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5 EL H
17 Dec 2017 ·
As soon as I find a way to disappear without crushing my families heart. I'm going to put cable ties around my neck and pull so hard... 20 seconds.
Dd D
17 Dec 2017 ·

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Lexi A
17 Dec 2017 ·

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Lexi A
17 Dec 2017 ·

I'm so sorry that you feel so poorly :(

Noel L
17 Dec 2017 ·

EL there is no way of preventing the crushing of your families heart if you leave them in this way. They will always be sad at their loss. Have you spoken to them about how you are feeling?

Geoffroy I
17 Dec 2017 · NEW

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EL H
17 Dec 2017 ·

How could I ever talk to them they could never see me the same again.

Lexi A
17 Dec 2017 ·

Just let them know that you're hurting and you need help

EL H
20 Dec 2017 ·

Wouldn't want them to even worry. I think they'd get over the loss of me.if they knew how I was feeling they'd understand it's the kinder thing to do if I left. Life an animal in pain.

Noel L
20 Dec 2017 ·

I think you need to talk to your family EL. They would want to know how you are feeling.

Brooke W
22 Dec 2017 ·

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3 EL H
02 Dec 2017 ·
The effort I put into making people happy: I don't even try this hard to make myself happy.
Aspie T
02 Dec 2017 ·

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02 Dec 2017 ·

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02 Dec 2017 ·

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5 EL H
02 Dec 2017 ·
Old couple on the train sharing a Twix. It makes me happy actually just to see people with happiness. I might be so down but at least I can see it's attainable, somehow.
Rosie L
02 Dec 2017 ·

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Rosie L
02 Dec 2017 ·

I love this. I feel the same when I see my housemate and her partner, they are so cute together

EL H
02 Dec 2017 ·

Just forgetting about myself and all my problems to sample the details of somebody elses life.

Aspie T
02 Dec 2017 ·

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Cindy M
03 Dec 2017 ·

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Cindy M
03 Dec 2017 ·

Lovely post x

Richard E
03 Dec 2017 ·

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4 EL H
01 Dec 2017 ·
Art is saving me. Teaching me the enormity of the pain I feel, is normal. That all I have is me. And i need to be enough or I won't survive.
Ilona T
01 Dec 2017 · NEW

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Richard E
02 Dec 2017 ·

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Rosie L
02 Dec 2017 ·

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Rosie L
02 Dec 2017 ·

You are enough! 🙏

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5 EL H
01 Dec 2017 ·
Cried on a busy train, that life is so difficult I have everything and it means nothing. Without a friend just drawing out the inevitable.
M S
01 Dec 2017 ·

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01 Dec 2017 ·

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Jeff M
01 Dec 2017 ·

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Aspie T
01 Dec 2017 ·

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01 Dec 2017 · NEW

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Richard E
02 Dec 2017 ·

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Rosie L
02 Dec 2017 ·

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4 EL H
26 Nov 2017 ·
Been a year since I lost my mother figure. It Still hurts, she wouldn't be proud.
Lydia R
26 Nov 2017 ·

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Noel L
26 Nov 2017 ·

Sorry for your loss EL. The pain sounds like it hurts you a lot. I hope it eases foe you soon

Babie C
26 Nov 2017 ·

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Richard E
26 Nov 2017 ·

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EL H
29 Nov 2017 ·

Thank you Noel

EL H
29 Nov 2017 ·

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9 EL H
24 Nov 2017 ·
Nihilism, it is pointless pointing out the pointlessness. Ironically when everything truelly does feel pointless there isnt much point to being down about much.
Richard E
25 Nov 2017 ·

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5 EL H
23 Nov 2017 ·
In order to draw happiness from life you need to attach value to it.. For myself, everything is loosing meaning and significance. Constantly Confronted by the pointlessness of everything.
Aspie T
23 Nov 2017 ·

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Richard E
25 Nov 2017 ·

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4 EL H
22 Nov 2017 ·
Flicking from giving up to trying harder several times a day now. There is no in between.
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5 EL H
14 Nov 2017 ·
Feel I could be getting out of this depression, existential, crisis of meaning lark. Things have never been better for me I shouldn't be so down.
Tamsin B
14 Nov 2017 ·

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Aspie T
14 Nov 2017 ·

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14 Nov 2017 ·

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Prapion G
17 Nov 2017 ·

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Anna M
21 Nov 2017 ·

It sounds like your struggling with feeling pretty down. Do you talk to anyone about it?

EL H
22 Nov 2017 ·

@Anna M nope just this app open letter to myself I guess

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5 EL H
02 Nov 2017 ·
First night in a while I aren't high. Trying to make the right choices about friends, my future etc. Would anyone want to chat?
Kelsi S
02 Nov 2017 ·

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Richard E
05 Nov 2017 ·

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Richard E
05 Nov 2017 ·

Where do you chat? Kik?

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3 EL H
02 Nov 2017 ·
Friends, again. Id give them my money my bed. Skip work to help them. Don't even get a text back. The *** do I do wrong. I want to let go but I'll be low and alone.
Liz K
02 Nov 2017 ·

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Richard E
02 Nov 2017 ·

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03 Nov 2017 ·

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Richard E
05 Nov 2017 ·

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Rosie L
02 Dec 2017 ·

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6 EL H
01 Nov 2017 ·
Spent the day with a girl. But a friend. Scared to be hopeful. I'm abhorrent and don't deserve to he happy. I should probably leave her.
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01 Nov 2017 ·

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Richard E
01 Nov 2017 ·

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Julia L
02 Nov 2017 ·

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5 EL H
31 Oct 2017 ·
Exhausted. 13 hour shift in 1-2 degree cold stores. Feel drained and numb. Friends are nowhere.
Shelley H
31 Oct 2017 ·

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31 Oct 2017 ·

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31 Oct 2017 ·

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31 Oct 2017 ·

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August M
01 Nov 2017 · NEW

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3 EL H
30 Oct 2017 ·
Still cry at night I regret leaving her Its been 5 months or so. She was the only person I was close to. All I do now is regret and think of her. Most nights I dream of her. It's not getting easier.
Rosie L
30 Oct 2017 ·

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Rosie L
30 Oct 2017 ·

It's a super tough one. The best advice I can give is take care of yourself and find distraction.

Belle C
30 Oct 2017 · NEW

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30 Oct 2017 ·

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Liz K
30 Oct 2017 ·

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30 Oct 2017 ·

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31 Oct 2017 ·

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5 EL H
09 Jul 2016 ·
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3 EL H
08 Jul 2016 ·
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EL H
30 Oct 2017 ·

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30 Oct 2017 ·

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4 EL H
02 Jul 2016 ·
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