 Jan 2018 ·

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3 Aurelia G
13 Sep 2017 ·
Lots of anxiety this afternoon. I hope it's anxiety, otherwise I am really ill. Very dizzy. My subconscious is playing with me, because I have to put my dog to sleep. Crying now and again
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13 Sep 2017 ·

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13 Sep 2017 ·

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Claire M
13 Sep 2017 ·

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Claire M
13 Sep 2017 ·

I'm so sorry to hear. Lots of strenght on your way x

Savanna S
14 Sep 2017 ·

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Savanna S
14 Sep 2017 ·

πŸ’›πŸ’› feel better soon! Try some deep breathing, it should help!

Reba H
14 Sep 2017 ·

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15 Sep 2017 ·

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4 Aurelia G
09 Sep 2017 ·
Saturday. Me and my dog. I made an appointment at the vet's today, for my dog. Next Friday. I am prepared that this will be her last days here. She is very old, has alot of pains. Her hearing is...
Aurelia G
09 Sep 2017 ·

... reduced and I have a feeling she has got a little bit of dementia. But I love her. And that means that I have to let her go now. A terrible feeling : having to decide to take your best friend's life.

Aurelia G
09 Sep 2017 ·

I am very sad. But I think the time has come. Unfortunately. My little rottweiler lady, 40 kg and 13 years

Lex M
09 Sep 2017 ·

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11 Sep 2017 · NEW

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Savanna S
14 Sep 2017 ·

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Savanna S
14 Sep 2017 ·

I'm so sorry Aureila! I'm sure she was a sweet dog. It's hard to let go of those you love, but if she means as much to you as my dog means to me, she won't leave you. Stay strong. πŸ’›πŸ’›

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2 Aurelia G
07 Sep 2017 ·
I am my own worst enemy. Mocking myself. Hurting myself psychological. My mood is unstable. Earlier today I wanted to end my life. Now: I don't know. My body hurts all over. I eat painkillers.
Michelle F
07 Sep 2017 ·

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Michelle F
07 Sep 2017 ·

Please be kind and gentle to yourself. You deserve someone to be nice to you, and you are someone. Stay strong! It will pass! πŸ’œπŸ’œπŸΌ

Lex M
07 Sep 2017 ·

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Lex M
07 Sep 2017 ·

If no one has been nice to us, we must become that person ourselves. That may require to become pretty agressive against that part of us which likes to bring us down.

Binky B
07 Sep 2017 ·

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Aurelia G
09 Sep 2017 ·

Thanks for feedback.

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2 Aurelia G
04 Sep 2017 ·
Know I will be crying when I get home. Feel so lonely. I'm. worthless. Keep hearing my ex' words in my ears. Mocking me. Telling me how useless I am. ***
Eric R
04 Sep 2017 ·

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04 Sep 2017 ·

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04 Sep 2017 · NEW

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04 Sep 2017 ·

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4 Aurelia G
31 Aug 2017 ·
In another city (the capital). Going to hold a speech on my subject. Am prepared. Putting on my 'cope-and-happy' - mask.
Jeff M
31 Aug 2017 ·

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Jeff M
31 Aug 2017 ·

Fake it until you make it! Good luck with your speech!

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3 Aurelia G
30 Aug 2017 ·
Taking the bus today. Together with the 'real' people. Don't know how I feel. What #potus might do generally worries me alot, and has done since he was elected.
Jeff M
30 Aug 2017 ·

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Jeff M
30 Aug 2017 ·

He is a continual source of anxiety for me too. :(

Jake G
30 Aug 2017 · CHIEFPANDA

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30 Aug 2017 ·

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Michelle F
30 Aug 2017 ·

Same, me too.

Claire M
30 Aug 2017 ·

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3 Aurelia G
29 Aug 2017 ·
Driving to work. Queuing in my car. Meaningless. Couldn't take the bike cause I have to be somewhere after work. Well, this'll pass
Cal C
29 Aug 2017 · NEW

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29 Aug 2017 · NEW

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Claire M
29 Aug 2017 ·

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30 Aug 2017 ·

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3 Aurelia G
28 Aug 2017 ·
Back at Mood Panda again. Need to tell how I am feeling. And that's not well. Sliding into depression and loneliness. I don't want to die, but I am not keen on living either. When will this turn?
G Z
28 Aug 2017 ·

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Lydia R
29 Aug 2017 ·

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Lydia R
29 Aug 2017 ·

I know how you feel. It's similar for me, but I hope it'll change for the better for you at one point.

Cal C
29 Aug 2017 · NEW

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29 Aug 2017 ·

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6 Aurelia G
19 Apr 2016 ·
Today I feel OK. Manage my new handicapped situation better. Am strict with myself and keeping my foot still most of the time. Last session with the psych, short time therapy. I feel much better than
Claire M
19 Apr 2016 ·

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Aurelia G
19 Apr 2016 ·

When I started in February. I seldom have anxiety now. Of course I take Venlafaxin, 225 mg, a higher dose than before. And the dog snores beside me... Pure softness

Tasha S
19 Apr 2016 ·

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Tristan G
19 Apr 2016 ·

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Tristan G
19 Apr 2016 ·

Dogs are awesome!

Susanne M
19 Apr 2016 ·

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Susanne M
19 Apr 2016 ·

I'm glad to hear that =) That's good news.

Richard E
19 Apr 2016 ·

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20 Apr 2016 ·

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20 Apr 2016 ·

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20 Apr 2016 ·

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21 Jul 2017 · NEW

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