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7 Mandy O
5d ·
This time a year ago I couldn't concentrate more than 10 minutes watching tv - tonight I have watched 2 full movies on the horror channel - on for the third called 'chained' its a gritty thriller!!
Verra T
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Verra T
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yay!!!! :)))))) I have a hard time concentrating too :(( I'm glad you're at a much better place now compared to last year.

paul M
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paul M
5d ·

Good!

Jeff M
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Esther B
4d ·

Great job!

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7 Mandy O
5d ·
Finally feeling more stable with my mood and only been back on my meds (mood stabilisers and Prozac) for 3 days after a week not taking them - cosy watching to with BF - takeaway on its way 😃
Mandy O
5d ·

TV** 📺 not to!

Tasha S
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Manda P
4d ·

Glad you're already feeling better! xx

Mandy O
4d ·

Thanks Twinny ❤️ xx

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5 Mandy O
6d ·
8.15am and still not been to sleep although I'm tired 😴
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6 Mandy O
6d ·
Half five in the morning - still watching tv with my boyfriend - (he stays up with me :) in a good mood and excited to see my little girl tomorrow - energy is coming back slightly - back on my meds to
Tasha S
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Jeff M
5d ·

Glad to see this, Mandy!

Mandy O
5d ·

Thanks for the hugs and thank you Jeff :)

Cindy M
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Mandy O
5d ·

Thank you my dear Panda friend Cindy

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5 Mandy O
6d ·
Feeling alright done some cleaning and had a takeaway - got to knock the drinking on the head again now. Going to try my best not to go through a drinking phase again
Cindy M
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4 Mandy O
6d ·
Slept all day again
Cindy M
5d ·

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1 Mandy O
7d ·
Ended up in hospital after having a breakdown when intoxicated
Cindy M
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9 Mandy O
16 Jan 2018 ·
Drunk = Green 😁
paul M
7d ·

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paul M
7d ·

Hangover keeps me from drinking. I'm too much of a pussy, can't take it.

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3 Mandy O
16 Jan 2018 ·
Regretting getting brandy but as seen as it's here now I'm obviously going to drink it - damn those impulsive decisions!!!! Not blaming impulse for drinking it as I had a clear choice on that part!
Mandy O
16 Jan 2018 ·

I guess the jumping up out of bed and asking my bf to go get it from the shop at 4am was the impulsive bit 😔

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16 Jan 2018 ·

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16 Jan 2018 ·

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3 Mandy O
16 Jan 2018 ·
4am agitated and crying because I can't manage to get to sleep - even after my sleeping tablet and sleep music / so sent my bf to get some brandy and coke from the 24/7 shop 😔🙈
paul M
7d ·

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paul M
7d ·

Insomnia sucks...

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2 Mandy O
16 Jan 2018 ·
Numb
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5 Mandy O
12 Jan 2018 ·
Hate it when my times up spent with my daughter - going home - having a couple of drinks to de stress - hoping it doesn't turn in to disaster tho like usual 😑 wish I was a happy drunk 😔
Amelia P
12 Jan 2018 ·

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12 Jan 2018 ·

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12 Jan 2018 ·

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Cindy M
13 Jan 2018 ·

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Cindy M
13 Jan 2018 ·

Hope you're doing okay - and so nice to see you back! Wondered how you were getting on xx

Mandy O
16 Jan 2018 ·

Thanks for the hugs and thank you Cindy your comment means a lot ❤️

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6 Mandy O
12 Jan 2018 ·
Seeing my little girl for 2 hours - love her soooo much she's my world and makes me so happy 😁❤️
Lydia R
12 Jan 2018 ·

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5 Mandy O
11 Jan 2018 ·
On my way back home on public transport and my senses are really hypersensitive today - the smells on the bus are making me feel so irritable inside and feel like I'm going to throw up 🤢
Rebecca B
11 Jan 2018 ·

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11 Jan 2018 ·

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11 Jan 2018 ·

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11 Jan 2018 ·

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11 Jan 2018 ·

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5 Mandy O
11 Jan 2018 ·
Not left the house in a week but have to nip to the bank in the city centre - got anxiety - nausea and feel clammy 👎🏼
John T
11 Jan 2018 ·

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Jeff M
11 Jan 2018 ·

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John T
11 Jan 2018 ·

I know that feeling, I find my brain turning on overdrive, and me feeling paranoid, anxious, and generally thinking a thousand thoughts a second.

Lydia R
11 Jan 2018 ·

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11 Jan 2018 ·

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5 Mandy O
10 Jan 2018 ·
Bored - it's nearly 4am and can't sleep - ran out of sleeping tablets - haven't got any until tomorrow 😔 mood is stable though. Boyfriends making me a Horlicks ☕️👍🏼
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10 Jan 2018 ·

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10 Jan 2018 ·

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4 Mandy O
09 Jan 2018 ·
A little low but just riding it through - not had a bath in 4 days due to sleeping so much 🤢 so hoping a bath with my soap and glory products and music may help.
Zoe D
09 Jan 2018 ·

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Manda P
09 Jan 2018 ·

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Manda P
09 Jan 2018 ·

Hope it helps, Twinny! I resist showers, but always feel so much better once I'm out. xx

Mandy O
10 Jan 2018 ·

Was such an effort drying my hair afterwards aswell but felt better xx

Manda P
11 Jan 2018 ·

So glad to hear. I let my hair air dry most of the time since I barely leave the house. I hate blow drying it. My hair is super thick & it takes forever!

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5 Mandy O
09 Jan 2018 ·
Bodyclock is out of sync the past three days - asleep all day and awake all through the night 👎🏼
Tasha S
09 Jan 2018 ·

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09 Jan 2018 ·

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09 Jan 2018 ·

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6 Mandy O
09 Jan 2018 ·
Not been on here for four months and not have I missed it!! Became unwell in September and had an episode of depression but feeling a lot better now I'm on Prozac
Mandy O
09 Jan 2018 ·

Meant to say and boy have I missed it lol

Sarah B
09 Jan 2018 ·

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Sarah B
09 Jan 2018 ·

Glad you're feeling better. Gives me hope.

Maria K
09 Jan 2018 ·

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09 Jan 2018 ·

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Jeff M
09 Jan 2018 ·

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Jeff M
09 Jan 2018 ·

We've missed you too! Glad you found relief and are doing better!

Mandy O
09 Jan 2018 ·

Thank you Sarah and Jeff! And thank you for the hugs x

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1 Mandy O
02 Oct 2017 ·
Feel like ***, feel used and feel I'm a mug - helped someone get out of bed this morning to take him to the job centre to get money he was owed - took 5 hours - now he's off with friends drinking :(
Esther B
03 Oct 2017 ·

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Esther B
03 Oct 2017 ·

ouch that IS painful. you don't deserve that after your work. big hug

Jeff M
03 Oct 2017 ·

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Jeff M
03 Oct 2017 ·

Would be hard not to feel used in that situation. :( But like you said, people aren't mind readers, and his intentions may have been completely different...

Manda P
03 Oct 2017 ·

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Manda P
03 Oct 2017 ·

I expect BF to read my mind all the time & because of that, I think I need to read his mind when I DEFINITELY don't because he strictly says what he means & means what he says. It's hard.

Manda P
05 Oct 2017 ·

I know. I confuse myself all the time. xx

Cindy M
03 Oct 2017 ·

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Mandy O
02 Oct 2017 ·

Told me he loved me and won't be long - I'm just too nice n said it was ok but really I hoped he would have said he'd rather stay at home n spend time with me - now I feel I'm in a rage n will go

Mandy O
02 Oct 2017 ·

Mad at him when he comes home - but I'm learning people aren't mind readers and I should tell them how I really feel in the first place rather than convinced him it's ok n I don't mind him going out for aslong as he wants :(

Mandy O
02 Oct 2017 ·

Mad when he gets back for leaving me in the first place - he did say he didn't want to :( but I said I was just going to go to sleep anyway so I'd rather him stay out n enjoy his night - I confuse myself :(

Ana N
02 Oct 2017 ·

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