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5 Courtney O
1d ·
So much has happened. My husband has woke up. Our tire blew now he can't get to work and I am thankful because his job was dangerous!! He was so stressed and so was I... we will make it somehow.
Courtney O
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Accepting this, he has softened tremendously and I reminded him why I fell in love with him. Not because he had a job (he didn't) or was responsible (he wasn't then) but because he is spiritual and intelligent, creative and determined. I know we need

Courtney O
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money for us and our son and to move back out of my crazy moms house (she has had another severe panic attack resulting in hospitalization tonight but let her loose because it was not a heart attack after all, also due to stress of her mom dying and

Courtney O
1d ·

an alcohol problem in combination with a histamine disorder and multiple personalities) but I know what to do now. My husband has shouldered the responsibility of our family by himself for too long. We will apply for subsidized child-care for low

Courtney O
1d ·

income families so we can BOTH work full-time and get our own place again, pack money into savings and follow our creative endeavors (my writing, his indie game designing) and open up to our inner truths and selves again. Nothing is worth losing your

Courtney O
1d ·

soul. I am glad my husband remembers he has one and it is once again a new chapter in our lives that we have no other option but to follow.

Isabel E
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Binky B
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How beautiful it is to hear your perspective. Wishing you light and love x

Manda P
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Manda P
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So, so wonderful! That was beautifully put. Wishing your family happiness & success!

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0 Courtney O
3d ·
My husband is probably going to die at his job because of homeless with gangrene taking bath salts and ***
Binky B
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Rorschach T
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Richard E
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5 Courtney O
16 May 2017 ·
My husband is SO insecure. The other day I met a new cousin who is a bit crazy but really interesting and ever since my husband has given me the most amazing sex and bought me flowers for Mothers Day.
Courtney O
16 May 2017 ·

Yet he keeps dissing my cousin, doesn't like me talking to him and is now acting pissy and I just can't fathom why. It's really obnoxious. He even asked if I was obsessed with my cousin now because we've been chatting online the passed few days.

Courtney O
16 May 2017 ·

And he just left and slammed the door. WTH?????

Rorschach T
16 May 2017 ·

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Rorschach T
16 May 2017 ·

Oh, how interesting. I have a female cousin who is married, her husband always acts strange towards me (she's like a sister to me ffs). Ive always *felt* as if he saw me as a threat but dismissed it. Maybe I was right :/

Courtney O
16 May 2017 ·

It's so weird and I'm just done with his jealousy, you know?

Courtney O
16 May 2017 ·

What do they think is going to happen?

Rorschach T
16 May 2017 ·

Exactly :/ Apparently this sort of thing was acceptable in the 40's or something (dating and marrying cousins). It's DEFINITELY not acceptable these days. I guess it's some sort of primal response that they aren't questioning or applying any logic to

Binky B
16 May 2017 ·

Very strange! Yeah I think it's very rare nowadays for people to get with their cousins. I guess his insecurity is so strong, it wouldn't have much logic to it!

Richard E
16 May 2017 ·

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2 Courtney O
13 May 2017 ·
Sometimes I hate my husband. He knocks everything I like, even the English language and spelling. Says it's just not important and I'm an aspiring author, doesn't read any of it. Disses the people I
Courtney O
13 May 2017 ·

like. Yesterday we had 'so much money' now he says we don't have enough for a pack of cigarettes and expects to get them in 5 days. WTF So tired of his bad communication, insecurity issues and belittling comments.

Manda P
13 May 2017 ·

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Manda P
13 May 2017 ·

Sounds kinda like my BF. Things have gotten a bit better than they used to, but it's still bad. I mostly just accept it & act like it's normal. I find my happiness elsewhere. Hope things improve for you soon. <3

Binky B
13 May 2017 ·

Hi Courtney. So good to see you back on here. Sorry I don't have any advice about your husband at the moment. x

Marie S
13 May 2017 ·

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13 May 2017 ·

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13 May 2017 ·

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Richard E
13 May 2017 ·

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Courtney O
16 May 2017 ·

I try to find happiness elsewhere but he doesn't like it when I do. Thanks Manda and Binky c.c

Manda P
16 May 2017 ·

Mine TELLS me where to find my happiness. I'm not cool with that.

Courtney O
3d ·

Yeah mine does too. He'll be like 'You're fine, it'll be better when you - or when we-' and I'm like, you really don't get it, do you?

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0 Courtney O
06 May 2017 ·
Hate my mom
Rorschach T
06 May 2017 ·

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Binky B
06 May 2017 ·

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Binky B
06 May 2017 ·

What did she do? Hope you are okay x

Manda P
06 May 2017 ·

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Manda P
06 May 2017 ·

Sorry to read this, Courtney. Are you ok? xx

Richard E
06 May 2017 ·

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Courtney O
13 May 2017 ·

I'm not okay.

Manda P
13 May 2017 ·

What's wrong? *big hugs*

Courtney O
16 May 2017 ·

*hugs back Manda* <3

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5 Courtney O
29 Apr 2017 ·
Gonna try to get on a mood stabilizer in addition to my zoloft
Patrick A
29 Apr 2017 ·

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Manda P
29 Apr 2017 ·

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Manda P
29 Apr 2017 ·

Hope you see positive results!

Richard E
29 Apr 2017 ·

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Reba C
30 Apr 2017 ·

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4 Courtney O
25 Apr 2017 ·
Sick of Mr. 'Always' Right
Manda P
25 Apr 2017 ·

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Manda P
25 Apr 2017 ·

I've got one of those too. =( xx

Richard E
25 Apr 2017 ·

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Jeff M
25 Apr 2017 ·

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26 Apr 2017 ·

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Courtney O
26 Apr 2017 ·

:'(

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0 Courtney O
18 Apr 2017 ·
I wish I didn't exist
Busty B
18 Apr 2017 ·

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18 Apr 2017 ·

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18 Apr 2017 ·

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18 Apr 2017 ·

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Ali H
18 Apr 2017 ·

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Jeff M
18 Apr 2017 ·

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Manda P
18 Apr 2017 ·

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Manda P
18 Apr 2017 ·

No!!! I need you to exist! <3 xx

Richard E
18 Apr 2017 ·

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Patty D
19 Apr 2017 ·

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Courtney O
26 Apr 2017 ·

Thanks Manda. :) Sorry I haven't been around. I think the whole sky is falling down this April.

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4 Courtney O
16 Mar 2017 ·
so super sick
Alena S
16 Mar 2017 ·

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Rorschach T
16 Mar 2017 ·

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Jeff M
16 Mar 2017 ·

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Manda P
16 Mar 2017 ·

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Manda P
16 Mar 2017 ·

Missed you, Courtney! Hope you get well soon. <3

Binky B
16 Mar 2017 ·

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Binky B
16 Mar 2017 ·

Hey Courtney x

Courtney O
17 Mar 2017 ·

Thanks Manda. :D I missed you too. I've been so busy. Staying in bed today. Thankfully my son is with his aunt and grandma. :)

Courtney O
17 Mar 2017 ·

Holler Binky ;)

Binky B
31 Mar 2017 ·

Hey, hope everything's good with you and your little one :-)

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8 Courtney O
11 Feb 2017 ·
No Reason Given
Manda P
11 Feb 2017 ·

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11 Feb 2017 ·

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Binky B
12 Feb 2017 ·

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