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3 Mandy O
39m ·
Had a late night last night then ignored the door when the urgent care home treatment team called this morning - they posted a note saying they will come back Tuesday so going to make an effort then
Marie S
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1 Mandy O
18h ·
Even the slightest sound feels unbearable to hear - there's a bird tweeting outside - it's making me feel so agitated and volatile
Stephen B
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Ly R
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Jeremy C
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Sean W
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Cindy M
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Cindy M
15h ·

Hope things are a bit better - that sounds tough

Tasha S
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Jeff M
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Binky B
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Manda P
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Manda P
54m ·

Oh, Mandy. I've totally understood all the feelings you've felt & wish I could do something to help you. Thinking of you always. 💚

Mandy O
40m ·

Thank you everyone and I'm so sorry I've not been here to chat and support any of you pandas lately - I miss the time I was always socialising on here with you guys - I didn't mean to be so selfish and whinging about myself all the time 💕

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1 Mandy O
18h ·
Agitated - feel lots of anger is trapped inside of me - strong cravings to hurt myself but too mentally exhausted and don't have one bit of energy to even go ahead with it
Jessica S
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Jessica S
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My intermittent is off the charts lately...

Sean W
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Cindy M
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Tasha S
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Esther B
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Binky B
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Manda P
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0 Mandy O
2d ·
I'm so sad, lost and confused - I got released from hospital after telling the psych I have such a horrible feeling inside like life's overwhelming n I'm scared of my ***al thoughts
Liz K
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Love 1
2d ·

Wow! Seems kind of irresponsible and insensitive on their part.

Esther B
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Cindy M
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0 Mandy O
2d ·
nobody is ever there no matter how many times they have told me they will be - I've never asked for support from friends or family - this is the first time - they all said they r eating or going bed
Liz K
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Sean W
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Love 1
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Huda H
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Huda H
2d ·

Oh, sorry Mandy. We're here for you

Ghost RiDeR x
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Cindy M
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Manda P
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Manda P
24h ·

We're here for you, Twinny. Always. xx

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2 Mandy O
2d ·
Had a bipolar relapse - it got too much trying to ignore it n hide it - that only made me get hypomanic then crash on a few occasions - I'm having community mental health visit me from Sunday each day
Liz K
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6 Mandy O
5d ·
Calm, focused and filling my days up with courses, acceptance and commitment therapy for addiction, started counselling for anxiety - new goals (realistic ones) feeling tuned in again! I got this :)
Ali H
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Ali H
5d ·

Good for you Mandy

Binky B
5d ·

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Binky B
5d ·

Glad to see you on here and

Binky B
5d ·

thriving! Xx

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Love 1
5d ·

You do, beautiful! I believe in you. Minor slips. But you're back on track.

mik W
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Rachel C
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Cindy M
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Cindy M
5d ·

Well done! Good to see you x

Jeff M
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Manda P
4d ·

Way to go Twinny! I'm so proud of you! You do have this. You're a fighter & will get to where you need to go. <3

Mandy O
2d ·

Thanks everyone - don't want to be negative again but I was admitted to hospital I went hysterical and had urges to kill my self but I was more aware and I began punching my wall to try get the thought away - spent a day in hospital n psych said I've

Mandy O
2d ·

Had a bipolar relapse - I think my moods were so erratic and I kept getting so distressed because I was trying to fight and fight to keep myself stable but it got the better of me- I'm depressed but I need to accept it n not hide it X

Manda P
2d ·

Glad you are better now. Maybe a stay was what you needed. You do need to accept it all. I felt much better when I did. Then I accepted it so much, I became a Mental Health advocate on FB. I'm not ashamed anymore. Hope you continue on a path upwards!

Love 1
2d ·

Behind the diagnoses & beneath the illusions of the agitated mind, the beauty that is in you, your basic goodness, shines. Hope the suffering works its magic, like only suffering can, to point you to stillness, to peace, to love & all that good $h!t

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8 Mandy O
10 Jun 2017 ·
no hangover which is strange lol feeling quite hyperactive and extremely talkative lol
Marie S
12 Jun 2017 ·

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Rikke B
12 Jun 2017 ·

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Cindy M
12 Jun 2017 ·

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Binky B
12 Jun 2017 ·

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Binky B
12 Jun 2017 ·

What you doing today Mandy?

Squid C
12 Jun 2017 ·

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Manda P
13 Jun 2017 ·

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Binky B
16 Jun 2017 ·

Hey Mandy, hope you're okay. Not heard from you in a while x

Mandy O
5d ·

Thanks everyone and thanks Binky - didn't realise how long I've not updated for - ive been ok in a way- just been making poor choices although new meds have calmed my erratic moods and racing mind so not been getting distressed - hope everyone's ok x

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7 Mandy O
09 Jun 2017 ·
on a night out with my sister - I'm managing to drink responsibly - it's risky to be out drinking as I use to binge drink to excess but I've got more awareness now :)
Marie S
12 Jun 2017 ·

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12 Jun 2017 ·

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Cindy M
12 Jun 2017 ·

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12 Jun 2017 ·

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12 Jun 2017 ·

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Manda P
13 Jun 2017 ·

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Manda P
13 Jun 2017 ·

It's a fine line to control. I should probably abstain from it, but I just can't stop myself.

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7 Mandy O
09 Jun 2017 ·
Psych appointment went well - he was much more professional - he said now I'm finally diagnosed and on meds there's no reason why my daughter shouldn't be with me once fully stable again
Margot L
12 Jun 2017 ·

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Marie S
12 Jun 2017 ·

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Rikke B
12 Jun 2017 ·

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Anna .
12 Jun 2017 ·

That's great to hear

Cindy M
12 Jun 2017 ·

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Cindy M
12 Jun 2017 ·

Good news!

Binky B
12 Jun 2017 ·

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Binky B
12 Jun 2017 ·

Excellent news, and glad the psychiatrist was behaving himself today. Lol.

Manda P
13 Jun 2017 ·

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Manda P
13 Jun 2017 ·

That's such a wonderful thing to hear! No one shouldn't be allowed to not keep their kids just because of mental illness. Hopefully things can be put into motion to get her back into your arms. xx

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