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5 Mandy O
05 Oct 2018 ·
Day 2 with my recovery - kept myself busy on my games/apps this evening - didn't notice any cravings surprisingly! Also took my mood stabilisers after not taking them for over a month :) All in all ok
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05 Oct 2018 ·

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05 Oct 2018 ·

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Manda P
05 Oct 2018 ·

Welcome back, Twinny!!!!! 💖💖💖

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6 Mandy O
04 Oct 2018 ·
I feel balanced and ok mentally :) just cooking some food for myself - BF is working ( he does nights) we've planned to go to the museum on weekend :)
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04 Oct 2018 ·

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04 Oct 2018 ·

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5 Mandy O
04 Oct 2018 ·
Day one of recovery again for me from the c**aine use - had a relapse and was taking it nightly again!! Drinking is way under control and have barely touched a drop in months so that's a plus I guess
Xavier M
04 Oct 2018 ·

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Bipolar Bear .
04 Oct 2018 ·

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Jeff M
04 Oct 2018 ·

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Jeff M
04 Oct 2018 ·

Be proud of every day, every little step. It's a great accomplishment! We're rooting for you!

Jenna L
04 Oct 2018 ·

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Mandy O
05 Oct 2018 ·

Thank you everyone 😘

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6 Mandy O
14 Aug 2018 ·
Back after a few hard months trying to get my mood stable - finally feeling on the right level
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14 Aug 2018 ·

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14 Aug 2018 ·

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14 Aug 2018 ·

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Jeff M
14 Aug 2018 ·

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Jeff M
14 Aug 2018 ·

That's so good to see! I'm happy you are feeling in control, and it makes me so happy to see green! :)

Cindy M
14 Aug 2018 ·

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Cindy M
14 Aug 2018 ·

Yay!

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14 Aug 2018 ·

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Mandy O
16 Aug 2018 ·

Thanks my lovely 🐼 friends :)

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0 Mandy O
19 Jun 2018 ·
Cut my upper leg open because I'm sick of people thinking I'm attention seeking - all my family is away on holiday and by myself - using a blade to cut myself - my upper leg! I'm not attention seeking
Natalie C
19 Jun 2018 ·

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Natalie C
19 Jun 2018 ·

Thinking of you ❤

Line R
19 Jun 2018 ·

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19 Jun 2018 ·

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Lauren P
19 Jun 2018 ·

I don't think you're attention seeking. I wish you had someone there for you when you feel like this xx

Cindy M
19 Jun 2018 ·

Please stay safe, Mandy xx

Jeff M
19 Jun 2018 ·

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Jeff M
19 Jun 2018 ·

Aw, Mandy, who cares what they think? I hope you're ok, panda! *Big hugs*

nixiblu .
20 Jun 2018 ·

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nixiblu .
20 Jun 2018 ·

When I wanted to self harm I went to body pump class. Hurting, but positive pain

Manda P
21 Jun 2018 ·

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Manda P
21 Jun 2018 ·

Hope you are ok, Twinny. xx

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1 Mandy O
19 Jun 2018 ·
Sorry for the rant - but i look after my unemployed bf and but his food and (alcohol) he lives with me rent free! All I asked was when he was due home and he said 'I dunno I will ring you later'
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19 Jun 2018 ·

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19 Jun 2018 ·

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19 Jun 2018 ·

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21 Jun 2018 ·

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1 Mandy O
19 Jun 2018 ·
Sorry for the rant - but i look after my unemployed bf and but his food and (alcohol) he lives with me rent free! All I asked was when he was due home and he said 'I dunno I will ring you later'
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20 Jun 2018 ·

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1 Mandy O
19 Jun 2018 ·
I've not been well for a few months - I stopped taking my meds because my mum said I needed to grow up n there's nothing wrong with me!! Obviously there is!! I tried telling myself I'm not bipolar!!
Mandy O
19 Jun 2018 ·

Come off my meds and tried telling myself I'm imagining I'm mentally unwell with bipolar! And now look! I'm a mess! I'm angry and feeling rage!! i was crying yesterday and my mum told me I needed to grow up because I'm 31 and crying in public!!

Mandy O
19 Jun 2018 ·

She's made me feel embarrassed and confused!! Nobody understands! But every time I isolate musslf

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19 Jun 2018 ·

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19 Jun 2018 ·

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19 Jun 2018 ·

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nixiblu .
20 Jun 2018 ·

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nixiblu .
20 Jun 2018 ·

Hey sweetie. It's ok to cry. But your mum should be more understanding. Please keep taking the meds if they help. We are here. X

Manda P
21 Jun 2018 ·

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Manda P
21 Jun 2018 ·

Yeah, there is nothing wrong with crying. It really helps me feel better. I, too, wish your mom would be understanding & you should definitely continue to take meds if they were prescribed to you. 💖

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02 Aug 2018 ·

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1 Mandy O
19 Jun 2018 ·
Phoned my bf and told him I missed him n he said he missed me -- I asked when he was coming home and he said he didn't know - If that was me I'd do everything to make him feel secure of my plans!
Line R
19 Jun 2018 ·

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19 Jun 2018 ·

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21 Jun 2018 ·

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2 Mandy O
19 Jun 2018 ·
my bf of a year spent the night away from me with friends last night - I was happy I pushed my paranoid thoughts away - but it's now 6pm the following day n no clear answer to when he's home and he
Mandy O
19 Jun 2018 ·

told me that he got so drunk that he was running around a field naked with his friends - and this has somehow got to me and made me feel angry and not trust him! Hes 30 and this type of behaviour isn't right to me! I feel so paranoid that hes a cheat

Mandy O
19 Jun 2018 ·

and doesn't care about how I feel - he knows my past bf of 6 years ruined my life after I always trusted him then found out he was a make escort and cheated on me with men and women - i was ok until today when he's not able to say what time he's

Mandy O
19 Jun 2018 ·

coming home - and to think I want to start a new family with a man who runs around naked with his friends whilst drunk!! It upsets me to think I have a bf who is so immature and irresponsible 😢

Manda P
19 Jun 2018 ·

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Manda P
19 Jun 2018 ·

Aw, Mandy. 😔 I'm so sorry. I wish I had advice but I have this very problem only my BF isn't irresponsible like that. Sounds like you two need to talk. *big hugs*

Janine S
19 Jun 2018 ·

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Mandy O
19 Jun 2018 ·

Thank you Twinny - I spoke to him and told him the thoughts I was having and apologised - all he said was ' where are you now? I felt the same before when you said you were in the pub' - funny thing is I wasn't even in the pub!!

Manda P
19 Jun 2018 ·

Ugh. Men can be so stupid. Sorry, boys!

Cindy M
19 Jun 2018 ·

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20 Jun 2018 ·

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0 Mandy O
06 Jun 2018 ·
I've had a tough few months and feel I'm now out of control - Im so erratic and making so many poor choices - come on here n noticed my last posts were very low and now im wondering how I'm still here
Misfit girl L
06 Jun 2018 ·

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06 Jun 2018 ·

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06 Jun 2018 ·

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Cindy M
06 Jun 2018 ·

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Cindy M
06 Jun 2018 ·

I'm so glad to see a post from you but so sorry to hear how things are going. Do you still have support workers etc? Have you been seeing your GP? Thinking of you and fingers crossed things start to improve. We want you around! xx

Jeff M
06 Jun 2018 ·

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Jeff M
06 Jun 2018 ·

Sending you lots of strength, Mandy. Hope you have someone to talk to!

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0 Mandy O
24 Apr 2018 ·
What's the point
Lydia R
24 Apr 2018 ·

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John T
24 Apr 2018 ·

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Tasha S
24 Apr 2018 ·

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Jeff M
24 Apr 2018 ·

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Jeff M
24 Apr 2018 ·

Wish I had insightful words for you, Mandybear... Sending you strength to keep on...

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24 Apr 2018 · NEW

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Metron A
25 Apr 2018 ·

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Metron A
25 Apr 2018 ·

I think we each have to figure that out on your own. I wish you the inner strength to help determine what the point is. I'm sure it's related to 42.

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25 Apr 2018 ·

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0 Mandy O
24 Apr 2018 ·
What's the point
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24 Apr 2018 ·

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6 Mandy O
22 Apr 2018 ·
Only had 3 hours sleep this morning after being up all night - feel fine though and in a chirpy mood 😊
Lydia R
22 Apr 2018 ·

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22 Apr 2018 ·

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22 Apr 2018 ·

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22 Apr 2018 ·

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24 Apr 2018 ·

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4 Mandy O
22 Apr 2018 ·
My bruxism is happening quite a lot again whilst awake also - need to possibly get a mouth guard for when I'm sleeping - my jaw feels painful and stiff - found out yesterday my Prozac tablets may be
Mandy O
22 Apr 2018 ·

the reason it's returned as it's a side effect for some people who take them

Lydia R
22 Apr 2018 ·

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22 Apr 2018 ·

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22 Apr 2018 ·

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22 Apr 2018 ·

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4 Mandy O
22 Apr 2018 ·
9.30am and I haven't slept - up and down all night - only just starting to feel as if I'm ready to sleep - sleeping tablets being delivered tomorrow- I only take them when needed and it's time!
John T
22 Apr 2018 ·

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John T
22 Apr 2018 ·

Try and stay up until an hour before you want to go to bed (at night), then take them. You'll feel a bit zombie like in the morning but they should get you some sleep.

Lydia R
22 Apr 2018 ·

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Mandy O
22 Apr 2018 ·

I ran out last week John and forgot to get my prescription on time to get more 👎🏼 I slept ok for a few days without them and then last night my insomnia kicked in real bad! 😣

Alicia B
22 Apr 2018 ·

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Alicia B
22 Apr 2018 ·

Insomnia is the worst :(

Mandy O
22 Apr 2018 ·

Sure is Alicia 😔

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22 Apr 2018 ·

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22 Apr 2018 ·

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5 Mandy O
21 Apr 2018 ·
Mess taken - been a bit snappy and had a little paranoia today - not been able to concentrate on tv but able to concentrate on repetitive games on my phone
Lydia R
22 Apr 2018 ·

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22 Apr 2018 ·

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22 Apr 2018 ·

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22 Apr 2018 ·

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5 Mandy O
20 Apr 2018 ·
My moods been shifting unpredictably - taken meds - sunny day today and feeling okish I guess
Tasha S
20 Apr 2018 ·

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20 Apr 2018 ·

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20 Apr 2018 ·

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22 Apr 2018 ·

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0 Mandy O
19 Apr 2018 ·
At my lowest - the hardest feeling Ive ever had -I don't want to carry on anymore - I have to though for my daughter - I will live with this pain just so I don't cause her suffering and pain.im lost
Lydia R
19 Apr 2018 ·

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John T
19 Apr 2018 ·

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19 Apr 2018 ·

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April G
19 Apr 2018 ·

I can relate. I feel like that often but I need to be around for my baby girls (dogs) and don't wanna break my moms heart either

Jeff M
19 Apr 2018 ·

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Jeff M
19 Apr 2018 ·

Aw, Mandy, I'm sorry. I hope you have someone you can talk to (a friend, family, professional). Don't be alone in these lowest moments, please! Sending you strength!

Mark W
19 Apr 2018 ·

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Cindy M
19 Apr 2018 ·

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Cindy M
19 Apr 2018 ·

Hope you're okay- I know how hard it is sometimes to reach out, but hope you can xx

Metron A
20 Apr 2018 ·

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Mandy O
20 Apr 2018 ·

Thank you all for your hugs and support - I'm feeling ok xx

April G
20 Apr 2018 ·

Glad u are feeling better Mandy xo

Mandy O
22 Apr 2018 ·

Thank you April 😘

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6 Mandy O
18 Apr 2018 ·
Got through a day I've been anxious about for ages - had my induction to start an arts and crafts group on a Tuesday morning and finalised all the information to go ahead with my bankruptcy! Tired now
Lydia R
18 Apr 2018 ·

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Anna N
18 Apr 2018 ·

That's great progress! Good on you for getting it done

Sara H
18 Apr 2018 ·

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18 Apr 2018 ·

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18 Apr 2018 ·

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