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5 Mandy O
7d ·
Goodnight panda friends - zopiclones going to help me fall to sleep in a short moment - love my little panda family - you are all great, strong and lovely pandas 🕊😊🐼
Manda P
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Manda P
7d ·

Sweet dreams, Twinny! 💚

Binky B
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5 Mandy O
7d ·
I just said my first prayer since I was a child - I asked God if he could guide me through this hard time by giving me hope and strength whilst making myself a better person as a human being 🙏🏼
Binky B
7d ·

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Binky B
7d ·

That's a lovely prayer x

Amber M
7d · NEW

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Mandy O
7d ·

Thank you Binky I don't want him to think I've sent a prayer just to ask him for something - so in the morning I'm going to thank him for giving me another day which I am greatful for xx

Manda P
7d ·

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Binky B
7d ·

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5 Mandy O
7d ·
00.48am and this is the first time in ages I'm ready to drop off to sleep - never been able to get to sleep at this time ever! Usually gone 4am or 5am - I'm pleased about this :)
Manda P
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5 Mandy O
12 Jul 2017 ·
Plodding on but minds much calmer - numb but no intrusive thoughts - had my sister round for tea which was nice - felt shattered half way through but carried on with the evening and made the effort
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2 Mandy O
13 Jul 2017 ·
Soon as I take the zopiclone my mind calms right down and the drowsiness stops my thoughsAbout to drop off to sleep any second
Binky B
13 Jul 2017 ·

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Manda P
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0 Mandy O
13 Jul 2017 ·
this is awful - thankfully I can tell myself ***e won't only end my pain it will end all my good and happy days that I know will be back at some point - and my pain will only be passed to other
Mandy O
13 Jul 2017 ·

Family members friends and most importantly my litre girl - she doesn't deserve me but then again she doesn't deserve the pain and suffering I'd cause her - Must have a bit of a fight left in me yet - scary to think one day I may not - not time yet

Margot L
13 Jul 2017 ·

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13 Jul 2017 ·

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Kaya L
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Manda P
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Manda P
7d ·

That's what I always thought of when I felt that way...the pain I'd leave behind. It's what kept me going.

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1 Mandy O
13 Jul 2017 ·
Had to take a zopiclone as I'm starting to have intrusive thoughts - i feel unbearable pain inside but my little girl needs me and I need her - I can't just leave her; she'd be distraught :(
Rose P
13 Jul 2017 · NEW

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Benjamin P
13 Jul 2017 · NEW

Fight good fight. You could try making a habit of whispering the reasons to fight whenever your having issues.

Binky B
13 Jul 2017 ·

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Manda P
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1 Mandy O
13 Jul 2017 ·
Feeling of sadness but not the usual sadness I feel - it feels deep within - it feels too painful inside to think about how I'm feeling and when I do I just seem to go numb - wish I could cry :(
Rose P
13 Jul 2017 · NEW

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Benjamin P
13 Jul 2017 · NEW

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Benjamin P
13 Jul 2017 · NEW

I know that is, just hang on and keep trying to find solutions.

Binky B
13 Jul 2017 ·

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Manda P
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4 Mandy O
12 Jul 2017 ·
Friend came to see me - she said I seemed a bit distant - couldn't be bothered n just wanted her to go but didn't make her feel I wanted her to - felt so tired all day to
Benjamin P
13 Jul 2017 · NEW

When that happens try to remember even if you don't care now you most likely will later.

Mandy O
13 Jul 2017 ·

Thank you Benjamin that's exactly what I keep trying to re direct my thinking to - I'm just trying to get through it best I can

Binky B
13 Jul 2017 ·

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4 Mandy O
12 Jul 2017 ·
Had a productive morning and went to my D&A group therapy - didn't join in much as felt a bit down - visited 3 relatives mood still blank - just feel numb today
Binky B
13 Jul 2017 ·

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