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5 Melody L
11h ·
No matter how bad.. Just do something...anything...So today it felt good at work, i felt like i belonged, went to the gym, didn't do as much, but still it's better than nothing
Melody L
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2 Melody L
1d ·
Trying to fall asleep to shut my mind off, but bad thoughts keep spiraling. In those moments i wish i had sleeping pills again.
Melody L
1d ·

Afraid to ask them from my GP, they always think i will get addicted. I hate that stereotype. I have never taken more than 2-3 sleeping pills in a month, but probably they wont believe me...

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Melody L
1d ·

J ignored my messages and phone call, i wanted to share my worry. But i am on my own... like always... when something is making me sad in our 'relationship'. Maybe i am doin him unjustice. He seems to help when my problem is not so emotional or

Melody L
1d ·

related to us. Like switching my jobs. Then he was very supportive, encouraging and involved.

Daniel K
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4 Melody L
2d ·
Sunny day, went mushrooming and swimming, but sad cuz we missed a chance with j to enjoy that day together. Chances are low to get this sunny and warm day in August again here...
Melody L
2d ·

Cried a little about that. I know it feels good to be together even if we are between four walls. But we missed to spent time outside the whole summer cuz of his issues and now things are ok, but it bothers me still

Melody L
2d ·

I think more negative thoughts are connected with this seemingly pseodo problem

Jen B
2d ·

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5 Melody L
2d ·
Can't put my finger on it why... But felt 'meh' today...
Tayla O
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7 Melody L
3d ·
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7 Melody L
5d ·
Spent good time with J, surprised me with beautiful big flower bouquet :)
Jen B
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7 Melody L
11 Aug 2019 ·
Felt sad in the afternoon (probably just hormonal cause), but enjoyable day after all:) hugs, movies, chilling on top of the roof, rally...
Tayla O
11 Aug 2019 ·

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11 Aug 2019 ·

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me M
12 Aug 2019 ·

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7 Melody L
10 Aug 2019 ·
I had an exciting and relaxing day. Can't fall asleep tho, i am anxious like something bad has happened..so weird. I think it's just brain error.
Melody L
11 Aug 2019 ·

Oh, it can be anxiety from having to make a big desicion about my job tomorrow...i think i ignored it during the daytime

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11 Aug 2019 ·

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11 Aug 2019 ·

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11 Aug 2019 ·

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6 Melody L
09 Aug 2019 ·
No Reason Given
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09 Aug 2019 ·

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me M
10 Aug 2019 ·

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6 Melody L
08 Aug 2019 ·
Today is a good day. Everything going well at work.
Tayla O
08 Aug 2019 ·

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08 Aug 2019 ·

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08 Aug 2019 ·

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09 Aug 2019 ·

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6 Melody L
07 Aug 2019 ·
Felt irritated today, maybe PMS, but had a good conversation with J and got some things off my chest.
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07 Aug 2019 ·

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07 Aug 2019 ·

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08 Aug 2019 ·

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08 Aug 2019 ·

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7 Melody L
06 Aug 2019 ·
Feel good today, feel cared about, accomplished. Went mushrooming after work.
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06 Aug 2019 ·

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06 Aug 2019 ·

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me M
07 Aug 2019 ·

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8 Melody L
04 Aug 2019 ·
Spent very good weekend withJ.
Shelley H
04 Aug 2019 ·

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me M
05 Aug 2019 ·

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3 Melody L
02 Aug 2019 ·
Felt irritated because drank too much coffee and because his emotional state still affects me too. I dont trust him enough and for a good reason. Hate communicating via texts.
Melody L
02 Aug 2019 ·

He seemed cold and distant on msg, but when i called him, he called me back, was positive, warm and happy. Wtf. It was all in my head? I sometimes hate social media, so fake, so much miscommunication.

Tayla O
02 Aug 2019 ·

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Tayla O
02 Aug 2019 ·

I know exactly how you feel. Can just cause so many arguments by things being taken the wrong way. Keep your chin up Melody x

Alicia B
02 Aug 2019 ·

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03 Aug 2019 ·

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Melody L
03 Aug 2019 ·

Thank you Tayla :) Hugs to you pandas!

Tayla O
03 Aug 2019 ·

No worrjes ☺

me M
03 Aug 2019 ·

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6 Melody L
01 Aug 2019 ·
Day went well, although I should stop being so guarded and paranoid all the time. Just go with the flow. Not overthink. Not take it so personally all the time.
Melody L
01 Aug 2019 ·

I see where it's all coming from, but my brain trying to protect myself only stops me from enjoying good moments and i actually don't feel more 'prepared' anyway when sth bad happens

Tayla O
01 Aug 2019 ·

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02 Aug 2019 ·

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03 Aug 2019 ·

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6 Melody L
31 Jul 2019 ·
J stepped up. I must get it into my head that I am important and dear to him. Believe in myself more. First workday was okay.
John T
31 Jul 2019 ·

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John T
31 Jul 2019 ·

Believe in your thoughts and actions. Mostly everything else is out of your control

Melody L
01 Aug 2019 ·

True, thank you John T!

nixiblu .
03 Aug 2019 ·

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5 Melody L
29 Jul 2019 ·
Felt weirdly irritated and sleepy today. Friend visited. Got my mood up.
John T
30 Jul 2019 ·

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30 Jul 2019 ·

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6 Melody L
30 Jul 2019 ·
Last day of vacation. Back to work tomorrow. Feeling okay today.
John T
30 Jul 2019 ·

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30 Jul 2019 ·

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7 Melody L
28 Jul 2019 ·
Spent good weekend with J.
Tayla O
28 Jul 2019 ·

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me M
28 Jul 2019 ·

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29 Jul 2019 ·

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29 Jul 2019 ·

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6 Melody L
25 Jul 2019 ·
Visiting a friend in another city. Enjoyed hot summer day. Lot of triggers that made me sad tho.
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26 Jul 2019 ·

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26 Jul 2019 ·

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26 Jul 2019 ·

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26 Jul 2019 ·

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27 Jul 2019 ·

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