... I basically feel like I'm giving up on my future.
How long have you been thinking about leaving? Can you postpone your decision? I felt the same many times but somehow managed to keep going, and I'm glad I did.
Well I took a year off to get my head sorted out. Whilst my head is better I know going back is going to make me worse again plus I don't have the money for another year of uni. So I will have to give it up and hope I can complete my degree later.
And sometimes I can be irritable but I'm hiding it because I don't want to take it out on anyone as it's unfair on them. Bottling everything up makes me feel terrible too. I feel like I have no release and everything is just building up.
Hey John, have you ever tried to keep a medicine calendar, or set reminder on a phone/mobile device. If not you should, it should help you stay on top of your meds and feel better. Best regards, Xavier. :)
Thanks guys for your hugs and suggestions. I will try that.
There is always hope
*Continued* were trying to push into my life and take it over like I was just a small child incapable of doing anything my self.