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anonymouse . · 3h 4
did nothing all day. feeling sluggish. -_-
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anonymouse . · 1d 4
I feel ugly and nauseous and my mom keeps yelling.
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anonymouse . · 1d
and I have 2 go to this party and parties make me sad
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Maria K · 1d
Sorry you have to go. I hate them too.
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anonymouse . · 3h
thank u all <3
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anonymouse . · 2d 3
vomiting 3 times a day sure makes u feel like poo :-|
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anonymouse . · 4d 4
fell asleep on the bus lol. my ED makes me soooo tired and steals all my energy :-((((
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Ridhi S · 4d
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Ridhi S · 4d
Stay strong darling xX
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anonymouse . · 4d 3
feeling so depressed and empty today. so tired. i have no energy.
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Richard E · 4d
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anonymouse . · 6d 3
i hate hate hate having an eating disorder. it's the worst. if i wasn't so stupid and naive a few years back, then this never would have happened. it's all my fault.
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A W · 5d
Having an eating disorder is not your fault. Fault has nothing to do with it. All matters is what is happening now & what you're going to do about it. Take care of yourself. We all deserve help & love from others & ourselves & you are no exception.
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anonymouse . · 6d 4
can't stay awake !! :-(
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anonymouse . · 6d 5
feelin gud 2day :-)
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Richard E · 6d
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anonymouse . · 14 Jan 2017 4
mom is very sick. bleeding was found in her lungs. it's not cancer, but she has began a 6 month chemo treatment to treat it. things are gunna be a lot different now.
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Karen V · 14 Jan 2017
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Richard E · 15 Jan 2017
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anonymouse . · 13 Jan 2017 3
numb and empty. i don't even know who i am anymore. i just want to feel something.
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Binky B · 13 Jan 2017
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Richard E · 15 Jan 2017
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anonymouse . · 13 Jan 2017 4
emotions experienced today: tired & lonely to positive/motivated/determined/ambitious/self assured to anxious to angry to worthless to sad to sleepy to energetic/manic/elated/invincible to numb.
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anonymouse . · 13 Jan 2017
why??? :-(
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Karen V · 13 Jan 2017
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anonymouse . · 12 Jan 2017 5
yay i am feeling positive, determined, motivated. hope it lasts all semester for once! i need to do my bestest best :-)
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anonymouse . · 12 Jan 2017 4
um y do i feel more energetic when sleeping for like 3 hours as opposed to sleeping for 10?? lol my brain is weird....
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Tasha S · 12 Jan 2017
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anonymouse . · 11 Jan 2017 3
exhausted, dehydrated, nauseous, tired, and sad. wanna get back into bed and stay there all day. i feel like poo.
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Jeff M · 11 Jan 2017
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anonymouse . · 10 Jan 2017 3
ditched class to binge and purge. wow. I hate myself.
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Dora M · 10 Jan 2017
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Richard E · 10 Jan 2017
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Jeff M · 11 Jan 2017
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Jeff M · 11 Jan 2017
Try not to let guilt compound things! I know it's hard... But you have to forgive yourself and figure out what you need to do to help take care of yourself. Are you talking to anyone about this?
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anonymouse . · 11 Jan 2017
@Jeff no one knows about my eating disorder, so no. but thank u Jeff :)
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anonymouse . · 11 Jan 2017
thx 4 the hugs guys I rlly needed them
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Jeff M · 11 Jan 2017
Well, it might be worth finding someone. You can talk to a professional, in which case your parents or friends wouldn't have to know, and that person can help you deal with it and get better! Hard to do this alone...
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anonymouse . · 12 Jan 2017
@Jeff I have a lot of friends who also have or had ED's and i talk to them because they understand. I've also been thinking about telling a professional, just a bit scared. anyways thanks so much, Jeff. ur always very helpful :-)
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anonymouse . · 12 Jan 2017
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Jeff M · 12 Jan 2017
It is scary...but a professional would be the best person to help you deal with the cause and learn tips for avoiding the triggers. And no one else needs to know why you're seeing this person. Glad you have ppl to talk to though!
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anonymouse . · 09 Jan 2017 4
worried about my internet bff. :(
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Binky B · 10 Jan 2017
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anonymouse . · 09 Jan 2017 4
throat is killing me. all thanks to purging.
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Bella A · 09 Jan 2017
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anonymouse . · 07 Jan 2017 4
officially been 2 years since I've had an eating disorder. was planning on fasting but I'm probably going to spend the whole day binging and purging.
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Karen V · 07 Jan 2017
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anonymouse . · 06 Jan 2017 4
wouldn't be surprised if the guy im talking to actually likes my sister. she's cooler, smarter, more confident, and less boring. she's also more mentally stable so why wouldn't he like her. :/
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Iss L NEW · 06 Jan 2017
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anonymouse . · 05 Jan 2017 4
mom is in the hospital. i feel horrible for all the times i wasn't nice to her and didn't appreciate her :'( it's only been a day and i miss her so much </3
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Sarah M · 05 Jan 2017
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Sarah M · 05 Jan 2017
Hope she's better soon x
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Jeff M · 05 Jan 2017
Sending healing thoughts you way...hope she improves!
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Tasha S · 05 Jan 2017
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anonymouse . · 09 Jan 2017
thank u everyone <3
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anonymouse . · 05 Jan 2017 4
kinda feel like a waste of space and that i have no purpose. i literally do nothing all day and am scared im in too deep to get myself out of this slump before school resumes.
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Jess H · 05 Jan 2017
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Lucy M · 05 Jan 2017
You have a purpose, and you are loved! Hang in there, friend, there is always time to come out of a slump!
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anonymouse . · 03 Jan 2017 4
i just wanna be thin!!!! i want to see my bones!!!! i will probably be stuck in this huge, disgusting body forever. i will never be small :(
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Lou S · 03 Jan 2017
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Erika A · 03 Jan 2017
Your body is perfect just the way it is. You dont have to be skinny to be beautiful xx
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anonymouse . · 01 Jan 2017 4
new year, same bad mental health. 'happy' new years i guess. :(
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Jeff M · 01 Jan 2017
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Jeff M · 01 Jan 2017
Just another day...we shouldn't put too much pressure on it. It's Sunday. Tomorrow's Monday. Life goes on!
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anonymouse . · 01 Jan 2017 4
SHOUTOUT TO MY MOM FOR BEING SELFISH AND RUINING OUR NEW YRS PLAN WITH OUR COUSINS THAT MY LIL SIS AND I WERE SO EXCITED FOR!!!! GOD I WANT TO SCREAM. I'm so upset. I feel sick.
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anonymouse . · 30 Dec 2016 4
clearly im not good enough for anyone. no guy will ever like me the way i like them. i just want to be and feel loved.
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anonymouse . · 29 Dec 2016 3
I always impulsively open up 2 ppl and regret it immediately after.
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Myself T · 29 Dec 2016
In the opposite. What is the ratio of good to bad reactions when you open up?
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anonymouse . · 29 Dec 2016
i guess they reactions aren't bad, but i still feel so exposed and stupid for some reason
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anonymouse . · 27 Dec 2016 3
so tired. depression is bad today.
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anonymouse . · 27 Dec 2016 3
im so exhausted. my heart hurts and my throat is killing me & is even starting 2 bleed, all bc of purging. i feel so lost and alone. i don't know what im doing. i hope i die from this stupid disease.
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anonymouse . · 26 Dec 2016 4
MERRY XMAS MY LOVES!!!! xxx
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anonymouse . · 26 Dec 2016
big hugs to those who find the holidays hard. I hope u all have a happy day
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Tasha S · 26 Dec 2016
You too x
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anonymouse . · 23 Dec 2016 4
went for a walk today. other than that just laid in bed.
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