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Megan B · 11h 1
First day back at uni = anxiety overload. Also feeling *** because I've pushed my best friend away.
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Megan B · 20h 0
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Blue J · 19h
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Megan B · 1d 2
Struggling to resist self harming.
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Emerald M NEW · 1d
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Megan B · 2d 2
Feeling awful. Lovely night with the bestie but came home and it went downhill. Wanted to die. Feel like I've ruined my teenage years and so far behind everyone else. So upset.
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Autopilo T · 2d
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Binky B · 2d
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Dora M · 2d
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Claire M · 2d
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Claire M · 2d
It's never too late to live and enjoy your teenage years!
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Megan B · 3d 3
So hard to resist the urge to self harm but I managed it. Went for a run instead.
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Binky B · 3d
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Karen V · 3d
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Stephen K · 3d
Well done! Very good stuff!
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Sandra C · 3d
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Sandra C · 3d
Well done :)
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Natalie C · 3d
Well done :) thats a great achievement
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Claire M · 2d
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Claire M · 2d
Good job!!!
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Megan B · 1d
Thank you everyone xxx
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Megan B · 3d 3
I'm 2 weeks clean and I feel good about that, but also feeling majorly guilty because best friend is also so proud but she shouldn't have to be proud for this reason!
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Karen V · 3d
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Shannon M · 3d
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Megan B · 4d 3
I hate myself so much for being such a negative presence in my unbiological little sister's life.
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Bella A · 4d
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Maria K · 4d
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Claire M · 4d
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Claire M · 4d
It's not too late to change that, right?
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Jeff M · 4d
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Éva H NEW · 4d
Thank you all! ??
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Megan B · 3d
You're right, it's not too late to change it because she's still my best friend, I just wish I was a better friend to her :( xxx
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Megan B · 4d 3
I don't know what I feel like anymoreeeee
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Jess H · 4d
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Jeff M · 4d
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Megan B · 4d 3
Kinda at a loss at what to do. Bit sad. Promised myself I wouldn't bother my best friend because she has mocks and also I don't want my issues to be the basis of our friendship. Struggling on my own.
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Jucimara M · 4d
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Karen V · 4d
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Claire M · 4d
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Claire M · 4d
Do you have anyone from MP somewhere else on social media who you could talk to?
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Jeff M · 4d
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Abigail W · 3d
Don't struggle alone. I've only just learnt that after 44 years cutting yourself off is the worse thing you can do.
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Megan B · 4d 4
Bro's birthday. Was being brave. Done so well this week. But now my mood is declining.
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Claire M · 4d
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Jeff M · 4d
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Megan B · 7d 6
New job is fantastic and just what I needed. Came along at exactly the right time.
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Binky B · 7d
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Binky B · 7d
That's fantastic news, Megan. What job are you doing?
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Karen V · 7d
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Claire M · 7d
Ah amazing!! So happy for you :)
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Jade C · 7d
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K P · 7d
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Megan B · 7d
I'm nannying, so it's really good for my independence too! Thank you for your lovely support xx
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Binky B · 7d
Oh yes, it'll do a world of good for your independence. You're more than welcome to have support, and it's a pleasure :-)
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Jeff M · 7d
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Megan B · 09 Jan 2017 6
Group was ***, but I'm so proud of myself for tonight.
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anonymouse . · 09 Jan 2017
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Claire M · 7d
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Claire M · 7d
Yaaas you go girl!
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Megan B · 08 Jan 2017 0
My best friend's going to die I'm so scared she's going to die please don't let her die please
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Ann S · 08 Jan 2017
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Binky B · 08 Jan 2017
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akshay g NEW · 08 Jan 2017
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Jeff M · 08 Jan 2017
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Jeff M · 08 Jan 2017
Oh no...hope things turn out ok...Will send thoughts and prayers your way!
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Autopilo T · 08 Jan 2017
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Claire M · 09 Jan 2017
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Claire M · 09 Jan 2017
I'll be thinking about you <3
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Megan B · 08 Jan 2017 3
Was doing so well even though it's a difficult day, but now I'm sad.
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Claire M · 09 Jan 2017
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Megan B · 07 Jan 2017 3
Mood is going downhill because alone. I hate it.
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Karen V · 08 Jan 2017
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Han M · 08 Jan 2017
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Megan B · 06 Jan 2017 1
CAN SOMEONE PLEASE MAKE ALL THIS STOP PLEASE?!?!
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Jeff M · 06 Jan 2017
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Lauren I · 06 Jan 2017
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Lauren I · 06 Jan 2017
Please take care of yourself. Ask for help if you need to.
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Nick H · 06 Jan 2017
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Nick H · 06 Jan 2017
Hi Megan, whatever your going through, it will pass. We don't know when but eventually it will. Hang in there.
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Amandine A NEW · 06 Jan 2017
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Claire M · 06 Jan 2017
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Claire M · 06 Jan 2017
I would if I could. Sorry that I cant. Sending my biggest hugs. You can make it through.
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Megan B · 05 Jan 2017 1
So desperate to self harm.
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Jake G CHIEFPANDA · 05 Jan 2017
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Karen V · 05 Jan 2017
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Richard E · 05 Jan 2017
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Richard E · 05 Jan 2017
Be safe
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Richard E · 05 Jan 2017
Look up alternatives online
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Binky B · 05 Jan 2017
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Claire M · 06 Jan 2017
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Megan B · 05 Jan 2017 1
I completely messed up my teenage days and I regret it so much. I didn't do anything teenagers are supposed to do and I feel so uncool and so backward and left behind.
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Jeff M · 05 Jan 2017
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Jeff M · 05 Jan 2017
I feel the same way when I look back. Wish I did things so different. Wish I enjoyed life more...:(
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Karen V · 05 Jan 2017
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Karen V · 05 Jan 2017
Same here. I was dealing with stuff when I was a teenager, so I didn't do the typical teenager things. Things turned around and my 20s were amazing. Give it time, things will get better.
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Claire M · 05 Jan 2017
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Megan B · 05 Jan 2017 1
I'm incompatible with life.
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Jenny K · 05 Jan 2017
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Olivia W NEW · 05 Jan 2017
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Olivia W NEW · 05 Jan 2017
I feel the same. I hope you're ok. Remember you're stronger than you think and deserve to be ok.
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Claire M · 05 Jan 2017
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Megan B · 05 Jan 2017
I hope you're okay too Olivia, thank you x
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Megan B · 05 Jan 2017 2
My mood is so rubbish it's unbelievable, I've never been more scared my best friend hates me and now I have to fight this illness on my own.
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Binky B · 05 Jan 2017
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Sandra C · 05 Jan 2017
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Dora M · 05 Jan 2017
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Jess H · 05 Jan 2017
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Megan B · 04 Jan 2017 1
I was on the verge of a panic attack in front of my best friend and I feel so so guilty, absolutely horrific, I want to cut as a punishment, she's going to hate me, why can't I be brave and okay?!
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Hilda R · 04 Jan 2017
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Karen V · 04 Jan 2017
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Erika A · 04 Jan 2017
There is nothing wrong with being weak sometimes. We've all been there. And im sure your bestfriend doesnt hate you xx
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Erika A · 04 Jan 2017
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John S · 04 Jan 2017
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John S · 04 Jan 2017
No reason to be guilty any more than if you got sick. it's not something you can help. Your friend might worry but they won't hate you
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Claire M · 05 Jan 2017
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Megan B · 04 Jan 2017 4
Feeling a little bit better this morning.
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Sandra C · 04 Jan 2017
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Jeff M · 04 Jan 2017
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Megan B · 03 Jan 2017 2
It's so difficult not to be negative with all these horrible thoughts going on in my brain. I'm really trying, but I know I'm letting my best friend down.
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Hilda R · 03 Jan 2017
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Jeff M · 03 Jan 2017
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Lou S · 04 Jan 2017
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anonymouse . · 04 Jan 2017
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Megan B · 03 Jan 2017 2
I don't feel good enough to be friends with my best friends.
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Shannon M · 03 Jan 2017
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Claire M · 03 Jan 2017
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Claire M · 03 Jan 2017
I get this feeling sometimes too. But hey, they chose to be your friends. They see all the good in you that you can't see yourself. You love them a lot, don't you? Try to treat yourself how you would treat them. That's also what they would want.
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Sandra C · 03 Jan 2017
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Megan B · 02 Jan 2017 2
I just want to be without this mental illness so that I can feel normal and good enough for my friends and not a burden to them.
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Claire M · 03 Jan 2017
You also need to feel good enough for YOURSELF. That is the most important thing. Have you told about these feelings to your friends?
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Sarah M · 02 Jan 2017
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Megan B · 02 Jan 2017 3
Going incredibly downhill, quite quickly.
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Jake G CHIEFPANDA · 02 Jan 2017
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Megan B · 02 Jan 2017 4
Feeling lost without anything to do. Also worried about dates clashing.
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Megan B · 01 Jan 2017 4
Don't know how I'm feeling. Finished all assignments so feeling at a loose end. Best friend and best guy friend spending time together tonight so can't message either of them. Hmm...
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Jeff M · 01 Jan 2017
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Megan B · 01 Jan 2017 2
2017 freaks me out. Nothing's going to get any better. I don't really know why I'm still here.
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Binky B · 01 Jan 2017
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Claire M · 02 Jan 2017
I wish I could somehow make you believe that it will get better at some point
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Megan B · 31 Dec 2016 3
Getting more and more tense as we get closer to 2017.
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Luna G · 31 Dec 2016
Wishing you a happy new year!
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