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2 A W
24 Feb 2017 ·
Why does everyone just want to use me?
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0 A W
16 Feb 2017 ·
I hate myself & so does everyone else & I was just trying to be kind and help people but I ended up ruining everything. I thought I was doing better but now I just want to die. I'm so sick of cruelty.
Karen V
16 Feb 2017 ·

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18 Feb 2017 ·

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4 A W
14 Feb 2017 ·
I think my meds are working-- this is the least depressed I've ever felt. I'm scared bc I don't know who I am w/o depression. I keep thinking I want to feel like death again & I spiral down. Anxious.
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Manda P
14 Feb 2017 ·

It'll be ok. Think positively. This is a new YOU that you will love. Be excited to see all the changes. It'll be a whole new world to you. I'm excited for ya!

Love 1
14 Feb 2017 ·

sounds like youve identified with the depressive thoughts. without them you don't feel like you. this loss causes anxiety. is this a fair reflection of what you're experiencing?

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0 A W
09 Feb 2017 ·
One of the worst times is when I feel guilty out of the blue for absolutely nothing, spiral into self-loathing, then can't stop thinking about how much I want to die. This happens at least once daily.
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09 Feb 2017 · NEW

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09 Feb 2017 ·

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Jeff M
09 Feb 2017 ·

Guilt is probably the hardest emotion...we feel guilty for things in the past that we can't change. Or we just feel guilty for feeling bad. It is definitely a spiral that's hard to get out of. Remember the past is gone. You can only change th present

Manda P
09 Feb 2017 ·

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Manda P
09 Feb 2017 ·

I feel guilty for a lot of things that I've done & things I continue to do. It should never make you feel like you want to die though. If you're feeling that, you need to talk to someone. At least a friend or possibly a professional.

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0 A W
08 Feb 2017 ·
Back to normal depression. Exhausted. Wish I was still sick so I could stay home all day.
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08 Feb 2017 ·

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1 A W
07 Feb 2017 ·
Feeling pretty low, but rereading my absolute favorite book To Kill a Mockingbird which makes me feel good.
Nay S
07 Feb 2017 ·

Reading helps me, too! Try and keep your chin up

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07 Feb 2017 ·

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E$ M
07 Feb 2017 · NEW

We love you and don't ever forget how BEAUTIFUL you are. TRY your best to just roll with the tide.. You got this, You can do it! ??

Manda P
07 Feb 2017 ·

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Manda P
07 Feb 2017 ·

I love that book & reading always makes me feel better. Especially going back to comfort reads. Hope you feel better soon!

A W
08 Feb 2017 ·

Thank you so much, E$ M! This makes me feel so happy, even though I'm still pretty low. Thank you for brightening my day! And thank you Manda and Nay for doing the same. <3

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0 A W
06 Feb 2017 ·
Had an ok day, even though I'm crazy sick. Watched Crazy Ex-Girlfriend in bed for hours, kept myself occupied. Now that the house is quiet & still, I'm left with my thoughts & back to my normal low.
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0 A W
05 Feb 2017 ·
Anxious and spinning thoughts.
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05 Feb 2017 ·

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0 A W
04 Feb 2017 ·
Sick and tired. Want to stop feeling bad.
Karen V
04 Feb 2017 ·

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0 A W
03 Feb 2017 ·
Long, grueling day. Cried A LOT.
Katelyn W
03 Feb 2017 ·

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0 A W
02 Feb 2017 ·
I'm in agony. I want to die. & to all pandas that have motivated me to keep going, know that your kindness is recognized & appreciated, but I don't know if anything will make me better at this point.
Lily E
02 Feb 2017 ·

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Knixster .
02 Feb 2017 ·

Ride out the agonising thoughts! Recognise things going on around you to help clear your mind.

Jeff M
02 Feb 2017 ·

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Jeff M
02 Feb 2017 ·

Sometimes I think it's not about feeling better. It's about coping with what you have and getting through the days. I hope you find a way to get through...the world needs you in it, even if you don't believe that!

Claire M
02 Feb 2017 ·

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Claire M
02 Feb 2017 ·

I really wish you find a way to get through it too x

Manda P
02 Feb 2017 ·

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Manda P
02 Feb 2017 ·

You can make it through this. No matter how bad it feels, it's just a bump in the road we call life. Thinking of you. xx

Love 1
04 Feb 2017 ·

life is suffering. no one is immune. one purpose of it, is to bring us together. look how many pandas responded with love & compassion to your pain. we empathize bc we've experienced suffering. ur not alone. :)

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0 A W
01 Feb 2017 ·
Never mind. Friends don't care. I'm just a therapist to them. I cut again. I feel so worthless and unappreciated.
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01 Feb 2017 ·

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01 Feb 2017 · NEW

Loves. Keep going! ?? X

Karen V
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Manda P
01 Feb 2017 ·

You're not worthless, but you may be unappreciated. Sounds like it may be time to find new friends. xx

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1 A W
01 Feb 2017 ·
I feel the wayI always feel, but my wonderful friends have provided me with comfort. Of course that doesn't fix anything or make me feel better, but it's nice to know they care & are supporting me.
Jess H
01 Feb 2017 ·

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1 A W
31 Jan 2017 ·
Almost everyone I know has life-threatening depression. It's disconcerting, concerning, and makes me feel guilty for having depression myself when everyone else needs help just as much as I do.
Shelley H
31 Jan 2017 ·

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31 Jan 2017 ·

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31 Jan 2017 ·

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31 Jan 2017 ·

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Manda P
31 Jan 2017 ·

You should never feel guilty about it. You deserve help just as much as everyone else.

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0 A W
30 Jan 2017 ·
I can't stop cutting. I'm so done with this. I want to go curl up in a ball for the rest of my life. Or just end it now.
Gabi C
30 Jan 2017 ·

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Gabi C
30 Jan 2017 ·

Try to stay strong, even if things are really bad now, it'll get better!! I promise you

Karen V
30 Jan 2017 ·

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30 Jan 2017 ·

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Manda P
30 Jan 2017 ·

Try try try to distract yourself with anything & everything. There are better answers. You will make it through this. No one wants you to end your life. Think of all the people that would miss you. Lean on us Pandas for support if you don't feel...

Manda P
30 Jan 2017 ·

...like you have it around you. We're good at it. =)

A W
31 Jan 2017 ·

Thank you Gaby, Karen, and Manda. Your kind words mean the world to me and are very comforting. Thank you so much.

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1 A W
29 Jan 2017 ·
Grief is painful for those who are experiencing it and those who have to sit and watch while others experience it.
Karen V
29 Jan 2017 ·

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0 A W
28 Jan 2017 ·
The pain has been so intense for so long. I just want it to end.
Sasha M
28 Jan 2017 ·

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Sasha M
28 Jan 2017 ·

please just keep breathing

Karen V
28 Jan 2017 ·

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28 Jan 2017 ·

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Manda P
28 Jan 2017 ·

It will end. Hang on tight. You can make it through this! Thinking of you.

A W
28 Jan 2017 ·

Thank you Sasha, Karen, and Manda. This means a lot to me.

Maggie G
30 Jan 2017 · NEW

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0 A W
27 Jan 2017 ·
I really hate myself for no reason, but I can't stop feeling so guilty for existing and loosening up for once. I really want to kill myself and I am so tired of resisting the urge.
Sandra C
27 Jan 2017 ·

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27 Jan 2017 ·

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27 Jan 2017 ·

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Mysterium M
27 Jan 2017 · NEW

Please don't kill yourself. You're loved.

E$ M
28 Jan 2017 · NEW

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1 A W
27 Jan 2017 ·
I feel like such a hypocrite because I can give everyone else the right advice, but when it comes to me I can't accept any of it. I am innately self-destructive and I don't know what to do.
Love 1
27 Jan 2017 ·

human nature. I give advice I myself find hard to follow. the nickname says it all- love... it's it's bit much. but, hey, we can aspire to... damn there I go again giving advice.

Lolabel L
27 Jan 2017 ·

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1 A W
26 Jan 2017 ·
Death in the family.
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26 Jan 2017 · NEW

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26 Jan 2017 ·

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Jeff M
26 Jan 2017 ·

Sorry for your loss! :(

E$ M
28 Jan 2017 · NEW

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