Welcome back, Twinny!!!!! 💖💖💖
Be proud of every day, every little step. It's a great accomplishment! We're rooting for you!
Thank you everyone 😘
That's so good to see! I'm happy you are feeling in control, and it makes me so happy to see green! :)
Thanks my lovely 🐼 friends :)
Thinking of you ❤
I don't think you're attention seeking. I wish you had someone there for you when you feel like this xx
Please stay safe, Mandy xx
Aw, Mandy, who cares what they think? I hope you're ok, panda! *Big hugs*
When I wanted to self harm I went to body pump class. Hurting, but positive pain
Hope you are ok, Twinny. xx
Come off my meds and tried telling myself I'm imagining I'm mentally unwell with bipolar! And now look! I'm a mess! I'm angry and feeling rage!! i was crying yesterday and my mum told me I needed to grow up because I'm 31 and crying in public!!
She's made me feel embarrassed and confused!! Nobody understands! But every time I isolate musslf
Hey sweetie. It's ok to cry. But your mum should be more understanding. Please keep taking the meds if they help. We are here. X
Yeah, there is nothing wrong with crying. It really helps me feel better. I, too, wish your mom would be understanding & you should definitely continue to take meds if they were prescribed to you. 💖
told me that he got so drunk that he was running around a field naked with his friends - and this has somehow got to me and made me feel angry and not trust him! Hes 30 and this type of behaviour isn't right to me! I feel so paranoid that hes a cheat
and doesn't care about how I feel - he knows my past bf of 6 years ruined my life after I always trusted him then found out he was a make escort and cheated on me with men and women - i was ok until today when he's not able to say what time he's
coming home - and to think I want to start a new family with a man who runs around naked with his friends whilst drunk!! It upsets me to think I have a bf who is so immature and irresponsible 😢
Aw, Mandy. 😔 I'm so sorry. I wish I had advice but I have this very problem only my BF isn't irresponsible like that. Sounds like you two need to talk. *big hugs*
Thank you Twinny - I spoke to him and told him the thoughts I was having and apologised - all he said was ' where are you now? I felt the same before when you said you were in the pub' - funny thing is I wasn't even in the pub!!
Ugh. Men can be so stupid. Sorry, boys!
I'm so glad to see a post from you but so sorry to hear how things are going. Do you still have support workers etc? Have you been seeing your GP? Thinking of you and fingers crossed things start to improve. We want you around! xx
Sending you lots of strength, Mandy. Hope you have someone to talk to!
Wish I had insightful words for you, Mandybear... Sending you strength to keep on...
I think we each have to figure that out on your own. I wish you the inner strength to help determine what the point is. I'm sure it's related to 42.
the reason it's returned as it's a side effect for some people who take them
Try and stay up until an hour before you want to go to bed (at night), then take them. You'll feel a bit zombie like in the morning but they should get you some sleep.
I ran out last week John and forgot to get my prescription on time to get more 👎🏼 I slept ok for a few days without them and then last night my insomnia kicked in real bad! 😣
Insomnia is the worst :(
Sure is Alicia 😔
I can relate. I feel like that often but I need to be around for my baby girls (dogs) and don't wanna break my moms heart either
Aw, Mandy, I'm sorry. I hope you have someone you can talk to (a friend, family, professional). Don't be alone in these lowest moments, please! Sending you strength!
Hope you're okay- I know how hard it is sometimes to reach out, but hope you can xx
Thank you all for your hugs and support - I'm feeling ok xx
Glad u are feeling better Mandy xo
Thank you April 😘
That's great progress! Good on you for getting it done