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4 Courtney O
16 Mar 2017 ·
so super sick
Alena S
16 Mar 2017 ·

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16 Mar 2017 ·

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Jeff M
16 Mar 2017 ·

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Manda P
16 Mar 2017 ·

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Manda P
16 Mar 2017 ·

Missed you, Courtney! Hope you get well soon. <3

Binky B
16 Mar 2017 ·

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Binky B
16 Mar 2017 ·

Hey Courtney x

Courtney O
17 Mar 2017 ·

Thanks Manda. :D I missed you too. I've been so busy. Staying in bed today. Thankfully my son is with his aunt and grandma. :)

Courtney O
17 Mar 2017 ·

Holler Binky ;)

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8 Courtney O
11 Feb 2017 ·
No Reason Given
Manda P
11 Feb 2017 ·

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Richard E
11 Feb 2017 ·

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Binky B
12 Feb 2017 ·

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8 Courtney O
04 Feb 2017 ·
'A' thing can be anything. <- trying to explain to my 2 month old son what 'A' means, because it is a letter but also a word.
Binky B
04 Feb 2017 ·

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Binky B
04 Feb 2017 ·

English is full of things like that... The, a, is, be, if... I think they're quite hard to explain, especially to a 2 month old baby lol. I'm sure he enjoys the sound of it but most of all his mama's voice and attention :-)

Manda P
04 Feb 2017 ·

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Richard E
04 Feb 2017 ·

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Courtney O
08 Feb 2017 ·

Lol Binky :D You're probably right.

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7 Courtney O
22 Jan 2017 ·
Writing
Han M
22 Jan 2017 ·

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22 Jan 2017 ·

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22 Jan 2017 ·

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22 Jan 2017 ·

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9 Courtney O
21 Jan 2017 ·
A week on zoloft, doing much better
Marie S
21 Jan 2017 ·

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21 Jan 2017 ·

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Richard E
21 Jan 2017 ·

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Manda P
22 Jan 2017 ·

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Manda P
22 Jan 2017 ·

So glad to see so much green!

Courtney O
22 Jan 2017 ·

Yeah I should have gotten back on zoloft a long time ago :D

Manda P
22 Jan 2017 ·

I'm so glad you finally did. What a turn around you've done!!

Binky B
22 Jan 2017 ·

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Courtney O
25 Jan 2017 ·

It helps so much, even on 50 mg. I'm lucky cause it gives me no side effects. Everyone in my neighborhood noticed a difference. I have two female friends now too. :D

Courtney O
25 Jan 2017 ·

I'm happy this dip didn't last a long time. Usually I'd wait years before getting help O.O

Manda P
25 Jan 2017 ·

I'm proud of you for taking the step! That's the hardest part. And glad you've made friends too. They are so important, especially in times of stress.

Courtney O
01 Feb 2017 ·

Yes, I think I need more friends though. People are so busy with their lives and I am too, but at this point in life, I wish I could have a friend every day. lol

Manda P
02 Feb 2017 ·

I understand that. I have ZERO friends & I know that's unhealthy, but it feels safe to me.

Courtney O
03 Feb 2017 ·

It is safe. I think finding friends is hard. One has to assess what type of person they are, and if they are untrustworthy in certain ways, then, well, some may call that a deal-breaker. But then we have no friends. Everyone is messed in some way. I

Courtney O
03 Feb 2017 ·

mean who am I to throw stones in my glass house, you know? But if a potential friend isn't good with money or keeping their promises, then don't give them money or ask them to keep any promises. If a person is loud and just talks about everything all

Courtney O
03 Feb 2017 ·

the time, probably don't tell them anything too deeply personal, like the kind of thing you don't want getting out. I mean, everyone has their misgivings. We control what situations we put ourselves in and who we trust in particular ways. It doesn't

Courtney O
03 Feb 2017 ·

make anyone a bad person for having faults. I think the key to making new friends as an adult is walking a balance between caution and hospitality, so they always know you are in control of the way things work around you. That's what I try to do. My

Courtney O
03 Feb 2017 ·

friends definitely weren't hand-picked, but they'll do for now. :)

Manda P
03 Feb 2017 ·

You're right about all of that, but my only problem is I have no way to make friends. We live out in the woods with distant neighbors & daughters not involved much in school. The local library has book clubs & adult coloring which I've...

Manda P
03 Feb 2017 ·

...considered, but I'd be SO nervous!

Courtney O
03 Feb 2017 ·

Oh you should do it. Coloring sounds relaxing. I've thought of joining a book club too, or a writers group. It seems nervous at first but I bet you, as soon as you get there, they will be very welcoming.

Manda P
03 Feb 2017 ·

I might just join a coloring group or book club. It'll take A LOT of guts, but maybe I can do it.

Richard E
03 Feb 2017 ·

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9 Courtney O
21 Jan 2017 ·
Zoloft kicking in
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21 Jan 2017 ·

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Manda P
21 Jan 2017 ·

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Manda P
21 Jan 2017 ·

Woo-hoo!

Binky B
21 Jan 2017 ·

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Richard E
21 Jan 2017 ·

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8 Courtney O
21 Jan 2017 ·
Damn ok I'm drunk and I'm high but my connection with this girl, excuse me, 24-yr-old woman, is real. Swear. Could it be real? I hope.
Max L
21 Jan 2017 ·

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21 Jan 2017 ·

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Sasha M
21 Jan 2017 ·

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Manda P
21 Jan 2017 ·

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Manda P
21 Jan 2017 ·

I wish I was drunk & high!

Binky B
21 Jan 2017 ·

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Courtney O
21 Jan 2017 ·

Lol yeah we didn't expect it but she offered me and my husband to smoke :p

Richard E
21 Jan 2017 ·

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Manda P
22 Jan 2017 ·

I don't like to smoke with anyone other than BF because I get too paranoid. At that last party I went to though, I had so many margaritas & Klonopin that I went out with 'the guys' & smoked right before we left. I must've been wasted! No way to get..

Manda P
22 Jan 2017 ·

...it where I live. =( Best medicine around too.

Courtney O
25 Jan 2017 ·

Yeah I get so in my head, then I don't know if what I'm thinking is out loud or not! So I usually try not to socialize if I'm high, at least until I know the person I'm talking to is open-minded.

Courtney O
25 Jan 2017 ·

Yeah for sure. That sounds like a fun night, haha. ^_^

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9 Courtney O
17 Jan 2017 ·
Oh my god my neighbor is so cool. She's a mom too but she likes horror stories and I'm writing one. And we got in a spiritual discussion which left more questions. lol Feeling good.
Courtney O
17 Jan 2017 ·

Maybe a lasting friend this time?

Binky B
17 Jan 2017 ·

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17 Jan 2017 ·

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17 Jan 2017 ·

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Jeff M
17 Jan 2017 ·

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Manda P
17 Jan 2017 ·

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Manda P
17 Jan 2017 ·

*fingers crossed* for you, Courtney. You need a good friend now more than ever with everything going on!

Richard E
17 Jan 2017 ·

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Courtney O
18 Jan 2017 ·

Thanks ^.^

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8 Courtney O
16 Jan 2017 ·
Feeling much better after Malachi spent the weekend with his Nan. Being the best parent I can be.
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16 Jan 2017 ·

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16 Jan 2017 ·

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16 Jan 2017 ·

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Manda P
16 Jan 2017 ·

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Manda P
16 Jan 2017 ·

You are the best, Courtney!

Cindy M
17 Jan 2017 ·

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Courtney O
17 Jan 2017 ·

Oh Manda <3 I wish we could meet in person. We'd be besties lol

A V
17 Jan 2017 ·

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Manda P
17 Jan 2017 ·

I wish we could too, Courtney! I could use a real life best friend! <3

Courtney O
25 Jan 2017 ·

Maybe you can add me on fb. If you email me, I'll send you my name so you can look me up. My email is lovesub77@gmail.com

Manda P
25 Jan 2017 ·

Thanks, Courtney! I'll email you next time I'm at my desk. I hate using my phone for email for some reason. I've been binging on TV since my surgery & have only been at my desk once. It hurts to sit like that. But I'll be in touch!

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3 Courtney O
14 Jan 2017 ·
God started such a good morning. Took a shower with M which he loved. His 1st shower. But since 11am he's been nonstop fussing and crying!!!! WHY???????????????????????????????????????????????????????
Karen V
14 Jan 2017 ·

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14 Jan 2017 ·

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14 Jan 2017 ·

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Richard E
15 Jan 2017 ·

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