Maybe alcohol makes it easier for you to express emotions? Try updating when sober and see how you feel when talking about yr emotions. Is it harder?
Calm down! Everything will be fine
like total ***. I wish I had something to take this away. nothing is working *** everything.
If I look at all the things you started doinh, woow! It's amazing, it's a lot when you feel that. You really have to try to give it more time. Sorry that's probably not the answer you wanted to hear. Hope you feel better soon! you'll get there!
Thanks everyone, thanks for reminding me to be patient, it's just hard. cheers once again pandas.