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Onyx P · 28 Aug 2016 9
Spend all day with R. and had lots of fun. now spending time with J before bed.
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Stephen P · 28 Aug 2016
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Onyx P · 26 Aug 2016 8
Too hot for me. Feeling sick from the heat. Otherwise my mood is good. Worried for J though. Wishing there was something i could do.
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Jeff M · 26 Aug 2016
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Onyx P · 25 Aug 2016 7
The heat is so horrible, it makes me all kinds of irritated and angry. So glad i am back home with my fan on. feeling good now.
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Silke V · 25 Aug 2016
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Meggie B · 25 Aug 2016
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Manda P · 26 Aug 2016
We are opposites. The air conditioning & fans make me irritable & angry which is why I wear jeans (& sometimes a jacket) most of the summer. People think I'm crazy. Well...
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Meggie B · 26 Aug 2016
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Onyx P · 24 Aug 2016 9
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Noxvius - · 23 Aug 2016
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Onyx P · 23 Aug 2016 1
It's like there is a knot in my stomach. I will go to the petting zoo soon later, pet some goats, feed some ducks, see some piggies and then go to the lake and graveyard. I need distraction so bad.
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Andy M · 23 Aug 2016
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4Give 1 · 23 Aug 2016
Sounds more like you need peace of mind than to be distracted.
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Anna . · 23 Aug 2016
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Onyx P · 23 Aug 2016 1
I slept really bad. Kept tossing and turning. Back hurts and i feel lonely. I don't know how to process what J said yesterday. its playing in my head on repeat. I feel really unhappy and sad.
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Stephen P · 23 Aug 2016
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Onyx P · 22 Aug 2016 0
I always knew i was a burden to people.
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Silke V · 22 Aug 2016
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John W · 22 Aug 2016
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John W · 22 Aug 2016
You're not a burden to people, and if someone tells you that you are then that's the type of person you can do without in your life. Friends and family should be happy to support you :)
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Jeff M · 22 Aug 2016
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Noxvius - · 22 Aug 2016
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Noxvius - · 22 Aug 2016
There will be people who come and walk out of ur life. Some may come off cold. Some will show other thoughts. But those who stay are the ones who truly care and they won't think you're a burden.
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DesBear D · 22 Aug 2016
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Stephen P · 22 Aug 2016
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Onyx P · 23 Aug 2016
I wish it was just thoughts. But being told by the person you love most that you make them feel disliked when you are moody because of bad depression & that maybe it would be better to go away till your mood gets better, is a clear statement i think
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Han M · 23 Aug 2016
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Onyx P · 22 Aug 2016 4
After being let down, i was so angry that i managed somehow to go shopping alone. its a cloudy rainy day so that came in handy. Feeling extremely taken for granted. Little things would make me smile
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Onyx P · 22 Aug 2016
but they are not happening. Everyone is so passive and i don't always want to be the person in charge of everything, planning things, deciding things. Anyway, i am proud of myself for going shopping alone today.
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John W · 22 Aug 2016
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Jeff M · 22 Aug 2016
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Jeff M · 22 Aug 2016
Good for you! Definitely take pride in that and knowing you can be by yourself and still accomplish things and he ok!
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Andy M · 22 Aug 2016
This speaks to me. You are not alone in feeling this way. I hope it gets better for you.
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Andy M · 22 Aug 2016
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Manda P · 22 Aug 2016
Well done. That's a huge task for me that I've gotten better at over the years, but it still trips me up sometimes.
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Binky B · 22 Aug 2016
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Onyx P · 21 Aug 2016 2
Feeling down again. I hate smalltalk. It makes me tired. Also i hate feeling like i am not being taken serious especially when it comes to serious problems. Second day i go to bed with ***ty mood.
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4Give 1 · 21 Aug 2016
You're craving authenticity! Keep it real, people! Yup! I get it. For me, small talk is fine if it's thee entryway to deeper connection, otherwise, it can be suffocating.
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John W · 21 Aug 2016
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Onyx P · 21 Aug 2016 6
Updated my mood from the past days. Have been so sleepy since a week. Problems with online sale listings for my items. I am just ignoring it for now and try to relax. Made miso soup. yum.
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4Give 1 · 21 Aug 2016
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DesBear D · 21 Aug 2016
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Onyx P · 20 Aug 2016 3
Was about to go to bed then got hit by old memories of the fight J and me had a week ago. Noticed i have been dysphoric again since. I want it to go away. Took me so long to get rid of it.
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MS K · 21 Aug 2016
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MS K · 21 Aug 2016
I get this. Had a fight with my husband on Friday, I scared him so much. I totally lost myself in my rage. Don't ever want him to suffer that again. Now I'm just anxious all the time.
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Onyx P · 21 Aug 2016
MS, i think all you can do is say sorry and try to do everything so he will feel better. Take his doubts and fears away and try your hardest to not let your rage control you again like this. I wish you all the best :)
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MS K · 21 Aug 2016
Thank you. He's being really understanding, but I can't forgive myself.
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DesBear D · 21 Aug 2016
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